Sunday, September 05, 2004
todae went out frm morning till arnd 5pm liddat. very shuang very happy! feelin 'high' finally took a break frm the stress and pressure.. tml goin bac sch for geog. remedial 10-12pm shd be quite interesting i tink so. geog. quite nice. at leas i mean i like it!it rox!feel like goin to library to do hw cos derez alot of distractionz at home eg computer tv food drinks blah blah blah.. den sumore library still gt aircon.i dun mean no aircon at home la. but i dun on the aircon for whole day rite? now! i realli wanna stop the habit of using the comp! unless itz neccesary. cos im showing great deprovements in my studies when evrybody is doing deir bez n showing great deprovements! n i dun wanna go on liddat. i mean ttz not a pretty gd thing to do. or isit! i finally came to my senses! n i decided tt if i were to use the comp i will oni be using it at most 1 and half hrs per day. i will spend the rest of the time doing hw reading and revising! n i dun care abt beating huever! i care abt grades. wadz the point if a beat the lousiest person in the world n bcome the 2nd last ? no point doin tt! ppl may tink im moronic or wadeva. n im definitely not studying hard to beg my mother for things like comp games, hp, clothes or wadeva! im oni doin it for my own gd! i wudnt wan to c my own results dropping anw! like most of u out dere too! recently i was told tt my cousins in sec 1 too have gt pretty gd results! A1 for most subjects except chinese. while the other one oso sec 1 gt 48/50 for maths! ttz pretty gd! n i noe i can do well! if dey can achieve gd results y kan i ? so frm now on i will try my bez in evry subject! changing cca will wait till after the end of year exams! n im definitely gonna do sumthing abt my english! i dun wanna fail and get promoted to 2NA . gonna do geog wb now! yay
i failed once again @ 7:28:00 pm
