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Sunday, October 31, 2004

now i bored so i blog again.. haha.. im playing habbo now lor.. but gt a little lag sometimes.. haiz.. sch hols le.. but nth to do leh.. haiz.. still deciding whether to change cca or not.. dunno y i feeling mixed emotions.. haiz.. me got alot of things on my mind.. i wanna go swimming.. wanna go bowling.. wanna play badminton.. wanna go genting.. but aredi going dere.. waiting for 23rd nov to come.. but still gt like a few more weeks before goin dere.. and oso wanna do all dos on my wishlist too! haiz.. perhaps i shd make a new yr resolution for next yr but it's too soon now.. tink i go n read others blogs haha.. haiz.. i wan a new sch bag! argh.. doubt my mother will get me one.. haiz.. dun feel like buying sch sox yet.. anw tt time i ask the bkshp owner she said end of nov den the stocks come.. still so long.. haiz.. dunno y.. jus cant forget something.. wonder gt where to work.. haiz.. gonna go broke liao.. argh, tmr my mother bd.. haiz.. no big deal.. hee.. dunno y my internet very irritating.. haiz..

i failed once again @ 9:55:00 pm

yay! todae went lot 1 shop with my parents.. my mother actually wanna buy clothes wan but she cant find a nice one.. so nv buy haha! den later went dere e popular to buy the sec 2 bks.. den cannot find.. so i ask the staff lor.. he sae haven't display yet(surely is dey skive.. haha) den he asked for my bklist and helped me find the bks in the store.. den he siao wan lor.. anyhow take the bks, the literature wan he dunno take wad bk tt is for upper sec wan, den chinese supplementary reader he go take higher chinese wan.. den the geography he anyhow take sec 1 de.. the science wb he oso anyhow take theory de.. haiz.. lucky i gt check! den he sae the english bk he cannot find.. shd be out of stock.. den i go the sec 2 assessment dere see den saw it.. haiz.. he like anyhow take wan lor.. haha.. he very handsome.. lol.. den i oso bought some guide bks lor.. maybe gonna go JE tt popular some other time cos i haven't bought the whole set of bks yet.. haiz.. feel like working in the hols.. 2 mth siah.. at home.. dunno whether i gonna get allowance or not lor.. cos june hols my father cud not find work.. so he stay home.. everydae buy lunch for us.. so nv give allowance lah.. now he gt work le.. den i dunno he still gonna give allowance or not..

i failed once again @ 7:09:00 pm

Saturday, October 30, 2004

haiz.. damn sian arhz. msn undergoin maintenance den cannot use.. wan go habbo oso cannot.. den plae gunbound the spacebar keep having stupid problems.. den internet dunno y load so slow! i have nth to do man.. so come blog lor.. oso nth to sae.. no games to plae oso.. wad the heck.. before exams read dead bk(translate frm chinese) tinking tt if i achieve gd results den maybe can enjoy after tt.. afterall, nth lor.. so damn sian.. cant even enjoy for awhile.. plae game comp oso gt problem.. den maths still give so much homework! argh... gonna die frm stress man.. todae so hot.. den my i-cant-find-a-word-to-describe-her mother still keep goin out.. wan me go out with her.. den keep letting me walk in the damn hot sun.. later i kena fever den she noe ar.. she dun even noe i owaes around 1st few daes of sch hols will fall sick wan.. n mostly is fever. n she oso forgot abt tt time i high fever den see 2 doctors den waste like 60+ haha.. nvm lor.. since i fall sick, she pay medical fees mah.. so she bring me walk in the hot sun.. i sick.. she pay lor.. den sae till here, i rmb i nv go sch for like 2 daes.. haha.. but class chairman oso dunno wan.. so i gt full attendance.. lol.. maybe buying the sch tb and wb tmr.. and oso some guide bks.. den sure mus buy english wan.. cos i eng damn lousy.. lit i dun care.. fail den fail lor.. anw i dun tink it's compulsory subject at sec 3 rite? den my brother very wad lor, he ask me if get top 3 in class the sch got give anything or not.. den i sae nth.. den he sae the sch so giam siap wan lor.. save money save until liddat.. omg.. dunno gt save shit or not.. haha! sch hols sure damn sian wan lor, not go library means stay @ home.. haiz.. wanna go swimming but goggles spoil le.. den my mother oso dun wanna bring me go swim... haiz.. tink i gonna be cooped up @ home in the next 2 months.. later kena homesick.. haha.. argh, i hate my mother! wanna rest for awhile den later do sth oso cannot, owaes oni noe how to threaten me with a cane.. tink i 3-yr-old or wad.. den i oso no rm privacy wan! stupid sewing machine and ironing board and dunno wad massager oso put in my rm.. as if i own em ar ? cram till my room no space to walk man! den my brother have a tv in his rm.. gd lor.. every rm oso gt tv except for mine.. den i wanna plae comp my mother oso wanna snatch frm me.. if i use comp for projects or research, den she have to interrupt me.. wad the heck! den i wanna buy things she oso dun allow.. den i wan the things she dun give me, i dun wan the things she keep buying.. den i throw them aside cos i dun like em, den she sae i waste money wadeva.. den towards my brother she treat him so gd.. his 'A' levels he dun study my mother oso wun scold him.. still sae wad dun have stress.. den she give me so much stress! den i get the position in klaz.. she oso not happy.. still sae my lit 1000 very(s) lousy.. haiz.. before exam i wanna like rest oso cannot.. she wan me to du si shu..! den still sae next time i sec 4 liao dun go JC.. mus go poly! if go JC den go JJC or PJC can liao.. dun go dos gd gd wan.. haiz.. as if i tt stupid ar! in sg every student oso damn competitive wan, i tink im the oni odd one out arhz...! perhaps hor.. all dis heaps of nonsense she do for me is FOR MY OWN GOOD.. like other mothers do.. but jus tt she use extra special methods so tt i can be extra better than others huh ? everytime go my rm oso anyhow open my drawer and wadeva wan..! den my brother disturb me i complain she call me shudup.. i disturb my brother den she threaten to cane me! wad the heck.. but maybe i considered 'lucky' ba ? to have a one n oni type of mother like dis! but i dun tink anyone will be jealous of me lor..

i failed once again @ 2:01:00 pm

Friday, October 29, 2004

You came from heaven. Your goal in life is to help
others and to make the world a better place.
Some call you weak, but in reality your soul is
very strong. If only more people were like
you...

Where did you come from?

i failed once again @ 7:49:00 pm

yay! todae last dae of sch.. dunno to be happy or sad.. todae gt bac our results slips and report bks and oso the yr bk. the yr bk is quite nice lor.. the cover page very smooth i keep touching it. jus the size a little strange lor. we after assembly le we went to clean klazrm.. den later mr yip han gave us our report bk and results slips. haiz.. my lit very lan.. even mr lim oso sae liddat. den amanda gt 1st in klaz.. she damn clever wan. haha. den later 9am recess lor, den i saw mr lim so i trying to siam away frm him, but he saw me holding my report bk, so he approached me n asked to see it lor.. he saw liao den he sae overall is quite gd but still muz buck up for lit lor.. haiz.. my lit is wu yao ke jiu wan lor.. fail means fail lor.. i really dun understand wads lit all abt lor. next yr die liao lah. after recess we went hall for concert.. supposed to be dismissed at 11:15am lor.. den dey drag till 12 liddat.. wad the heck~! yay, tml my mother gonna buy sticker album for me.. lol

i failed once again @ 5:07:00 pm

Thursday, October 28, 2004

todae we were told tt mr singh will be our lit teacher next year.. den he wanted us to start early.. so kan cheong.. den had to buy a book called "The Pearl" costs $9.90 den peifang tot is $2.90 haha.. so she took out $4.. den i not enuff money lah.. so end up both of us nv buy lor.. den mr singh sae we cannot fail the test.. if not he very nasty wan.. den i scared lor, cos my lit yi xiang lai du very lousy de.. onli when mr tan teach tt time den i gt A2.. now i dun understand at all.. den i failed the SA2 gt oni 36 = F9 lor.. but overall gt C5 lah .. lucky!
todae we 7:30 to 8:30 had to report to canteen lor.. den dunno y alot 3/6 pupils carrying their bag.. den peifang sed maybe dey goin home.. ? den later mr yip han bot the lotion 3 for $1. den cos i sit at table bside him.. so he pass to me lor.. so suay wan.. later dunno y mr seah call us all to fall in.. so surprise liddat lor. team building we dunno plae wad game, mr quek said the game name alot times but jus cant seem to get into my mind lor.. but very fun haha.. stil gotta wait till tml den get report bk.. den bklist wadeva oso haven't get yet lor! den my cousin(?)'s mother called me jus now, she told me our sch principal leaving next year. which we aredi new lah.. den she said the new principal is my cousin's former principal.. but i not sure lor.. i tink she frm Pasir Ris Crest Secondary or Pasir Ris Secondary lor.. kep gettin mixed up.. lol.. todae dunno y so tired i kept fallin asleep. even in sch i keep wanna doze off liddat.. but last nite i 10+ slp liao lor.. not like sometimes 11+ den slp lor.. den i come home liao really cannot stand it.. damn tired i fell aslp the moment i came home.
last time i keep wanna change CCA, budden now i dunno liao.. i in a dilemma. cos change liao i either wanna join badminton which i dun tink i will get in, cos next yr dey gt tournament, if not den is library lor, but i dunno how to shelf bks wan lor.. n summore the "polar bear" owaes switch on air-con till so cold de. todae recess like alot ppl, den i saw someone so i told peifang.. den he move onli i oso tell her den she oso a lil but liddat lah.. but cos she eating so she nv tok tt much.. den later she sae i like very aware of his movements.. wad the hell lor! den ytd n todae very funny we said "polar bear" very dirty cos of his attire lol.. but maybe next yr he not in css liao ? my another cousin sec 1 frm rvhs gt his results liao.. den he said quite bad lor.. haiz.. i dunno abt mine lah.. anw exams all over liao, oso cannot make alterations! todae like write very long liao, so i ending now lah.. wanna go plae gb haha.. me somehow gt addicted to it too.

i failed once again @ 4:53:00 pm

Tuesday, October 26, 2004

todae went SBWR.. halfway den rain.. but we still continue walking.. den bring camera oso no pictures to take lor. later go bac sch liao gt like 15 mins break, after tt went library for IT. todae oso veri happy, i gt 20th in position haha. yeah! *sry if u tink i showing off lol* haiz.. still gotta wait till fridae den can get bac return slips! so boring.. owaes at home oni plae computer onli, oso nth much to do... dis few daes keep playing GunBound cos i addicted liao.. den owaes ppl tok on MSN i oso dunno.. wait till i see liao dey aredi offline haha. *sry if i did tt to u lol* now showing "The Champions" i wanna go watch liaoz.. very nice show.. cannot miss it for a lifetime.. lol.. in fact it's that great ? haiz.. english gt B4 so lousy, lit gt C5 even worse, the rest i tink is ok bah ? i forget liaoz..

i failed once again @ 9:31:00 pm

Sunday, October 24, 2004

ytd went market saw the stickers 1 pc 10 cent oni. den my mother call me buy 20 pcs. den todae go market again the stickers damn cheap 20 pc for $1. so my mother call me buy again. lol. have 40 pc of stickers liao! still dunno when wanna go paste them. dunno sticker album gt enuff space or not. actually i saw some spongebob squarepants stickers quite nice, but i aredi have 20 liao lor. den still have the 102 dalmatians all those. haiz. gt 5 sticker albums liao. maybe if i paste all the stickers in, den gotta buy another album liao, if not no space to paste. lol.
tot of goin JRL tml. still waiting for pf's reply, dunno wad more to rite! i hate IPW!!

i failed once again @ 1:58:00 pm

Friday, October 22, 2004

todae frm 7:30am till 10am keep sittting in the hall watch movie and plae.. sit till my leg pain! den later after recess is still same, from 10:30am sit till 12:30pm wad the heck! ytd gt bac lit results! it's the worst of all my subjects! gt F9 for tt stupid paper! but year overall get C5 lor.. lucky nv fail... me in a dilemma dunno to be happy or sad, cos mondae dun need go sch but den i failed lit. shd i be happy or sad ? and tuesday oso goin to SBWR.. haiz! stupid(?) cca president dunno do wad wan. before exams he told us the 1st thursdae after exam will resume cca! den some sec 3s wan go camp so turn out everybody nv attend cca! make me n rui min sit in library read bks frm 2-3+. wad the hell man. next year die die muz change cca liao! really cannot stae dere anymore or my future will be ruined cos by joining the cca, i've oni learnt one thing: How to waste time effectively? and nothing more! and we still gotta buy the cca shirts! hope the stocks wun be here yet so we dun need buy! haha!

i failed once again @ 5:01:00 pm

Friday, October 15, 2004

now habbo cleaning time.. so laggg. so i jus write entry lor, dis few daes nv rite cos i addicted to habbo liao. lol. cos exams over liao den alot sg on habbo. den ytd i met 1 sg guy on habbo 15 yr old wan. he ask me if i gt bf. i sae no den he ask me be his gf in real life...! so wad.. den he ask me i short or long hair, i sae short lah cos itz truth mah. den he very funny lor, he sae short den gd. cos ppl long hair den keep hitting his face.... den i sae it's not pain wan lor. den he sae very painful, lol, make me luff till crazy. den he ask me my hobbies. i sae i dun like bb cos i dunno how plae mah, den he sae 1 dae muz have match of bb with me. wth. den he gotta go liao he very wad lor, he go tell me i muz love him more n miss him too. so yucky!!! make me feel like not playin animore. but i wanna make frenz so i continued playing lor! den todae morning met 1 gal 14 yr old wan. she sae she frm css. i ask her wad klaz she sae secret. ask her cca she oso sae secret. den dunno y she wanna tell me her sch lor? how come sch not secret wan.. hahaz.. jus like tt time the sg idol tt girl, everything oso sae is secret den the gurmit singh keep luffing. lol. now i tink habbo clean finish liao, no more lag(shd be la) so i wanna go bac plae liao. n i tink dere's gonna be a sg habbo soon.

i failed once again @ 1:52:00 pm

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

todae had to go bac sch for stupid things lor.. jus to paint 2 art tiles! damn sian! den ms ng still sae she gif us new paints, we gif her our old paints. n she still dare sae nobody else does dis. wad the hell ! nobody else does dis bcos dey all gif u new things but dun take ur own things! den me damn suay! my old wan oso nv use much, oni gt the yellow paint tt cap spoil. if not all still ok! den i get the new box so lousy! gt 2 green den no light blue wan! so kao bei de! i hate it!!!! if i had a choice, i rather take my old wan!

i failed once again @ 4:43:00 pm

Thursday, October 07, 2004

ytd very funny.. in e morning when i bathing, i accidentally drop a piece of soap into e toilet bowl den it was stuck. den later when goin to sch when i was in e lift, gt a guy keep cracking his bone, den his mother sed, make make make, later ur bone crack ar! den had maths pp jus now! 1 more pp to go! n ttz sci n im not gd at sci! maths p1 was quite challenging! cudnt solve a lot of problems.. maths p2 was quite ok except for a question or 2. i tink i mite fail lit! im a right-hander n i deliberately used my left hand to rite the answer cos i tot it was boring. n i was looking here n dere instead of doing e pp! omg.. now i regret! haiz..

i failed once again @ 2:51:00 pm