Saturday, October 30, 2004
haiz.. damn sian arhz. msn undergoin maintenance den cannot use.. wan go habbo oso cannot.. den plae gunbound the spacebar keep having stupid problems.. den internet dunno y load so slow! i have nth to do man.. so come blog lor.. oso nth to sae.. no games to plae oso.. wad the heck.. before exams read dead bk(translate frm chinese) tinking tt if i achieve gd results den maybe can enjoy after tt.. afterall, nth lor.. so damn sian.. cant even enjoy for awhile.. plae game comp oso gt problem.. den maths still give so much homework! argh... gonna die frm stress man.. todae so hot.. den my i-cant-find-a-word-to-describe-her mother still keep goin out.. wan me go out with her.. den keep letting me walk in the damn hot sun.. later i kena fever den she noe ar.. she dun even noe i owaes around 1st few daes of sch hols will fall sick wan.. n mostly is fever. n she oso forgot abt tt time i high fever den see 2 doctors den waste like 60+ haha.. nvm lor.. since i fall sick, she pay medical fees mah.. so she bring me walk in the hot sun.. i sick.. she pay lor.. den sae till here, i rmb i nv go sch for like 2 daes.. haha.. but class chairman oso dunno wan.. so i gt full attendance.. lol.. maybe buying the sch tb and wb tmr.. and oso some guide bks.. den sure mus buy english wan.. cos i eng damn lousy.. lit i dun care.. fail den fail lor.. anw i dun tink it's compulsory subject at sec 3 rite? den my brother very wad lor, he ask me if get top 3 in class the sch got give anything or not.. den i sae nth.. den he sae the sch so giam siap wan lor.. save money save until liddat.. omg.. dunno gt save shit or not.. haha! sch hols sure damn sian wan lor, not go library means stay @ home.. haiz.. wanna go swimming but goggles spoil le.. den my mother oso dun wanna bring me go swim... haiz.. tink i gonna be cooped up @ home in the next 2 months.. later kena homesick.. haha.. argh, i hate my mother! wanna rest for awhile den later do sth oso cannot, owaes oni noe how to threaten me with a cane.. tink i 3-yr-old or wad.. den i oso no rm privacy wan! stupid sewing machine and ironing board and dunno wad massager oso put in my rm.. as if i own em ar ? cram till my room no space to walk man! den my brother have a tv in his rm.. gd lor.. every rm oso gt tv except for mine.. den i wanna plae comp my mother oso wanna snatch frm me.. if i use comp for projects or research, den she have to interrupt me.. wad the heck! den i wanna buy things she oso dun allow.. den i wan the things she dun give me, i dun wan the things she keep buying.. den i throw them aside cos i dun like em, den she sae i waste money wadeva.. den towards my brother she treat him so gd.. his 'A' levels he dun study my mother oso wun scold him.. still sae wad dun have stress.. den she give me so much stress! den i get the position in klaz.. she oso not happy.. still sae my lit 1000 very(s) lousy.. haiz.. before exam i wanna like rest oso cannot.. she wan me to du si shu..! den still sae next time i sec 4 liao dun go JC.. mus go poly! if go JC den go JJC or PJC can liao.. dun go dos gd gd wan.. haiz.. as if i tt stupid ar! in sg every student oso damn competitive wan, i tink im the oni odd one out arhz...! perhaps hor.. all dis heaps of nonsense she do for me is FOR MY OWN GOOD.. like other mothers do.. but jus tt she use extra special methods so tt i can be extra better than others huh ? everytime go my rm oso anyhow open my drawer and wadeva wan..! den my brother disturb me i complain she call me shudup.. i disturb my brother den she threaten to cane me! wad the heck.. but maybe i considered 'lucky' ba ? to have a one n oni type of mother like dis! but i dun tink anyone will be jealous of me lor..
i failed once again @ 2:01:00 pm
