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Thursday, March 31, 2005

lolx. today really so sleepy at school sia. 1st period i think was english. he got a new haircut. lols. so strange. then me keep yawning. after that was geography, so sleepy. me almost sleeped le. then it was CME. got the counsellor thingy which is rather dreadful. then me so sleepy le she still say those things. lolx. then recess me go wash my face. then was science practical. lolx. some people failed their experiments and their results really very funny lor. then was english again. so sianx. 3 periods of english. haiz. that's what life is destined to be. then we got back the letter writing exercise. me 1 of the 4 who failed. me only 13 marks. lolx. so wu liaoz. me never write the minimum required words lols. then chinese. at least not so tired le. lolx. then IPW. was ok. we thought of the interview and survey questions. lolx. then we went back to class and was supposed to discuss about the class tee as a whole class but apparently some left and so it became only a group of people discussing. me not involved so i just went off. then we gotta bring more money tomorrow. and this saturday i think we gonna 'bia' ipw le. lols. haiz. me feel like as if there's no time for myself anymore. i have no time to do things i wanted to. haix. is this just all life is about ? the mid year's still like maybe a month and few weeks away. and all this rushing.. i just wonder how to get on when the mid-year is real near. and my brother is entering ns next week. yeah, it's not until 3 weeks after till he's back. i just wonder how to survive with the pile of homework without asking him. yeah, i admit i always ask him how to do but only when im in doubt. without him around, i don't even think no one can help me with my revision for the mid year. lolx. unless someone is so free and come accompany me study everyday. i don't know why we always don't treasure things until they have left. it's so a stupid phenomenon which i don't understand. haiix. all the quarrels may be bad, but it does help to improve friendships. lolz. hais. feel like giving up on ipw aredi. cant collate info. cant summarise. cant do a proper website. havent do interview but we are doing it soon. havent done survey. haiz. the problem lies with me. i feel like giving up on everything. sec 2 really has too much difference compared to sec 1. remedials. ipw. chinese. streaming. so stressed up. cant life make it easier for us a bit. im just not asking for more. and i dun have the heart to do the things. im not even concentrating at all. doing homework and walking around the house. finding ipw info and playing games. revising work and eating. what the heck is this lorhx. just hope to put an end to all these things. and pursue my studies seriously as 1st priority. only hope that someone would be with me to do my homework and concentrate on my work while revising. rather than to eat and play. so much to do, so little time. i just hate this.


i failed once again @ 3:59:00 pm


Wednesday, March 30, 2005

now still in computer lab. would prefer it if i was at home. lolx. here so sianx. at home computer want do everything also can, but here also cannot play de. lols. just now was reading. that stupid book i was reading was damn boring. then was CME. change in timetable yet i dunno. lolx. irresponsible CM we have. then science so boring. with all the stupid powerpoint slides. and we just have to copy every single thing from the powerpoint just cos she says it's important. wah. now my book all full of the thingy. lols. so sianz. nth to do now. haiz. after this is recess, then maths then niche. if im not wrong. lolx. haiz. then after school liaox. me friend going my house to do project. that's what she said. but im not sure. this few days so busy like that. monday remedial. tuesday cca. wednesday me friend coming. then thursday the only free day. friday go library relax ? then saturday do ipw. sunday maybe need go imm. which i dun really like to go but i have to go there to collect my new specs. lolx. this week only got 1 day free nia. but then 2pm then dismiss lohx. haix. friday is super duper slack day. thankx to mrs lim. before recess all the important lessons as in core subjects. then after recess all slack lessons. lolx. then later go library relax. got aircon. actually is supposed go do homework. but always end up playing lohx.


i failed once again @ 9:12:00 am


Tuesday, March 29, 2005

just came back from cca. so sianz. the maths thingy starting to get me confused. just wishing i could have the K300i cause it looks real cool. lols. today homework i think only have maths. lols. cca was so damn boring. yay! that idiot was late for cca cause he was caught for littering and he had to go do sweeping. then today we watched some mtvs. not nice de lah. all so sianx. then we also had to come up with mtv. and yeah, the mosquito bite on my toe has swell. i was just wondering when it will become ok. lolx. everytime i wear the socks, i feel my toe so itchy and i keep sorta rubbing my toes. and when im back home. a big mosquito bite on my toe. pretty exaggerating. lolx. but it's true. yeah, and the one on my leg isn't very good too. the liquid flowing out of it has hardened as it looks hell disgusting. lolx. my vocabulary is good. lolx. joking. well, today was kinda ok. had common test first period. quite hard. then it in lab. er.. did nth much. slack. lolx. then we had science. ms lim was talking about um.. transport in living things ? in plants. should be. me sorta lost. lolx. recess. yay! loved recess all the time. lolx. break. then it was english. mrs yeo was in the class, and it was obivous the ...key aka ...ger did not bounce at all. i mean during our lesson. i just guessed he might have went out of the class and bounced non-stop to the staff room. lolx. and today i was at the traffic junction there. then mr g. came and stood beside me. but i don't know who it was. then suddenly i saw him walking then only did i know who it was. well, then it's geography. pretty boring too. but the stupid guys asked mrs lim whether sbwr have kakapu or not. and she asked what's kakapu. a kind of bird was the answer. then she asked does it make the sound of something like 'cro cro cro' lolx. she was really tricked by them. ... she always thought the things they say are real. and they still say no the sound is 'er er er' then she said. i dunno but probably have. then maths. last lesson of the day. er.. am confused by the simultaneous linear equations thingy. bell goes off and dismiss. sad. got cca. but had to stay back to register for the games day. me just anyhow registered for games day reserve and later realised that reserve for that isn't good. cause they can call us in to the game any moment. lolx. but too late le. and i have no excuse now that the teacher practically forgot about the filming roster and so i don't have to film. lolx. isn't that bad. hahax. and next week gotta do mtv. pretty sian cca i have. lolx.


i failed once again @ 4:41:00 pm



haix. just finished geography common test and now it IT lab for IT lesson. today is to surf net again. but a bit different. we are to find pictures. not to surf for fun. lols. whatever. geography common test was damn difficult. alot things i do wrong le. haiz. later got cca. so sianz. i think cca is to do MTV de. haiz. don't like tuesdays cause got cca and common test. lols.


i failed once again @ 8:52:00 am


Monday, March 28, 2005

today so sianz. blogged 2 times. just now me go do powerpoint slides for lesson 20 - 28 for the common test tomorrow. lolx. so wu liaoz. too free liaoz. so long never see ruimin online. but i don't think she so guai will go revise her geography de. i think she rather slack. hahax. lolz. hope she won't see this. haiz. games day coming le. and i just realised that games day clashed with the day my brother's going into NS. and my mother wants me to send him off too. and i have filming duty on that day. and er.. i also not very confirmed about that filming duty. and now the stupid mr vilau said all of us need to participate in one event unless we have valid reason. haix. so sianx. tomorrow got geography common test and im still trying to learn all the maps thingy. all so complicated. me added the link for my online photo album. me not much photo to upload. so i will upload more when i have more lah. haiz. now me gotta go revise for geography le.


i failed once again @ 9:22:00 pm



wah. me jealous le. not fair one. peifang's father so good. her computer never even spoil lor. and with the fact that she is the only child and perhaps the only one using the computer in the family. at the 99% of the time is she use lah. she get new computer. she shuang lor. me so desperate. 3 people fighting for computer. then my mother waited until the whole computer is spoilt. spoilt as in cannot be turn on anymore. only then did she buy a new computer. and she took around 1 month to decide which computer to buy. then peifang so good lor. computer never spoil leh, just some functions cannot use nia. then can buy new computer liaox. somemore is just a few weeks then buy liao. not like my case. me hate my mother. everything also wanna save de. hmph. should ask her whether she wanna save shit or not. hpmh. and saturday my aunt still dare say my brother never give my mother money. at least my aunt got bring her child out to play occassionally. not like mine. even if i wanna go out with my friends to play, she don't allow. then i tell her my friends everyday after PSLE go play de. then my mother say RELIEVE STRESS. then how come i cannot relieve stress de. is it i must die liao then she get new child or what. damn it. my aunt is way better than my mother lor. my mother is so bad and she expects us to treat her nicely. as if we owe her. maybe when graduate then work, then give her money no problem lah. but if now part-time job then give her money i dare say she don't deserve it. and everytime i wanna do something, she mostly disallow. so i have to give her alot of excuses. and i want to use computer also cannot lor, then i everytime have to threaten her say IF I DON'T USE, I CANNOT DO MY WORK. I CANNOT DO MY WORK, THEN I CANNOT LISTEN ATTENTIVELY IN CLASS WITHOUT REQUIRED MATERIALS. AND THEN IN TURN I WILL FAIL. only this then she will let me turn on computer. hmph. peifang still say what i got new spectacle. xp computer. and handphone. ... feel like bashing her up. lols. joking lah. let me make this clear. GOT XP COMPUTER - OLD COMPUTER SPOIL STILL CANNOT TURN ON. GOT NEW SPEC - MYOPIA INCREASED BY 75. GOT HP - THIS IS THE WORSE. OLD PHONE WHICH WAS FREE. AND PATHETIC ME HAD TO DIG OUT THE MONEY FOR THE SIM CARD. sometimes i wished i was an orphan. it would be better that way. having freedom. not like now. she forbids me to do everything. and im not 3 year old. yet every now and then, she lifts up the cane and threatens to cane me. so old-fashioned. wahaha. come ahead cane me lah. as if i scared ar. got retributions lor. cane cane cane - only thing in her mind. no big deal about this. at least if i orphan no one would dare cane me, cause is child abuse. everything's so unfair. my cousins get rewards from their parents in every exam. whether good or bad results. then me ? don't need say you also will know. i get 2nd. her only reaction was good. keep it up! she not happy at all lor. never even reward me anything and still dare say we never give her things on birthday or whatever. my cousins they all always go out play with their family then still get reward then they also never celebrate their parents' birthday they also never complain lor. my house one is complain queen. just wished that I WAS AN ORPHAN. hmph! no stress. ultimate freedom. what else more would i want. everything she does is because she has no other choices. if i call her to buy printer just cause this stupid EPSON printer is real lousy. then she would say LOUSY?! SO WHAT! CAN USE RIGHT? and let's say if i were to break it and call her to get a new one she would say OH SPOIL ARH? BUY NEW ONE LOR. and my brother's gonna say BUY NEW ONE FOR WHAT? ALSO NO ONE USE. then i probably end up with no printer at all. anyway, im too fed up to add anything
JUST WANNA SAY FOR THE LAST TIME THAT I HATE MY MOTHER


i failed once again @ 4:31:00 pm


Friday, March 25, 2005

yesterday went library with peifang. then we put the stupid Elmo VCD into the CD player. do stupid things whatever. then end up not doing homework at all. me spent the time to finish reading the series of unfortunate events book 9. then later went back le.

then today me went swimming early in the morning with my cousins they all. then the water very salty. not purposely drink one lah. lolx. then go swim swim swim. from 10am to 12:30pm. not very long lahx. last time can keep swimming after swimming lessons which is like 5 hours continually lor. but my skin darker le. after swimming, me went back home. then go IMM. went around the optical shops comparing the prices. then later my brother went to prescribe a new spectacle for $99. i think is a little rimless those kind bahx. not very sure. then later me go spectacle hut. my mother wanted me to make the $39 one. then later my degree too high. so cannot make. hahax. then we went Burger King to eat teabreak (?) after which we went to TS. after that, we go Giant shop. when we went the supermarket that part, the seafood there. we go see the salmon. then got a very big fish there. extremely big lor. then my brother go tell my mother is fake one. then my mother go touch. then is real de. she was like so scared. then got someone should be a tourist lah. he saw my mother touch the fish. so he call her touch the fish and he take a picture of it. then my mother refused. hahas. and she blamed my brother for causing her to touch the fish's mouth. then later go Guardian. then my mother call me go the optical 88 again. then go make specs for me. $59 de. then me spent a long time choosing a frame. but not very nice too lahx. actually got 1 quite nice de. but then the frame so big. i don't like it then my mother keep saying very nice very nice. but in the end i chose a light blue one. that one still ok bahz. but i used to my old spectacle le. wore it for like 3 years le bah. then the stupid spectacle hut person go say my old frame is worth $59 now. then i go say $37. then she ask me where i bought it. then i go point to the optical 88 shop. hahas. then she like very angry like that lor. so she say, that one maybe quality not so good. -.-'' if not so good, i wore 3 years le lor. hahas. anyway, my myopia increased 75 degree each eye. lols. but i remembered last time when i made the spec, my degree was 275. but they say the lens is 300 degree de lor. whatever. the optician alot of things to say lor. i say i want square frames but not so square one. then she go find those extreme square frame for me. then i tried and i don't want. she thought i want those very very square de -.-'' haiz. then she say i got bad habit always see things need to tilt my head to one side. then i also didn't notice this habit lor. should be because of the place i sit bahz. whole of last year i sit right side of class, need tilt head to left to see what's on the board. now i sit on the left side so must tilt head to right side to see what's on the board. so what de.. then always me see the words me need to squint my eyes. hahax. then the optician say what my degree increase i still don't know. later when i wear my spectacles, then she say i like to wear my spectacles so low. another habit. dot dot dot. she alot comments. then later we come back home. tomorrow going malaysia bahx. lolz. just now someone just told me i won something from habbo. a competition. well, i didn't know it at first. but i just went to the site and see. and i really won. then i won a Petal Patch which is 25 credits and also another month of HC. hurray! i think my HC won't run out. at least not until i can buy credits. yay! im so happy. but i cant just be happy on habbo only. me also wanna my results be good. so i can be totally happy. hahas


i failed once again @ 6:40:00 pm


Wednesday, March 23, 2005

hmm. today was quite fine day. me was so stupid. lols. hate that idiot. don't wanna mention names. for information on who that idiot is, go back to my archives. forgot exactly when i posted that, but should be the last monday before term break. anyway, it's not any teacher, just a student in class 2/5. just an idiot. moron. freak. whatever. don't understand why he can't give in to others. everytime i see him pushing around just for stupid reasons. well, i didn't notice this much of him, till that day he go push me and snatch that card from me. ladies first, he don't understand. practically every other guys in the class understand it. only he is immature. out of the 22 guys in class. lolx. anyway, i believe he will have his retribution one day. everytime saying stupid things during lesson and he is the only one finding it funny. crazy guy. then everything also wanna snatch. no basic manners at all. wonder why such people even existed. don't even know a word of apology or show any remorse after what's he done. was really damn pissed off by him when i lifted up my head from doing the science corrections, and see this really really stupid scene of him pushing with desmond or don't know which guy, just so that they can get the file checked first. and saw him hitting celisse. no apology. pretty rude of him. no basic manners at all. all he know is violence. getting 1 file check doesn't take up to 10mins. even 10mins isn't hell long, kaes. and he was just so immature and impatient. don't understand him and his sense of childishness. probably his mind is only full of those stupid things. adding stupid comments which no one laughs at. and he knew that, and he added more stupid comments. clowning around and fooling around. he thinks it's fun, i think it's immature. and really STUPID. well, enough about that idiot. he's really doing enough to piss me off. let's get on with the day.
today first period was reading. well, before assembly there was sudden rain and had to go hall. so just when up. and me no space to sit. lolx. gotta squeeze. pretty uncomfortable to squeeze for like 40 mins. after that was science, the way she teaches. really making me sleep. her actions are so soothing. and her speech is like a lullaby. and i almost slept. IT came after that. pretty sianz. one of those days for us to surf the net again. no flash lessons. so far, all the flash lessons are so chim. me don't understand one at all. and before i know it, the next lesson will be on photoshop. cool software. but it doesn't has much to do with IPW. after that was recess. then me ate chicken rice. very nice. me so proud cos i managed to finish it without peifang making me laugh and throwing it away. then when peifang went to return the plate, me the slow-eater was still eating, then some 2/8 guys go occupy the whole table. then they were uttering rubbish. saying what i blush. and asking whether the sec 1'2005 orientation shirt was mine. -.-'' then later peifang came back, i looked at her, she looked at me, and the boys was like saying give the seat to her lah. lols. after recess was maths. maths was sian. spent the half hour playing around with calculator. then niche. me was all mixed up. did all the wrong steps. and i didn't know what i was dancing too. lols. wait, it's not called dancing. what i did should be known as walking with special effects. lols. me got all the steps mixed up. lols. mother tongue. enjoyed it. we went through corrections then a brief revise for the test tomorrow. and we watched some photos taken recently as a reward for our good behaviour, according to what he say. then art. me so pathetic. take all the art materials until me no hand do until things. all so messy. then me handed in the art and she told me it had to be more realistic. im not artist by the way. hope she bears that in mind as long as im still her art student. bell goes and DISMISSAL. but mrs ng fault again. she does this almost every fortnight. making us stay back for retests, file check and whatever. lolx. waste of time. me finished everything and left school at about 2plus. then went for lunch. ate fries. not nice. lolx. then later came back, me listened to jay chou's qi li xiang. not very nice. i turned on maximum volume. just to say im not deaf kaes. but all i heard is the background music. can't hear him sing at all. lolx. after that went bathe, and while bathing me keep slipping but never fall. think it was before i put too much soap on the floor just now when i was washing my clothes. then me so dumb, me washed my skirt. then my mother came back, and she asked me why i washed my skirt when there's only 1 more day to go ? then i realised it. and im so stupid. and now im on computer again. gotta go do maths + english homework and going off soon for chinese test revision tomorrow. me can't let him -10 marks away again. now that's about all, these few days i blogged alot. too free.


i failed once again @ 7:10:00 pm



now IT again. sianx. just now suddenly rain so go hall for morning assembly. so squeezy. me squeeze until so what de. hahas. then after that was science, damn boring. felt like sleeping really. then don't really understand what the heck she talking about. lols. got new timetable i also not sure de. then today after recess got maths. half hour. lucky lor. if 1 hr she sure scold us. at least half hour the ms shiyam won't scold. will give us chance. and just talk crap whatever.


i failed once again @ 9:15:00 am


Tuesday, March 22, 2005

finally back from school le. today homework got Maths and English. still ok bahx. science test damn difficult siah. ask what how alkali is formed and what how to test for colourless liquid Y if there's no indicator. after science was recess. then comes english. english was just groupwork. then our group keep talking never pay attention to the ...key aka ...ger. lolx. then he was so fed up. wow. he really blew his top. im really impressed ? er.. not sure of the correct word for this. you know i have a limited vocabulary. lols. binuan and althea was acting and very funny. hahas. after english was geography then binuan gave mrs lim a new nickname of chio bu lim in addition to the previous ah lim. hahas. then later mrs lim angry with us again. wah laox. all teachers only know how to get angry siah. sure got read the 1million and 1ways to get angry at students. then last lesson is maths. then the chingyang and bingcheng wu liaox. accidentally pour water on floor then angry liaox. lolx. hahaz. then chang horng and the jun hua need to do for the maths appreciation thingy. hahax. chang horng's reaction was big de. after maths, yay! bell ring, then dismiss. but me still not very sure about the powers of 10 chapter yet. then went to have lunch, then inside canteen no space liaoz. so go out there de. so suay lor. me eating then that stupid person keep looking over. then me eating half-way peifang go say the donkey bounce in class again. then make me laugh. she always say these kind of stupid things make me laugh, then i go return the plates liaox, cause i no appetite to eat liaox. then that time me still got 1 whole plate of chicken rice, i just throw away lorx. me siaox le. waste alot of food so far. just cause peifang make me laugh, me no appetite, then throw throw throw. throw like 5 times le since this year. during cca, we split into 2 groups then need to film. hahax. at first we one by one handle cam, then later our senior test us on digital effects and handling cam. hahax. me so good. me let everyone first. then me no need test. =D hahax. if fail to do so, then must do 20 squats lorh. lucky me no do test. cause she forgot about me bahx. cause i let everyone go first mahx. hahas. slacker. then later nicholas so dumb like that, he ran until like so exhausted just to tell us we are supposed to meet at the ava threaterette at 4pm instead of 3:30pm. then we informed by others already mah. then was looking dumb and asking,"huh, you guys knew it already?" hahax. so funny. then later we stayed till 3:50pm in 4/6 then we went out to film. then no time liaox. so anyhow film. then they go film the girl's toilet i think. then later went to ava room liaox. then we had to see through what we film. our group did completely rubbish. filming at a couplet for quite long then it starts to get shaky. after that, it was girl's toilet. lols. the other group did better and theirs was funny. they added many digital effects and still go film the stupid mrs loh looking really stupid. so funny. after that, dismiss! yay! that was the day bahx. then next week doing MTV. lols. friday is good friday! no school! yay! no D&T. lolx. =D yeah, tomorrow no geog class test le. become next week's common test liaox. haix. just now during cca so sianx. then everybody keep taking out their phone and flaunting it ? er. not very sure what they are doing with their phones out. then the 4/6 dunno which guy go make all the polyphonic sounds. haix. make me jealous. then later then junior go take out her camera phone then put infront of my face. make me even jealous. but i don't like nokia phones. me like sony ericsson, siemens and samsung slide-up phones more. hahax. then later the senior also go take out the phone and i think sms someone. then later ruimin go take out also. so sianx. everyone making me jealous with their good good phone. lols. i wish i could have a camera phone lorx. haix. so sianz. i wan mp3 and cam phone!!


i failed once again @ 5:45:00 pm



hais. just finished english common test. then letter writing was quite ok. hmm.. today got cca. sure gonna be sianz. hope can dun go. but then 100% attendance. siaox. -.-'' so difficult. after IT got science test, haiz. yesterday i very guai. log off so early. then go revise Letter Writing and Science test le. yesterday so sianx. then so early sleep. hahax. but now still very tired lehx. hopefully CCA end at 3:30pm wahahax.


i failed once again @ 8:41:00 am


Monday, March 21, 2005

lolx. today so sleepy. ZzZ. got "new" science teacher. er.. maybe should say old bahx. ms lim lorhx. haix. then during her lesson i keep dozing off, me almost slept liaos then she dropped duster then me awake liaox. wah she damn clumsy. keep dropping her markers and stuff. don't know is accidentally drop or purposely drop so as to disturb us want. lols. today i feel so empty around my area there, charmaine and cynthia never come. then somemore got an empty table beside me. that's why me feel so empty and comfortable like as if i got 2 empty tables beside me and i keep dozing off. lolx. too tired lex. today assembly also very boring. maths remedial was easy. except for a few careless steps that's why i never get correct answer. then PE. well PE damn sianx. run so slow. me always not motivated to run lehz. today feel like i did my best in my first few rounds, then later 3rd round onward start walking. walked like 1/2 of the distance. but then my leg still pain now. should be because i run stop run stop. lols. NAPFA test die le larhx. hopefully before my birthday bahx. haix. today me came in like about last ? hahax. timing is 17:55 even slower than qi'en they all. don't know why. once i stop running, i just wanna walk and that's it. hahas. today think i not feeling very well, but don't know why. during PE me run 2nd round only then feel so cold. then after run felt like a little dizzy but was still ok. hais. me always only know how to say but i never do. haix. me gonna fail NAPFA soon. i can do 0 IPU and im not proud of it although amanda and peifang keep lifting me up so high. until my hand really no strength. wah sianx. tomorrow got CCA. should be doing archival bahx. hais. bet it's gonna be damn sianz. lolx. today no homework, finished maths 1D at school. but then me still got a little mixed up. today my brain like cannot function properly, keep wanna sleep only. haix. i thought my CA results was quite good lerx. but then other people from other classes damn clever siah. so many A1s. can get up to 4 or 5 A1. haix. me only 3 A1. what the heck. lols. that's probably why im in 2/5 lorhx. haix. me really gotta buck up. holidays didn't touch any books at all. not a single textbook. super slack. everyday play play play. now school term start, must put in extra effort and work doubly hard. me must aim to get all A1s. hahax. well, is that a little impossible ? but then again, nothing is impossible. hahas. so im really putting in extra effort and also control my time on computer. this term is gonna be a short term, gonna be rush soon. so can't slack lahx. especially D&T. wah lao, me fail. who would have expected that ? lolx. me got to go bathe and also wanna be guai. wanna go revise. tomorrow have science class test and EL common test - letter writing. me also wanna study other subjects so i can reach my goal. =D
Signing Off,
Jingwei.
aka dreamer


i failed once again @ 4:25:00 pm


Friday, March 18, 2005

haix! today almost last day of school holidays le. just now went to peifang's house. very fun. =D supposed to do geography project cause maybe no one do mah. then the cardboard so ex then we jiu like suan le. ze me gui, bu yao mai lah. then so end up never buy. then went to her house play. play the rollercoaster tycoon. after that we listen to SHE songs. then computer stuck. so go watch Will WuHa MTV. watch finish le we go down and run. then so sianx. so we go fitness corner and try figuring out what's the use of the equipments. after that went to play on the swing. then we go play badminton for a while. then play play play until 4:45pm like that then we go up. after that, i go home le. hahax. reach home around 6 liaox. then actually we met at jurong point. then while waiting for peifang, i saw chin hou and marcus and 2 ex-JPS guys. then later we go JP liaox saw ms tan. then we go away lor. after that i want go buy some food for lunch then saw ms tan again. so i call peifang walk away. then later we going peifang house, saw ms tan on the bus again. wah, so coincidence de. zhong ma piao ye mei ze me rong yi de. lolx. me watch too much tv le bah. haix now 8:50pm le. gtg soon. cosh i wanna watch 1/2 Yuan Fen (You Are The One) last episode le. quite nice show. cannot be missed! wahaha. still left art. me stop here le. wanna play habbo abit more before going off. =D


i failed once again @ 8:23:00 pm


Tuesday, March 15, 2005

lols. today and tomorrow my mother not working lerx. she taking leave. wah, then me sianx liao lar. today went out with her. went for brunch at 11 plus at the coffe shop downstairs. then went orchard there le. then orchard there we first go starhub building claim prize first. just a special edition infernal affair coffeetable book. that's what they call it. after that, went to centrepoint. then bought a slurpee. me go mix until overflow. lols. then later go shop shop shop. after that go specialists' shopping centre. then go shop again. after that, go take MRT to jurong east via woodlands. wah, damn sianx. me keep wanna doze off. train journey so long siah. actually wanna get off at jurong east station. then my mother say wanna go westmall. haix. sianx. so go westmall lorx. then went to the coffee bean. suay siahx. saw that "...key face" and "...ger" Mr. G. then me ate chicago cheesecake and my mother drank coffee. then the cheesecake so nice. so heavenly. at first is like icy icy de. then i eat so slow. eat until not icy le. like melt like that. hahax. after that, went shop around westmall. then after that, finally went home ler. was like 5plus liaox. then later at 8plus me so hungry, then go drink the campbell's soup. ok larh. quite nice. know why ? cos is i prepare myself de =D lols. now me playing computer. at least still got chance play computer siah. if not me sian diao liaox. then tmr suay suay mother not working again. super slack arh. me still have hw do lorhx. kaox. all my holiday plans spoilt by her. actually mondae wan go pf hse there run. then she sae damn hot how to run. wah lao ehx. owaes like that de. sian siahx. then todae cant play computer keep going out. sianx. then tmr actually wanna go bac school and je regional library. but then mother sure bring me out de larhx. wah sianx. then thursday go library, wanna biang hw. then maybe oso wanna meet my fren from jps de. wah sianx. now my brother go watch movie. shuang siahx. me wanna go watch movie then my mother sae very ex. as if she pay for ticket siahx. lolx. wadeva. she got too much control over me siahx. everything oso stop me from doing. wah liaox. i 13 lah. not 3 kaes ? understand the difference or not ? yarh, anyway heck care her lahx. since her maths is so damn lousy de, last time school test she everytime 100% fail de. and somemore fail badly. that's why she dun see difference between 3 and 13 bahx. wadeva. me so sianx now. nth much to say larhx. me stop so suddenly. lols


i failed once again @ 8:25:00 pm


Sunday, March 13, 2005

haix. i know i just posted 1 entry not long ago. like a few minutes ago. im feel so stupid. dumb. idiotic. moronic. everyone's ignoring me. cant get to peifang. she's out. someone's sister keeps begging me for something. that person already know le. haix. now, no one wants to talk to me. and i feel so bored. lonely. left out. then another thing came to me. i just found out that i've been sort of tricked. haiz. why ? im so stupid. so dumb. so what if im somehow good in my studies? im stupid! im dumb! i've been tricked without realising it until it was too late. now i feel so bored that i wanna get out of the habbo room, and i did it. and i made a wrong move. haix. lucky i was forgiven. haix. now we chatting le. yar, better. haix. but still so sianx. nothing to do. dunno what to do. argh. what the heck. i feel as if im guilty or something. i dunno why. and i keep taking the wrong move. haix. something's got over me. someone cheer me up pls.


i failed once again @ 2:21:00 pm



i hate school holidays! so boring. extra bored. gonna be bored to death le. haiz. now also dunno what to do. so sianz. do killer assignment and eng vocab ws le. haiz. what can i do now ? sianx. dunno why my nose so pain. haix. habbo also so sianz.. den msn only got qi'en online. haix. no one to talk to. argh! someone pls get rid of my ultimate boredom pls. nothing to say about my boredom. just check out the word in a dictionary. any english dictionary. stop here le. damn bored. bored to death


i failed once again @ 1:46:00 pm


Saturday, March 12, 2005

haiz. just decided to create another post right now. right at this moment. cause i felt sad for my friend. my real friend cum habbo friend. yupx, he had lotsa love sofas and HC sofas and rares. and he spent like $300 over to buy all those. yeah, for those who play habbo, they will understand what i mean. then she got the virus. the one sent by MSN. yar, and her MSN auto send to others. well, it happens to everyone's too, sadly. then a gal from habbo got the virus and is angry with her. and we suspect it's her who hacked my friend's account. well, heartless creature! feel so sad for her, firstly she got virus. then everything went unpleasant. now, she got hacked. haiz. me really feeling down somehow. blog some other days


i failed once again @ 10:16:00 pm



today is the first day of the March school vacation. unpleasant. gotta do IPW. well, no choice bah. if don't do then next time no time do le. but then we did nothing much bah. well, at least we got find some information and actually tried to do cover page. but too difficult le. everything also dunno how to do. wah, so sianz now. nothing to do ler. yup, just remembered that when we were goin back. then binuan said i purposely bring them walk maze cos i adapted to walking the 'maze' with my 'ah beng boyfriend' already. then she and celisse just now keep acting when we were walking. celisse acted the 'ah beng boyfren' and binuan acted me. hahas. they damn funny lorz. then binuan said why dun walk the straight way ? why must walk this 'maze' ? then celisse said dun wan lah. they later tok tok tok, then later binuan said u walk here cos we can be together longer is it ? then celisse said yes.... so lame wors -.-'' then me so innocent standing there laughing. cos when crossing a small road there then got steps marh. then binuan called celisse careful. then celisse acted to fall down. then later go up the step again. then binuan called celisse careful and celisse acted to fall again... wah.. so funny. this all adapted from Bi Nuan and Celisse Drama called Maze ? hahas. then no movie producer. =D lols. me wu liao larhx. still need director :o... lols. the cast i said above aredi. hahas. then they finally stop acting. hahas. so funny


i failed once again @ 5:51:00 pm


Friday, March 11, 2005

yay! today finally term end le. term break in front of us le. hahas. but i don't know whether to be happy or sad. happy cause term vacation start le bah. then sad cause i failed D&T and didn't do well for english. hmm. not sure whether doing IPW or not tomorrow. today's lesson was extreme slack! can just slack all the way. only mother tongue got spelling. then he also told us what to expect in the class test when school reopens. after that was maths. er.. maths only went through that group work paper then we went on to file our maths assignments. yupx, maybe returning to school on wednesday to copy the maths correction. after maths was geography, was just all the presentation only. except for copying notes, we did nothing. cause our group didn't do powerpoint so just tell her the diskette with bi nuan. then she dumb dumb just believe it. -.-'' lols. after geography really damn slack siah, went for recess. saw alot of bees outside the class there the trees. then after that is D&T. then got a stupid friend keep sms-ing me. then i no time reply. -.-'' lols. D&T i polished my acrylic, wow. polished already very nice sehz. =D love it. but the 1st time i used the machine, i keep getting my hand pricked by something sharp. then later i realise there is something sticking out from the machine. that's why i keep getting pricked by it. still feel like polishing more acrylic. -.-'' after that was PC. got back progress report. then dismiss. great sia. that was how i spent the super slack day at school day. slack hor ? well, the slackest day i ever had. then i guai guai eat lunch then go back home le. these few days i always go right home after school. lols. so guai -.-'' went home and unpack everything from my bag, later went back to school at 1:30pm. then waited like hell for peifang to end her HMT test. after that, we went to my house. then i discovered that my mother worked half day today sia. she slack also. after that we go play badminton at 269 the badminton court there. then we siao de. play from 1 court to another court and back again. hahas. then me laughing like hell. cause we anyhow play. then i threw 2 shuttlecocks at one time. lols. me wu liaox. then suddenly got drizzle, then got heavier. so went back home. then later we see out of the window like no rain leh. then peifang copy my maths correction liao. then we crap crap crap. lucky my mother sleeping. then peifang went back le. i went to bus stop with her. then 187 came. so i went back home lah (technically, everyone would know that too. unless i go to peifang's house for some sleepovers -.-'') then walk down the stairs nia, saw kenneth leading the NP cadets. lols. then later walk walk walk, saw another group of NP cadets again. then reach home le. then peifang also told me my house very difficult to find. she said don't know poll with who. then results is mine most difficult to find. lols. like that then secretive mah. then burglars can't get to my house mah. cos they don't know how to get there. lame reason. after that, i did nothing much. and now im on the computer lor. not sure whether tomorrow still got IPW or not. hahas. just realised that i think they don't have my address bah. lols. lucky holidays not much homework bah. but killer assignment i haven't see yet. cause i think got alot sub questions is it ? well, this is about three-fifth of the day le bah. see i summarise till short short. sweet and simple. next time summary must get high high marks lor. =D see ya all. will be blogging another day le.


i failed once again @ 8:21:00 pm


Thursday, March 10, 2005

yay! i've finally changed my blog skin! so happy! don't know why. hahas. but then on the other hand, cynthia was admitted into the hospital. i think her blood pressure shot up or something like that. well, pretty sad. but do hope she gets well soon and be able to join us after the march school break. yeah, back to school today. er.. school nowadays seem pretty boring. well, especially during english lesson. that Mr. G or whatever's like tigger bouncing around. well, can say he does that almost every half hour at least. yeah, and it seems pretty funny and childish yet distracting. and bi nuan very funny. have been trying to guess his race the past few days. but everytime she got it wrong. well, i think Mr. G's a pretty strange person. and he doesn't want to let us know his name. don't know what's so confidential about it. hahas. yeah, and now i just came from dinner, and still drinking my coca cola drink. very full. well, tomorrow getting back our CA results or progress report or whatever you call that. think i failed D & T. hopefully have some A1s to brighten up the score. hahas. well, today had reading quiz. and well, didn't manage to finish reading the book again. aww! anyway, im glad i can start with my Series of Unfortunate Events Book 9 tomorrow! yay, sure very nice to read. =D me finished the english vocabulary worksheet. so far, still left maths killer assignments 4 and english comprehension worksheet to do for holiday homework. hope the teachers pity us and stop adding further pressure on us by giving us more work to do. yupx, now i would wanna try editing the skin a little bit further cause i don't really like adopting the whole code just from someone's work and then use it for my blog, especially when i did not give credits for it. so i will try my best to edit it. yupx, here i go editing =D byes


i failed once again @ 9:03:00 pm


Wednesday, March 09, 2005

today pretty fine. nothing much happened. aww, unpleasant! qi'en has been hitting me these few days. lols. think i asked for it. lols. yeah! qi'en is blind! she put one wrong sign for maths retest. and she need to take retest again. wahaha. today's Niche not really fun de. especially the last step. so disgusting. haiz.. then need to do from last week's steps, i all forget le. later i do until all mixed up. hahas. after art, then go take lunch. went to buy 8 days. then went home le. so guai horz ? yay! completed journal, still left science worksheet, letter writing and what else ? think that's all bah ? is it ? today finally got homework do. anyway, i don't know what's annie lim teaching. she's making us do groupwork with all sorts of rubbish. then present and present. yar, that's stupid. friday got chinese spelling. after school on friday might not be free, probably going back to jurong primary for the sports day. perhaps going jurong stadium. haven't decided yet. and tomorrow there's IPW. argh! damnit. lols. why me so vulgar ? learning all the bad things. yep, now playing habbo. well, pretty boring. perhaps going off soon. yeah, cos i didn't attain permission for switching on the computer yeah. er.. dun crap so much already. haven't bathe yet. except in morning. lols. gotta go bathe before parents come back. =D


i failed once again @ 5:09:00 pm


Tuesday, March 08, 2005

stupid liang lu made us stay back over a small trivial matter again. he sucks all the way! so what if someone really did shouted into the class while he was teaching ? need him care ar ? we shout then he scold. say no conducive environment for study. then people walk past our class then shout, he got scold ar ? yeah, perhaps, scold us lor, for homework and whatever. lucky today he never make us stay back after CCA sia. if not i really wanna complain to my mother le. REALLY CAN'T STAND HIM. today had to clean table. was waiting for a scrub desperately. then i actually wanted to get from peifang. saw xinghao there. move away. went to ask connie. then that idiot go ask from connie. then i ask from marcus, then that idiot ask from marcus. wah lao. what the heck is this ? also can't stand him anymore! hahas. he too bad lor. just now late for CCA. then 10 push-ups. SERVE HIM RIGHT. wahaha. me so evil. but he more evil than me. CCA we watched the SVA winning entries. then the documentary about obesity from canberra primary was quite funny. they ask the girl what is obesity. her reply is fat lor. later ask her how to prevent obesity. she sae dun eat. then the next question was which do you think is a more likely cause for obesity - genes or environment ? her reply was genes. when asked why. she said jeans too tight, so become fat. what the.. so funny. hahas. then later we see the Anti-Drug abuse dance competition film, then got a footage of a girl standing and walking right past the camera. then i don't know what's so funny about it, why that idiot laugh so loud ? what's wrong with those kind of footage ? we get to see it like almost everyday on television ads. think that idiot's sick. he the only one out of like 20 plus people laughing. dismissed at 3 near 4. yeah, now im blogging. and trying to find the art thingy. =D


i failed once again @ 4:47:00 pm


Monday, March 07, 2005

todae lucky no need to stay till 6pm sia. stupid liang lu. 1 more time he wanna make the whole class stay back till 5 or 6 just cos some people never do homework, i shall tell my mother and beg her to complain to school. lols. wu liao hors ? haiz.. but i hope will complain till he won't dare to make us stay back again for stupid invalid reasons while we have clever valid reasons to get away from stupid detention or whatever you would wanna call that. yeah, today had public caning. lucky only 1 person. well, today PE ran 4 rounds. with timing taken. at first peifang and i run quite fast de, then from 2nd or 3rd round then run very slow le. later 4th round even worse, cos i felt like don't want to run anymore. so i told peifang to run herself. then i was lagging all behind. until the end there, yihui told us all to jia you. but then i run a little bit then don't run le, like no mood to run. then finally i somehow pushed myself to run and heard xinghao running behind me le. then i wanna win him mah, so i run faster lor. then when almost reaching finishing line there, we tie. so i run faster. then i stretched my hand out to get card from qi'en. no. 35! argh. sadly, i only managed a touch of the card and stupid xinghao pushed me away le. then he go get the card. eek! not fair lor. must ladies first leh. or if not, must also lemme get first mah. cause i already over the line le. while xinghao still standing on the line! haiz. lucky mr choo take time so our timing not much difference only. perhaps a few milliseconds ? anyway, GOOD LUCK FOR HIM. hahas. HE DESERVES IT FOR FAILING THE 2.4KM RUN PRACTICE. hahas. anyway, i think 1st round i run fast cos i wanna improve my timing. then 2nd round it was raining le. think i was enjoying myself in the rain. anyway, today very funny. me go sms qi'en. then she reply back and ask if it was ash. then i reply saying i was infront just now. hahas. then on msn. qien asked if i smsed her, and i tricked her again. yay! so fun. hahas. think she become fool le. lols. haiz.. still gotta do geog report and art. sad. I HATE XINGHAO TO THE CORE!


i failed once again @ 5:45:00 pm





i failed once again @ 5:45:00 pm


Friday, March 04, 2005

today got back maths common test paper. well, er.. got 33 marks. wahaha, should i say i deproved ? -.-'' thought we were getting back our D&T common test paper today, but my premonition was wrong. we still continued with our craftwork or whatever today. after school, went back home. im so guai =D after that, went to library with peifang. then we wasted like 2h eating ? then in the end, i only managed to do the geog ws and mark killer assignments only. then borrowed 5 books. 1 is my favourite series of unfortunate events =D cant wait to read it. but still need to read finish that stupid Roald Dahl's book. today A levels results out. er.. nothing much to say about that. then there was a beehive in our school. er.. what else ? think nothing much le..


i failed once again @ 7:50:00 pm


Wednesday, March 02, 2005

now so sian so come blog again. second time for the day. arghh.. so many nice movies now. really feel like watching series of unfortunate events. read the storybook and really wanna watch the movie!! yeah, still left newspaper review and science worksheet to do. lessons nowadays are getting boring and more boring. but i must persevere. cannot slack. this year got streaming must work extra hard. got back english common test paper today and i scored 16 out of 30. thanks to time constraint. well, i was wasting majority of my time on the story. yeah, and reading quiz for roald dahl's book is on next thursday. and i should say i hate reading quizzes. always didn't manage to finish the books. treasure of the tiger was same too. but it was lucky that i managed to score a 15 out of 20. oh my god man. next week getting CA results. gonna die. can't let my mother see my results. but i think must sign. hopefully reading quiz marks can be added into english marks, but i don't think it will be. erm.. post more some other days =D


i failed once again @ 8:03:00 pm



todae is an okay dae ba.. haiz.. got back english common test script. didn't do well lorx.. get 16 only. hahax. me deprove. but dunno why i get so slow i still can keep smiling all the way. something's got over me le.. hmm. die le larx.. D&T common test i also did badly lorx.. arghh.. cant slack this year. whole year must work doubly hard if not i sure get to a class which i dun wanna go lorx. haix.. streaming.. hate it! hahas


i failed once again @ 4:18:00 pm





i failed once again @ 4:18:00 pm