Thursday, March 31, 2005
lolx. today really so sleepy at school sia. 1st period i think was english. he got a new haircut. lols. so strange. then me keep yawning. after that was geography, so sleepy. me almost sleeped le. then it was CME. got the counsellor thingy which is rather dreadful. then me so sleepy le she still say those things. lolx. then recess me go wash my face. then was science practical. lolx. some people failed their experiments and their results really very funny lor. then was english again. so sianx. 3 periods of english. haiz. that's what life is destined to be. then we got back the letter writing exercise. me 1 of the 4 who failed. me only 13 marks. lolx. so wu liaoz. me never write the minimum required words lols. then chinese. at least not so tired le. lolx. then IPW. was ok. we thought of the interview and survey questions. lolx. then we went back to class and was supposed to discuss about the class tee as a whole class but apparently some left and so it became only a group of people discussing. me not involved so i just went off. then we gotta bring more money tomorrow. and this saturday i think we gonna 'bia' ipw le. lols. haiz. me feel like as if there's no time for myself anymore. i have no time to do things i wanted to. haix. is this just all life is about ? the mid year's still like maybe a month and few weeks away. and all this rushing.. i just wonder how to get on when the mid-year is real near. and my brother is entering ns next week. yeah, it's not until 3 weeks after till he's back. i just wonder how to survive with the pile of homework without asking him. yeah, i admit i always ask him how to do but only when im in doubt. without him around, i don't even think no one can help me with my revision for the mid year. lolx. unless someone is so free and come accompany me study everyday. i don't know why we always don't treasure things until they have left. it's so a stupid phenomenon which i don't understand. haiix. all the quarrels may be bad, but it does help to improve friendships. lolz. hais. feel like giving up on ipw aredi. cant collate info. cant summarise. cant do a proper website. havent do interview but we are doing it soon. havent done survey. haiz. the problem lies with me. i feel like giving up on everything. sec 2 really has too much difference compared to sec 1. remedials. ipw. chinese. streaming. so stressed up. cant life make it easier for us a bit. im just not asking for more. and i dun have the heart to do the things. im not even concentrating at all. doing homework and walking around the house. finding ipw info and playing games. revising work and eating. what the heck is this lorhx. just hope to put an end to all these things. and pursue my studies seriously as 1st priority. only hope that someone would be with me to do my homework and concentrate on my work while revising. rather than to eat and play. so much to do, so little time. i just hate this.
i failed once again @ 3:59:00 pm
