Monday, March 28, 2005
wah. me jealous le. not fair one. peifang's father so good. her computer never even spoil lor. and with the fact that she is the only child and perhaps the only one using the computer in the family. at the 99% of the time is she use lah. she get new computer. she shuang lor. me so desperate. 3 people fighting for computer. then my mother waited until the whole computer is spoilt. spoilt as in cannot be turn on anymore. only then did she buy a new computer. and she took around 1 month to decide which computer to buy. then peifang so good lor. computer never spoil leh, just some functions cannot use nia. then can buy new computer liaox. somemore is just a few weeks then buy liao. not like my case. me hate my mother. everything also wanna save de. hmph. should ask her whether she wanna save shit or not. hpmh. and saturday my aunt still dare say my brother never give my mother money. at least my aunt got bring her child out to play occassionally. not like mine. even if i wanna go out with my friends to play, she don't allow. then i tell her my friends everyday after PSLE go play de. then my mother say RELIEVE STRESS. then how come i cannot relieve stress de. is it i must die liao then she get new child or what. damn it. my aunt is way better than my mother lor. my mother is so bad and she expects us to treat her nicely. as if we owe her. maybe when graduate then work, then give her money no problem lah. but if now part-time job then give her money i dare say she don't deserve it. and everytime i wanna do something, she mostly disallow. so i have to give her alot of excuses. and i want to use computer also cannot lor, then i everytime have to threaten her say IF I DON'T USE, I CANNOT DO MY WORK. I CANNOT DO MY WORK, THEN I CANNOT LISTEN ATTENTIVELY IN CLASS WITHOUT REQUIRED MATERIALS. AND THEN IN TURN I WILL FAIL. only this then she will let me turn on computer. hmph. peifang still say what i got new spectacle. xp computer. and handphone. ... feel like bashing her up. lols. joking lah. let me make this clear. GOT XP COMPUTER - OLD COMPUTER SPOIL STILL CANNOT TURN ON. GOT NEW SPEC - MYOPIA INCREASED BY 75. GOT HP - THIS IS THE WORSE. OLD PHONE WHICH WAS FREE. AND PATHETIC ME HAD TO DIG OUT THE MONEY FOR THE SIM CARD. sometimes i wished i was an orphan. it would be better that way. having freedom. not like now. she forbids me to do everything. and im not 3 year old. yet every now and then, she lifts up the cane and threatens to cane me. so old-fashioned. wahaha. come ahead cane me lah. as if i scared ar. got retributions lor. cane cane cane - only thing in her mind. no big deal about this. at least if i orphan no one would dare cane me, cause is child abuse. everything's so unfair. my cousins get rewards from their parents in every exam. whether good or bad results. then me ? don't need say you also will know. i get 2nd. her only reaction was good. keep it up! she not happy at all lor. never even reward me anything and still dare say we never give her things on birthday or whatever. my cousins they all always go out play with their family then still get reward then they also never celebrate their parents' birthday they also never complain lor. my house one is complain queen. just wished that I WAS AN ORPHAN. hmph! no stress. ultimate freedom. what else more would i want. everything she does is because she has no other choices. if i call her to buy printer just cause this stupid EPSON printer is real lousy. then she would say LOUSY?! SO WHAT! CAN USE RIGHT? and let's say if i were to break it and call her to get a new one she would say OH SPOIL ARH? BUY NEW ONE LOR. and my brother's gonna say BUY NEW ONE FOR WHAT? ALSO NO ONE USE. then i probably end up with no printer at all. anyway, im too fed up to add anything
JUST WANNA SAY FOR THE LAST TIME THAT I HATE MY MOTHER
i failed once again @ 4:31:00 pm
