Friday, April 15, 2005
ooh. just received a call from my brother who's in NS. lols. me crazy. too bad mum went out with her colleagues for dinner. or else she would have a nice chat with him over the phone. hmm. without my brother around, me like so bored le. no one to control me. no one to help me with my work. no one to teach me. no one to crap with me. no one to quarrel with. haix. hahas. all so bored now. now, i understand how's it like to be the only child. yeah, you can play the computer whole day with no one snatching computer from you. you won't have people to quarrel with you. but you have no siblings to play with. hmm. think that's about it. i only wish the next 2 years would pass quickly. lols. ok. now let's go on with the day at school
well. today walked to school and was walking behind Mr. G. lols. the way he walked made me want to laugh. and with that bright pink shirt. hahas. ohmygod. lols. so funny. ok. reached school. went to class. er. waste time. assembled. hmm. all the basic things lahx. but today we started off with a few good news. the band got Gold for the SYF central judging. the Red Cross got some award too. and the old school building. which is the current one. will be demolished and a new building will be built. yeah, great! cool, isn't it. but we don't get to enjoy the privileges. only the 2N and 1E/N people will enjoy it. and of course the new batch of students. but nevertheless, we can still explore the new school building when we are going back for our O levels results. =D at least we get to see what's it like. for the time being, which is from next year onwards, we will shift to the old Yuqun primary and current Boon Lay primary building. that small school. which looks so old. and which is damn hot. well, i don't know if we will be able to survive in that school anyway. but nevermind, we have no other choices. and with all the upgrading or renovating works going on, how are we going to concentrate? lols. hmm, after assembly was chinese. had the SA1 listening comprehension. lols. liang lu a little blur ler. he go get secondary 4 scripts for us. hahas. then i think got 1 story is about the stamford raffles(shi dan fu) lols. hmm. but we write name le. but i don't know what's he gonna do with the papers. then we talked a little about the chapter 15. last chapter of 2A chinese textbook. yay! hurray! anyway, my computer is somehow lagging a little bit cause of the Norton AntiVirus Scan. lols. hmm. nevermind, it will be fine after the scan is complete. =D just gotta put up with it for the time being. after chinese was maths. well, as most of us expected we did graphs again. yay! that was the last graph. lols. so happy. oh, am i gonna miss graphs? i doubt so. since there will be a graph question in the maths common test next week. lols. i don't remember doing any revision today anyway. geography came. hmm. gamemasters! we played games. quite fun. but i only gotta play 1 and a half games. lols. lack of time. our game is the worst one i suppose. only like 2 or 3 people patronise. and it is like all rubbish so people couldn't figure out the answers to the crossword puzzle. should have prepared prizes. that would be fun and great. RECESS. lols. hmm. keep seeing someone de. lols. nevermind lahx. anyway, he like purposely wanna be late for lesson or don't know what. sit down in canteen until like 10:50 only then go buy rice. then slowly eat. everybody went le only left that table. then mr seah went over. hahas. lols. so funny. hmm. design&technology. well, got to rearrange my pieces. lols. hmm. chang horng's piece was damn nice and his was transparent acrylic. darren's one was quite nice too. nicholas' one is not so good. he's always trying to be the best to do everything and end up doing everything wrongly. lols. he's far too blur. never pay attention. got everything wrong and made a fool of himself instead. lols. nevermind, everyone makes mistakes. me too. yay! today's lesson was great. mr soh helped me get a new piece of wood and drill hole for me. cos he said there was no time to glue the pieces together le. so good. thought of asking him to round off the corners. but nevermind. don't ask too much from a person. it's better to ask next lesson. cannot wang en fu yi. must ying shui si yuan. lols. hmm. we went back to class. and got a storybook. then went to gallery to watch the performance. whoa. damn nice. really enjoyed myself. that was the best performance i've ever seen. i mean school performances of course. then dismissed. went back to class. and i decided to fiddle around. then that peifang go squeeze my maths into my bag cos i was wasting time. lols. whatever. later go out le. hmm. saw qi'en at the void deck there. then she said her friend doesn't want to go back to primary school. so i go and say you're childish and immature. then left. went to bus-stop. 176 immediately came. hmm. i donated 50cents to the driver. lols. i forgot to take out my ezlink. then end up only got a $1 coin in my pocket. cos my wallet in my bag. my pocket no space put le. then just threw the $1 inside. lols. whatever. went McD to eat. then went to take neoprints. hmm. not really nice lahs. cos i wanted to press No. but accidentally press Ok. then no choice lorhx. anyhow go decorate. i think that's what to expect from a $4 per neoprint machine bahx. lols. the shop at Lot 1 is way better. can choose much more shoots. but of course more expensive. but i rather use the Lot 1 machines. lols. then went to library. only for a while then went back home. cos peifang say nothing to do. sianx. then reach home. yay! i first to reach home =D. lols. wu liaox. hmm. then use computer till 5:30pm then go off. go rest and bathe and eat. hmm. then 7plus came back again. see what i mean. my brother went NS then no one to control me. so everyday computer computer computer. lols. hmm. mum haven't come back. so boring. nothing to do now. when is mother's day. lols. just now i went to see the blogs of other people. anyhow see. lols. too sianx. wish my mother would be home soon. but so what if she come home soon. the house will still be so quiet. without my brother's presence. haix. sometimes, i don't even feel this is a family. it's all so quiet. all you can hear is the sound of my typing and the sound of the fan. haix. my father came to peek at me! what the heck. i was enjoying blogging until this happened. SIANX. why must they do this. damnit lahs. just cause i use computer almost everyday doesn't mean that im playing. people like qi'en are also online everyday what. what's wrong with that. damn it. gotten really tired of them. everytime come peek at me do what. then i minimize this window don't let my father see. he like bu shuang like that. what the heck lorhx. i should be the one who is bu shuang. who call him come peek at me. everyone has the right to have their own privacy. if my parents really have no idea of how to respect me, then i guess i really shouldn't respect them anymore. that's what i always read. before you demand respect from others, respect them first. i respect them yet i get nothing in return. so i shouldn't respect them. easy as that. hmph. exams doesn't mean everything anyway. just cause exams are near and they say i can't 'play' computer. which is a wrong term to use. it should be 'use'. to correct them in their poor english or poor eyesight. so what if exams are coming. i know we need to study. but what about normal lessons? are they cancelled just because exams are near? no! that's the answer. just cause exams are near doesn't mean the earth is gonna stop rotating. or whatever they think. i really hate the way they think sometimes. the way they think is really far too different from how i think. that's why i always don't get to do the things i want to or get things i want cause 'expensive', 'too free is it?' and so on are coming out of their mouths. i wonder why they can't be more understanding. all my cousins got handphones and games and whatever. and one of my cousin who is P3 already has a handphone lorhx. i don't know what i've done to deserve this lorx. my cousin actually started with a 2100 but then keep changing like every few months lorx. while me started off with those damn old phones. lols. whatever. then their parents like make them relax. while mine? stress me up. then their parents don't demand anything from them, just that they must be more clever than their parents in whatever they do. while mine? yar, they don't really care about my studies afterall. and the only things in their mind are gifts and presents. and stressing me up. i don't know how to continue with lives like this. no respect. no freedom. no privacy. no space to relax. everything is just PRESSURE and STRESS.
i failed once again @ 7:39:00 pm
