Thursday, May 05, 2005
argh. exams are here. started yesterday. unpleasant. couldn't get to sleep on tuesday night. was tossing and turning. and i finally got to sleep don't know at what time. waking up at times and getting back to sleep again throughout the night. until i had a nightmare, very bad one which scared me out of my wits. stared into space during that moment. tried to sleep, but couldn't. alarm went off and i was so glad. time to wake up. english exams was a little challenging, hard. currently hunting for blogskins and listening to wilber's song. haven't been on the computer for long. cos of exams. gotta study hard. today's geography exam is easy except for the structured questions. and what's the sahara thing? i bet no one from our class gets the answer correct. how evil of her. yuckx. anyway, i don't want her help. cos she can give them answers now, but what about during O-levels? hope they die a terrible death then. the world is always unfair. today had to stayed till 10:50am cos liang lu wanted to go thru the format with us. yeah, he has already done that before. nevermind, refresh memory. aww. how i wish my parents were at home, to ban me from using computer. im just not concentrating, not revising. tomorrow's chinese. life's just life. next monday is science? or maths. not very sure. none on wednesday. great. art and oral on thursday. free on friday. and the next weekend's got the best. mother in bangkok. brother in NS camp. yeah, wished my father weren't at home. i just wanna relax. aww. just want the whole house to myself. just wishing time would just pass faster during the exam period. exams are so boring. $5 for each A1. $2.50 for each A2. $1 for each B3, B4, C5, C6. -$10 for every D7, E8, F9. based on what my mother said. haix. june holidays is gonna be damn boring. homesick. feel like taking up badminton courses. but it's like so impossible. people around me. people i know. getting new phones. getting camera phones. haix. life is just so unfair. anyway, i don't think im able to get a new phone. at least not until after i've graduated from commonwealth that is. computer just lagged. argh. modern technology makes me feel like a nerd.
i failed once again @ 2:08:00 pm
