Sunday, May 15, 2005
hmm. today woke up 10:30am. don`t call me pig ah. cos i only sleep at 2:30am. whoa. long time never sleep till so nice liao. from 2:30am sleep all the way until 10:30am then wake up. hahas. my father don`t know what time sleep. but as i know, he 1:30am like that still awake loh. today 1:30am like not much people online liao. nothing to do. so sianx. then go offline loh. hais. then later don`t feel like sleeping. so i went to read village by the sea. then i started reading from the beginning in my air-con room. so relax. then read until like damn sian loh. so go sleep. cos nothing to do. haix. so nice to sleep. in air-con. lols. it`s not like long time no sleep in air-con room lahx. but it`s like i seldom switch on my room air-con loh. hmm wake up le no breakfast. my father went jurong west buy. then i watch channel U. lols. then watch until 1pm. later i very guai. i go read village by the sea. until read 2 chapters ah. still at chapter 3 now. lols. hmm then come online le. then grandma call. call to tell me my cousin`s results. lols. say her english is ok, but chinese not that good. then her maths 52. .. lols. primary 1 nia. then just now i watch channel U hor, got alot the shows commercial mah. then very knn like that loh. like almost 80% of the ad i saw on channel U hors, all is saying that the teenagers very bad. kao bei. adults very good meh? adults smoke, drink, gamble, divorce. this call good ah? everytime their those shows use to 'zhen dui' the teenagers nia. f*** off loh. say we bad. -.-'' we bad then why care about us. if we that bad hor, then they give up on us liao loh. still care about us for what? everytime say things like teenagers got attitude problems, very difficult to bring up, very defiant, very interested in that thing then get AIDS. it`s not like all the people that suffer from AIDS in singapore is teenagers loh. no adults meh? they like that say us. then it`s like they`ve never been teenagers before ah. like they role model loh. who started dying hair? who invented things to grab our attention? isn`t it all adults? cb. what do adults think they are? they think they can control the world is it? they clever lah, they superb. then do wrong things in front of us young people, we innocent, we don`t know, we go do, then in the end they blame us, but have adults ever reflected and asked themselves this question: 'who was the one that lead us to the wrong path?' they always realise in the end that it`s their own fault and then blame us. that`s their thinking. they think everything we do is wrong. everything they do is correct. we have no freedom. we have no say. we have no rights. i don`t know what makes them think they`re so great.
i failed once again @ 2:34:00 pm
