Wednesday, May 18, 2005
sianx. wednesday. got NYAA recreation. got the pack list for the camp today. nothing to comment about it. today raining. morning assembly in class and went to gallery after that for NYAA camp briefing. went back to class for CME. got back our results. bad! then it' was science. nothing much to comment. it's the worst times i had. quarrelled with parents yesterday night over the rights to use computer for IPW. i'm giving up habbo permamnently. until streaming is over. i don't care. my parents just won't understand. they care more about their work. they don't even bother about me. only care to scold me when my results were out. none of them wants to attend the meet-the-parents session. anyway, so what if they go? they will probably sit there idling around or my mother will sleep. and i'm not so hardworking this time round, i'm not going to persuade them to go. the teachers don't give report book also nevermind. i don't care. i don't need it anyway. all my parents will say is nothing. yeah, you guys say my maths is good. but my parents don't think so. the full-mark for my first common test was nothing. my mother didn't say anything. i don't need their sarcastic comments anyway. all i can hope for now is good results for chinese. yeah, so what if i get good results. go back show my father and the techno music will start playing again. nice huh? probably that's how my brother got hearing problem. anyway, they don't even bother. they only care about my brother. that time he fainted just before my birthday, i was having fever, but no one cared. they were all attending to my brother. and he was supposed to return to camp the next next day. yeah, i was at home then. my parents at work. yeah, i received like up to 5 or 6 calls from both of them for me to wake my brother. they don't even care about the troubles they had given me. they didn't care. my friends aremore to me. they mean much more. like peifang, accompanying me all the day. and qi'en was always there to help me when i was sick. yeah, all this. they cared much more than my parents. my parents want me to get good results. but when i get good results, they didn't care at all. when i get bad results, techno music will start playing automatically. this all just sucks alot. i really feel like leaving for good.
i failed once again @ 9:16:00 am
