Sunday, May 29, 2005
yesterday went to school for meet the parents. hmm. went to canteen can't find him. then went staffroom. then suay suay just reached staffroom he auto come out. sianx. then they talked for like 15minutes like that. and he said amanda's english was 81. pro loh. what else. hahas. then stupid him showed my mother the self evaluation form. blehx. and told her my results deprove alot. and said i everyday go internet. but i don't know how he knows about this. spy? hahas. kaes. then he said my english very bad. must read more books and newspapers. and suggested i should go to the library since it's so hot nowadays. and now my mother's making me go to the library at least twice a week. blehx. and he told my mother about the project and everything. blehx. his mouth is really big. XXXL size? who knows. i don't know about it too. i'm not interested in measuring his mouth size cause my measuring tape will break due to his big mouth. and oh ya, how come his english so bad? oh my god. i thought he said read more english books and newspapers can improve english? then how come his english.. well, i'm speechless about this. hahas. or maybe his allergic to english? well, anyway, and i don't know which of the 2 said that if i could put my heart into it and study harder, then i will be able to get 1st position. oh, god. why give me pressure. blehx. now i have to thank liang lu for so many things he 'helped' me. making my holidays worst than ever. making me busy, no peace, no rest. ahh. how am i going to survive? yeah, but anyway, it's quite true i've deproved. i slipped 8 places. blehx. right to 10 now. and if i were to continue at this pace, i know i won't be able to get streamed into triple-science. ahh! god help me please! haix. it really looks like i've really gotta work extra hard and put in extra effort from now on. and peifang told me some of the things he said are just made up by him. and i don't know why. in the report book remarks whoa so unbelievably good. well, it was something like: A very hardworking girl who puts in a lot of effort in her work, Jingwei is quiet and conscientious. An exemplary student, indeed. Keep it up. oh yeah, how good it sounds huh? but what he told my mother was 100% different. totally different. there was nothing similiar. or nothing in the remarks that could be linked to what he told my mother. blehs. he suckx. haix. who does he think he is exactly? just a teacher and he told all those stupid things to my mother now my mother is like forcing me to do things i don't want. banning me from computer, twice a week to the library. ahh! a teacher who can force parents to force students. oh how great. i thought he was great in class, but he's really "GREAT" in front of parents. blehx! damn it. haix. enough about that stupid big mouth road-measurer liang lu. hahas. that's what my mother said about the name liang lu.
kaes. haix. i feel so bad. it's like each time i get back my report book, my percentage drops. right from last year's SA1, it was 72.7% then became 71.3% for last year's end of year and now it's 68.2%. blehx. oh my god man. i really have to buck up. ah! i have to work hard! but is anyone willing to coach me in english? haix. blehs. yeah, anyway im supposed to do the english flyer now. not to blog. hahas. thankx to liang lu again! blehx. i can't play computer now! sucks!
i failed once again @ 7:28:00 pm
