Saturday, July 30, 2005
nowadays everyone's like so depressed. including me too. especially cause of the file checks. it all sucks totally. staying back everyday so late. these few weeks i only get to go home like around 5plus. earliest only 4pm. and then someone please keep reminding me that x-country is this friday, or i will forget about it. few weeks ago, i was thinking about it all the time. and when it's coming, i just forget about it. blehx. just remind me about it. and then, i also don't know how to get there. my brother said that there's some bus at clementi get there very fast and very few people knows of that bus, yeah, i don't know too. last year tried going there then lost our way and took taxi. lols. what the heck. no idea what to do this year. another day of going back late. but nevermind, cos the week after that is damn slack. whatever with national days, we students are getting alot of privileges of holidays. and i like it. no one remind me of history common test. i know i didn't do well, so don't talk of it. history ain't anymore like last time, i ain't doing as well as before anymore. just perhaps something has happened. and then i just realised alot of our school's sec 3 NCC peeps are smoking. it seems like so sudden. i've heard of this just around this time. anyway it's 11plus now. guess i gotta go now. no homework. no fun. i can't think of anything to do. life's getting boring. and streaming's in like 10 weeks. gotta make the best of time. im choiceless.
i failed once again @ 10:53:00 pm
ahh. my head is aching, somehow. but i know it's not headache. neither is it any injury, i suppose. but it's just pain. um, what the heck.. am i not to be use the computer? how come my eye is like tearing and getting damn dry up? and my head is aching ever since i just used the computer a few minutes ago. okay talk about yesterday. went to library with peifang after school. then we played non-stop. didn't even do any work loh. hahas. we took pictures of practically anything then play with each others' phones, then talk crap, and i took some stupid videos of myself with my big fat cheeks. then while we were in the lift, i kept holding back my laughters cos there were other people. then peifang said that this guy looked at me and gave me a strange look that's why she started laughing. lols then we go back home loh. but i went to meet my mum at NTUC. after that went for dinner, then saw ms ker. think she saw me. blehs. then came home 8plus. so late. then bathe and everything 9plus. so very tired. no mood come online. haix. i didn't keep my words to binuan. lols. =x said that i coming at 9plus to send her the songs, in the end i was so damn tired i slept at 10. lols. then today woke up. nothing do. 10plus then go down with brother and mother to the coffeeshop for breakfast. then went to IMM. after that, mum said go IMM tomorrow so i can see the project superstar finalists. i was like so happy then, cos she was always with heck-care attitude at this kinda topics. that made me happy for a moment, then when we came back, she said tomorrow go toa payoh for lunch. hmph! hate her. perhaps i inherited her genes of not keeping words. then just now at IMM. saw one parent calling the child not to touch the floor then i went laughing. later i told my brother, if don't touch floor how to walk? um.. and i made a mistake on a post. well, let me clarify that wilber's going to IMM level 3 stage area on national day at 11:30am and not 1:30pm. but still, i will be damn busy that day, don't think i can go there. so sad manx.
i failed once again @ 8:50:00 pm
Thursday, July 28, 2005
hmm. 3rd post of the day. now im here to talk about our class. alot teachers have commented on our class, as in negative comments. none of us like it, but this year hasn't been a good year for our class, so far. all the things that have happened, it ain't good. untoward things happen to our class during events. perhaps it's bad luck. another 3 to 4 months, and most of us will probably go to different classes. 2/5 will no longer be the same as before, no more chaos, no more noise pollution. but it's just that we don't care. we don't care about what teachers say about us. despite the class getting into troubles last year, we don't learn. we thanked ms tan for bailing us out of detention, but we haven't learn. just because we were saved, we repeated our mistakes again. but even when we were punished, we don't learn. we don't look for ways to improve ourselves. we still go by everyday the same, chaos and trouble. our class is like crazy - we can resort to almost everything. we have been punished, we have been forgiven, but we repeat things over, hoping to get into trouble once again. i don't understand. if we have noticed, there will at least be 1 negative comment on us every week. perhaps sometimes its ms shyam's scoldings, or liang lu's scoldings, or that ms tan's scoldings, or it's the common test inviligator commenting on our class. and nowadays, it seems like even mr elfie and mr singh are not able to put up with us anymore. the one who is still able to take us on, the one who understands and forgives us most, is mrs yeo. and this certainly isn't good. having majority of our teachers blowing their tops at us. haven't we grown, haven't we matured from each scolding? i don't understand why our class is so childish, why do people want to throw things around during lessons unnecessarily? why do we make fun when there's a male and a female talking together? why do we want to pair each other, is it the practice for their future career - matchmaker? why do we clap when things aren't good? why do we like to interrupt lessons? perhaps for us, we need special attention, we need more than punishments, we need more than scoldings, we need much more to excel. we need to experience tough things. i think it's time we should suffer. we don't even understand others' feelings, we hurt people's feelings without knowing. i just hope this situation will change for the better.
i failed once again @ 9:01:00 pm
yay! mum and dad are out to esplanade to watch the jack neo's comedy show. should be something stupid. lols. to me, it's sorta stupid and boring. they won't be back till late night, probably around 10plus, so that means i get to enjoy the privileges of being alone at home. playing computer, chatting on phone, watching tv, listening to songs.. anything also can do. but i can't sms. so sad. hahas. just now play play play until my phone battery flat. hmm.. tomorrow going library with peifang. we so hardworking. lols. but mostly end up playing. oh yeah. what the heck. i hope i have more freedom. and then now im starting to like IMM. cos this sunday the 31st july, the 10 or 8 superstar finalists will be at IMM at 3pm at level 3. cool! then on 9th august, which is national day, wilber pan will be at IMM at 1:30pm. ahh! hope i can go. maybe this sunday i might be able to go, but still it depends. then on national day, wilber pan! like him loads, more than the superstar finalists. but i doubt i can go, cos it's 1:30pm. and somemore we are going to the parade which starts at around 5:30pm. then we gotta go off maybe at 2pm and then perhaps reach there a little earlier. so i might miss the chance to see wilber in action. aww! so sad. computer's having serious lagging now cos im burning some cds. lols. yeah, now superstar's starting. hope that xin huey gets out this round. she sings until like mad girl. siao zha bor. that's my impression of her. yay! now silver's singing. wanna watch. =D lalas; off to watch and enjoy myself. whew~~ thursday really rocks. finally can relax.
i failed once again @ 8:25:00 pm
today is okay lah. hmm.. first period was history. so damn sleepy. kept dozing off in her lessons and fidget non-stop. after that was life science. lab lessons are much better. didn't doze off. quite fun. then it was recess. and mathematics hear her nag for half hours. though i wasn't listening to her. or perhaps only the part where she said most of us not listening, and we thinking of what to do later. cos i was one of them. lols. her lesson so damn tired loh. keep dozing off. then english. got the reading quiz. all discuss answers and anyhow do loh. then check file. then my workbook clear. lucky loh. hahas. then it was literature. he gave us 2 free periods. me and peifang go toilet nothing do. go there stay so long. then finally go back class. then later we send those weijian pictures. ahh. so lame lah. then dismiss. go find that FAT. wah lao loh. later in the end, realised he was going for the o levels oral. what the heck. oh yeah, hmph! ruimin... the dentist is shuai! and you never inform me he was there. made me so sad. lols. joking lah.. im not siao or what. i not like people who are so despo loh. then went out for lunch. hahas. then took photo of peifang. lalas; then go back class we snatching phone, then she itchy hand anyhow click until play the mp3. but i didn't know. then charmaine said there was some sounds and i checked that the itchy hand of that childish person - peifang - go made it. hmph! english remedial ended fast. then amanda said if file with me, means not clear. so i stayed and wait for that da pai ren wu to appear. wait so long he never come actually wanted go school library. then chang horng said he was coming. so wait loh. tmd. wait for like 10 minutes. didn't know he was worst than a tortoise. oh my god. lols. then queue so long for him to check my file. and i saw the dentist open the door. lols. im so interested. -.- then that stupid liang lu say i clear liao. cb. call him go die lah. waste my time. then go back home liao. now here blogging. finally this week at least got 1 day can come home at 4plus. counted early le. hais. just cos of the files, made us all so busy.
i failed once again @ 4:47:00 pm
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
hmm. today got history common test. not easy lahx. should know what i mean. lols. quite hard. then it was PE. played the table bat. lame game, mr lim's favourite anyway. then it was science. cool. mr elfie's chinese name is ma jun fei. hahas. funny. recess. then it was science back again. ooh. got back our common test results. yay! i got 37! so happy. hahas. so many of us got A1s. lols. we excelled man. lame. then it was chinese. bored to death. but he kept calling us mark stuffs. but i was slacking. call people help me mark then i at the corner there doing other homework. and what the heck lah.. i lost my composition. think so. damn it. i don't wanna redo. and i don't wanna see his stupid face. he sucks man. and i hate him. my hatred for him has gone yet another level deeper. everytime so suay, taking lunch then see him eat, wah lao, totally lose appetite. wanna puke. no IPW so went for lunch. then saw that fucking liang lu lohs. sian diaox. then i saw the dentist too. lols. lame -.- after lunch went back class, then the class guys very er xin. go attend art club. and dismiss at 2:15pm like that. wah lao, they shuang siah. then actually wanted skip cca then write excuse letter say sick or whatever. haix. then later no choice loh. haix. go there waste time. hahas. then go back home. then nothing much loh. hais.
anyway, now i feel like im starting to like music. i don't mean just simple things like listening to music or what. but i mean that im starting to sort of going into and explore the world of music. and it's like so cool. how i wish i can take up a music instrument. but then, i doubt i have the time to do so. i don't know how to spend time wisely. and im already secondary 2, like as if there's not much time. and then, i don't think my mother would ever allow. i feel so lousy. i can't pursue my dreams. from when i was in K1, i took up art. then i got the trophy for Merit while everyone else got only a little gift, probably cos mine was better, but then in the end, i had to give up half way in primary one because my mother didn't want me to continue. hais. then primary school i didn't join any cca. joined choir for a few weeks before they were entering SYF, then the teacher said im not that good yet, and i don't have to come for practices until after SYF, so i felt useless staying there, then i changed to badminton. but the coach said that we are already primary 6, we can't join and whatever crap. and then once again, i had to give all these up. now in secondary school. i don't know exactly what to do. actually i had always wanted to join badminton. but because it was last year and there was no 5 day work week, mum said i can't join badminton if it's on saturday. and i can't join. haix. it seems like i've broke alot of my dreams, i don't even have to courage to pursue my dreams. i hate this life. but it just gotta go on. now, although i've already lost my interest for art long ago, i really do hope i can join art club and quit film and video. i want to join a cca that does something, not like slack around on tuesdays and waste time, not that im saying film and video is bad. but i just don't like it. it's starting to get boring for me. hais. but my top priority would be to join badminton, yet, i know it can't be fulfilled. cos they have lots of trainings and you really gotta be a good player. but this year, the secondary ones all slack slack one. i think the club is like starting to slack. hais. i don't know anything. im starting to like guitar, but it's confusing. then anyway, i doubt my parents would ever allow me to have a guitar. hais. it seems like they interfere so much. not only these, but my mother also said that it's better for me to go to poly after secondary. she doesn't even give me to chance to select. hais. even entering this school was what she wanted for me. i had never wanted this school, i wanted fuhua. i just wonder what the future holds for me. perhaps nothing much. feel so depressed nowadays. life just isn't getting on well. i feel that everything around me has changed, a great change, and i can't adapt to it yet. and i have no idea what to do, except that liang lu played a big part in affecting my mood. i hate him.. don't understand why he always had to appear there, only if it was someone else..
i failed once again @ 8:27:00 pm
Monday, July 25, 2005
lalas; back from school. totally drenched. hahas. fun man. walked back home in the heavy rain, and then when i reached home, the rain immediately became smaller. seems like life's just predestined. haix. these few days seems like i've got something against some of the people, then end up keep banging into people and hitting people whatever, but accidentally. hmm.. today no homework bahs? literature and maths only. i think so. not sure. liang lu somehow injured his leg, i feel a little happy for myself, but i feel im so heartless. today HE we cooked shephard's pie, so damn nice. i love it! =D then went to eat it. absolutely fantastic, the best one we've ever cooked. then after recess was english. write journal. yay! i got 70% for the flyer project. so happy. hahas. then it was CME. she didn't come. but we go toilet waste time. anyway, the class was in total mess. chaos! history came. went thru workbook then self revision. went for assembly. then i saw the giraffe. so i was trying to tell peifang. then later i told her. and she said thought i was going to say i saw the dentist. then i say got meh? where's he? then later we walk to lift there saw him, hahas. black white again. polar bear no. 2. lols. hmm. assembly quite fun fun like that loh. nothing much liao. go back class maths remedial. then chinese remedial. dismiss finally. heavy rain. but still walk in rain. so cooling. hahas. now i feel high once again. =D cos i was feeling low during remedials. but now is back to normal. blehx. gotta go bathe soon. haish.
i failed once again @ 5:10:00 pm
Friday, July 22, 2005
these few days didn't get to blog cause firstly computer got some problems, and secondly, i wasn't free to use computer. okay, blogging now, but can't really remember what had happened during the past few days. but one thing for sure, this week is my unlucky week. go everywhere also see liang lu, go PE see him eat, go early lunch see him, do everything also can't do my normal way, cause whenever i see him, i have no more appetite to eat. i really hate him man. okaes, so the last time i blogged was tuesday. now i come blog about wednesday to today, hopefully remembering the details. okae, wednesday we dismissed early, went for lunch. then went to ACJC. nice college. cool. lols. i love it. time passed very fast over there. then went back to school and go back home. nothing much happened. then i watched project superstar at 8:30pm. rocks man! weijian spiked his hair.. hahas. he looks like someone else. and he sang really well that day. it totally rocks man. hmm. okae, during life science, we made yogurt.
now about thursday. hmm. what did we do? i forgot! ahhas. oh yeah. i remembered. pissed off by liang lu man. hmph! phototaking suay suay stand behind him. tmd. just my luck. see what i mean. real unlucky. go everywhere see him, no peace. and i had to stand behind him. okae. i pity those sitting beside him. and he sucks totally. how i wear my tie doesn't concern him man. tmd. looking for opportunities to scold me. f*** off lah. everytime like wanna help me lose face only. trying to tarnish my reputation. idiot. bastard.
today. stayed back until 5plus to do composition and maths corrections. then i saw the dentist over there posing at the dental vehicle. lols. so lame. um.. nothing much bahx. btw, im off to change my skin. byex.
i failed once again @ 9:34:00 pm
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
today nothing much leh. rained most of the day at school. then went to school. common test first. lols. nothing much about it. and i was trying to look at the dental mobile. but the stupid wall blocking. hmph! so angry. then later is PE. went for PE. ran in canteen. sianx loh. saw the liang lu taking breakfast. then later play table tennis. after that went to sec 1 classes begging for science textbook. what the heck. in the end, we don't need it. %T$&*@%#$ lols. -.-" then later is recess. saw that boucing tiger trying to balance a thin stack of papers on his head and bouncing. lols. so lame. after that was science again. went to library. go back class for chinese. damn slack. listen stupid songs. those disgusting types. disgusting until wanna vomit blood those kind. his lesson so damn sianx. and i was at the corner there doodling on my book. writing shucks and whatever. lols. if not i sleep liaox. haiz. after that IPW. we no IPW so walk walk around school. then go canteen for lunch. later halfway saw liang lu. wah lao. today my suay day ah. keep seeing him want loh. then see him there liao i no mood eat on. so i didn't really finish. then while i was forcing myself to swallow the food, i saw the dentist. hahas. so shuai. then later he smile to me. then i so polite smile back. and that peifang don't know talk what crap. so i say he was looking at the clock, and thought that still so long time left for lunch, so he smiled to the clock. then we went laughing. then later i asked her where to return the bowl. then she tell me the wrong side so we "argue". not really argue lah. then later she say return to the dentist lah. so i ask her, return to dentist so he can pluck people's teeth and put them in the bowl? then she choked on the milo. hahas. thankx for suggesting returning it to the doctor. -.- lols. he's so shuai. lols. i know im so lame. later after lunch we loiter outside the canteen and our class. then i decided to go toilet. then later i saw the dentist walking back. lols. -.- lame! okaes. i know that lah. then later after that we went back to class. then go art room. help ms ng carry those things. then later go hail taxi for her. and that stupid taxi driver doesn't know how to get into our school, so i got on to the taxi and guided him there. so stupid like that. haix. brainless drivers. hahas! later left a few minutes. then go back class to slack slack. and off to cca. go around school find them. in the end, they in AVA. so lame loh. haix. then we practised loh. after that, 4plus release. and i came back. and on computer now. so sianx. yay! going ACJC tomorrow. but then still need to sacrifice 1 of the life science period. so sad sia. i love life science. slack. now cannot. haix. so bored now. left with literature the pearl summary of chapter 2, the poem, and the characteristics of juana and juan tomas. ahh! i didn't even get to finish the book loh. im dead. people, please prepare for minced meat meal made of my meat tomorrow. =) lols. and still got the maths ex 13D. and im stuck on so many questions. im really dying soon. and im wondering why people likes to give me forks during HE lessons. maybe it's for me to poke people. perhaps.. who knows? lols. and qi'en computer got some problem.. keep lagging i think. im so happy. hahas. cos she beat me so hard that day. oh im so evil today. okaes. i cursed so many people to slip and choke.
i failed once again @ 5:22:00 pm
Monday, July 18, 2005
so bored now. not in the mood to study for science. it's so yucky. i no mood. today was a very cool day man. hmm.. firstly the wesley college students came. they performed during assembly. oh great. cool man. great performance. total silence in hall. probably. ahh! so many homework due tomorrow sia. literature. and what the heck. i don't know all the characteristics of juana and juan tomas loh. damn it. i didn't even finish the book in the first place. somehow by hook or by crook must do by wednesday liao. tmd. lols. nothing much. today after maths remedial did self-revision with peifang. then sian diaox. haix. tmr science common test. nothing much. all crap. blahx. this computer + printer suckx man. nothing else. except that the dentist DAMN SHUAI. =D
i failed once again @ 8:28:00 pm
i failed once again @ 8:28:00 pm
Sunday, July 17, 2005
hm.. what the heck. went to malaysia yesterday afternoon. then reached home at 11:30pm. damn it. was tired and my mum was so irritating. darn her. yeah, somehow i realised that i like peace, i prefer quiet-ness. i don't like chaos. that's why im starting to like the night, when it's so quiet. and i also found out that i study better with music. music is like becoming part of my life. i can't live without it. currently still doing that stupid chinese stuff. it's 10plus pages already. what the heck. but nevermind, since liang lu want information, give him as much as possible loh. and oh yeah, i confirm that my neighbour is in commonwealth le. that 1/9 guy. lols. after 7 months, then do i know of his existence in commonwealth. hahas. whatever. nothing much to say. im going off.
i failed once again @ 4:21:00 pm
Saturday, July 16, 2005
what the heck. i can't believe i was dozing off yesterday at 11:30pm in front of the computer while doing my chinese assignment. perhaps chinese really bored me off. especially liang lu. yeah, that's a proven fact. after dozing off and my eyelids starting to close and battling to open it, i finally surrendered and went to sleep. and slept so sweetly for 12hours. oh my god. chinese really bored me off! can't believe it. i have not been sleeping for 12hours non-stop for so long. the last time was after examinations and i only slept for 9hours in my room with air-con. lols. that was when my mother went to bangkok. and it's only 9hours. now is 12hours. hahas. chinese really sucks man. but i just can't give up. afterall, chinese is the one which helps to cover my mark for english. lols. so no choice loh. woke up at around 12pm like that. mum still not back from market, so i went to watch the superstar replay till 1pm. then 1pm go do chinese composition until 1plus. then go iron shirt. and go bathe and wash shirt. and now is 3:53pm le. so fast. and now is july. which means we only have around 10 more weeks before streaming starts. 2 and a half months seem long. but it's only 10 weeks. what the heck. reallly gotta study hard man. and O Levels already start loh. haix. can't slack or try skip lessons anymore le. can't look out of window anymore. can't try sleeping anymore. all the sacrifices. lols. lame. can't do all this anymore. and gotta stay back to revise everyday le. provided that im free lah. haix. last term slacked real hard. so this semester must work real hard. anyway, going malaysia later. ahh! long time no go. this year very few go overseas le. never even went genting during holidays loh. but i want go the sunway lagoon. cos never go there before. but genting go till sian diaox le. hahas. off to continue with my chinese le. hopefully won't sleep again. byex
i failed once again @ 3:49:00 pm
Friday, July 15, 2005
today a slack day for me, whole day at school only copy copy copy stuffs. lols. went hall for assembly.. then blame the sec 2s for being slow. what the heck loh. the sec 1,3,4s blocking our way mahx. then we climb 3 storeys loh. and somemore we reach liao the door still lock. damn it. haix. then later got reading period. after that is CME. slack nia. after a while, so bored. she not teaching, so i decided to go dental. went dental. and saw the shuai shuai dentist. hahas. then he said i went so early.. lols. im so honoured to be the first patient of the day. -.-" then later he filled my teeth. and i kept looking at the clock on top. cos i was wishing to pon maths. lols. but in the end, 8:45am like that finish le. then go back class. on the way back, saw the giraffe going to lab. hahas. then i kept looking. like so lame. and i was dragging my feet back to class. then later they thought i went toilet so long.. lols. after that was music. slack slack only. then recess. then history. again slack slack cos only copy the stupid model answers. then mother tongue. slack slack. i hate liang lu man. he sucks. anyhow say i not obedient. damn it loh. other people just cause they everytime never hand in assignment then he nv talk about them, just commented they're the usual ones. then he came to me, he said i bu guai. say i everyday use internet still nv do his work.. tmd. call him go die lah.. these few days i really very guai liao loh.. sometimes only use for 1h only cos so busy this wk. like as if cannot go online everyday like that.. he my teacher nia.. what rights has he to care so much about me.. ba gong lah.. after mt was pc. slack slack loh.. go outside there wait until dismiss then go liao. after that went library and do homework. i so guai loh.. sucker! ll duno then shudup loh.. act clever later diu lian better lah.. tmd! hate him! but i like the dentist cos he shuai. =D oh yeah, and i think marcus squashed our tomato.. lols.
i failed once again @ 8:31:00 pm
Thursday, July 14, 2005
today after school went help ms ng. i so kind-hearted. helped until so late. then i reached home is around 6pm like that le. after helping her, when to the dental thing cos just now i ate sweet until the filling came out. like so lame loh. never heard of such things happen before. hmph! stupid dentist never put properly. now i feel a big hole there in my teeth. haix. but that guy don't know who, was quite shuai. -.- but he very lame. asked if my tooth pain. then i say when drinking water lah. then he say oh ic and whatever crap. later i leaving liao, he go say if too pain go take panadol.. like so what.. haix.. so lame. anyway, nothing much happen. so bored. haix!
i failed once again @ 9:28:00 pm
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
today so happy. somehow, ipw journey has just ended, right after the oral presentation. at least, i think so. and life won't be so stressful. ipw is completed. don't need worry about it anymore. now about today.. rained in morning. assembly in class. then got ready for common test. ahh damn that stupid teacher who thinks he's so great. so troublesome. made us all change seats and put our bags outside when we already waiting for the inviligator. hmph! hate him. think he so big ah? anyway, after that was PE. ran 4 rounds.. don't know how come me and peifang run so damn slow.. with amanda and xinyi too. then by the time we finished, the others were sort of starting their stretching exercises. hahas. but today good loh, ran 4 rounds but didn't feel dizzy. then went to hall to play floor tennis. quite fun lah. after that was science. and then recess! we rehearsed our presentation. and then off to recess. after recess, science again. haish. then that mr elfie asked me why hot-air balloons can rise? and i so lame-ingly said hot air rises. actually i know the answer lah, but i lazy to explain. hahas. whatever. mother tongue. listen to 2 passage. then he finished 1st chapter. so long lorh. after that ipw. frantic. no chaos. hahas. actually our group went late. but then the judges even later. lols. hmm.. we decided by drawing lots. then we 3rd group. lucky siah. then 1st group came out. they say die lahx. very difficult. scared our group. but then 2nd group came out, no reaction like that, but keep saying don't know which judge like chin hou. lols. then we 3rd group. phew. so scared. and then the stupid fan and aircon combination made the whole room so damn cold, that makes more reason for me to shiver, but i didn't. hmm.. actually for me, the summary was quite ok. but then, to the disease part, i was sort of stuttering, stumbling over my words, too nervous. but i got over it fast. at least it weren't like hell. then our group so lucky. no one asked questions about our topic. they only asked for our individual reflections on this project. then some teachers say it's quite well done. and the ms chai from asknlearn said she was quite impressed with our pie charts. yay! and ms tay GT said she actually did learn something from our presentation. walter lim said it's quite okay. i forgot who said about the reproductive disease thing. hmm.. then mrs annie lim sian diaox. hahas. then people giving comments, she leave room liao. lols. the best thing was, mrs loh say our presentation is good! yay! so happy. hahas. afterall, our 12h spent during the weekends did actually pay off. im elated. after ipw went back class, then peifang told me f & v at 2:30pm but don't know where. lols. anyway, accompany her to art room then went for lunch. after that, i went back class. did a little history work and went to canteen for cca. then wait until almost 3pm liao they say is 2/3. went 2/3 not much people. so go 2/5 first. later saw them go 2/3 liaox, so go there. lucky never do storyboard. lols. do storyboard i sian diaox le. this year don't know do how many times liaox. haix.. after a while, at 3:40pm like that, dismissed. went library. didn't see peifang so i go back home le.
oh what the heck. i hate weichoong and hagen. hope they won't get into semi. hahas. im so evil. i want kelvin and sebastian. haix. weichoong get so damn high marks. i think it 39.5 or something like that. then hagen is 32.5 and kelvin is 31, sebastian is 28.5. ahh! hope kelvin and sebastian can get into semi. anyway, i've sort of lost interest in this superstar since derrick is booted out. but i will still support him, cos there's the revival round. hope he leads the path of sylvester and get into the semi from revival round. hahas. then that's gonna be great.
now, im off to search the web for chapter 1 summary of the pearl. im a slacker. hahas. lazy to read. and i forgot the story already. so byex. and now im currently halfway watching the foodie show too. quite nice and funny. hahas.
i failed once again @ 8:14:00 pm
Saturday, July 09, 2005
hmm.. today woke up at 9am. actually 6am woke up by mother. then went back to sleep by ignoring her. later around 8am like that woke up again, actually wanted to go play computer. but i slept. then in the end, 9plus woke up loh. hahas. but still so tired. and anyway, this computer been on since morning when i woke up. then later play computer loh. 10am watched the chao ren qi xue yuan. after that, i think around 12pm charmaine came. and i was watching project superstar replay. lols. nice! after that, just after that leon and derrick's duet, binuan and celisse came. they were in time for the weijian's solo performance. lols. then we watched it together. after that, then started on IPW oral presentation. haish. haven't completed. still meeting up tomorrow. hmm.. today we did from 12plus to 6pm. whoa. like 6hours. which is a quarter of the day. but luckily, not much homework. hope IPW can end soon. cos ever since it started last year, it's like so busy le. now so bored.. listening to songs.. woo~~! just now ate durians.. mum bought so much. then sorta force me and my brother to finish them. hahas. die lah.. i haven't find my info yet.. lols.. still slacking. but nevermind, IPW's gonna be over soon! yay! so happy. still gotta find time to go popular to buy some stuffs for maths. haish. ahh! 1 more minute to 11pm. brother wanna use computer le. sorry. great mistake i made. is play, not use. hahas.
i failed once again @ 10:09:00 pm
Friday, July 08, 2005
haish. yesterday stayed up to watch the superstar results. then in the end, weijian got booted out. ahh! so sad for him. jason wasn't even expected to get in.. yeah, as a matter of fact, weijian is really way better than that stupid jason. hahas. hope weijian will win the quarter finals 5 and get in the semi-finals. what the heck. i haven't seen any mosquitoes around me but surprisingly, there's maybe up to like around 30 - 40 mosquito bites on my hands and legs. yesterday while bathing, i was looking at my arm in the mirror with my spectacles on, then i suddenly saw like the whole arm the side was full of mosquito bites and it looked so creepy. and disgusting too. looks like as if someone had beaten me up. all the red marks. but it's the work of the stupid mosquitoes! hmph! all over my hand, arm, leg and foot, even a pathetic one on my forehead. i hate the mosquitoes. ahh. tomorrow gotta do IPW. prepare for oral presentation. haish. i feel so strange. past few weeks and days i have been rushing through all the homework and projects and staying up late. then now not much homework, but i don't feel like slacking leh. hahas. i so guai wors. -.- hmm.. nothing to do. oh yeah. timetable change le. got life science. yay! i did the survey and pre-test already, though mrs terence said from sunday onwards. hmm. my lowest score was 20%. lols. what the heck. so many questions wrong. nothing to do. lols. today went home at 1:30pm. waited in class for higher chinese pupils to be dismissed. then later went for lunch and back home. then today so stupid, keep seeing the giraffe. in school, look out windows only don't know see him 3 times. then later go here go there still see him. so stupid. hmph! anyway, got the new timetable. yay! HE is on monday before recess. means i can eat my food during recess. hahas. hopefully bahx. i love HE. =D hmm.. i selected for the stupid national education quiz. lols. so boring. yeah, today so tired. but i didn't sleep in class. cos i kept reading the storybook and i felt like as if i've drifted elsewhere and was sort of sleeping. hahas. then later come back home like 7plus. i watching tv then very tired. later 8plus i slept. then awhile woke up. tried to keep eyes open. but then failed. eyes closed automatically. then later woke up again. this time no choice. i go eat oreo and wash face to keep myself awake. now i feeling tired again, haix. oh yeah.. please remind me i gotta buy 3 pads of graph paper and pens and flexible curve from popular sometime within this weekend. hahas. i got so much order. lols. joking. but i like popular's graph paper more. the school one i feel strange and uncomfortable with it. ooh. next tuesday maths common test. my quadratic graphs aren't that good. hais. gotta improve lohx. anyway, i gotta go. byex. and nites.
i failed once again @ 10:03:00 pm
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
so angry now. just reached home only.. don't feel like doing homework.. cos im so angry. called mum just now after school to ask if i can watch movie. then she scold me crazy, and say people who are schooling cannot watch movies. like as if i watch movie liao will become stupid. kao bei. then later she say you know how to watch movie meh? i feel like saying i so stupid meh? sucker loh. tmd. she then SIAO lah. cb kia. lols. i not in good mood now. hmph! not cos i can't watch movies. but is cos of her stupid comments. must she say all those? you know, it totally sucks man. she sucker. SEXIST. GENDER BIAS. how come my brother at my age already can go watch movie liao and i can't? got what reasons? and who says schooling people can't watch movies. i was so damn stressed up during the 1st semester that i gave up everything, then my results so lousy. blehx. see althea, celisse they all. they also go out sometimes to enjoy themselves what.. and they also got study.. unlike me, cooped up at home only can study. stressed up liao. chee bye. anyway, stupid people have stupid theories.. a very good A* example of this is my mother. blehx. so sucking.. watch movie also cannot.. everything also cannot.. i don't even have a say in my life. i just hate her! play = cannot. watch movie = cannot. use computer = cannot. still awake at 10plus when there's school next day = nag non-stop. what the heck. and gimme another reason why my brother can 1am 2am sleep when he was my age and i cant? bet she can't tell me. she just suck, totally. like what mr singh said. her way of controlling me is worse enough, and some bitches + bastards decided to make life more difficult for me. she's like so outdated. who says schooling = can't watch movie. against law ah? will die ah? or what? no reason shut up lah. haix. even my cousins who are younger than me can watch movies. so what does my mother mean? does she mean that my cousins not schooling? oh, then what the heck can they do in the school then. BRAINLESS. AT LEAST DON'T NEED SO STUPID REASONS RIGHT.. BE MORE CLEVER LAH. anw, perhaps that's the limit of her brainpower. she can't think any further. she dun like watch movie then her own problem lah, dun need tuo wo xia shui mah.. anyhow say i like those kinda old serials like huan zhu gege and xi you ji wadeva.. those olden times one.. wah lao! for heavens sake, they are so outdated loh.. u tink i like to watch ah? pls lah. at least use ur blain lah.. she very cb type loh.. like as if what she likes = what i like.. she ah. really beyond cure liao. ppl sae parents who are old dun care abt us wan.. but mine is totally opposite. everything oso wan interfere. hmph! i dun wanna blog anymore. go play games le. dun care da sucker..
i failed once again @ 3:42:00 pm
Saturday, July 02, 2005
i have nothing to do now. haix. just now went to blk 250plus there for dinner. then mum call me go cut hair. cut still so short. very disgusting, hahas. hmm.. after that came back. then i watched the 8pm show the dance groups perform first before bathing. after bathing, the results already over liao. hahas. i bathe so slow wors. hmm.. then watched the family combo II. i like that show. so funny. hahas. but the episode i like most is the one about the most beautiful mother contest. lols. so damn funny loh. dinosaur.. hahas. hmm. tomorrow sunday le. so fast leh. then got the NKF cancer show. by the way, i don't know how long that NKF donation card has been with us already loh, but i haven't even raised any funds for it yet. haix. stupid family, everyone so money-minded. donate a little also cannot. blehx. so selfish. everything also talk about money and money and money. like as if we will die if we have no money. whatever.. hmm. this weekend so free. and somemore is 3 day weekend. then no homework like very not used loh. last time so busy de. now so free, but still need do 2 projects. ahh! what the heck. how to complete loh. haish. bored day. did nothing much except eat, drink, breathe, bathe, watch television, play computer, do IPW, and sleep. nothing else le. haish. rather go school, but then i hate history loh. really so damn quiet during her lesson cos it's too boring until everyone wanna sleep liao. haix. hate that ms ker. still so many remedials. haix. i hate the mrs teo. now so busy liao. every monday maths remedial. tuesday is cca. wednesday is STUPID and BORING history remedial. thursday is english remedial. and friday is the only free day. at least i lucky wors. cos the hmt still have every alternate fridays. hahas. hmm.. nothing much to say le. so bored that i wanna sleep. hahas.
i failed once again @ 9:32:00 pm
Friday, July 01, 2005
hmm.. nothing much today lah. yesterday night watched the superstar results. lols. then i was like so scared, cause the sebastian and weijian were together, so i thought sebastian would be out. but lucky is raymond out. lols. but actually the one i like more is weijian. he's so super shuai loh. hahas. then sebastian is quite shuai too lah, but weijian's more shuai. hahas. lols. ke ai lu xian... so funny. yesterday during the show didn't see the weijian cry leh.. but the channel 8 website say he got cry. lols. hmm.. enough about this. yupx. today was NCC day. then saw the NCC guys loh. today don't know why, but saw alot NCC guys. perhaps cos it's NCC day. after flag raising, then reading. so bored. then i was so dumb, i read the princess diaries until p28 like that. then i didn't know and i started reading back from p16. lols. such a waste of my time. after that was science. umm. nothing much bah. then was history. class so damn quiet. haish. so quiet until everybody like wanna fall asleep, then the ms ker kept looking at us. haix. really too damn boring lah. 1 day teach 1 chapter. she siao de. like that my history sure fail loh. then went for recess. then me and peifang were talking about whether in the future hor, when we are around 18, will girls have to serve NS too. lols. after that was english. then amanda presented her newspaper article. then was 1.5h straight of liang lu, for those suay express chinese students lah. lols. wrote the composition. then PC. then dismiss. hmm.. asked ms ng to help us write letter to the vilau or mr chia so we can quit f and v and join art, but she said it's not very good. better if parents write.. haix. then later went back class. then left school. and that stupid cheezels promoter over there give so much cheezels. lols. i took 4 packs. -.- so lame. then there was 1 guy who took 1 whole big pack, inside got 30 packets. hahas. then went library. nothing much. ate non-stop again. after that went back home. saw my brother on bus. so bored. another guy wearing those green green uniform. hahas. as in NS lah. kan dao sian liao. at school see enough le. then at library i was trying to ask peifang who she think is shuai in our class. then somehow my tongue rolled and it came out as who she think is sai in our class. lols. so funny. from shuai to sai. what great difference. then i think we came up with 2 shuai de. lols. i forgot is 2 or 3 lah. but i now only remember 2. lols. we are so lame. then later go kfc buy food. okies. i better try to concentrate on my work next time le. if not i end up eating in library again, and i will gain weight man. lols. nothing le. off to do the ipw lohx. what else. ahh so bored! why no homework
WEIJIAN ROCKS!!!
i failed once again @ 9:10:00 pm
