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Tuesday, August 30, 2005

haix.. so bored now. in IT lab. IPW lesson now. nothing do. lols. want school to dismiss earlier! nothing to do now. later still got art club. blehs. sure damn sian one. just hope can early dismiss lah.. today is a slack day.. except for MT. blehs. lols. hmm.. still no plans for tomorrow. don't feel like going back. but feel like going JP. lols. i don't wanna go malaysia during holidays. it sucks! need to wake up so early. damnit. can't even do what i wanna do. blehs.. just hate it. im so controlled by my mother. totally suck. blehs. nothing to say. but yet feeling so stressed. wanna breakdown.

i failed once again @ 12:51:00 pm

Monday, August 29, 2005

now ah.. forced to come online loh.. what else. so bho bian like that.. need to do art stuff. blehx. totally suck lah.. whole club like 20 people. then only like less than one-quarter got do work one. all slack and bully ms ng. hahas. don't feel like doing it. haix. i feel like as if i want so many things like that. anyway, i don't feel like going back jps on teachers' day eve. so sianx. and so late dismiss loh.. hais. tomorrow got cca again. sian diaox. still got common test and chinese and ipw. wah lao.. why all the sucky things all together in one day one... haix.. so sucky day tomorrow. then wednesday got ACES workout and friday got NYAA. nothing more to say. see my updated wishlist bahx.. lols

i failed once again @ 9:08:00 pm

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

today ahh.. quite a damn day. okay.. started out with um.. reading period. cannot read our storybooks, had to read the Youth Times. ahh. stupid it is! after that was literature. our Poor Baby marks really poor lah.. hahas. among the girls bahx. lols. then it was english. wrote journal title was My Pet Peeve. actually didn't know whether to give it to that stupid guy i was writing about.. but guess i better not. cos he's a rather blur guy. then peifang gave me her book. so i gave her mine. after that nothing much. then recess. mugged for history test. then is mother tongue. think he thought the lesson 23. if im not wrong. hahas. i was sort of mugging for history anyway. then maths. she gave back our common test papers. and we made paperflakes. hahas. lame lah. after that is science. went physics lab to do refraction experiment. then dismissed after that. go library mug for history. after history test then go makan outside school until 4pm. then go back school to do the vocabulary thingy. until 6:50pm like that. and we made the librarian stay with us, yet she offered us sweets. hahas. then go back home around 7:20pm liao loh.

haix. 1 more week to school holidays. school holidays gotta study damn hard. actually i always slack slack. then results so bad. in the end, no one to blame but myself. i can only depend on maths, science and chinese to cover up other subjects loh. history is just average average nia. then english is around C. literature also. bo bian lah.. my english really suck like hell. literature also loh. haix.. this time CA i think maybe 1 A1 loh.. sian lah.. haix.. i really must put a lot of effort in science and maths liao. those are my only hopes. hahas. chinese and history is next hopes. and home econs should also be quite good bahx. all these must help pull up my overall. so really must do my best loh. everytime get back paper very suay one loh. less half marks to highest. then flip thru.. careless mistakes. haix.. anyway i gotta go do english now.. larhs.. sianx

i failed once again @ 9:42:00 pm

Sunday, August 21, 2005

finally i finished all the art work. 4 tiles and 1 card. phew. just feeling great to have it all finished. i stayed up yesterday whole night till 1am to do all the tiles. actually wanted to do card. but then forgot. when i remembered, i was already too lazy to do so. so i just went to sleep. woke up at 10 today. brother still sleeping. parents out. blehs. went to watch tv. nothing to watch. laze around. read newspapers. then mum came back. went to iron my uniform. then dad came back with lunch. stupid. i thought it was fried beehoon. so i took a fork. then later i realised it's nasi lemak. so lame. then mum said i so gong or what.. lols. watched the female contestants superstar. then helped mum in the kitchen. after that when it was almost done around 2pm. i quickly rushed to the room to switch on the television. and asked my brother if he wants to see junyang crying. he said yes and we watched the project superstar results show together. hahas. me and my brother. a little no hope lah. last time younger we keep fighting. now we like to criticise show and see people cry. lols. wonder where this gene came from. after that, started working on art. then later went to bathe. and went down to burn the joss paper or what you call those. those offerings to ancestors. mum called me go up to take a bottle of water. then i ran up. so stupid. on the way down. lift spoilt. stuck at in between 11th and 12th storey. decided to try pressing 11th story. but the lift went to 12th story. so i pressed 12th storey and there.. the door was opened. =D then took the other lift down. saw mum already burning those things already. helped her with it. me and mum was sort of making a mess. there was fire everywhere. hahas. guess my dad's more professional with that. after that we came up. finished the praying. and took a late lunch-cum-early dinner meal. after that, went on doing my art. whew. all the way until now that i finally finish it. cool man. ah shit. i just remembered. i forgot to ask my brother about the maths question. damn it. whatever. nevermind. use my own brains. though i really don't know how to do it. hahas. anything i go off surfing net now. byex. cyaz.

oh ya. yesterday i had a really nice time sms-ing my primary school best friend. a real great time. we caught up on each other's life. knowing more. and making plans for the future. it was really cool. hahas. guess she still remains my best friend. she just sms-ed me because she knew i was bored even though she had tests coming up. in the end, i decided to stop sms-ing her. hahas. to give her time to revise bahx. hmm... so that's about it. but that was really nice. hope to see her.

i failed once again @ 9:15:00 pm

Friday, August 19, 2005

today not much happened in school. hmm.. reach school then assembly and reading. then that stupid cme. well, cme isn't stupid. it's so damn clever. but it was made stupid by a fishwife. =D im so right in saying this. lols. then it was maths. did our own work again. then is music. music damn slack and funny loh. recess time. history she finished chapter 9. then is mother tongue. got the reading quiz. i die loh. all i also don't know. anyhow put answer only. lols. then PC. so fast. then we saw our class photos. i ordered both. lalas; gonna go broke soon. haix. went home after that. then bathe and ate lunch. then that peifang called to say meet earlier by 10 mins. so i hurried my lunch. knowing i might be late. then when i was on my way there.. the police car stopped then they came out and called those indian or bangladesh nationales to stop. and it's only like 6 people including the police. yet they occupied the whole pavement and i had to walk like around them. stupid loh. so fat. then after that i found out the roads there got blocked by those ropes. i thought cannot cross. then later realised can cross. lols. so dumb of me. then i reached the bus stop first. on time. then wandered around looking for peifang. wondering where she is. then my stupid phone got stupid problem. can't send message to her. send 10 times 10 times also failed. call also cannot call. tmd! what damn phone is it. i want W800i! hahas. then later she came and we went to JE loh. later go library. then got this group of tanglin secondary students making a fool of themselves. playing the N-gage so loudly. MP3 and discman also listen so loudly. everything also so damn loud. and we were sitting near them. of course, we got distracted. then we sort of buay tahan like that. then we started taking photos of each other and then some of them were sort of irritated like that. give that bu shuang face. then we went down. later came back and felt that it was so quiet. then peifang said cos they went elsewhere. later they came back again. and they kept making a fool of themselves. going around the library trying to entertain people like that. but end up getting warned by the security guard umpteen times cos of their behaviour and they were sitting under the camera. lols. that was so funny. other than that, nothing much. kaes larhhx. eenuff crap. gotta go. i also very tired. buay tahan liao. yesterday 12:30am then sleep. hahas. tomorrow bet will wake only at 10plus.

i failed once again @ 10:06:00 pm

Monday, August 15, 2005

oh my god. thought it would be better after tomorrow's maths common test. but guess i was wrong, ms shyam said there's still one more maths common test after tomorrow's paper. what the heck. hmm.. i hate alarm clocks. my this golden hands will always spoil them and then it just sucks. okays.. today was slack slack day bahx. hate chinese remedial. waste of my time. damn it. what the heck he teaching. stupid and lame! to think he managed to make them all stay quiet. blahs. he might as well try singing a lullaby to make us sleep. stupid loh. i wonder what has chinese got to do with those damn stupid things. nonsense! hmph! anyway, i guess having myopia is enough. i dont wanna strain my eyes looking at the stupid dot. only lame people can think of such things to do to make us all quiet and then waste 1 hour of our time. damn it! blehx. nothing much. currently starting to have flu. damn it! just sucks!!!!!!!!!

i failed once again @ 9:39:00 pm

Friday, August 12, 2005

ohh great! another friday is here. so i guess this week has passed pretty fast. streaming is about another 6 weeks away, perhaps. so everyone better work hard. including me. hmm.. not until when we were talking to mrs yeo did i realise how packed our time were. so monday there's chinese and maths remedial. then tuesday there's cca. wednesday there's science and history remedial. thursday there's english remedial. friday's the only free day. what a busy week we have at school. but it always feels like remedials are only time for playing and fooling around. at least that's what i recall. well today nothing much happened. got back our history common test. and then there's maths common test next week. and history class test on 29 august. hmm.. quite well spaced out.

haix. yesterday night stayed up to watch the project superstar results live telecast. i hate junyang. for no apparent reason. but i realised that, i used to like weilian but now, it has all turned into sympathy for him. for the simple reason that, because he was jumping for joy after getting 39.5, if he gets kick out, i guess he would be crying. but then in the end, i so badly wanted weijian to get in, yet i sympathised with weilian. haix. so weijian was booted out of the competition for the 2nd time. how sad~! i guess we won't be seeing him in any competitions for the next 2 years for he will be going for NS on 9th september. well, maybe his getting out of the competition might let me focus and have more time on my studies. but i really feel so sad for him. his singing is so good and his voice is unique. hais..

today went to library. did history corrections. then revised maths. after that peifang helped me while i memorised the chinese thing. so i still get it all right yet. hmm.. guess i need to read it more. and oh yeah i just want to say that wu ke qun's songs are really very piercing to the ears. it ain't music to me. it sounded like shoutings and screamings. and it was terrible for all i know. his songs are really terrible. i swear not to get my hands on any other of his songs. lols. okays.. going off now. fridays rock! and im gonna spend time wisely on my schoolwork. anyway, that's the normal thing to expect when examinations are coming. but then, i don't even understand a single thing about the chinese. well, hmm.. he hasn't teach us for like weeks. and he went thru those chapters he liked with great enthusiasm, going thru it repeatedly. then those he doesn't like, read once, go thru words and that's it. then all the other chapters it the classmates teach. what sort of teaching method is that? "Genius Among Students" method? whatever it is, i just hate it.

i failed once again @ 9:13:00 pm

Thursday, August 11, 2005

hmm. today was an unlucky day for me. woke up late cos of the stupid alarm clock. it was like 15minutes late. so instead of bathing, i just splashed myself with water. then ate a small piece of bread and went to school. god damn it. this is the 2nd time the alarm clocks are against me. perhaps i need 10 alarm clocks. this is the 2nd alarm clock i had after i changed the one i could not trust. then this clock is late again. totally sucks. and it was just the reopen of school after national day. what luck. then so i wasn't late for school, but certainly isn't a nice morning for me. morning assembly and reading as usual. ms ker didn't came. chaos in class until mrs teo came in at about 9am to say some stupid stuffs. well, not stupid actually, it's just that she needs some feedbacks. then it was science. filing the worksheets all from february. it sucked as well, cos mr elfie didn't guide us. he didn't say which worksheet to put in first and whatever, so i guess everyone's file would be different, like our fingerprints. =D bell rang for recess. hmm.. then after that was maths. we had a pseudo test or however it was spelled. it's just a stupid name for a mock exam. the paper was last year's common test. okay.. then rushed thru it. no time. blehs. and then i spent so much time perfecting the symmetrical figures and peifang told me ms shyam said question 4 and 6 no need to do. another sucking thing. damn it. down on luck man. someone care to share your luck with me, please? then it was english. chaos until mrs yeo came. then we wrote the journal and after that was to do the composition in pairs. didn't complete in time, stayed back to do. then it was literature. he returned us our common test papers. um.. well, glad to know that i didn't fail afterall. okay lah.. i just obtained a just pass mark of 10. i know it's bad to people who are smart. i know im quite bottom in that subject but i didn't care much. at least i did improve. im happy that i passed. well, i don't care how much people got A1s and how i didn't get it. at least i managed to improve and i passed, so i was damn elated already. lalas; i rather improve step by step rather than to have one big leap in front then fall back again. okay.. so im motivated to work hard. =D hmm.. dismissed for school and went for lunch. then went back for remedial. given a comprehension worksheet. pretty simple one. completed it in half hour. and went off to the library to do our pair composition and maths and literature corrections. oh well, i still need the poem: candles, question: 2 corrections. um.. not sure who had it right. peifang had it right but if i were to copy i would spend 5 minutes on it cos it's like 1 and a half paragraphs worth of words. hm.. so ending here today. going to watch project superstar girls' group and also results live telecast tonight. so cyas all and byex... anyway, just to let you all know. LP = lame people.. please stop saying all those things like lesbian partners or whatever.. it's so childish and immature.. =D and it's irritating too.

i failed once again @ 8:41:00 pm

Monday, August 08, 2005

lalas; let's talk about yesterday. hmm.. breakfast at home. we all ate hotdog bread. then later around 1pm went out to JE entertainment for lunch. dined at Pizza Hut. then we ordered the Cheesy Lava 3 Super Supreme Pizza. yummy~ delicious. lols. after that we ordered 2 personal pizzas for takeaway. a hawaiian for me and curry chicken for my brother. it was for dinner. we went shopping around JE. went to Optical 88 to get the 2 nose support things on my spectacles to be changed. cos it looks so gross, oily and yet there's a tint of green. what the heck. after that went to see the books on display outside. and then someone tapped on my shoulder and said out my name loudly. i was sorta scared out of my wits and i turned my head to see that it was wenyi. lols. so after that, there was nothing much. i went home. on the bus, i was looking out for dad and mum on the motorbike. but around 15 minutes after i reached home, mum came back alone carrying all the stuffs we bought. and she said dad lost the motorbike keys. the original set of keys. blehs. so he was locking his bike. after that he came home, took the duplicated keys and went back to release his bike. but he just could not find his keys. lols. perhaps dad isn't fated to own a vehicle, even last time he lost his company's lorry's keys. lols. but the strange thing is, he loses nothing except vehicles' keys. so i guess it ain't safe to deposit your car keys or whatever vehicle keys with him. lols.

national day eve. aww. sole of my leg feeling abit of pain when i move my feet. perhaps i sprained it or what. not sure. im doubtful. lols. okay. today waited for 333 quite long and was late for meeting with peifang. lols. after that we met up and went to the stadium together. settled down. then we went into the aircon hall. there we began all the celebrations. and after a few hours, it was all over and we're dismissed. so went home. haix. our class people so strange and childish. what's so ever wrong with nicholas that no one wants to sit with him.. blehs. perhaps it's just a game called "Dodge from Nicholas" or whatever it maybe. but whatever it is, it's just very childish.

hmm.. tomorrow's national day. won't be able to blog. but i guess if i were to blog, the entry would go something like this:
woke up at 10am. ate breakfast, watched tv. and we showered. after that, we went for lunch. and we proceeded to taking transport to the padang. oh yeah.. we finally reached padang. and after what seemed like a year of waiting. the parade finally started. oh arrival of GOH. then the parade went to its climax. then there was national anthem, pledge taking, oh the parade ended with fireworks display. and we went home while brother went back to his NS camp. then i would end by saying im so sad or jealous because i couldn't go to IMM at 11:30am to see wilber. lols. so don't need to expect tomorrow's post. i've just predicted the things that will happen tomorrow and if you're interested, read this paragraph.

okay. with that, all the craps, im ending now. going for lunch. lalas; byex. cyas.
HAPPY 40th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! =D

i failed once again @ 12:21:00 pm

Saturday, August 06, 2005

yesterday wasn't late for x-country afterall. but i hate the bus we took there. it keeps bouncing and it's kinda irritating. on the journey, we kept making fun of people and laugh laugh laugh. later reached le. then walk walk around need assemble le. then all the crap talk and we started running. the run is quite okay. i love it! cos i manage to come in 37. yay! i got in top 40. hahas. so happy wors~ then later go walk around and assemble. then 6pm dismiss. went home. reached at about 7:10pm. yeah.. that's about it.

just now went to IMM. saw mrs quah. she's sorta lucky, i guess. because IMM has the lucky draw the multi-layered national day cake that one. she got 4 trys. and she won 3 items. 2 coke and 1 bottle. lols. but we won nothing. perhaps she got away all our luck. =x hmm.. nothing else much. perhaps gotta start on homework soon. im feeling great =D

i failed once again @ 2:25:00 pm

Friday, August 05, 2005

wejian rocks! he's so handsome! =D =D yay! so happy he was 1st to get in the next round last night. woots! ~

i failed once again @ 12:42:00 pm

today ah.. so far still damn slack.. reading period was occupied with passing down of the baked beans can. then later is j tan's CME. we did nothing much. she alot of interests in terrorist attacks and bombings. so damn sian. then was maths. did our own things. then no music cos stella quah not in school. then anyhow do finish english worksheet and dismiss liao. then come back home. listen songs. play games. cook lunch. eat. and then i very guai do maths. =D hehex. then later going out soon. another 20mins. probably taking 852 there. lalas; hope that it would finish earlier. must get thru this day in one piece man.. lols. planning to run slow. hahas.

i failed once again @ 12:37:00 pm

Thursday, August 04, 2005

haix.. i regret things i had done. so many people got A1 for the history common test. and then i got A2. not that im jealous. but i just regret. why hadn't i paid attention in her class? cramming, obviously isn't a method. i did that the night before the test and i got an A2. probably, it's not bad. but i know i could have done better. she have thought us 8 chapters. so many lessons. she broke chapter 4 into 2 lessons. and i listened to only 1 of the so damn many lessons she had actually taught us. and what was i doing during the other times she was teaching? i was fiddling around. looking in my file. staring out of the windows. looking around the class. everywhere. doing anything. but except listening to her lessons. i always tell myself to listen to her lessons. but i always fail to do so. halfway thru, i would wanna sleep when i start dozing off, and then i would fidget around. and in the end, once again, i've learnt nothing. as for today, i was quite awake. but.. i was thinking of school sucks. i was scribbling it around on the books and the notes, reading the essays in the book and resting. i think she noticed, but she didn't care. perhaps, i really need some idiots who can irritate me enough to be sitting beside me so that i can pay attention during her lessons. but for j tan lessons, i guess it's all about terrorists attacks. wonder what has that got to do with our cme syllabus. im trying to pay attention in class during cme but she always want to talk about terrorist attacks. does she think the examination questions will ask us about the london bombings or the 9/11 attack? it's just so impossible. and she even gave us a worksheet on bombings. what the heck. here i am trying to focus on cme and there she is telling stories that are never-ending. and so everytime this happens, i try to pon her lessons by going dentist or toilet. recently, she realised that. hope she not going school tomorrow. or at least make her forget about the worksheet. cos i didn't even bother to take the worksheets in the first place. blehs. and then if she were to know, bet she would scold. cos she knows i always trying to pon her lessons. blah blah. just gotta focus on history. please don't let me sleep in her lessons. duh.. byex. going off. =D i wanna change!

i failed once again @ 10:24:00 pm

today started out was a damn bad day. throughout history lesson i kept thinking school sucks! and scribbled it over my books and worksheets. i wasn't paying attention to her, thinking of other stuffs. then during life science, at first was still in the school sucks mood. then later that mr ng call me answer question then i not very sure, so after that started paying more attention. by recess, this school sucks attitude of mine went away. lols. then it was maths. english. and literature. mr singh is hir.... forgot how to spell it. and i like to eat gateau. =D lols. that's what mrs yeo thought today. then after that english remedial at 4/5. finished it and dismissed around 3:15pm. then nothing much happened today. or i can't remember. but this remains a fact, there's a ton of homework. or perhaps one-tenth of a ton of homework. sorry singapore, i actually wanted to spend the weekend doing some meaningful stuffs for you, but then i got a tenth of ton of homework, aww! how sad.. lols.
let's list the homework:
1. aye. shit. haven't done my newspaper article yet.. someone remind me tonight. lols.
that's not counted weekend work. start again.
1. Maths Killer Assignment
2. History Workbook 3 chapters and 1 worksheet
3. Literature 'Kaleidoscopes' poem
4. can't think of anything
hmm.. weijian rocks! today staying to watch the results. =D lols. anyway tomorrow half day. that run slow slow also nevermind. hahas. logging off now. nothing much to say.

i failed once again @ 4:28:00 pm

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

today ah.. suay bahx. actually wanted to leave home at 6:55am. then mum insisted i apply the cream prescribed by the doctor. so she took 5 minutes to apply it, and then only left home at 7am. then later suay suay on the way to school, bump into that liang lu. and he was cycling beside me. blehs. suay day with a suay start. lucky for him that i didn't tu xue. then later go school, today my mind something wrong. i thought common test then no need assemble. then later after morning assembly, i thought is reading period. so strange loh. hmm. common test as usual. would say that the 1st poem is easier. as per normal, the inviligator came late. and ms tan complained about the noise pollution index of our class. so it ended at 8:45am. went for PE. ran 4 rounds on school track. quite okay. ran slow. after that, played soccer. quite fun. though it was a short game. then after that was science. did a worksheet and was recess. recess go find the teachers but that vilau don't approve of our change. sucks~! science again. no lab lesson. class test - open book test. lols. no use one. i know i 1 question wrong 1 question correct already. lols. damn. kena tricked by that question loh. then it was mother tongue. the journey to the west presentation. then later qi'en signalled to me that she broke or collar badge, or whoseever it is. and i told her it's good. blehx. hmt got extra half hour. lols. then in class i nothing do, so write compo. after that, hmt released. so went for lunch. damn suay loh. see the liang lu again. then so i no choice also lah, cannot like see him then wanna tu xue so don't eat mah. so i go buy rice. then that auntie gave me 2 eggs. blehx. whatever. didn't finish it though, too much for my small appetite, plus spoilt appetite at sight of him. duh~ then school dismiss. went out to buy sweet and Teenage. go back school, remembered need to stay back for filing. lols. but we nothing do. so go art room. then ms ng said she would help us talk to vilau. hope can join art club lah. then after that go home. nothing much. bathe and watch tv and eat. then read the remaining pages of the Teenage, admired the posters, and then finish up the compo, sms peifang, and now blogging loh. and guess what? i ate 3 hard-boiled eggs today. blah. sick of egg now. terribly! how i wish i can eat fishballs or fishcakes. hahas. these few weeks eat chicken and meat eat till sian liao. but no choice, can't eat seafood, not even fish, cos of skin allergy. gonna die man. i wanna eat fishball and fishcake lah. blehs.. whatever. tomorrow's wednesday. no remedial. song! hahas. tomorrow got life science. hmm nothing much.. gotta go.. mum don't allow me use. blehs. sianx.. she just want me du2 si3 shu1. blehs. that just won't help anyway. just "fulfil" her wish and du2 si3 shu1 let her see can liao. she happy okay liao. rather than whole house filled of her screamings and shoutings, or not talking on the phone talk so loud like the other party half deaf or what. if not then whole house can hear the tv one, cos she probably half deaf. need on tv damn loud. blahx.. how i study loh. lame.. lols.. but it's just true. anyway, gotta go really. byex.

i failed once again @ 9:22:00 pm