Monday, September 05, 2005
hais.. so bored now. just came back malaysia today. reached home around 5pm. so far haven't touch any holiday homework. hopefully can finish within these few days then relax. hahas. got chased out of school on friday. sort of. lols. anyway slack slack. nothing do. lols. then came back home and mum went out. so i went sleeping. lols. later got fever. 39 degrees. i so unlucky one, always beginning of school holidays sick. this time is sore eyes, flu, sore throat, fever. stupid. hate it. then saturday gotta wake up at 5am. cos going malaysia. even more stupid. hmph! i don't even wanna go. then i so sick still force me go. somemore my mum only take a sling bag containing our passports. then i have to take the bag containing all our clothes. so heavy. hate it! should have protested with her. lols. then go there she see salon cheap. then call me go cut my hair. what the fuck lah. my hair so short still cut. might as well cut botak. that's better right. more worth it mahs. kiasu! siao one. now i look like a boy loh. or if you say i don't look like one, then im a stupid kuku. ci xiong nan bian. blehs. thanks to my mum's kiasu-ness. cut hair $9 so must cut alot hair, even when my hair already so short. that one she say is call cheap. to me, i say is waste of money. everytime hair so damn short, see salon cut hair cheap, then go cut. cut non-stop. -.-' cheap meh? add up and see lah. cut 1cm then pay $9. extremely "CHEAP" wors~ still cut till damn short. the person already say cannot too short, later look like boy. then my mother say SO LONG SO LONG. LONG her head lah. my hair also not her hair. next time i know what to do liao. help her save money. so must say MY HAIR NOT YOUR HAIR, I THINK IS SHORT ENOUGH, NOT LONG YET, NEXT TIME DAMN LONG THEN CUT, THEN CUT TILL SHORT, SAME PRICE, CHEAPER WHAT... this at least make sense loh.. especially to those kiasu people. but my mother's brain can't think too much. just see cheap then go liao. this type no help liao. now cut hair till i look like a boy, she say this is call STUDENT LOOK. yeah yeah.. so DAMN STUDENT LOOK wors~ i've fallen in love with her mind of STUDENT LOOK that a girl must have her hair so so so extremely short because she's a STUDENT and MUST HAVE A STUDENT LOOK. how about a boy leh? must have STUDENT LOOK then KEEP LONG HAIR ah? or just BOTAK? wah lao.. her brain bo eng one lah. really so suay loh. have a mother like her. hais. but life just need to go on. still so bo bian lah. this kind of mother i really can't stand loh. next time i think mothers must have a mother certificate liao. this type hor sure fail one. bring me go out so i can help her carry things. then everything must ownself pay. watch, spectacles, shoes, bags. even school stuffs also. then this i don't really mind so much lah. cos anyway next time grow up is like that one mah, it's just a matter of time. but she don't let me have this and have that. wah lao.. she want to have so strict controls. go adopt one child and control all you want lah. but then i think she bo lui give lah.. hais. then we got own room, but no room privacy. our money also quite dangerous lah. jia zei nan fang. sometimes money just anyhow take shuang. then hongbao money every alternate year is become hers. really dangerous lah.. next time grow up people got savings liao hor. i think i still no money one. then now my brother NS liao got own bank account and card so mother cannot anyhow take his money. so i have to suffer loh. she anyhow withdraw my money put in this account that account. then withdraw then put back. then withdraw then create another bank account. then put money. then later withdraw and put back another bank. then later go close down bank account then set up new one. wah lao... this thing hor mei wan mei liao de lah.. can do every week like that also don't care one. siao one. like that don't even have interest at all. it's like everything i pay by myself loh.. see all the money she takes. my room also can call junk room. or STORERM no. 2 liao. whatever things she don't want put in my room. now hor the bags all in my room stack till can compete with the windows. then all the drawers stack and stack also can compete with windows. then those bedsheets all squeeze into my cupboard. then the sewing machine spoil liao still put my room. wah lao.. spoil liao still put there. also not antique, bo value one. still keep. can't stand her loh. then hor her thinking of a STUDENT is as follows:
1. Cannot watch MOVIES. Until you graduate from University. (like that i don't know how cinemas earn so much money)
2. Cannot use computer 3-4 months before examinations. (don't know what the broadband so expensive for lah)
3. Cannot go out with friends to shop. (then i don't know how some people who are friends have the same clothes one.. ahh so coincidental all the time leh)
4. Cannot SMS too much. - not more than like 20 per month. (cool lah.. i wonder how those companies earn money liao)
5. Cannot talk on phone. (i didn't know phones are R21)
6. Cannot watch television too much. - maybe around 3-4 hours per day. (lucky our house no cable tv subscription)
7. Must STUDY all the time. (du si shu lah)
8. Cannot have things we WANT. For things we NEED, then must consider long long.
9. Must sleep by 10pm. (no time do homework and revise liao loh)
10. Use internet can only search information. Cannot CHAT or PLAY.
ok lah.. at least these are some loh.. these all rules so damn strict. even stricter than school rules loh.. siao one.. don't wanna say liao.. say till i angry or sad..
i failed once again @ 7:57:00 pm
