Monday, October 10, 2005
whew`
1 exam down
3 more major papers
1 oral
1 cme
to go..
gosh~ how i wish this week can just pass man.. exams really suck. no doubt! hahas.. anyway, i screw my history exam. lols. -4 marks already. cool man.. i wrote wrong answer for the strikes and riots thing. should be due to politicial, social and racial & religious reasons. damn i write crapp man.. i wrote the reasons for riots and robberies in 19th century. i realised the mistake. but time was up.. anyway, what's over is over.. no amendments. just get it over.
don't really feel like studying for literature. guess im gonna screw another paper tomorrow? most probably. i love the pearl. but i hate poetry. just felt so much like - poetry? it sucks! that's it.. i don't even know what's the meaning of literature.. gosh.. i hate humanities exam.. a waste of my precious pen ink.. may MOE provide pens for exams.. my pen ink is gonna finish soon. before history exam there was like still half. after the exam, around a quarter left. see how exams are just a waste? waste of paper & ink..
ok so now im back at home.. wishing for so much things.. wishing for guitar lessons. wishing for many impossible things.. damn.. it's so bored now.. can't think of anything to do.. i wanna play games.. but i don't know what game to play.. the world is so big.. yet nothing interests me.. i rather be bored to death.. ahh~ i hate lonely afternoons at home.. then again, when mum comes back, she shouts and scolds for no reason.. after that, it's like cold war. then dad comes back. seems to know nothing.. and he's like so innocent. then morning wake up.. mum nags at me to go school. always saying "still don't leave, later late ah" as if man.. for more than 500 days, i've been going to the school at the same time range, yet i've never been late. it's like as if the school change assembly time. blehs. just so bored.. there's just no live in this family. maybe there's just too wide a generation gap. the parents just don't understand us.. they keep referring back..
oh man.. what a great time it was in the past.. saying "you don't know, last time we live in kampongs.. do this do that.." great.. when was the time machine invented? it's like as if they are still living in kampongs. get it clear, it's HDB flats. there's a whole world of difference man.. or perhaps they are just too dumb to get anything right. what do they know? it's like as if they know everything.. let's say.. they were forced to do laundry, cook, wash, look after siblings.. that's what they always say.. but i wonder.. don't they have a mother that does those things? or do they have a family of a million that so many people needs to help in laundry, cooking and washing.. the only things i think they do are watching shows in somewhere, play marbles, play 5-stones, play hopscotch, and maybe do some sewing? most of them don't study.. if they say that in their time, they were forced to do things they don't like.. i don't know what things they are referring to.. based on my analysis above. okay.. so what do they think? they think we enjoy the stress we have. they think we like exams.. they think we like taking examinations for certificates..
whatever it is.. they just enjoy to live so much in the early 20th century of theirs.. anyway, they piss me off..
i failed once again @ 12:13:00 pm
