bored. woke up at around 8am and realised it`s so early. so went back to sleep. then awaken at 9plus by all those irritating renovation works going on upstairs. never have a moment of peace. darn! since before examinations till now, it`s like months already, guess those people living upstairs should go live in bungalow or terrace since they`re so rich. and renovate so damn long.

okays. so F8 zhuo xiao jia was booted out yesterday. when i told my mother about it, she seemed to have a vivid memory of her. perhaps because she took off her clothes. but i don`t think that this results show is as nice as other results show.

so fast. it`s been a month since our holidays. still left with 1 more homework. the letter writing.

hmm.. hopefully can get december`s allowance by friday. `cos i wanna go buy xiao zhu`s album. been waiting so long. it`s not so expensive. but i went CD-Rama that day and it sells for $17plus if i`m not wrong. outside sells for $9.90 only. don`t know of any other nice albums already.

brother`s just bought a new logitech optical mouse because the mouse which acer gave us wasn`t functioning properly. and to say, that`s the second mouse acer gave us for this computer. i can imagine how acer products are. but this logitech mouse isn`t way better too. sometimes, it also doesn`t function properly. but not as worse as that acer one.
okays. so this anti-virus thing is still not working. and most blogs that i go to will have pop-ups. and some websites too. annoying pop-ups! didn`t know a product from such a well-known company like norton would have problems surfaced too. anyway, i think it`s time we get a new computer. this acer computer sucks!

lately, i`ve been starting to sort of like dancing. however, not those traditional dance or line dance. hahas~ i`m starting to like those hip hop and funk dance. lols. but i know i won`t have a chance to take up lessons. around start of holidays, mum actually took a lot of those course info and asked me what i wanted to join. but i was thinking about guitar. lols~ and so, i told her i`m interested in none of those. now, i`m thinking of guitar and dance. haix. i really want guitar!

nothing much to say. oh yeah. tonight there`s star idol and live results show. anyway, gotta go.

i failed once again @ 10:22:00 am

blehs. 11pm plus. gotta go soon in half an hours` time. wanna watch the live results of superhost thingy. singapore`s clinched a few more golds in today`s SEA games from women`s gymnastics, shotput, discus, and some track events, and swimming.

shall talk about sunday. okays. so that day was still in malaysia. and we went to a shopping mall before going to the bus terminal for the bus back. and it so happened that we bought a travelling trolley bag from the mall the night before and the price tag was still on it. because none of us had scissors with us apparently. so, some last minute shopping. happily. i bought some sweets and chewing gum. so on the way out of the mall, we were stopped by 2 security guards. accusing us of stealing their bags. so with all our clothes and stuffs we bought filled in the bag, we had to carry the bag up the escalator. and they didn`t even bothered to operate the escalator. sucks! and then we came to the room. and they were asking people to come and they go off. talking and talking. and i was sitting there, chewing on the gum nonchalantly, as if nothing had happened, because i know they`re out to waste their own time. we showed them the receipts. but they somehow had brains which thought we could produce our own receipt. and of course, they detained us for longer. and we kept saying we had to bus to catch. and they didn`t bother. and after so so darn long. some chinese came to us, open the bag, saw a newspaper, and was having the face of how-dare-you-steal, but it changed immediately when he saw 301 scribbled on it, that`s the hotel room number. then he rumbled through the stuffs. and in the end, he said, yes we can go. like what the heck. making us wait for this one stupid guy and search through our bag and say SORRY! darn it. then we had to go down. there`s the escalator operating, but stupidly, it only has one UP escalator. none for going down. and in the end, going down the steps with the stupid bag. what a waste of my energy. and we left that idiotic mall. went to take a bus to the terminal. from there, took a bus back to JB. and from JB, took a taxi to somewhere in JB for lunch. we`re the only customers in the restaurant, considering the time. while waiting for the dishes to be served, another dumb thing happened. this old guy suddenly came into the restaurant, and looked at us with ever so pleadingly eyes, telling us he`s from penang, and he`s got RM30plus, and he needs another 10plus to get back to penang. great. he`s got RM30plus. i only got s$2. hahas~ of course, none of us bothered. he walked around. and came back to us. this time, he said things like does he need to go down on his knees? or offer us joss-sticks? hell to you! bastard. then went to custom. what the heck. stupid jam! hmm.. and we alighted from the taxi. and found out then that we`re so darn lucky. cos the taxi behind us stopped like a few cm only. the bumpers of the taxis were like almost touching each other. went to the custom. and great! singapore`s queue was like all the way out. the longest i`ve ever seen. and it was so damn hot. finally cleared the malaysia customs and went to take a bus. on the way to singapore custom, also jam. but the customs part wasn`t so long. then went home. dad was having a customer on his taxi, so we had to take public transport. took 170 to kranji and then mrt to jurong east. then mum said take 105. and i was asking her to take 183 or 52. then she said so far. duh -.-''. we waited for don`t know how long for 105 to finally come. then another suay thing occurred. the bus was preparing to turn at the road junction. then this stupidly car which seemed rather new came rushing up all the way and it almost hit the bus. what a close shave i should say. and those passengers behind me were like cursing the car driver. hahas~ but well, if an accident did really happen, the car owner`s bound to lose out. the car really did seem new to me, didn`t see the plate number as it was rushing so darn fast. wonder how he actually managed to brake on time and let a few cm in between the bus and the car. suggest he should try initial D`s drifting techniques. and finally reached home safely.

okays. that`s sunday for me. a darn unlucky day and even with my brother waking me up to sort of scold me. blahs~ my blog`s been having few visitors lately. anyway, it`s just like i`m online rarely lately. and even so, it`s only for a short while. hmm.. 16 unchecked mails! wonder how many more times of junk mails would i have. it`s 11:25pm already and i`m really going off soon. to watch the results. i somehow like to watch this kinda live results show. and then laugh at those people whom i think they deserve to get out, and weep? with those people whom i think have done really well. not bothered to change my font colour for these few later posts. perhaps you guys are bored of this BLACK, and not visiting? okays. anyway, i don`t care for much. i just care that i`m at least able to use the computer. ahh~ i`m gonna be real bored off soon. haven`t listened to any music for like 4 or 5 days? gosh! hmm.. i saw the 100% entertainment this afternoon about xiaozhu`s concert! ooh.. so nice! and a bit touching! i will buy his Da Show! next month, when i get my allowance. been spending quite a lot this month. lols~ on stupid things i guess. oh, i remember, i spent most of them on western food! hahas~ byes. going off to watch television.

i failed once again @ 11:01:00 pm

blahs.. darn suay yesterday. blog some other day. going for dinner now. changed new taggy but still the flashbox one. yet still can`t use. damn it! ain`t in a good mood to blog much.

i failed once again @ 6:56:00 pm

so damn bored. holidays suck! but, i wasn`t meant to be online, right? blehs. stupid norton anti-virus having darn problems and i can`t use hotmail and MSN. then my taggy`s also spoilt. everything`s like so against me. and tomorrow there`s derrick on PSC nite. i`m not even sure if i can see it, b`cos i don`t wanna go to malaysia but my mum wants me to. and at least, i can download the shows at the djeirainc forum, but now i can`t. `cos the anti-virus stuff ain`t working properly. so much for paying $60plus per year and spending like 1 hour doing a virus scan every fortnight. now i can only use e-messenger. and the most irritating thing is that, b`cos the anti-virus thing got problem, there`re pop-ups everywhere annoying me. and i`m online for a much shorter time than usual b`cos of this too! and there`re 8 mails in my inbox which i can`t see! and to add, by the time i can finally get into my hotmail inbox, it`ll be quite full already, i guess, and it`s all thanks to irritating junk mails! afterall, everything is difficult to maintain. a sick person is difficult to maintain. a computer is difficult to maintain. a blog is difficult to maintain. a vehicle is difficult to maintain. a relationship is difficult to maintain. standards are difficult to maintain. a house is difficult to maintain. and my conclusion is: the universe is difficult to maintain! haven`t been reading blogs for long. haven`t been editing pictures for long. thanks to this stupid anti-virus stuff. afterall, i guess that perhaps the person who invented virus and sent them must be the same person who created anti-virus programs. that`s a nice way to earn money, isn`t it? okays. enough of blabbering. i`m just fed up! been giving music a miss. for like so damn long. but i really hope that the day will quickly come for me to enjoy myself playing the computer or editing pictures and listening to my playlists for hours. i`m still waiting...

i failed once again @ 10:38:00 am

well.. i can`t figure out what is wrong exactly. but it certainly doesn`t pay to have a family like mine. sometimes i feel more like a MAID than being the youngest of the family. this god damn mother of mine calls 3 to 5 times per day during the holidays. for people who like your parents and treasure them, you may think they called because they cared about you. but this certain one is different, she calls to order me to do things like mopping the whole house, bringing in the whole load of clothes and hanging out the ones in the washing machine, help her with this and that. i`m not your MAID! and even when going overseas, i`m not let off! she makes me go overseas not for that simple reason of letting me enjoy myself and relax. but she uses me more like a slave. making me carry all the clothes and whatever stuffs. and guess what she takes? she only takes the passport. i guess i`m an outcast in this family. everyone else has had a ride on dad`s motorcycle already. and after like half a year has already passed, i still don`t know what`s the feeling of being on a motorcycle. it`s like as if the motorcycle is their treasure and me being an outcast, am not allowed to touch it. so everytime we go out, the 2 shall take the motorcycle. and poor me, shall rely on the public transport to get me to where i need to. i can only say it`s PATHETIC! well, but i just wonder. when was the last time they got me a birthday present? or when was the last time they gave me something which i was really yearning for? anyway, i guess if such things did happen, then it must be like years ago! way long back into the years when i was still an innocent kid. parents who would take leave to accompany their child.. mine is sort of special. they take leave to bother me. if not, they would take leave and go out themselves, leaving me alone at home. and compared with my brother, his life is far better than mine too. where he has freedom, branded stuffs etc. not that i want branded stuffs but i do want some freedom! he has a TV, VCD player in his room and even a TV antenna. for me, i have those junks like ironing board and sewing machine which i don`t even use at all. how about compared with other people who has about same family background? some already have their own personal computer, MP3, laptop, games CDs, albums etc. mostly from their parents i suppose. i should say i have only 3 albums which i bought by myself. and the others are all OUT. i have neither! not even say from my parents. i`m really sick and tired of leading this kinda life! and lastly, money is safe to be by my side. never entrust them with my parents who always claim to deposit them in "banks". river banks, i suppose.

i failed once again @ 1:27:00 pm

hais.. another sian day. dreamt about my primary school friends once again. can anyone interpret my dream for me? blahs. hm.. yesterday go watch the star idol. not really nice at all. nothing funny although they supposed to act comedy. lalas; i still prefer the superhost the auditions, so darn funny. ben and yan out yesterday. this computer`s faulty `cos of the anti-virus thing can`t load properly. it sucks! and my taggy is still down, right? sucks big time!

anyway, went to the library yesterday with peifang. then went popular buy things first. then i was hungry, so suggested go mac eat. then there was still breakfast. so i ordered the hotcakes. haven`t eaten it for a long time. =)) then after that went to the library. i was so guai. i read my geography book and english assessment. lols. but never do. then later she left at 3plus or 4 like that? i so bored. then nothing do. so i did my chinese essays. and i managed to complete the 2 essays. now i`m left with 1 letter only! whees~ hmm.. can`t believe i so guai. hahas~ then later go meet mother. waited for half an hour. what the heck! then finally came back home. and she went on acting like she`s very big like that. yeah lah, BIG size loh. then still go around calling people telling them i won`t talk to her just b`cos i waited 5 minutes for her. what the fuck! 5 minutes? dumb ass! it`s like 30 minutes. and still go buy 4D queue how long, i never add. chee bye! think i take 20minutes to walk from the jurong regional library to the jurong entertainment centre ah? and i also not pai kar loh. tmd! meet with people then people late and you scold scold scold non-stop in public and it`s like 10minutes late, most we had was 15minutes. you bitch, 30minutes late, people ignore you, and you act like SO BIG! knn lah. be glad i didn`t go home and make you wait there alone loh!

i failed once again @ 12:21:00 pm

hais. stupid! can`t use MSN or check hotmail inbox. blehs~ 2 new message waiting.. bleh.. so bored. finally tomorrow going library. yesterday i was like so sok liao. watched superfunkies 3 times in 2 days. hahas~ addicted to it. =)) so nice! hmm.. nothing do. don`t know what to do tomorrow too. today got the superhost thing.. don`t know nice or not. but i think very bo liao. today saw a lot of that superhost the MV. the hello ni hao one. sort of stupid. they`re vying to be hosts. not singers! why do they produce MV? i never heard of hosts that need to be good at singing. even PSS doesn`t show their MVs all the time. anyway, gotta go! and derrick`s completing his BMT in 2 more weeks? ooh! cool~ hahas~ if only my brother went into NS later, then the POP with derrick. lols. i`m lame! duh -.-

i failed once again @ 6:40:00 pm

virus subscription ending in about 20 days! and after that, this computer shall be prone to virus and it will fall sick, so i would need to let it have some rest before i can use it. oh, but never fret. someone`s gonna buy the norton anti-virus software still. but hope it`s before the subscription ends.

darn bored. 3 more days to PSLE results release! oh, but it doesn`t concern me, yeah? i care so much about other stuffs. hahas~ that`s simply because i`m too bored. some idiots turned the subwoofer to full and satellite to half. damn! that`s why there`s those stupid hard sounds all along.

still not motivated to study. how i wish i could have a personal laptop! and i`m so bored.
whees~! there`s superfunkies today!
ooh! the new jurong primary school is like so cool! it looks larger than commonwealth secondary. and it looks so nice from the outside. feel like going. but i`m lazy to go.. hahas!

looking forward to wednesday! `cos going to library. duh -.- lame. but it beats being cooped up at home with nothing to do. feel like going junction 8 to see those campus superstar auditions. hahas~ but it would be boring.. and i wonder got which superstars there? no weijian. blehs..

i failed once again @ 12:35:00 pm

hmm.. so darn bored. stupid taggy`s spoilt! blehs. cleared my bookshelf just now. but i just dumped all those things which used to be there into a box. pack them tomorrow. hahas. blehs~ my bookshelf`s gonna be full of school stuffs which includes foolscap, textbooks, files, assessment books, guide books etc. gosh! can`t imagine facing them everyday. but i doubt this will motivate me to study still. afterall, i`m a hardworking slacker. hahas~ going off at 11pm to watch channel u news then WCG 2005. feel like going to Junction 8 to see those auditions tomorrow. but doubt mum will allow. probably say waste of time or whatever. blehs~ but even if i`m home, i`ll still be doing things that are a waste of time. been browsing through pictures taken from campus superstar auditions by others. lols~ wanna see weijian`s pictures! 12 more mins to 11pm! hais. everyone`s sleeping already. blehs~ i`m the one left awake. preparing to sleep after 12am. blahs~ lols. singapore`s 10th on the WCG 2005 list. i guess it`s not bad eh? hais. when i was packing my stuff, found lots of secondary 1 worksheets with all my ugly handwritings. hahas~ can`t believe. blehs.. then i found the new south wales thingy. and i took part in the english one in P6. i got a participation. i`m sad. but then guess what? i got 51 out of 60. 58th percentile in school. 63rd percentile in english. didn`t know my english was so good back then. and then my literature standard still remained the same. for all the other categories, my own percentage was better than national average except for the literary one. hahas~ and my literary`s score was the lousiest. =) lols. then my P5 IT and P6 science all same marks. 18 out of 30. hahas~ can`t stop laughing at those marks. blehs~ haix.. i wanna learn guitar! but someone just doesn`t allow. blehs~ she wants me to learn all those other stupid things like baking cookies so i can bake CNY cookies. hmph! i ain`t interested. she just won`t let me pursue my interests.. i`ve gotta suffer.. byes~ gonna go off to suffer again. ]=

i failed once again @ 10:14:00 pm

blehs~ something`s wrong with my taggy. but i don`t wanna change. just being lazy. hmm.. so i finally purchased my books yesterday. my 3rd attempt at popular! bought it at westmall. still left with interactive geography and the 2 english books. and i`ve bought tons of guide books and foolscap. it all came up to $120.50 for 8 assessment books, 6 textbooks, 3B chinese vocabulary handbook and 5 lecture pads. lols! everyone, be calm. don`t be jealous! i guess many of you guys paid much more than this price for only your textbooks. but i only bought 6 textbooks. =)) you don`t have to buy those no use books. hmm.. nothing much happened. pretty boring these few days. oh yeah! that guy! that singaporean who plays DOA at the WCG 2005 came in as first runner-up. lols~ cool. don`t feel like watching WCG tonight `cos there`s no more singapore teams. hahas. hmm.. was tidying my room yesterday. haven`t finish yet. shall continue with it tomorrow. starting to like mayday`s songs. i like their band. hahas~ but i wouldn`t buy the albums though. wanna get xiaozhu`s album. going back school on wednesday. accompany peifang for retest. and wishing her bad luck. oh no! lols~ i ain`t that bad. hmm.. just to buy exercise books and after that go library. i`m just so darn bored. there`s no nice shows. hmm.. and i`m also starting to like some of a-mei`s and liang jing ru`s songs too. i just realised some of those old songs like those in the previous generation which i like, is by a-mei, i think so. =x afterall, a-mei and zhou hua jian`s songs are quite nice. some of them, i mean. hais~ nothing to do online. going off!

i failed once again @ 3:25:00 pm

whees~! i`ve finally seen all the four trailers for campus superstar. ain`t that nice afterall. next year`s gonna be a star-studded one, probably. and there`ll be lots of new faces. now there`s the Star Idol elimination rounds commencing next week. then the Super Host starting next tuesday. and tomorrow`s the Campus Superstar registrations and auditions. and Feb `06 will be the SI auditions. then there`s still the Project Superstar `06 and Project Super Band `06, yet to come. lols~ see what i mean. loads of such competitions looking for talented people. i guess MDC shall be very busy next year. hahas~

whees~ i`ve also seen the Liu Xing Zhu Jiao MV featuring JJ and xh, jy and kelly. ain`t that nice though. hahas.. sianx~ and i read this week`s i-weekly. and there`s this column and it was said that someone who joined those contests searching for talented people was taking photo shoots for some clothes brand. and wearing thick winter clothing running and jumping. then that person can`t stand it, so call a co-worker cum friend to complain. then the friend went to the scene to stand up for that person. hahas~ funny. wonder who`s that? 0.o i remember JY wearing thick winter clothing jumping non-stop for the MV. hahas~ but i didn`t say it`s him. maybe is others..

i failed once again @ 7:11:00 pm

ahh~ exhausted. okays. first, i`ve gotta apologise to peifang for cancelling that appointment today like at the last minute. really sorry ah. lols~ and i was scared you didn`t see the message.

hmm.. today went to bugis. feeling so insecure `cos i wasn`t sure if i was on the right MRT. hahas~ and there was like an old indian couple about the age of 40plus nearing 50 at the JE interchange smooching. what the heck! disgusting. hmm.. went to the POP@central to buy the school books. gave them my booklist. then went to look for assessment and guide books. and what the heck! that POPULAR sure is huge! probably largest branch in singapore, but it sells crap. even JE`s one has loads more than theirs. in every sort of stuffs. after looking around the whole POPULAR desperately for secondary 3 assessment and guide books, i had no choice but to choose those O levels one for english. `cos there`s like only one-third shelf of pathetic secondary 3 ones. and chinese already took up half! then after that, went to get those lecture pad. and there was only 2 types. without price tags too! and i suppose they`re FOC. after that, we went back to the counter and asked for my textbooks. and they spent like my precious 2 hours looking for my poor booklist. all the while, they were saying WAIT! gosh. how long do you want me to wait for a piece of paper? and in the end, the conclusion is that they lost my booklist! oh what the fuck. i mean, what kind of attitude is this? even if they`re so darn busy with talking on the phones and running about, they shouldn`t misplace my stuff. i should get them to pay for it yeah? `cos they misplaced my property. it`s their responsibility. oh, but intelligent me gave the fucking staff photostated copies. so my original booklist is still safe in my hands. i don`t know what happened to my poor booklist. making us wait and going around blaming every staff for losing it. hey! you`re supposed to hunt for my booklist. not blame people. that`s really the meaning of dumb ass.
so, guess what? this is my 2nd time going to POPULAR to buy my secondary 3 textbooks since the holidays started, and in the end, i`ve bought nothing yet. please lah, you staff! don`t spoil POPULAR`s reputation. and that idiot was looking around for my booklist, which means that she hasn`t even get my books ready yet. what the heck. you guys are hired to help people! not to run about, talk on the phone, blame each other and surf the net. it`s really frustrating.

so tomorrow will probably be my 3rd attempt to POPULAR to purchase my secondary 3 textbooks! god bless me please!

i failed once again @ 6:15:00 pm

hey damn! what the heck. my brother was at the door wearing his shoe just now, and mum saw my old pair of sport shoes in the storeroom. she asked me if i could wear it and i said couldn`t because my feet`s outgrown `em. okay~ yeah, now in this generation, i guess no one wears those kinda small lil shoes and tie your feet so tight so that it won`t grow like in those previous DECADES! i mean decades, or nearly a CENTURY. get it clear! and my brother was such a sucker. saying that i wasted money buying those kinda shoes and not wearing `em at all. hey, are you cock-eye or just a damn fucked-up sucker? okays. i get it! i just remembered he`s someone stubborn and stupid and totally dumb. you didn`t see me wearing them before doesn`t mean i`ve never worn them before. oh, yeah perhaps it`s true ah? okays. then i shall accuse you of wasting money buying briefs and not wearing them. i don`t see you wearing them too! so, you idiot sucker. stop accusing me! and it ain`t your money. it`s none of your business.
oh, such an idiot. being jealous at everything i get. if you can`t, then it means you can`t, stop forcing yourself or act! you`re not an actor or what! so what if commonwealth was top 27th when you`re in that school. it`s not you that 1 single person who made this happen okays, you dumb sucker. it`s the whole school`s effort. and stop saying sarcastic things to hide your jealousy. so what if you`re in special stream? you just use it as an excuse to show off. like any other bitches does. and SHAME on you! you`re in special stream and well. pity you ah? can`t even get better results than express stream. and so you start saying that commonwealthians are dumb just because of the level position i got. then when i was considering about taking higher mother tongue, you don`t have to interfere, do you? it`s not your decision. it`s mine. i`m really so darn glad you`re in NS now. stop being so jealous. please grow up and be mature! stop having those childish thoughts. and your view doesn`t necessarily is the same as everyone else`s. so stop making it sound like as if you`re the KING. king of suckers, perhaps. (: just because i get to study econs at secondary 3 and you only get to study it at JC1 doesn`t give you the right to say it`s a subject meant for dumb idiots. oh then, since you learnt it in JC1, at least i`m glad you know you`re a dumb idiot too! i`m so happy for you. hahas~ you surely deserve it! so happy to see you angered at going to JC when you wanted to go poly, yar? =)) i guess it`s because of all your jealousy. and stop laughing at people who are not fat and calling them fat pigs! i don`t think it`s any funny at all. you bastard, stop entering my room to disturb me all the time. whew~ i really gotta relieve a sigh of relief that i only get to see you once in a week. thanks alot god! hohoho~ so you still do need to study at poly after NS. so i guess in the end, you might be either 1 year above me or the same if i go to poly, which i always want to. so i guess, i must make a careful choice to avoid getting into the same poly or at least avoid getting into the same faculty as you. hmph! some suckers are just so idiotic.

i failed once again @ 8:47:00 pm

here to blog once again. hmm.. feeling confused. sort of strange. dreamt of my primary school mates last night. strange dream, but maybe it reminded me of the primary school days. and even of some people whom i had almost forgotten. don`t know why i would suddenly have this dream though.

yesterday mum asked me whether i want to go JC or poly next time. but i didn`t tell her anything. i know i`ve made a mess of my life. taking econs despite my low english standard. going triple humanities with my little knowledge of those subjects. it`s like so crap. actually, i thought that optometry at SP would be fun. but then, forget it! it`s only available to like only 140 people and you need biology. well, actually taking econs can go both JC and poly. go JC is study those econs and blah subjects. then poly is in business faculty. but, i want to study IT. and mum just doesn`t seem to understand me at all. she`s always been saying things like IT no use one, or study BioChem study good. but my views are just directly opposite of hers. that`s why i don`t wanna tell her. and even if i go to JC, i don`t even know what i wanna study.
lols~ i just went to SP`s website to see their School of IT the courses. and i liked them alot. all the modules rock. hahas.

i failed once again @ 12:29:00 pm

whees~ finished reading another book. gosh! hope to go library tomorrow, but i still have yet to complete 1 comic and another story. was listening to classics. didn`t really pay attention to them. i guess nowadays few people listen to classic yeah? but i still like some. not really so crazy over classics though. hmm.. digged out that CD from the cabinet. yeah, it`s one of those that dad got in the lucky draw. what the heck! he joined 1 lucky draw, and the prize was like 10 classics CD. that company sure is rich. well, i suddenly notice the tune of this song called Childhood Remembrance. yeah, it`s a nice one and it seems very familiar. but i can`t remember where it came from. hahas~ hard time remembering it. perhaps `cos it`s not those kinda pop songs. still remember last saturday went malaysia. then mum was shopping. me and brother was crapping. then he suddenly asked me what song it was. and i realised it was the malay version of some Harlem songs for F4. can`t remember the title though. ooh! "The Love of Bindu" is a nice classics CD. but the first few ones ain`t so nice. only from middle then nice.

hmm.. today i was awoken by peifang`s sms. hmph! hahas~ and she was asking me need to wear school uniform to buy books or not? i didn`t reply. lols~ well, i don`t know the answer anyway. i go to Popular to buy them and so, obviously i do not need to wear uniform. then later she told me her appeal failed. hais~ the results out so early.. thought it`s 21st? can`t imagine how it would be like without her next year. no one would do those stupid things with me anymore. anyway, i think her parents are darn kind souls. yesterday, her mother wanted us to go visit ruth but we didn`t. hees~ then today her father was asking whether i wanted to see the books. okays, good souls.

have i mentioned the word "BORED" so far in this post? except for this. hmm.. i don`t think so? i ain`t bored. but i`m hungry. ahahas~


终于做了这个决定
别人怎么说我不理
只要你也一样的肯定
我愿意 天涯海角 都随你去
我知道 一切不容易
我的心 一直温习说服自己
最怕你忽然说要放弃

爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定
我的爱就有意义
我们都需要勇气
去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你
放在我手心里 你的真心

如果我的坚强任性
会不小心伤害了你
你能不能温柔提醒
我虽然心太急更害怕错过你

that`s the lyrics for the song yong qi by liang jing ru. i quite like the lyrics. pretty meaningful. ((= whees~ i`m off to edit more pictures. hahas~

i failed once again @ 10:44:00 am

okayys. so went back to school to help ruth with those stuffs, right? i met peifang at the block there before going. then `cos i got this habit of being late all the time, so as usual, i was late. reach around 8:2oplus am. and need reach school by 8:30am. then we walk to school slowly. climb stairs climb damn slow. then reached le. saw room locked. like wanted to walk away already then suddenly someone call peifang to tell her that ruth kena admitted hospital `cos she fell down. i don`t know how she fell down, anyway. then in the end, don`t need go back. what the heck. so late then call. damn it. at least call earlier so i don`t even have to go out, or not even to climb all those stairs. then later we walked around school, and Mr G was like shouting in 3/2 but he was teaching. can`t stand his voice too. hahas~ but i like his voice always suddenly zou yin, then very funny. who call him keep shouting. yeah, then in the end, go back home loh. wah lao. like as if this is exercise, make me walk to school and back for nothing. then later peifang asked whether wanna go NUH see ruth, but my mum don`t let, so good lah. `cos peifang`s mum keep nagging, call us go. hahas~ anyway, i thought she was able to walk without her clutches somewhen in this year? then now she fell down, OOH! but i feel a bit strange, `cos she is not like those got a lot health problems or very old people, why she fall only also need admit? anyway, i think shouldn`t be so serious. `cos NUH isn`t a good hospital. mum went there 2 or 3 times because of stomach flu, but no use, relapse. then discharge already still haven`t recover, and 1 time it`s like stay 1 week plus also no use. like NUH want to ward you to earn money. then got 1 time mum went SGH, discharge liao then no more problems.

hmm.. anyone bought the books already? how much does it cost? lols~ i was joking that i bought all the books plus the exercise books and foolscap for 180plus bucks. then peifang say it`s strange, `cos she go calculate without the 5-year series that english book, then is already reaching 180 bucks le. after a while, i told her i was just joking. but that time i go popular. then some books i don`t need buy. then plus the 5-year series that book is only like 80 bucks. hahas~ i`m gonna save a lot of money. but then got something i don`t understand. how come all the guys reach upper secondary, then they know need to buy long pants one? i mean, it`s like they ownself somehow will know, and no people need tell them one. feeling strange about this loh. hmm.. hope don`t need change uniform. that new shirt really sucks. it looks like those kinda malaysian uniform like that. like those workers type. put a company name and logo. blehs~ school too free keep designing new shirt. might as well design new shirt ownself wear, what for make us wear? and the design got fashion meh? got branded meh? i prefer the current more, anyway. the new ones are like out of fashion types.

whees~ today`s wednesday! wanna watch Star Idol. elimination round begins today! =) well, but seriously, i don`t really like any of them as much as PSS contestants. perhaps b`cos i ain`t so interested in those acting skills stuff. but so far, i quite notice albert, garett and the koh ben hui. lols~ the 3 which i feel are more good-looking. hmm.. there`s YUMMY YUMMY tonight! ben`s cute. hahas~ and after channel U`s 11pm news, got the WCG report at 11:30pm hosted by fiona and ben. wanna watch for fun. `cos ben`s cute. lame lah -.-"

damn. sians~ gotta mop the house afterwards again. feeling lazy. wanna play computer only. whole day on computer ever since holidays started. gosh! nevermind. i guess i should slack during the holidays. if not school reopen, maybe no time to slack. and i wonder what we studying for econs next year. i asked my cousin about what they study. and he said maybe secondary school level only learn those basics like demand & supply and government policies sort of things. but i was like that`s basic, and i don`t understand what he`s even talking about at all. hahas! and my english sucks. how do i cope with it? and that peifang keeps saying that ms ng told her that mr chan is teaching it next year. so irritating. and i hate mr chan. i mean, i don`t know what the heck he`s always doing. talk halfway clear throat, if not then here busy there busy. if not then sneeze or cough or whatever. and it`s like he may even take 2 minutes to finish a sentence he wanna say. lols~

anyway, i guess that`s all for today! ooh~ yesterday night was fun. was crapping with peifang and ruimin about the art club tee design. and peifang asked where to put the picture. ruimin said she want back. peifang wanted front. so i said middle. lols~ and kept saying stupid things. and pitiful peifang was designing the shirt while i was making some posters of derrick. hahas~ whee. i`m just too free!
yesterday peifang told me that JJ was on Life! and i asked her is it feature about him being clumsy and falling? oh yeah, how come JJ fall so many times never admitted into hospital. lols~ then later i was downloading the superfunkies 6. and supposedly i don`t know, it had some errors. so i was halfway eating and halfway playing. for your info, it`s the episode where JJ fell and Stefanie sang. so i was eating and enjoying myself watching it. then suddenly the part where JJ fell came. and i was laughing like hell. guess what? this thing i downloaded really suits me. `cos it had some errors and it stops at the part where JJ fell. hahas~ i`ve finally found the clip of JJ falling. =PpP

i failed once again @ 1:44:00 pm

hais.. it`s 8:41pm now. so bored. hmm.. been listening to the same few songs for the past hour repeatedly for like maybe 4 or 5 times? short playlist.. so holidays are SIAN - that`s my conclusion. at least i spent around half of last year`s year-end holidays out of home. this year i`ve been cooped up at home like almost everyday. waking up and treating the walls as my companion perhaps. at least last year there were living things. okay. enough crap. oh yeah, how could i forget.. this year we need to go back. last year i couldn`t remember so. yeah, so going back tomorrow. to help ruth with whatever packing and stuffs. just hopes she dismisses us early. anyway, i doubt so. and i think i ain`t going for the art club that outing anymore. hahas~ anyway, i guess few people would go. there was only 6 people last meeting and most of us was showing her a "mian qiang" face. but i guess mine was most "ming xian". anyway, who cares. and i guess i probably going to malaysia that weekend. so i won`t go. at least if she wants it to be compulsory, i have a reason. hahas~ evil me. anyway, i have reasons for stupid art club. if ruth wants art elective, i don`t need it anyway. hahas~ so her ideas are just useless. ((= um.. yeah.. nothing much to say about. hm.. anyway, i`ve gotta go do other things. like editing pictures.. hahas~ i`m lame! whees~~~

i failed once again @ 8:10:00 pm

today`s monday again. ohh, and this is already the 3rd week of holidays, isn`t it? gosh.. everything passes so fast. and it`s like around 10 weeks of holidays? or 8 weeks? i don`t know. ain`t sure. anyway, i`m feeling pretty bored. there`s nothing for me to do. just read djeirainfc`s forum, and realised they weijian is going for the CSS auditions at J8. um.. of course, he`s not joining, but he`s just going there! lols~ but then, i doubt i would go there anyway. but i wish i could go.. to see derrick -.-" hahas~ i`m so lame. hmm.. holidays are so darn boring. damn it! trying to download the Superfunkies episode 6 where JJ fell. but i just can`t download.. got some damn error. blehs~ i`m so sad that i`m unable to download it. whees~ today superfunkies got JJ again as special guest now! i`m so happy! wonder if he did fall during the recording session. perhaps not? because the stage isn`t so complicated and there isn`t a lot of steps. unless he trip over the wires or whatever. anyway, it`s funny to see him fall. hahas~ ((= lols. he should include some scenes of him falling in his MTVs so that i will buy it. lols~ anyway, i`m just so darn bored. WEIJIAN ROCKS FOREVER! but i can`t go J8. blehs~ yay! and derrick`s media library is up again. finally, after so long.. whees~

i failed once again @ 12:29:00 pm

whew~ so tired and exhausted. came back from malaysia yesterday night and accompanied father for supper before driving taxi then we went back home. oh yeah, another of the fish died yesterday. the tail rotted. yucks! it`s disgusting. nevermind. it looks like as if the scales are all falling out. don`t talk about that, makes me wanna puke.
so woke up at 7am yesterday, still feeling tired. then went out at 8am. go meet cousin. they went for breakfast. shopped around. then go for lunch. then went another place. then shopped around. whee~ got bowling. so good. but we didn`t bowled lah. no socks. and it was like 4 or 5 plus already. went for dinner. then by the time, come back singapore, is like 11pm. and reached home at around almost 12am. was feeling so darn tired already.
but dad was still driving taxi. pity him. working 7 days a week. where got 5-day work week? government just wanna say it in nice way lah. cos the zeng hu scared diu lian or whatever, put to sound like very good zeng hu like that.
then, this morning went out for breakfast. then came back home. so tired.

i failed once again @ 2:37:00 pm

hmm.. so bored now. peifang just left. guess what we`re doing? she was supposed to come to do the chinese and she ended up doing art, and of course, laughing non-stop. oh yeah, someone actually thought i`m jingwei from Fudan University, the top university in China. ohh, you guys should be proud of me. hahas, and i had to reply that well, perhaps in the future, i might be. so do look out!
okayys. today`s SPA wasn`t any fun at all. but it was fun playing with those apparatus. mr elfie was walking round and i was swinging the pendulum so hard, well, it hit the stand many times though and made sounds. hahas~ fun. and i saw connie kept laughing at wenyi. and i was playing with the stopwatch in the meantime. waiting for time to pass. i tried to stop at 1sec. but i couldn`t. the most nearest one is 1006. according to the stopwatch. and i actually also pressed stupid things like 911 and 888. lols~ then that chinhou was walking around with chang horng and making loads of noises.
after that peifang came. then we browsed through magazines. and she finally started to concentrate on doing her chinese. but she do halfway, stop doing and changed to art. then she said she go home do chinese. lame! anyway, we were sort of disturbing ms low on MSN. and talking to ourselves in conversation windows. and laughing. the laughters made us both so full. well, we were laughing non-stop for maybe 1hour at least. oh yeah, we edited the 3/2 class list. hahas~ and now we have a HOH WEI JIAN DERRICK from Class NS studying Chinese, cool eh? lame~~ hahas..

i failed once again @ 3:28:00 pm

lamer turned saddist. since i`m so bored nowadays and have nothing i want to do, so i`ve became a saddist. and my job is to laugh when people are hurt. lols. i enjoy cruelty to others. yesterday, my lamer instructor gave me an url. so i went there. i thought it was crude. but later, when i found out what it was about, i enjoyed myself torturing that women in the graphic. and we`re saying it was fun. afterall, that`s how saddists behave! so, no choice. that was in the afternoon. and in the morning, as in yesterday`s morning, i was laughing at how JJ fell. laughing non-stop. oh yes, i like him for his songs. he ain`t exactly handsome, but he`s okay, just gotta slim down abit. went laughing like crazy. and i was finding the video of him falling, but to no avail. i was so darn sad. then later in the afternoon, we`re viewing the streaming results online. and that lamer was laughing at people`s names. oh, what a saddist! at least i didn`t laugh. and i went off later, to watch Star Idol, to be a saddist once again, laughing at people. okays, i should say something first. i`m not laughing at them cos they joined Star Idol. but it`s because some real stupid people are making it darn funny, and i`ve no choice. for example, the guy who said he joined Star Idol to waste time because he was simply too free. oh, perhaps he`s rich, but i would be glad if he generously gave those extra money of his to me. ((= lols.

today`s just a boring day. ooh, i`m perhaps register no.4 in 3/2 if they let the girls first, that is. i would be elated and smiling the whole day if i was register no.2. oh, but anyway, at least the class` got a number 2. but i don`t think i`m fated with 2 anymore. oh yeah, i just found out that only 3/4 has more boys than girls. so pity the guys in the other classes lest they get bullied by girls.

so there`s SPA tomorrow. gotta return back to school once again. and i feel it`s crappy. going back to the school once per week. i rather go everyday in 1 week. but, it`s fate anyway. i can`t change the fact.

hmm.. renovation`s been going on in the unit above mine. pretty irritating. pissing me off. that`s no doubt for sure. when can they finish the renovation? i just won`t have peace at home. isn`t that so right? even if there isn`t any renovation, well, i may have peace in the mornings and afternoons. but i dread evenings. mother`s back from work. and she starts finding trouble so she can shout. and scream at the top of her voice. okay, here`s a secret. she`s training her lungs. so she can be the highest-pitched screamer in the world for the guiness record. yeah, so i can`t blame her.

ooh. Just don`t make a scene, Mum! isn`t that nice? but that`s just a title. i would like to show her this book too, provided she would take time off to read it.

tried coming online yesterday night. but the server`s down. so i went to find the hotline for PacNet. i found it. was making my way back to the computer and i saw my father happily surfing the net. ooh, an internet-illiterate surfing the net happily away while i restarted the computer and reconnected the modem many times to no avail. oh well, perhaps he did something to the computer.

art club is boring. and we`ve got to return back to school once again on 16th to help her with those books, whatever they`re. i`m not like so free. and i thought she`s rich, she could probably hire some men to do that for her, can`t she? she`s using us for free. and i`m reconsidering about going for the buffet at SP. still wondering whether to go? first, i would like to go SP to see how it is. but then, we`re just going to the staff lounge, or whatever that place is called. i`m just contradicting myself anyway.

i know it`s gonna be bored during the holidays. and i`m thinking of buying a new album. so that i won`t be further bored off by those old albums. ooh, but i won`t get tired of listening to weijian`s songs. mayday`s one`s too expensive. can`t afford. a-wei`s one`s expensive too. though it`s released for like months already.

hmm... my closet`s full of tertiary books. and i had a hard time squeezing in my secondary 2 books in. along with other assessment books and guidebooks, and whatever is related to secondary 2. say bye to secondary 2, and hello to secondary 3. though i`m so not looking forward to it. i digged out my primary school books. those that are already torn, but mum can`t bear to throw it away. so they`re all putting up at my room currently, until they`ve found a new place. probably the dustbin, or to the rag-and-bone man. doubt mum would be so generous to donate them. and my desk is finally clear once again. it`s been piled with photos, booklists, report book, books, magazines, plastic bags, storybooks, papers once. and i`ve finally put them all away yesterday night. i took 45 minutes to do that. oh yeah, guess what. i actually managed to bring in all the clothes, bathe, wash 2 shirts and 1 pants, iron 2 sets of uniform plus 1 school blouse plus 2 pairs of jeans yesterday within 30 minutes. what a feat! okies. mum has instructed me to mop the whole house. 3 rooms, plus the living room, which is like the size of 5 rooms in HDB flats. so that is to mop 5 rooms, plus the corridor, plus the balcony. gosh! stay tuned to my blog for more feats i`ve done. i`m gonna challenge myself to mop the whole house within less than 1 hour. and mop it twice. i`m surprised at my speed of working. hahas~ okays. please don`t curse me to fall while mopping the floor. because i tend to make the floor damn wet the first time i mop it. that`s why i always have to mop twice. to prevent people from slipping. and yes, there`s this funny and preposterous incident. my mum mopped the living room and it was so damn wet without my knowledge. so i was on my way to disturb my brother who was on the computer, and instead of disturbing him. i slid and ended up kneeling down behind him. darn! it looks so dumb. anyway, guess that`s retribution for cursing people to slip and laughing at people who fall. but all`s back to normal. so who cares?

i failed once again @ 1:05:00 pm

blogging once again. perhaps i`m suffering from something called post-streaming results sickness. hais. econs? somehow i really feel it isn`t for me. i`ve always known i`m weak at humanities and all i did was nothing but went forward taking a big risk putting my 1st choice as triple humanities because peifang was putting that too. then secondly, i`ve always wished to go into a poly but right now, here i am, waiting for around 2 months to pass before i start studying a JC subject. then, i do not like business yet i still chose something for business. oh god, how more dumb can i get? i really feel darn stupid. it`s like crap. why am i doing something that`s so stupid? triple humanities? econs? JC subject? business? does it all fit me? well, none does. i`m feeling useless now. i feel so much like giving up even before i`ve even started. isn`t that gonna make me out to be a total failure. anyway, i`m still quite a bit surprised. not as surprised as yesterday though. and still figuring how i managed into econs. i still don`t understand. i`m just a slacker who doesn`t cares much about study. and then, they stream me into econs without the consideration of others who fared better than me. gosh! what`s the world coming to? i really don`t know. but i feel strange. how liang lu wrote that comment in the report that i show respect towards teachers and i can work well in teams despite him knowing i don`t respect him and i`m always reading or sleeping when there is class discussions. then now, i got into econs despite my lousy results. i don`t know what`s happening. oh yeah, i wonder what`s my register number. is it 2 once again? hahas~ i hope so. i love the number 2 which brings me luck. and i somehow am fated to be with jasmine. always streamed into same class as her. from P4 to P5 then P5 to P6 then P6 to sec 1 then sec 2 to sec 3. hais. when it comes to streaming, perhaps 6 is fated with me too. well, from P4 to P5 i got into same class as 6 people from P4 class. if i`m not wrong. then later P6 go 1/5 6 people from jps went same class as me.

你的心情总在飞
什么事都想去追
想抓住一点安慰
你总是喜欢在人群中徘徊
你最害怕孤单的滋味
你的心那么脆
一碰就会碎
经不起一点风吹
你的身边总是要许多人陪
你最害怕每天的天黑
但是天总会黑人总要离别
谁也不能永远陪谁
而孤单的滋味谁都要面对
不只是你我会感觉到疲惫
当你孤单你会想起谁
你想不想找个人来陪
你的快乐伤悲只有我能体会
让我再陪你走一回

i was looking for lyrics and i found this. it`s dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang shui by zhang dong liang. and i found that this was quite suitable.. somehow..

i failed once again @ 1:45:00 pm

okayys. streaming results not online? well, anyway i ain`t so happy with it. or is it fate? i just don`t believe it. peifang`s overall results was same as wenbin`s i guess. and she got in, but peifang didn`t. i was way lousier than them and i managed to get in. oh, but what the heck, i did manage to get in, but without peifang in it. what`s the problem with this stupid streaming thing? duhs. our english overall is only a difference of 1 mark. and being such a slacker, i could get in that class. what about peifang who works so damn hard that i`m constantly stressed by her? it`s so unfair. but everything in the world is unfair. then her parents won`t let her appeal in, damn. i don`t understand why parents don`t like the idea of appealing. at least, it gives them a chance. and who cares about who appealed? even in 2/5, we also don`t know who appealed in and we don`t care, it`s not like losing face. anyway, they won`t understand. and i sincerely do hope her parents will have a change of mind and the school would not be blind and please do let her in.

i can`t imagine myself without her. all those things we used to do. playing with blu-tacks, laughing at teachers, making fun of teachers, looking at pictures of project superstars` finalists etc. who would actually do that with me just like a few days before the exam? then we get each other so stressed up after the exams by wandering what stream to choose. and all those post-exam neoprints. who would wanna play with me before exams and get stressed up with me after exams? afterall, there ain`t much right. because, well, i guess it`s a lil stupid, right? but it was darn fun. oh well, i can`t get sweets from her during lessons too. and we can`t go to the toilet together anymore. what`s the world coming to?

i just don`t understand what the heck`s with that darn system. well, it sort of sucks. afterall, the streaming system is blind. it can`t see, neither does it have eyes.

i failed once again @ 10:11:00 am

yay! my 300th post. what the heck! came online so early then results not out... and people already asking me what stream i`m going to. ahh~ even worse than PSLE posting results. may the results come out faster. and hopefully that damn system doesn`t get conked up like last time. there`s like 204 students waiting to see, and if it gets conked up once again, i think it`s just a stupid thing. but then, i don`t wanna see the results myself. hmm.. probably get someone to help me see.

back again. so what the heck is the sucking school just doing? delaying the streaming results by 10 days. and that`s only the tentative one. still gotta wait much longer for finalised one. sucks. and they said we should make use of holidays, study. we don`t know what stream we`re in, how we know what to study. that`s sheer crap. it sure sucks. making us wait so long just for that chicken-feet thing of classifying people into different classes which i believe those teachers who call themselves efficient can complete in 2 weeks or less. thought the teachers are very hardworking, saying they didn`t have a single rest during the holidays, bet they`re slacking away now, piling on weight, gorging down food, sleeping like pigs etc.

not in a good mood now. everything seems to be getting in my way. it just sucks. probably my worst day so far this year.

it`s 3:42pm now. another probably 18mins to superfunkies replay. i wanna watch. it`s so damn funny. how the way JJ fell while holding someone`s hands. that`s that funniest part of episode 6, if i`m not wrong? not sure what`s the episode already. logging off soon. to watch that so darn funny show.





hmm.. back online again.. and wb told me the streaming thingy. said i got into 3/2 econs. happy i got into econs cos it was my first choice. but peifang different class. =( so sad. how could that happen? hais~ her results are so good. way better than me. geography is way higher than mine and overall percentage higher than mine too. just english difference of 1 mark. so unfair. how i wish my streaming result is correct. but i want peifang`s to change. i want hers to change to 3/2!! hmph!!!

i failed once again @ 9:50:00 am

back again. if there`re lots of posts today, don`t blame me. blame blogger. `cos i just can`t post an entry. i`m trying so hard to post my 299th entry. and hopefully post my 300th entry tomorrow when our streaming results are released.

by the way, i`m just thinking. wondering what time would the results be out? i do hope to stay to 12 midnight and find out. well, but i don`t think i would do so. okayys. anyway, i don`t know whether to look forward to the results or not. 1 thing is that, there`s 1 more day to it. and i`m still not sure about which class i`d be happy to enter. yeah, it`s pretty strange. and i feel like i`m contradicting in some ways or other. whatever it is, i do not care so much now. and i will just let nature take its own course, which means i would not appeal no matter what the results are. b`cos i just know i deserve it, i`ve not been studying this year anyway. just slacking away.

hmm.. so tomorrow`s coming soon. and i`m feeling darn crappy. i feel so eager to know what subjects i would take next year, i don`t care about what class. but i just feel sort of weird. can`t calm down probably. would i get another night of nightmares or just insomnia? 70% chance of either one.

hm.. saw some sites which maybe some of you know of already. but i just wanna put `em here. www.imayday.com
www.jun-jie.com
well, should know what these sites are about from the url right? anyway, if you still have not a single clue about it, then just go and you`ll find out. i like mayday`s one but the navigations are just a bit messy.

online for like probably 10hours today? ain`t sure. don`t wanna know too. cos i know i`ve done nothing that`s gonna help me in some way or another. anyway, going off now.

i failed once again @ 3:52:00 pm

well.. this is nearly my 300th post. but i guess it`s around 297 or 298. ain`t that sure. my hand`s still feels like it`s sprained. and i certainly hope it doesn`t get any worser. blahs~ left all alone at home once again. makes me feel so damn bored. i`ve nothing to be occupied with. i`m so free.

yesterday`s dinner wasn`t really nice. and it isn`t those kind of wedding dinners, mind anyone who thinks so. just dinner with family outside. okay, so vegetables came first with the rice. we`re all like finishing half of our rice already and the vegetables are finished. but the other dishes are still not ready. so we waited and it finally came. and all came at once. so the steamed sotong tasted well, disgusting? hahas. it looks as if it`s raw. and there`s still a little of that disgusting smell. and it wasn`t hot at all. in fact i guess it should be renamed to ice sotong. then the other dishes i guess were quite okay. after that, walked back home with my brother. all we did was crap. then i saw a mouse near the school. eww! hahas..

damn it. was downloading something for so long and i can`t play it now. oh well, it definitely shucks!

i failed once again @ 9:37:00 am

bored. going out for dinner soon. today watched the jin qu jiang 2005 replay again. lame wors~ lols. hmm.. nothing much happened today. 2 more days to streaming results(tentative). hais.. now my right hand feels like as if it`s sprained. blehs~ that was the hand i sprained last time. blah.. made some konnyaku jelly today. hmm.. short post today. nothing happened as much at home than at school. that`s why i like school. laugh and laugh. play and play. but definitely not study. anyway, logging off.

i failed once again @ 6:21:00 pm

whees~ posting once again today. changed my skin once again. hmm.. don`t know if it`s nice. but i guess it`s a lil messy, isn`t it? anyway, watched the music awards show. don`t know what`s it`s english title. so happy that JJ got 4 awards. rocks! continue rocking. also happy that mayday and zhang dong liang got get awards too. hahas~ lucky this tv one don`t have JY and Kelly. anyway, kelly`s okay. but i somehow hate JY for no particular reason. by the way, i think his hair is better now. not like that disgusting one last time. totally sucks! lols.. hmm. nothing much. oh yeah. baked some cookies in the afternoon and it was quite nice. ((= guess there`s nothing else that happened. just to say that JJ rocks! and continue rocking on! hahas..

i failed once again @ 11:56:00 pm

just woke up not long ago. would`ve slept longer if not for all the noise pollution by my mother. hmm.. rather bored now. went for art club yesterday. shouldn`t have gone anyway. only 6 out of 23 turned up. and we were there just to discuss whether we should go for lunch at SP, what colour our CCA tee should be, when we should come back to help ruth ng clear the room etc. ahh! so damn boring. she said it would be half-hour. but in the end, i guessed it became 1 and a half hour. and i kept looking at the clock. lols~ i was so impatient. after that, dismissed and went to eat the ice-cream. then went to JE popular. had lunch at KFC. ate the Fish Ole meal. i pity peifang. hahas~ so damn funny. i don`t know what she ordered lah. but the person say the coleslaw change to cheese fries $1.15 then that person go add it. and peifang ended up paying $6.65. i changed the coleslaw to normal fries. and mine cost $5.50. so we came up with a conclusion, all the cheese and whatever toppings on the cheese fries cost $1.15. lame conclusion. so damn full. then looked around to see people eating and laughed at them. all because of that peifang. keep making me laugh. keep laughing at people eating. so naughty. this time, she influenced me. not the other way round. then went to library. nothing much. we sat somewhere it was hot, and peifang was still wearing a sweater. ooh! lols. now so bored. then later 3plus we went out of the library. went to see CDs. i wanna buy CDs. haven`t bought 1 for quite some time. and i saw at the TS at the market there selling new don`t know CDs or VCDs for only $8.90 like that. so darn cheap. but a-wei`s album still $18.90. went to buy magazine. we were wearing our orientation shirt, so in front got this I <3 css =" I">

i failed once again @ 10:36:00 am

went to cruz teng`s site yesterday`s night. and he has quite alot of links. so i just clicked on bored.com and thought it was another boring website. so i logged off. but this morning, i went to the site again. only to find it`s such a darn great site. and i wasn`t even feeling bored at all. and somehow, from that site, i stumbled onto this site called www.bathroomlife.com if i`m not wrong. and there`s so damn funny things. oh my god. didn`t even know these sites existed at all. rocks man.. but now, there`s someone on MSN whom i don`t know.. i also don`t know if it`s anyone from 2/5 or anyone from CSS. and it`s damn irritating. ahhs! and if that someone knows me in real life or somehow came to my blog and know i`m referring to you, please don`t be so bo liao. that`s just a so childish thing to do. hmm.. today`s wednesday. i`m so happy. well, for not much reasons.
o1. Star Idol strikes Ch8 today.
o2. there`s Yummy Yummy today.
o3. there`s no one at home.
yeah, not much reasons. hmm.. would be even more excited when 8 nov comes. and we would all get to see our streaming results. hahas~ wish that day would come faster. hmm.. i edited some posts.. up to you whether you wanna read `em again. but i don`t care anyway. there ain`t anything for me to do. except doing homework. blehs~ just ate lunch. feeling so full. just hoping it would be 8pm faster so that i can see those fools making a fool of themselves so that it can be broadcasted to the whole of singapore or seeing those pros at work. anyway, i ain`t such a fan of actors. hmm.. haven`t been editing pictures for a long time. after talking about foodies yesterday, let me list out what i wanna do.
o1. go genting. what the heck. i didn`t even go to genting at all this year. and the furthest place i went to in this year is nowhere but batu pahat in malaysia. i`m so not getting used to it.
o2. bowling. haven`t bowled for damn a long time. though i ain`t a good bowler, but it can be alot of fun.
o3. swimming. haven`t swimmed for a long time too.. but i currently don`t have any goggles, just b`cos i broke my brother`s kuku goggles the last time.
o4. go shopping and buy all the things i want.
o5. run! not b`cos i love it. but i still remember how at the start of this year, i had no stamina at all. and i was panting all the way. and just 2 rounds only and i felt so terrible. hahas~
guess that`s all i want to do for now. hais~ i`m just wishing for so much things or rather fairytales to happen. deepavali`s over. mum`s birthday over. left hari raya. so okay, ya that`s all.

i failed once again @ 12:08:00 pm

bored now. nothing to do. stupid computer`s acting against me. i`m referring to that damn mouse. it just won`t listen to me. and there`s like a ghost hand controlling it. and there`s something wrong with my neck too. i can`t turn back. nor can i do neck/head rotations. whatever it is called. just feels like it`s sprained. did nothing much today. didn`t even go out at all. except to throw the rubbish. blehs~ gonna feel so damn bored. hmm... i guess somehow i`m starting to pick on food. like as if i`m a food critic. first, it was the chicken rice during lunch. the rice was so like damn salty and dull-looking. then the chickens looked so dull and dark too. the chicken was a damn fat one, i reckon. and i guess i`ve eaten not much chicken meat. all the chicken pieces were like filled with their fats, and their skin. or if not, they`re not cooked properly. the blood is still visible. like as if it`s just been killed 1 minute ago. and the sliced fish bee hoon(?) i don`t know what`s it called in english, but anyway, it`s yu pian mee fen. yeah.. i love those fried fish pieces in those soup where they got add milk and stuffs. but mum bought other kind for me. it was those from stalls just selling seafood soup. and i hate the soup. and what can i say about the bee hoon, it`s like rice. i mean, bee hoon are supposed to long and whatever right. but the bee hoon was quite special, i should say. it was chipped bee hoon, i guess? all broken into so small pieces i had to use a spoon to scoop it. it`s so pathetic. well, speaking of food, i ain`t really hungry. but i`m craving for lotsa food. the KFC spicy drumlets - i love the taste and it`s so damn nice, just that it`s full of MSG. hip hop jelly ice-cream or whatever it`s called - i love it. the green outside tastes cool and the jelly inside is so nice to bite into. oreo mcflurry - haven`t had it in a long time and i love the crunch of the oreos. the fries outside our school - i don`t know why. but i guess maybe it`s because i didn`t have it for a long time before the examinations, and now i`m so damn craving for it no matter how much i`ve eaten. bubble tea - well, actually i like the pearls, the texture and the taste. the cheesy lava 3 pizza or whatever it`s called. it`s the one from pizza hut with the 3 kinds of cheese in the crust. just can`t believe it. but it`s so damn nice. i love the taste of the 3 kinds of cheese added together. have eaten it twice already. hahas~ just so love it. can`t miss this. like damn heavenly. sushi - haven`t eaten it for a long time too. but i only like certain types. for example, those rolls kind. not sure what they`re called. california something? =x and those normal ones with simple things inside. i hate those with tuna or whatever. japanese food are so damn nice too. but expensive. red ruby - ahh! i`ve been wanting to eat it for so long. i love the chestnuts. hahas~ crunching on them are so fun. went to market that day and wanted to eat it, but they said only available on weekends. so ordered other stuffs. and when i went to IMM, i saw people eating it! ahhs!! i`m so damn jealous of them. hmm... i guess the list ends here? perhaps. anyway, i can`t crave for too much food or i`m gonna get fat real soon. will post more other days.. lovin` the holidays. hais~ i wanna buy a creative neeon mp3. real desperate for it. for it`s been in the market for like a period of time, yet the price isn`t going down yet. and what the heck, i guess 90% of the shops are selling it at the retail price of $329. damn~ so expensive. wonder if my mother will allow. and even if she allows, i guess i`m gonna go broke soon. what the heck. and i want so much other stuffs. i want a new bag for next year. no way is that stupid bag gonna be enough for that thick books next year. enlighten me please~

i failed once again @ 8:44:00 pm