Thursday, November 17, 2005
hey damn! what the heck. my brother was at the door wearing his shoe just now, and mum saw my old pair of sport shoes in the storeroom. she asked me if i could wear it and i said couldn`t because my feet`s outgrown `em. okay~ yeah, now in this generation, i guess no one wears those kinda small lil shoes and tie your feet so tight so that it won`t grow like in those previous DECADES! i mean decades, or nearly a CENTURY. get it clear! and my brother was such a sucker. saying that i wasted money buying those kinda shoes and not wearing `em at all. hey, are you cock-eye or just a damn fucked-up sucker? okays. i get it! i just remembered he`s someone stubborn and stupid and totally dumb. you didn`t see me wearing them before doesn`t mean i`ve never worn them before. oh, yeah perhaps it`s true ah? okays. then i shall accuse you of wasting money buying briefs and not wearing them. i don`t see you wearing them too! so, you idiot sucker. stop accusing me! and it ain`t your money. it`s none of your business.
oh, such an idiot. being jealous at everything i get. if you can`t, then it means you can`t, stop forcing yourself or act! you`re not an actor or what! so what if commonwealth was top 27th when you`re in that school. it`s not you that 1 single person who made this happen okays, you dumb sucker. it`s the whole school`s effort. and stop saying sarcastic things to hide your jealousy. so what if you`re in special stream? you just use it as an excuse to show off. like any other bitches does. and SHAME on you! you`re in special stream and well. pity you ah? can`t even get better results than express stream. and so you start saying that commonwealthians are dumb just because of the level position i got. then when i was considering about taking higher mother tongue, you don`t have to interfere, do you? it`s not your decision. it`s mine. i`m really so darn glad you`re in NS now. stop being so jealous. please grow up and be mature! stop having those childish thoughts. and your view doesn`t necessarily is the same as everyone else`s. so stop making it sound like as if you`re the KING. king of suckers, perhaps. (: just because i get to study econs at secondary 3 and you only get to study it at JC1 doesn`t give you the right to say it`s a subject meant for dumb idiots. oh then, since you learnt it in JC1, at least i`m glad you know you`re a dumb idiot too! i`m so happy for you. hahas~ you surely deserve it! so happy to see you angered at going to JC when you wanted to go poly, yar? =)) i guess it`s because of all your jealousy. and stop laughing at people who are not fat and calling them fat pigs! i don`t think it`s any funny at all. you bastard, stop entering my room to disturb me all the time. whew~ i really gotta relieve a sigh of relief that i only get to see you once in a week. thanks alot god! hohoho~ so you still do need to study at poly after NS. so i guess in the end, you might be either 1 year above me or the same if i go to poly, which i always want to. so i guess, i must make a careful choice to avoid getting into the same poly or at least avoid getting into the same faculty as you. hmph! some suckers are just so idiotic.
i failed once again @ 8:47:00 pm
