Thursday, November 10, 2005
lamer turned saddist. since i`m so bored nowadays and have nothing i want to do, so i`ve became a saddist. and my job is to laugh when people are hurt. lols. i enjoy cruelty to others. yesterday, my lamer instructor gave me an url. so i went there. i thought it was crude. but later, when i found out what it was about, i enjoyed myself torturing that women in the graphic. and we`re saying it was fun. afterall, that`s how saddists behave! so, no choice. that was in the afternoon. and in the morning, as in yesterday`s morning, i was laughing at how JJ fell. laughing non-stop. oh yes, i like him for his songs. he ain`t exactly handsome, but he`s okay, just gotta slim down abit. went laughing like crazy. and i was finding the video of him falling, but to no avail. i was so darn sad. then later in the afternoon, we`re viewing the streaming results online. and that lamer was laughing at people`s names. oh, what a saddist! at least i didn`t laugh. and i went off later, to watch Star Idol, to be a saddist once again, laughing at people. okays, i should say something first. i`m not laughing at them cos they joined Star Idol. but it`s because some real stupid people are making it darn funny, and i`ve no choice. for example, the guy who said he joined Star Idol to waste time because he was simply too free. oh, perhaps he`s rich, but i would be glad if he generously gave those extra money of his to me. ((= lols.
today`s just a boring day. ooh, i`m perhaps register no.4 in 3/2 if they let the girls first, that is. i would be elated and smiling the whole day if i was register no.2. oh, but anyway, at least the class` got a number 2. but i don`t think i`m fated with 2 anymore. oh yeah, i just found out that only 3/4 has more boys than girls. so pity the guys in the other classes lest they get bullied by girls.
so there`s SPA tomorrow. gotta return back to school once again. and i feel it`s crappy. going back to the school once per week. i rather go everyday in 1 week. but, it`s fate anyway. i can`t change the fact.
hmm.. renovation`s been going on in the unit above mine. pretty irritating. pissing me off. that`s no doubt for sure. when can they finish the renovation? i just won`t have peace at home. isn`t that so right? even if there isn`t any renovation, well, i may have peace in the mornings and afternoons. but i dread evenings. mother`s back from work. and she starts finding trouble so she can shout. and scream at the top of her voice. okay, here`s a secret. she`s training her lungs. so she can be the highest-pitched screamer in the world for the guiness record. yeah, so i can`t blame her.
ooh. Just don`t make a scene, Mum! isn`t that nice? but that`s just a title. i would like to show her this book too, provided she would take time off to read it.
tried coming online yesterday night. but the server`s down. so i went to find the hotline for PacNet. i found it. was making my way back to the computer and i saw my father happily surfing the net. ooh, an internet-illiterate surfing the net happily away while i restarted the computer and reconnected the modem many times to no avail. oh well, perhaps he did something to the computer.
art club is boring. and we`ve got to return back to school once again on 16th to help her with those books, whatever they`re. i`m not like so free. and i thought she`s rich, she could probably hire some men to do that for her, can`t she? she`s using us for free. and i`m reconsidering about going for the buffet at SP. still wondering whether to go? first, i would like to go SP to see how it is. but then, we`re just going to the staff lounge, or whatever that place is called. i`m just contradicting myself anyway.
i know it`s gonna be bored during the holidays. and i`m thinking of buying a new album. so that i won`t be further bored off by those old albums. ooh, but i won`t get tired of listening to weijian`s songs. mayday`s one`s too expensive. can`t afford. a-wei`s one`s expensive too. though it`s released for like months already.
hmm... my closet`s full of tertiary books. and i had a hard time squeezing in my secondary 2 books in. along with other assessment books and guidebooks, and whatever is related to secondary 2. say bye to secondary 2, and hello to secondary 3. though i`m so not looking forward to it. i digged out my primary school books. those that are already torn, but mum can`t bear to throw it away. so they`re all putting up at my room currently, until they`ve found a new place. probably the dustbin, or to the rag-and-bone man. doubt mum would be so generous to donate them. and my desk is finally clear once again. it`s been piled with photos, booklists, report book, books, magazines, plastic bags, storybooks, papers once. and i`ve finally put them all away yesterday night. i took 45 minutes to do that. oh yeah, guess what. i actually managed to bring in all the clothes, bathe, wash 2 shirts and 1 pants, iron 2 sets of uniform plus 1 school blouse plus 2 pairs of jeans yesterday within 30 minutes. what a feat! okies. mum has instructed me to mop the whole house. 3 rooms, plus the living room, which is like the size of 5 rooms in HDB flats. so that is to mop 5 rooms, plus the corridor, plus the balcony. gosh! stay tuned to my blog for more feats i`ve done. i`m gonna challenge myself to mop the whole house within less than 1 hour. and mop it twice. i`m surprised at my speed of working. hahas~ okays. please don`t curse me to fall while mopping the floor. because i tend to make the floor damn wet the first time i mop it. that`s why i always have to mop twice. to prevent people from slipping. and yes, there`s this funny and preposterous incident. my mum mopped the living room and it was so damn wet without my knowledge. so i was on my way to disturb my brother who was on the computer, and instead of disturbing him. i slid and ended up kneeling down behind him. darn! it looks so dumb. anyway, guess that`s retribution for cursing people to slip and laughing at people who fall. but all`s back to normal. so who cares?
i failed once again @ 1:05:00 pm
