Wednesday, November 09, 2005
okayys. streaming results not online? well, anyway i ain`t so happy with it. or is it fate? i just don`t believe it. peifang`s overall results was same as wenbin`s i guess. and she got in, but peifang didn`t. i was way lousier than them and i managed to get in. oh, but what the heck, i did manage to get in, but without peifang in it. what`s the problem with this stupid streaming thing? duhs. our english overall is only a difference of 1 mark. and being such a slacker, i could get in that class. what about peifang who works so damn hard that i`m constantly stressed by her? it`s so unfair. but everything in the world is unfair. then her parents won`t let her appeal in, damn. i don`t understand why parents don`t like the idea of appealing. at least, it gives them a chance. and who cares about who appealed? even in 2/5, we also don`t know who appealed in and we don`t care, it`s not like losing face. anyway, they won`t understand. and i sincerely do hope her parents will have a change of mind and the school would not be blind and please do let her in.
i can`t imagine myself without her. all those things we used to do. playing with blu-tacks, laughing at teachers, making fun of teachers, looking at pictures of project superstars` finalists etc. who would actually do that with me just like a few days before the exam? then we get each other so stressed up after the exams by wandering what stream to choose. and all those post-exam neoprints. who would wanna play with me before exams and get stressed up with me after exams? afterall, there ain`t much right. because, well, i guess it`s a lil stupid, right? but it was darn fun. oh well, i can`t get sweets from her during lessons too. and we can`t go to the toilet together anymore. what`s the world coming to?
i just don`t understand what the heck`s with that darn system. well, it sort of sucks. afterall, the streaming system is blind. it can`t see, neither does it have eyes.
i failed once again @ 10:11:00 am
