Friday, November 25, 2005
so damn bored. holidays suck! but, i wasn`t meant to be online, right? blehs. stupid norton anti-virus having darn problems and i can`t use hotmail and MSN. then my taggy`s also spoilt. everything`s like so against me. and tomorrow there`s derrick on PSC nite. i`m not even sure if i can see it, b`cos i don`t wanna go to malaysia but my mum wants me to. and at least, i can download the shows at the djeirainc forum, but now i can`t. `cos the anti-virus stuff ain`t working properly. so much for paying $60plus per year and spending like 1 hour doing a virus scan every fortnight. now i can only use e-messenger. and the most irritating thing is that, b`cos the anti-virus thing got problem, there`re pop-ups everywhere annoying me. and i`m online for a much shorter time than usual b`cos of this too! and there`re 8 mails in my inbox which i can`t see! and to add, by the time i can finally get into my hotmail inbox, it`ll be quite full already, i guess, and it`s all thanks to irritating junk mails! afterall, everything is difficult to maintain. a sick person is difficult to maintain. a computer is difficult to maintain. a blog is difficult to maintain. a vehicle is difficult to maintain. a relationship is difficult to maintain. standards are difficult to maintain. a house is difficult to maintain. and my conclusion is: the universe is difficult to maintain! haven`t been reading blogs for long. haven`t been editing pictures for long. thanks to this stupid anti-virus stuff. afterall, i guess that perhaps the person who invented virus and sent them must be the same person who created anti-virus programs. that`s a nice way to earn money, isn`t it? okays. enough of blabbering. i`m just fed up! been giving music a miss. for like so damn long. but i really hope that the day will quickly come for me to enjoy myself playing the computer or editing pictures and listening to my playlists for hours. i`m still waiting...
i failed once again @ 10:38:00 am
