sucks! i`m bored. ready to welcome 2006 alone at home.
it`s like everyone`s out.
even my neighbours, they got relatives visiting and partying away.
16-169 seems the quiet unit with only 1 neglected kid teen.

2 and a half more hours to 2006.
there ain`t anything to look forward to though.

parents are returning late tonight.
they`re attending a wedding dinner.
and next morning, dad starts work at 5 or 6am.
while mum goes off to malaysia in the morning.
and brother`s having a sleepover then book-in to camp.
so it means, i`m gonna be alone once yet again.

this morning, i was foolishly tricked into going to the market.
BAH! not that i`m stupid.
perhaps i wasn`t awake enough.
hmm.. 7 people squeezed in a car. normal 5 seater car.
2 teens, 1 kid, 2 adults at the back. COOL!
luckily no one was squashed.
THANK GOD. =))
neither were we caught by any traffic police.
maybe they`re slacking away, it`s new year`s eve.

a darn slack day i had so far.
returned home at around 1plus.
and slept till 3pm.
came online till 4plus or was it 5plus.
went down for teabreak cum dinner.
then 6plus. play computer for awhile.
after that, went to bathe.
8plus already. came to computer once again.
it`s 9:30pm now. probably going off soon.
hopefully before 10pm.

i`ve yet to trim my nails.
just say that i`m lazy.
my head is feeling heavy.
been having headaches on and off these few days.
just the rains are on and off.

BLEH.
my last post of 2005.
BYE everyone.
shall see you all once again in 2006.
-.-''













Top 10 Songs I enjoyed:

lols. this is copied from Cruz Teng.
but my list of course different from his.
the rankings are not accordingly.

1. Hen Xiang Ni - Derrick
2. Ting Bu Dong Mei Guan Xi - JJ
3. Zi Wo Cui Mian - Xiao Zhu
4. Bu De Bu Ai - Wilber
5. Ya Guan - Mayday
6. Wo Zhen De Shou Shang Le - Kelvin
7. Bu Xiang Zhang Da - SHE
8. Jue Jiang De Bei Hou - Evonne Hsu
9. Ni Hao Bu Hao - A-mei
10. Hu Ran Zhi Jian - Karen Mok(?)

the songs which i enjoyed more.
of course, there are still others.


BYE BYE everyone.
05 go away.
but 06 please don`t come!

i failed once again @ 9:24:00 pm

time really passes so fast, but i`m still young, luckily.
tomorrow`s the 31st of december.
it`s gonna be home alone for me once again.
mum and dad are attending someone`s wedding dinner.
my brother`s probably out with some friends.
i`m confirmed cooped up at home with simba, and the fishes.
i guess that`s why i`m so childish.
but nevermind, at least there`s the countdown show to watch.

looking forward to campus superstar.
but ain`t looking forward to 2006.
i`m looking backward to 2005.
WHATEVER! but the results show is at 11:30pm.

what the heck! didn`t watch 100% entertainment yesterday.
was waiting for the replay at 1am.
and it was finally 1am, but i was tired already.
and i know that the show probably hasn`t started.
`cos channel u`s night shows are always delayed.
so just went to sleep. HAHA!

the wasp in my room has finally disappeared last morning.
but sadly, another moth came in last night.
and i was holding the plastic wrap and science book to shoo it off.
BLAH! my room ain`t a breeding ground for insects.
at least there`s no cockroach, i`m just happy.
i was freaked off by the cockroach in the toilet that night!
HMPH! cockroaches suck!
luckily, when i woke up today, the moth has gone too.
THANK GOD! =))

2:25pm already now.
gotta go off soon.
i wanna watch Super Sunday.
lols. think school reopen can`t watch it liao.
so late dismiss. SCHOOL SUCKS!

cya all.

i failed once again @ 2:13:00 pm

http://files.filefront.com/Superfunkiies_13divx/;4524938;;/fileinfo.html
lols. posting it for fun here. just in case i forgot the links.
it`s for the last episode of Superfunkies. i just so damn love it.
wonder how long it would take for me to download it?
i took 3h plus for a 545MB video, and this is 290MB.
hopefully as fast as possible. `cos i can`t be online too long at nights.
http://savefile.com/projects.php?pid=230170
there, another one. i love JJ! =))

okayys.. just came back from the library.
instead of making full and proper use of the library,
we were talking and laughing and eating.
what a fun day out! and enjoy ourselves.
LOL! i remembered to blog about this.
cos i brought along my chemistry textbook.
and i flipped it to the page where there is the elements.
then i told peifang i can memorise the first 20 elements.
and i read it out, with the book half closed.
so i saw helium as the first element instead of hydrogen.
then i told her helium is the first element.
and she said, i also know.
when i opened the book fully, i realised it was the 2nd element.
and told peifang. hahas. so funny!
then when we were going down using the lift.
and a small malay boy should be around 5 years old came into the lift.
and he maked funny sounds like [i don`t know how to sound]
sound effects for the works of a lift, i should say.
at first, the door close he made one time, i could bear and didn`t laugh.
then later when the lift moved, he started on something else.
was trying to hold my laughter, but couldn`t, and just laughed softly.
and he turned back to look at me, and i just pretended to be ignorant.
after that, i went on laughing. and i`m not a saddist.
i just can`t stand those things... i don`t get use to those sounds.
after that, went to JEC wait for mum.
then she told me she would be 10 minutes late, in the end 20minutes late.
told her to buy redoxon vitamin C, it was quite cheap, but she didn`t want to.
say go elsewhere compare. BLAH! we`ve run out of Vit Cs.
then later went to see shoes. then go to eat.
after that, went to see shoes again. but didn`t buy, cos couldn`t find any suitable for ME.
saw some which i like, but it`s either not comfortable or doesn`t have my size.
someone tell me of somewhere to get CHEAP shoes for females with BIG foot.

hmm.. POLY rocks. =))
this issue LIME got poly guide?
if there is, i must BUY!
hahas. i`m set on entering a poly.
just hope no one comes blabbering about JC in front of me.
but, you can do it behind my back.

hmmm.. bought a clear holder and notebook from popular.
and it was $4.99 altogether.
why don`t they charge me $5?
they gave me an extra 5cent. what`s the use?

i guess nothing else much happened today.
oh, i think i saw my primary classmate.
from primary 1 to 3. i THINK so.
i`m not sure if it`s her.
she was smiling. i guess, to me.
so i smiled back, then she became acting strange.
then later she smiled again.
and we did this on and on.
perhaps, i mistaken her?
but i THINK it`s her.
i really THINK so.

oh yeah. there`s some more new fish in the tank.
those small lil ones. probably less than 20 though.
so the fish tank is still empty, but a hydrilla plant may be obvious.

enough for today.
tatas.
ciao.
adios - what`s the meaning of this?

i failed once again @ 8:05:00 pm

well, going out to the library later.
i`m such a hardworking slacker.
oh whatever!

gosh. i`ve the habit of posting the time i blog.
strangely enough, i just type it everytime i see this page.
but luckily, i could bear to delete it sometimes.
b`cos my timings aren`t accurate at times.
LOL!

anyway, there`s like 3 more days to 2006.
and let`s get ready to bid farewell to 2005.
school`s starting in 5 days.
definitely not looking forward to it.

and okayys..
i`m gonna really quit watching star idol and superhost.
they no longer hold meanings for me.
after seeing those who get good results from judges in superhost being kicked out one after another, i don`t think mediacorp is actually sincere in the search for a so-called superhost.
it seems more like the money it is that they`re after.
the $0.60 from stupid kukus who wanna make mediacorp so rich.
just like the way durai got so many peanuts.
and star idol. i`ve got nothing to say actually.
seeing all the contestants i like get kicked out one after another.
i think it`s a question of how rich you are? no longer how good you are.
afterall, who knows? maybe lilian might stand a chance of winning.
she has those rich fans who are willing to go bankrupt just for her.
but, the money all goes to mediacorp.
so, let`s see how much they`re gonna earn from these.
say, star idol, project superstar 05 and 06, campus superstar, superhost, superband, singapore idol 04 and 06.
that`s already enough. the ones who benefit most i guess shouldn`t be the contestants, but i think mediacorp.
see the $10 registration fee, and the judges just kick out people so fast.
i really see no point in this kinda stupid mediacorp reality shows anymore.
no longer like before. and the contestants go round backstabbing each other.
i guess this is all reality. to make use of people to earn money.
that`s how money-faced certain singaporeans are.
i`m swearing not to watch those anymore!
but i may watch campus superstar.
see how it goes. but results ain`t live.
delayed telecast. how so great. but we can`t blame the students.
they`ve got school the next day, yeah.

i`ve got to admit i love celebrity blogs man.
leon, ruth, cruz, sheena, shermaine.
the famous people.
and xiaxue, kennysia, rockson etc.
the famous bloggers.
i`ve just gotta read their blogs when i come online.
but i ain`t recommending rockson`s.
it`s sorta crude, don`t really like it that much too.

oh yeah. remember the wasp i was on about 2 days ago?
for goodness sake, it`s still in my room.
making those buzzing noise last night.
and i was using a roll of plastic wrapper to shoo it off.
those meant for wrapping books, but you know, i`m a lazy person.
so it`s not opened yet anyway. LOL!
however, sadly, to say that i can`t locate that stupid wasp.
wherever it is, i just so wish it can scram off.
my room ain`t its breeding room.
too bad it doesn`t understand english.

gotta go off now.
going to library later with peifang.
yeah. it looks like it ain`t gonna rain today.
but don`t trust me, i`m no weather forecaster.
it`s been raining and stopping the previous few days.
anyway, it`s better to walk properly.
than to slip and fall down.
at least not on a banana skin.
not that i did though. =))

i failed once again @ 10:43:00 am

okayys.. 9:13pm now. gotta go off soon.
hmm.. what does a Star Idol, te xie, and tsunami ad have in common?
generally, i think there`s not much ways to link the 3 of them.
but the 3 stupidly have same background songs, if i`m not wrong.
which is like quite stupid. to link 3 irrelevant stuffs together.
it`s so lame.

anyone knows the price of the new uniform?
for the shirts only, `cos we don`t need new skirts.
i think so. that`s what they said before holidays.
anyway, it seems everyone hate their own school.
but not to blame, b`cos it`s not totally their fault.
and our school is like gonna get a new look, is it?
with the PRIME thing, new uniform, new principal.
how about a new school name?
say, let`s name it Commandwealth.
and the vision should be, A school that lives to its name.
nice one here i`ve thought of. but i ain`t suggesting anything.
jiu de bu qu, xin de bu lai.

gotta go now.
blog more tomorrow.

i failed once again @ 9:13:00 pm

bored sia.
woke up at 10am.
counted early.
been waking up early this few days.
nothing to do.
but mum told me to mop the floor.
HMPH! i`m a slave for the bay family.

hmm.. i edited this myself.
let me make it clearer.
i did the picture myself.
and the rest, just simply by editing the codes.
anyway, this is an edited from the jaychou skin.

F5 wang xi`s finally out yesterday.
i didn`t mean to say finally out to spite anyone.
but if i`m not wrong, she`s been on the PK stage every week.
her Superhost journey sure isn`t a smooth one.

i`ve got nothing to blabber about today.

so going off.

i failed once again @ 11:20:00 am

feeling bored.
come to think of it, school`s starting in 1 week.
but i ain`t prepared yet.
think i`ve really gotta work hard.
okay lah, i mean it for REAL.
just that i`m not so determined yet.
whatever it is, i shall give everything my best.
of course i have some motives behind all this stuff.
shall say it only if i manage to get it.
anyway, there`s no more animals to distract me.
so i guess i can really concentrate during lessons.
without stupid giraffes. and whatever sheer crap.

christmas` over.
let`s wait for 2006 to come.
but god, i`m not anticipating it like others.
i ain`t even looking forward to it.
guess this is the 1st time i ever hated a new year so much.
but anyway, just try to live on with it.

think i should quit watching television.
shall try to limit myself.
anyway, i`m only looking forward to campus superstar.
i just so love to watch this kinda reality shows.
but i think this kinda competitions have lost their true meanings.
i`m not gonna watch superhost or star idol anymore.
LOL! but i wanna watch the results show.

there`s a stupid wasp in my room.
found it when i woke up.
darn irritating, can`t shoo it off.
it just won`t fly.
and it makes those stupid buzzing sound.
what the heck...

gonna watch the replay of superfunkies later on.
can`t miss the last episode. love it so badly.
actually watched it twice yesterday already.
feel that it`s a pity minhua didn`t get in to top 20.
LOL! he`s someone from some school that joined campus.
i think he can sing quite well, but lack emotions.

hey, i`m so happy!
cos i was flipping thru the pages of digital life.
and there`s this column called blogosphere or whatever.
it featured the moblogs of 3 project superstar finalists.
and guess who they are?
needless to say, the female and male winners.
kelvin tan and kelly poon.
and the rising young star! it`s derrick!
i just quoted from the newspapers.
i`m so so glad they didn`t leave him out.
oh gosh, they left out JY and sinhuey.
i thought JY`s so popular?
nevermind, i wouldn`t want to know what he blogs.
whee. derrick rocks on forever!
just can`t believe it.

all alone at home once again.
after all the christmas holidays.
but i`m just so glad to be home alone.
i can do anything i wanna do.
slack all i want like nobody`s business.
munch and munch on titbits.
play the computer the whole afternoon.
NO ONE CARES!
i just so god damn love it.

but when school starts.. i don`t wanna think about it.

anyway, going off now.



Grab a copy of The Straits Times today!
To read an excerpt of what Derrick blogs about.
=))

i failed once again @ 12:01:00 pm

yay!
i finally changed my blogskin.
i sound childish yeah?
anyway, there`s still problems.

hmm...
i edited this skin myself.
LOL.
i don`t know what picture to put.
so i went to create that picture.

a new skin for the new year.
lallas;

and i haven`t done the quiz for the reading test thing.
don`t know where it is.
AAHHH!

i`m left with 1 chinese homework. :)
proud of myself.

i need to build up my self-confidence.
how do i do that?

ain`t looking forward to 2006.
no idea why.
perhaps i don`t wanna grow old.
HAHA!
what crap.

it`s a boring day.
and i`m going off.

i failed once again @ 1:53:00 pm

um..
yeah i know.
christmas` over.

just waiting to change my blogskin.
found out.
but there`s just some errors.
wait for me to solve it.

i`m waiting for some christmas presents.
LOL! any kind-hearted soul?

my cousins` back from the states.
COOL.
they went there for weeks.
i`d be dying to be with them.

editing my blogskin.
hopefully up by tomorrow.
not a nice one though.

i failed once again @ 1:21:00 pm

hmm..
merry christmas
to everyone.
=))
enjoy your christmas`es.
HAHA!
but i thought people celebrate it on eves.
oh, whatever!
just have a nice day out.

i`m so bored.
whole day cooped at home.
just glad to know there`s telecast of countdown party on tv.
LOL!

thanks everyone who wrote me testi.
wishing me a merry christmas.
`cos i don`t celebrate christmas.
=)) what a joke.
and, i can finally accept them.
but i still can`t view those edited profiles.
AHHH!

it`s christmas already.
so, i`m off skin-searching once again.

i failed once again @ 2:10:00 pm

sian-ified.
can`t receive testimonials.
as in, friendster.
BLEH!
so don`t waste your time writing them for me.
2 testimonials gone.
anyway, my friendster account sucks.
i can`t see people`s edited profile.
now, i can`t accept testimonials.
AHHH!

christmas eve today.
hmm.. wanna watch the 8pm show on channel 5.
LOL!
but i don`t celebrate christmas.
think there`s turkey for dinner though.
mum got it from the office last night.
OH YEAH!
i finally ate the jolly christmas pizza.
whatever it`s called.
i LOVE the cheese crusts.

whee!
peifang`s finally back online.
=))
i`m happy `cos i don`t have to help her.
with the chinese homework!
HAHA!
i`m evil.
but i done 2 already.
i so hao xin.

`the good begets good. =))

i failed once again @ 1:15:00 pm

woke up today at 8:30am.
what a change!
but i was forced to.
so darn tired.
LOL!

went to meet peifang at the usual place.
hahas. last night so funny.
we were sms-ing each other.
peifang: meet at usual place.
me: huh? where?
peifang: opposite lah
me: huh? opposite where?
peifang: traffic light there.
me: meet at traffic light there ah?
peifang: the block lah.
me: oh.
LOL! i`m so stupid.
so gong.

yeah, anyway i finished 2 of her IT things.
there`s 1 she completed right?
and 1 halfway done.
and 1 of it, the website doesn`t have the full version.

hmm.. watched the superconcert VCD.
i like the weilian sing that song his fan wrote for him.
SO NICE!
lols...

anyway, going off.
FOR DINNER

i failed once again @ 6:47:00 pm

whoa!
12:03am now.
i`m gonna be dead.
LOL!
still waiting for 100% entertainment replay at 1am lah.
and i can only sleep at 2am.
then i`ve gotta meet peifang tomorrow at 9:30am.
AHH!
doubt i`ll be able to get up.
but just pray i don`t forget to set my alarm.
HAHA!
i`m a forgetful person. =))
but not a sotong though.

my brother`s still not back.
and i`m becoming a messenger.
between my brother and mum.
LOL!
my brother`s always sms-ing to tell his whereabouts.
then, i`ve gotta report it to mum for him.

anyway, watched the superconcert VCD just now.
yeah, the quality is real real bad!
but at least it`s visible.
just be happy i can see the shuai-ge(s) and chio-bu(s)
didn`t see the whole thing though.
just sort of scanned through it.
but i watch the whole backstage thing.
9min17sec. quite touching...
considering i`m one who crys quite easily.
http://savefile.com/projects.php?pid=275356
lols. i decided not to buy the superdance album.
and heaven was on my side.
i chanced upon this website to download the songs.
LOL!
i didn`t download it though.
probably some other day when i`m free.
but considering that school`s reopening...
i don`t know.
anyway, if you wanna download.
i shall say something first.
it`s illegal downloading such stuffs, isn`t it?
so the point is that it isn`t 100% safe.
HAHA!
but if you wanna be safe, go ORIGINAL then.
=))


going off.
let my pity lil eyes have some break.
*my eyes ain`t little, SORRY.
PS. i should get the eyerelax stuff.
HAHA! JOKING -.-
and i don`t even know what`s it.
after months of that advertisements on tv.

i failed once again @ 12:02:00 am

back online.
it`s 8:42pm now.
gotta go off soon.
to catch the 9pm show: Love Concierge.
silver`s so chio!
but what a pity!
she`s sorta playing the role of an extra.
it`d be better if she had a main role in it.
LOL!

went out just now.
hmm.. was planning to go out at 2pm.
in the end, i went out only at 3pm.
went Popular first.
bought the superconcert VCD.
hasn`t opened it yet.
HAHAS! like i bu she de.
hmm.. whee!
i got the poster! =))
and there was loads of that album at the cashier there.
they were wrapping it with plastic.
didn`t buy the SuperDance one.
it`s $17.95 and ain`t worth at all.

went to library.
chose a few books.
then went to find CS Lewis` Chronicles of Narnia.
didn`t find any of that series.
but there`re other titles.
hmm.. went to 1st floor there sit.
then was sms-ing peifang.
me and another guy was like disturbing others.
he kept receiving calls and talk non-stop.
and i was making all those bu nai fan sounds.
LOL!

then finally went out of the library.
walked to JEC then go Poh Kim see see.
nothing much.
then went to the open plaza outside.
AHH! someone kill me.
i`m thinking too much about derrick.
WL`s fans were screaming weilian.
and i thought it was weijian. -.-
but i wasn`t lucky at all.
first, i thought i was quite at the front.
then all the FCs people reserve place for others one.
BLEH!
then sheena`s and shermaine`s fans were in front of me.
suddenly they waved their posters.
so decided go somewhere else.
then suay suay walk until renfred`s fans there.
and if i`m not wrong, renfred`s got the most posters.
so, guess how suay i`m.
my view is totally blocked out by the shuai-ge posters.
as peifen says they are.
then suddenly saw sugi.
wah lao! so shuai!
don`t know where they went lah.
later they walked back again.
and JY fans wanted to shake hand with him or what.
but i think he just pushed them off.
ok lah, i not saying he cold-blooded.
hmm.. after a while.
the 3 hosts walked to the bottom of the stage.
at first, didn`t know.
but someone said dasmond was there.
so tiptoe-ed and saw the 3 hosts.
probably shooting some advertisements again.
then there`s this auntie near me keep shouting sugi.
LOL!
i think it started quite late bah.
but at least got see all the finalists.
JY and sugi`s belt were cool.
it`s like normal belt.
but at the center there, got those flashing lights.
don`t know what are the words though.
hmm..
one thing i just gotta say.
dasmond`s darn lame!
everything the finalists say can turn into a joke.
LOL!
hmm.. yuyang`s style like a bit beng.
but that samuel was so damn cute!
cute si le.
i`m going all crazy.
yuppss.. ke lian me.
bei yu lin dao bian cheng luo tang ji.
my hair was thoroughly wet.
and droplets were dripping from it too.
then went somewhere else.
1 of the joke i remembered.
how to differentiate sheena and shermaine.
of course created by dasmond..
yeah.. sheena is the one who answers with a hmm.. hmmmmm!
-.- but it was enough to send the crowds laughing.
yeah, sort of nothing much.
`cos i left immediately after the introduction of the 20 contestants.
LOL!
then went to buy dinner.
and came back home.
ate some tangyuan.
nothing much.
going off NOW!
LOVE CONCIERGE STARTED!!
byess.

i failed once again @ 8:39:00 pm

10:37am.
congrat me for getting up early today.
at least, earlier than usual.
i woke up at 9:45am. =))

anyways, i`m so HAPPY!
probably gonna be on a HIGH mood?
`cos william`s out. whee
and later going JEC see CSS finalists.
but i can`t watch 100% entertainment.
nevermind, shall watch replay.

HMPH!
yesterday watched the 100% entertainment.
mostly on Ella.
then there was this part.
and Ella said her feet`s big.
and xiaozhu look kinda like surprised.
but Ella said her feet it 25.5cm
and i was like so diao.
if that`s big, then mine bigger.
and my cousin`s gigantic.
HAHA!

went down for dinner yesterday.
finally a family meal.
but mum doesn`t seem to be happy at all.
she was quite pissed off.
ordered mai pian xia, luo han zai, dong gua tang, gang zheng hong ban.
then don`t know why.
actually dad wanted sweet and sour prawn for a change.
`cos mum always orders the few same stuffs.
but they argued then ended up with mai pian xia.
then later mum said want some vegetables.
and dad was thinking of what to order.
when mum suddenly said luo han zai,
dad actually opposed lah.
then in the end, gave in to her.
yupps.. at first was okay.
then later the fish came.
and mum started finding trouble with it.
she said it`s normal fish, it`s not hong ban.
then the person came and said the tail red mah.
LOL!
after that, mum doesn`t seem happy and asked how come don`t have garlic blah blah.
and accused it is not gang zheng.
yupps.. in the end, finished it lah.
and the person gave us free rice.
yeahh.. she did not charge us for the rice.
probably `cos she could see mum not shuang liao.
think i saw kenneth at the coffeeshop too.
BLEH!
anyway, ate ice-cream after that.
i saw the picture of the hip hop jelly.
but couldn`t find it anywhere.
so settled for some ice-cream called moshi moshi.
there`s a healthier choice symbol! =))
-.-

my toe`s aching.
cos i peeled the nail.
HAHA!

going library afterwards.
and to watch the CSS thingy too.
didn`t finished reading my books though.
only 1.
hmm.. 2 of the books seem to be crude.
1 is Knocked out by my nunga-nungas.
thought the cover was nicely illustrated.
and also it`s written in diary form.
but read halfway thru.
stopped b`cos of all those disgusting stuffs.
then flipped and realised eons of pages missing.
so i GAVE UP that book.

blehs.

i failed once again @ 10:35:00 am

darn.
i hate the IE connection.
it`s so damn slow.
especially nowadays, it`s getting slower and slower.
normally it takes less than even half a minute to get to this posting page.
but now, it`s takes more than a minute, almost 2 minutes perhaps.
SUCK!

http://cruzteng.com/2005/12/20/361/
lols. that`s a nice one.
i strongly recommend it for people like peifang.
=))
though she can`t read it now.
but let`s hope she gets chance to read it.
`cos i know she likes such stuffs.

okayys.. stupid MSN.
probably another problem by my IE connection.
i can`t log in to MSN.
been trying it for umpteen times.
oh well, conclusion: SUCKS high time!

trying to make this just a short post.
yupps.. my brother may be back anytime.
who knows.. and he`ll come snatching the computer.
on leave for 3 days. another SUCK!
and he`s gone out for his 3rd motorcycle test.
so you should be able to guess that he`s failed it twice.
=))
LOL!

hmm.. cheng guang was out last night.
nothing much to say about that.
`cos i don`t say like any of them that much.
there`s Star Idol tonight.
hmm.. just watch it.
though it may not be as nice now.
there`s no more albert.
no more youngsters pursuing their dreams.
what`s the point of watching?

i`m gonna be even more broke now.
thanks to PlayMusic.
releasing superstar albums one after another.
first, the SuperConcert.
now, the SuperDance.
then, probably Kelvin`s personal album.
LOL! i won`t buy the 3rd one though.
1st and 2nd i`m still considering.
yeah, i`m strong on buying the 1st one.
as for the 2nd one, shall see the price and the tracks derrick`s singing.

strange night for me.
i don`t even know what time i actually went to sleep.
i remembered sleeping alone.
then suddenly, i felt stuffs on me.
like sharp little cold things.
thought i was perhaps in a dream.
then heard the sounds of the raindrops, got up and close the window.
that`s the first time i did that, yeah?
LOL! i`m so surprised i could actually feel it.
then i realised my mother was beside me.
like, sort of freaked me out, in the dark.
wonder what time it was raining.
i looked at my clock.
it seemed like the hands are pointing to 1 and 4.
thought it was 1:20am.
but after awhile, i remembered i watched the 100% entertainment replay.
so it couldn`t be 1:20am.
so i just thought it was 4:05am.
then i don`t know if i went to sleep after that.
and i heard an alarm clock.
my mum`s, i suppose.
that`s when she left my room.
and i can have all the bed myself.
and probably, the time i start sleeping.
slept till almost 11am.
had some strange dreams though.
yeahs.. anyway, i`m going off now.

GOSH! it`s wednesday.
told my mum i`m going library tomorrow.
but i`ve only finished 1 book. duh
hmm.. peifang told me 1 of the english books are out now.
thought of accompanying her to school on friday.
shun bian buy books, and maybe help her see results if she can`t.
and also to get the stuffs from her.
tao qian from mum. she don`t give.
then i was like suan le. bu gei jiu bu gei loh.
fan zhen shi zhong ni hai shi yao fu de.
zui duo bei lao shi ma. kao shi lao shi wo mei qian.
wo men zhe nian ji de ren, you shui hui shuo shi chao you qian?
i`m not gonna care about this matter.
until she gives me the money to buy it.
can`t even get money to buy books from her.
BLEH! like as if she got give me allowance like that.
hai bu shi papa gei de.
HMPH! i hate school.
everytime need buy this buy that, need ownself pay.
with the meagre allowance i have.
only $20 per week.
c`mon, get a life!
it makes up to only $4 per day.
$2 per meals. `cos i need to take care of recess and lunch on my own.
and that`s like, just enough for a plate of rice/noodles, plus a drink.
and i have no savings.
how about all the school stuffs.
assessment books, yearbook, class photo etc.
even now the new uniform, she says if i want to buy them, use my own money.
and if there`s outing and i need to use money, pay myself.
that`s only for school.
but as for the life outside school.
when i go out with the cousins and their parents, my parents they don`t go.
and i see my cousins` parents help them pay for everything.
i`ve only got myself.
then about everything i want.
books, cds, games, albums etc.
i won`t say about it.
it`s quite normal that people our age are getting this stuffs ourselves.
not complaining with the meagre allowance of mine.
and she`s even like scolding me for not getting the Edusave scholarship thing.
but why?
i used to have only 1 bank account.
where my money is deposited into.
now, i`m all confused.
all the accounts and transitions and whatever.
my money ain`t living in peace.
and i`m not too.
`cos i don`t have a single clue to where my money is.
it`s just like my home`s NKF.
every $1 you put in, you only know 10cents end up in the right use.
so, it all SUCK!
1 last thing: i won`t buy my english books. till someone comes giving me the money.


hmmm.. SORRY.
i said it should be a short entry.
LOL! but it`s become a long one.
things are all going wrong.
so just SHUT UP and get out of my life.

i failed once again @ 11:44:00 am

time passes by so fast.
it`s already 20th december.
may time please stop.
it`s 2 more days to PSLE posting results.
it`s 3 more days for 2006 sec 1s to go to their sec sch.
it`s 5 more days to christmas.
it`s 12 more days to a new year, 2006.
at least, some people might be waiting for this.
hoping for time to pass faster.
but i just ain`t.
it`s 14 more days to start of school.
and i`m not in the least bit looking forward to it.
i feel so bad. so sad. so guilty.
streaming sucks.
i wish life could return back to the old times.
when i was young, and so innocent.
when i knew nothing.
when i studied b`cos i was in a school.
when i listened to my parents.
when i didn`t need to do much decision-making.
when i didn`t need to worry about anything.
but life`s just gotta change.
and i`m not like exactly happy about this.
only, if i could have some things.
why am i and peifang posted to different classes?
and different streams.
WHY?
at least, others had their close friends with them.
but we don`t have.
those real close types i mean.
we put the same options.
but we ended in different routes.
i feel so guilty of everything.
if i didn`t put option B, she could`ve gotten in.
like how competitions are always.
bestfriends in life, but rivals in matches.
at least, i wish we could just go back to 2/5.
so what if we created trouble?
at least, we`re responsible.
we`re not like scaredy-cats.
who go round acting cool and bending rules,
then hide in fear when you`re caught.
we have the integrity.
i guess it took more than 1 and a half years for us to bond together.
but, that wait was well worth it.
to see us all united.
i won`t forget this year`s games day.
how we started by losing in everything.
but ended up winning some in the end.
actually, it`s not the point of winning.
we were best sports class in secondary 1.
but we took it for granted.
everyone was just happy.
b`cos we`re awarded that title.
but no one realised, what`s the effort put in.
this year, though we didn`t get it.
but i was glad, seeing us care for each other.
we didn`t blame anyone for losing.
instead, we`re enjoying ourselves.
actually, winning isn`t everything.
the point is effort, and team spirit.
even when you lose, a simple encouragement can just cheer you up.
but when you win, do you care so much?
you may get some words of encouragement and so on.
but you`re just happy b`cos you`ve won.

i`ve just rearranged my MSN list.
it`s just so messy.
was blog-hopping just now.
and some irritating pop-ups!
yeah.. including one porn site`s.
-.- not that i went though.
anyway, loads pon CCA during holidays.
LOL! not that i wouldn`t do that.
but, if the CCA peeps were bonded,
i guess i`d just go for every meeting without fail.
but i haven`t seen much clubs in our school where members are bonded.
not AVA, not F&V, not photography, not art, not library, not cybernauts.
i guess the most bonded ones are those in performing arts.
then followed by uniformed groups.
the rest, aren`t really bonded.
just like us.

may time just stop

i failed once again @ 3:01:00 pm

it`s 11:14am now.
okayys. at least i`m not sleeping.
LOL!

yupps.. finally got new batteries for my clock.
or i shall be late on the very first day of school.
BUT, i don`t wish for school to start so fast...

hope to go swimming with my cousins once again.
at least, enjoy myself during holidays.
`COS i know that 2006 might be very STRESS.
so, all i can do is to work hard.
which i doubt i will, or i don`t think i can.
hmm.. but i guess i shall try my BEST.
that`s what i always say too.

anyway, it`s strange lah.
when you give people advice,
you make it sound so easy.
but when it comes to yourself,
you find that it`s sort of difficult.
HAHAS!

it`s dangerous while i`m posting this now.
the stupid chair, i`m gonna FALL.
only if i`m not careful enough.
this chair might just collapse anytime.
LOL!

hmm..
yeah, SORRY peifang ahh.
i`m sorry that i can`t help you.
but let`s just pray, your computer gets well.
you should give a GET WELL SOON! card to it.
=))

and maybe i`m going to the library on THURSDAY.
haix... if only the Campus Superstar thing can be on FRIDAY.
`cos i wanted to see them.
AWW!
another SORRY.

this is GONNA be a week of BOREDOM.
`cos i have no FREEDOM.
with my brother around.
disturbing me, irritating me etc.
but we DON`T fight anymore.
LOL!
yeah, it`s quite strange.
when we`re younger,
we can fight for practically anything.
but as when GROW up,
we just give in to each other so EASILY.
but there`s still ONE thing...
he`s still always lying to my parents,
and set me up, i`m so yuan wang.

i wanna watch the SUPERFUNKIES replay!
LOL.
i`m so addicted to it.
especially the last part where WILLIAM sang.
it`s so COOL.
but, i think that was taken last time.
before he cut his hair.
his HAIR gave it all away.
but i still LIKE it.

hope to buy the SUPERCONCERT VCD.
hopefully this THURSDAY bah.
when i go out. LOL!
i`m so a LAZY person.
also wanna buy JAN`s issue of teens.
`cos i think there`s DERRICK inside.
=))
GOSH!
still wanna buy xiaozhu`s cui mian DVD.
then the evonne`s da feng chui album.
guess i`m going broke SOON.
someone get those as christmas gifts for me..
LOL! i`m so selfish. -.-

something wrong`s with my MSN.
i`ve been automatically signing in and out.
for the last hour. AT LEAST.
LOL!

okayys.
enough of blabbering and crapping.
shall go offline now bah.
HAHAS!

i failed once again @ 11:13:00 am

GOSH!
what`ve i been thinking?
perhaps i was too focused on chinese.
that i forgot there`s 100% entertainment today.
luckily, still got half an hour more before it starts.
so i shall go for a bathe soon.
and catch the show later.
but strange of me, i could remember superfunkies.
LOL! a must-watch for me. =))
hmm..
should say i`m rather pleased with myself.
i redo-ed all my chinese that IT stuff.
and i completed it within 2 days.
yesterday and today.
whee!
finally i can relax.
just 1 more letter writing to go.
=))
suddenly i have the inspiration to do my homework.
strange and weird. but i hope it stays in me forever.
HAHAS!
oh yeah, i`m so so stupid.
i completed them.
but i didn`t write my name anywhere.
-.- duh.
anyway, enough crapping for now.
shall go bathe. and watch TV.
ahhs~ i miss editing photo and videos.
but i can`t edit videos.
LOL!
that windows video maker is a super lag.
shall get those things off my head for now.

mum just called.
she just completed her check-up.
so long.
2 hours. -.-
and she`s going for lunch now.
HAHAS!

ciao

i failed once again @ 4:23:00 pm

almost 1pm now.
nothing much happened.
i mean for today.

dad and mum on leave today.
and they went to the hospital.
no lah.
is b`cos dad accompany mum for eye check-up.
LOL!
then i think they still wanna go OG.
go marine parade.
so good.
me, alone at home.

hmm..
quite glad with myself.
i`m still left with 2 of the chinese IT stuff and 1 letter.
think i can finish it.
=))

went out yesterday night.
to orchard to see the lightings.
was supposed to go out as 1 family.
but my brother was called back to camp.
AWW!
another outing plan thwarted.
we can`t even settle for a meal together properly.
don`t feel much about the lightings.
they aren`t like so darn nice or what.
but i quite like the Tanglin Mall`s decoration.
yupps.. feel it`s quite attractive.
hmm..
then dad was hungry.
so looked around for some 24h coffeeshop.
then he suddenly remembered macpherson.
when we just passed that junction to macpherson.
LOL!
so in the end, we settled for taman jurong.
afterall, we always go there for supper.
mum and dad ate the minced meat noodle.
i didn`t have so big appetite.
just ate 2 char siew baos.
and that peifang sms-ed me twice.
when we`re going out.
so my father said so late still who sms-ing.
LOL!
then my mother say san geng ban ge hai zai sms.
like so duh. it`s only 11pm.
then my father said at night must sleep.
if not very tired then bu hao kan. -.-
and my mother yuan wang me.
say what saturday i didn`t sleep.
then i was sms-ing others.
who would pei wo sms each other in the night?
after that went home.
was like 12plus.
watched the wo he jiang si you ge yue hui 3.
then slept at around 2am.
couldn`t get to sleep.
was so cold even when the fans were off.
then i was turning and tossing b`cos i had no blanket.
they`re still all wet.
in the morning, mum woke up.
and gave me her blanket. HAHA!
and i continued sleeping.
until 11plus.
then they come back.
and i ate my lunch.
LOL!
now they`re out again.

yeah.. yesterday also went IMM.
didn`t go there for months.
and realised that some departments in giant were switched.
was kinda a bit surprised.
didn`t buy anything though.
then went to the burger king for dinner.
mum met someone she knew there.
then they chat. until 6plus.
and mum just ordered 2 meals for us.
gobbled down our food.
was rushing home to catch the charity show.
LOL!
then also went the $1 dumpling that store.
to buy dumplings and shun bian chat with the sales assistant.
cos last time she took care of me when i was younger.
then we walked home of course.
on our way home, suddenly saw dad`s taxi zoomed past us.
then my mother was like WOW!
and she forgot she was in the middle of a road.
so we ended up crossing recklessly.
HAHA!

aww.
my brother`s on leave from wednesday to friday.
that means i can`t have the computer to myself.
LOL!
hmm.. but i think i going out on thursday.
i wanna go see the CSS finalists.
CSS = campus superstar. not commonwealth sec sch.
but too bad the CSS finalists also don`t have CSS peeps.
LOL!
no one wei xiao zheng guang.
hmm.. think the new uniform is out?
not sure.
but, do we need to buy it?
feel like buying it though.
not that i like new stuffs.
but my old shirts are like quite short.

yuppss. anyway gotta go.
i wanna concentrate on my chinese stuff.
YUCKS! my brother signed in.
BLEH. wonder how come they can go online.
those camps got internet and the recruits can use computer?
wah. if really like that, then life good liao.
they receive free training, free food, free lodging.
plus got PAY and annual LEAVE.
where to find such deals?
even illegal immigrants also cannot.
they have to live in fear. HAHAS!

actually mum asked me whether i wanna donate.
HAHAS! to the heart society or what.
yesterday that show. LOL!
she called once and tay ping hui received it.
how i wish got derrick, then i shall call.
-.-

hmm.. my mum was being lame.
she asked me if i got a classmate called wenbin.
and i said yes.
then she told me her aunt lives 1 storey above us.
and i was like duh.
didn`t you know that.
and she later asked me, that time she came to look for wenbin right?
and i was like.
that was probably 1 and a half years ago.
OMG! -.-
i wonder if mum`s been living in her own world...

i failed once again @ 12:57:00 pm

so bored.
no breakfast.
for lunch, only ate 2 sweet potatoes.
duh. cos there wasn`t anything else.

hmm.. was awake throughout the night.
reading books.
and i only finished 1 of the books.
LOL!
after that, it was like 6:30am already.
dad already went out for work.
then i just went to my mum`s room.
sleep with her.
until 11:30am like that.
woke up. and nothing do.
read newspapers loh.
then now online again.

oh yeah.
saw the tv ad of the superconcert`s vcd.
gosh! i wanna buy it.
LOL!
`cos of derrick.
i`m gonna buy it.
someday, somehow.
as for xiaozhu`s DVD, consider it other time liao.
derrick`s more important. HAHA!

hmm..
might be going out at night.
mum said wanna go orchard.
see those christmas lightings and stuffs.
yeah, hope to go out too anyway.
rather than be cooped at home.

mum`s not working tomorrow again.
3 consecutive mondays in a row.
LOL!

i failed once again @ 1:59:00 pm

hahas.
another new skin for my blog.
just fitting in with the season.
the gift-giving season.
where everyone goes broke.
LOL!
will be changing to another one soon.
after christmas lah.
cos the season is only a while.
it doesn`t last the whole year.
and anyway, i don`t think it`s really nice.
but i think it looks sort of xmas-sy.
with the christmas medley by superstars.
LOL!

hmm..
1:18am. almost wrote pm. -.-
nothing to do. ain`t tired.
remember i slept for 4h in the afternoon.
guess what?
i didn`t manage to do the chinese homework.
considering what a slacker i am.
HAHA!
at least, i`m not so chan.
i think peifang`s computer just went sot.
and all her stuffs might be gone.
i don`t know.
not sure is it the problem only with acer.
or it also occurs with other brands too.
`cos this acer computer of mine is 3 years old.
every year, there`s something major happen to it.
and i`ve gotta stop using it.
BLEH!
perhaps it`s time to get a new one.
HAHA! is it too fast?
the old one`s been around for 5 years.
but new products aren`t as lasting as older ones.
LOL!

enough blabbering.
going off liao.
find something else to do.
hopefully something constructive.
=))

i failed once again @ 1:15:00 am

chao slack day.
12pm woke up.
ate lunch.
surf net, listen songs etc.
4pm. went to sleep.
8pm wake up.
dinner.
watched PSC nite and Oh! Mother!
9.30pm went to bathe.
around 10pm.
came online once again.
LOL!
nice day spent.
really planning to do my chinese homework now.
shall update later if i really manage to finish.
LOL!

just found a few songs i think are quite nice.
they`re by sarah mclachlan.
yeah, i was listening to english songs in the afternoon lah.
what a change for a day!
fallen and behind the mystery are quite nice.
but can`t download it leh.
anywhere to download?

i failed once again @ 10:32:00 pm

hahas.
i`m so proud of myself.
i solved the disconnection problem by myself.
=))
perhaps i called the TA too many times.
then used to it.
so i know what to do liao.
LOL!

hmm..
stupidly irritating.
i was awaken by phone calls, then doorbells and sms-es this morning.
around 10plus i guess.
hey! give me some sleep lah.
i was already so lethargic after swimming yesterday.
then i still stayed up to watch 100% entertainment.
and it ended at 2:40am like that.
i only got to sleep at around 3am loh.
so let me enjoy my sleep.
but then so noisy.
just couldn`t get back to sleep.

just ate my brunch.
or lunch instead.
LOL!

hmm..
wonder if ruimin reads my blog.
cos i just remembered something.
she said when christmas comes,
she wanna write a testi for me.
and write things like Jing-le bells.
-.- that`s what lamers do.
=))
i was reminded of this.
when i got a testi just now.
HAHA!

so bored now.
and the cause of the fish` death is..
water pollution!
there was an excessive amount of chlorine.
LOL!
now there`s only 1 sucker left.

i`m trying to concentrate on my homework now.
but of course, i`m always distracted lah.
LOL! still need to say meh?
OMG! today`s 17.
tomorrow`s 18?
is there that charity show?
i don`t know.
sort of confused about everything.
shall try to focus on my homework now.
=))))

i failed once again @ 1:19:00 pm

whee~
i`m back.
back from swimming.
enjoyed myself today.
with my cousins.
it was so darn fun.
went to choa chu kang swimming complex by the way.
actually, we didn`t really swim lah.
only swim 4 times of the breadth of the pool.
and i was so surprised, i could still swim.
LOL!
then went to the Spa Pool too.
after that, went to the wave pool.
also went to the kids pool accompany the kids.
HAHAS!
i swear i didn`t play lah.
i`m not childish. =))
hmm.. later a bit sian liao.
nothing do.
then we saw this big slide.
my cousin asked if wanna try it.
i was like scared.
it seems quite long.
but anyway, i went with her for the 1st time in my life.
while queueing, i admit i was sort of shivering.
maybe 20% due to the cold wind.
and 80% due to being scared of it.
then it was our turn.
climbed up the stairs in spiral.
sort of made me dizzy.
makes me feel dizzy lah.
finally reached the top.
only got 2 of us then.
both of us were so scared.
so suggested to go together.
she sat infront, i sat behind.
then went down.
actually, i should say..
it`s a wonderful ride loh.
i don`t know how to describe lah.
i know there are turns and all those.
then sometimes also don`t know how,
can turn till so high.
actually, when we first went down.
still a bit scared.
but as soon as we went for like a few seconds only.
i don`t know how it felt.
it`s a great feeling.
i just forgot about everything.
forgot about the fears i had just now.
my mind just seemed to have gone blank just like that.
really COOL!
should have gone for it last time.
but at least, now try still not too late.
after the first try, we queued up and played many more times.
and we kept bargaining to say it`s the last time.
in the end, we played until the ride was closed.
HAHA!
then went to bathe.
it was like 7plus.
after that, i checked my phone.
and realised there was 12 missed calls.
WHAT THE HECK!
the most no. of missed calls i had so far.
and i guess my ringtone must have been playing non-stop.
i would like to hear it.
but i wasn`t attending to my phone while swimming.
if not, i`d be listening to Guan Huai Fang Shi by Derrick!
HAHA!
then went for dinner after that.
go limbang the McDonalds` eat.
i ate a Fillet-O-Fish meal.
or however you spell it.
was forcing myself to finish it.
bu ran hui bei ma.
should say, perhaps the 1st time.
i finished a whole value meal by myself.
i should be happy. =))
then later the kids parents came.
and he offered to send me back home.
so just went home.
reached home 8plus.
washed up awhile.
then now online.

actually, my mum`s plans were thwarted.
`cos she actually wanted the whole family to dine together at JE.
then i went swimming.
my brother go out.
so my mum and dad went JEC`s kopitiam makan lor.
HAHA!

just went to DjEiRaInC NG`s forum.
people said they saw derrick at westmall at 8plus pm just now.
AWW!
so good.
wished i had been there.
EWW!
HMPH!
and i saw the videos at channel U`s web.
so darn funny.
especially the one where he was talking about the hen gan dong de shi.
then weichoong zai xiao shen me.
LOL!
can`t control my laughters.

NICE DAY OUT!

i failed once again @ 9:31:00 pm

just deleted my hi5 and wholivesnearyou account.
since i use them so rarely.
i just wanna stay on to using friendster.
1 type enough liao.
so many different types, very confusing.
and i almost forgot about all those accounts.
until hi5 sent me a message.
LOL!
and i`ve added 3 campus finalists on my friendster.
zhiyang, sheena and shermaine.
can`t find yuyang though.

i`m starting to hate the night.
not say really hate it.
but i hate people who spoil the nights.
HMPH!
all those spooky sounds.
coming from probably the storey below.
radio or don`t know what.
so LOUD. i can even hear it.
those things freak me out.
then my father`s phone, suddenly beep-ing.
in the middle of me and my mother`s conversation.
then the phone lit up.
and my mum tried to freak me out.
asking me what`s that blue light?
where`s it from?
what`s that beep sound?
where`s it from?
and my father just slept, ignoring it.
perhaps he wanted to freak us out.
and the stupid clock strike 10 times.
when it was 1am.
-.-

woke up today.
first thing i did.
went to the fish tank.
didn`t wear spectacles lah.
then i was like from a bit far see.
wah kao.
freaked me out when i saw no fish in it.
except for 2 suckers.
or whatever you call them.
those blackies which eat shit.
and looks like mudskippers.
i thought dad said only 3 fish would die.
his prediction`s wrong.
i think all died.
the remaining 6 all died at once.
together.
GOOD FRIENDS, yeah?
but they didn`t do the i jump, you jump.
LOL!
hmm..
i should say there`s like maybe 50 bits of fish food.
floating on the water.
the water`s still going.
b`cos of the 2 suckers.

oh yeah.
i`m so surprised.
my cousin actually uses those type of expensive pens.
and she needs new ones very soon.
cos she uses them very fast.
HAHA!
anyway, i seldom buy pens myself.
though i`m supposed to do so.
LOL!
since my pen ink do not run out fast.
and we go to malaysia so often.
and i do not have malaysian currency.
of course, it`s clever to buy all the pens there.
and my mother shall pay for it.
=))

mum just called.
asked me whether want go malaysia tomorrow with my cousins.
to eat pizza.
AWW!
i`d love to eat pizza.
but to go to malaysia, NO!
i hate clearing the customs.
and also me alone with them.
will feel strange.
LOL!

my voice sort of very hoarse now.
kept clearing my throats while talking to her.
just pray it doesn`t rain in the afternoon.
=))

i failed once again @ 10:51:00 am

SUCK!
i`ve like been signed in to MSN for the past hour.
and i`d like someone to tell me how many times i got disconnected.
darn.
well, at least no one comes 'scolding' me for 'disturbing' them.

hmm..
went for dinner downstairs just now.
wah kao.
don`t know what`s wrong with me today.
was so darn tired.
i got 8 hours sleep liao.
should be enough mah.
suddenly when mum came back, then i feel so darn tired.
then she say go downstairs eat.
i was like already so lazy liao.
but bo bian.
it `d be bo liao to get my parents ta bao for me.
anyway, we ate chicken rice.
ordered a half-chicken. and 3 plates of rice.
then i finished the rice.
and only ate like 3 or 4 pieces of chicken meat.
don`t really feel like eating.
just so damn tired.
then just sit there, see my parents finish the meat.
and i was dreaming away. LOL!
after that, eat ice-cream.
actually didn`t wanted to.
but just grabbed one anyway.
then came back home.
nothing for me to do.
idle around for awhile.
then walk around the house a few times.
later decided to come online.
blehs..
i`m so darn tired..
i might fall asleep anytime.

i failed once again @ 8:29:00 pm

back online once again.
blogging once again.

feel like buying xiaozhu`s cui mian show DVD.
heard that there`s 3 DVDs inside.
and his dance are very cool.
i wanna buy it!
but i sound crazy.
already bought the CD.
LOL!
see first bahs.

hmm..
is there only 1 mall in singapore?
what`s so special about JEC?
so many autograph and fan sessions gonna be held there.
at such an ulu place.
and so small holding capacity.
fu gu also don`t need go ulu places right?
too exaggerating.

yeah, got a stupid call just now.
from some boy.
the reason i say boy is b`cos his voice hasn`t break.
hmm..
he asked for jingwei.
yeah. so of course i told him i was.
and i was wondering who`s that i`m actually talking to.
then he started talking to jingwei.
and i talked to him too.
then later i realised this conversation seem strange.
`cos i don`t know what the heck`s he`s actually on about.
so after a while.
i told him that he`s probably talking to the wrong jingwei.
so that`s the end of our conversation.
i was laughing like HELL!
i`m wondering what`s the 'real' jingwei`s number.
cos i don`t think jingwei(s) have so close numbers.
that he can actually dial wrongly.
anyway, i just hope that not much jingwei(s) will have the same number along the one as mine.
if not i shall have to go on being other jingwei(s) as well.
and that call reminded me of something some LAME person enjoys.
making prank calls.
HAHA! but of course, i don`t have time for such stuffs.
later kena sued for harassment.
LOL!

whee!
probably going swimming tomorrow.
i`m so happy!
long time never swim le.
i just wish i can swim more often.
but i don`t wanna get sunburnt.
the feeling of being sunburnt and still swimming sure SUCKS!
i tried it before.
my skin was in so much pain.
and the next few days, i could see my skin peeling off.
i just wanna enjoy myself before school starts.

i hate my IE connection.
HELL!
i just wished we had cable broadband.
that`s gonna be way better, isn`t it?
and with that chevron`s card, it has special rates for it.
but this pacnet one`s just SUCK!
so much..

i failed once again @ 3:28:00 pm

suffering from hiccups.
been hiccuping non-stop.
any cure for it?
LOL!

there`s a pimple on my forehead.
a big one. and obvious too.
bigger than the size of a mosquito bite.
and it`s so reddish.
SUCKS!

albert`s out!
i`m so sad.
he`s so talented.
his acting was the best that night.
i mean, really.
not b`cos i like him.
but he was really way better than the last time.
pitiful that he got kicked out.
leo and william were the worst that night.
yet they got in.
anyway, that`s to be expected for 100% audience votes.
if the prize were a few million.
i would join it.
try to get into the finals.
and once i get into the finals.
everyweek, i shall get my family to vote for me.
perhaps a few thousands per week.
then in the end, i win.
i win a million dollars prize.
that`s so worth it.
anyway, i have this theory.
waiting to be proven to be true.
HAHAS!
we`re attracted to young cute kawaii guys.
then after a very short while.
the passion dies off.
that`s what happened in project superstar too.
enough blabbering about this.
don`t wanna say too much.
albert just so damn doesn`t deserve this.
he just need to meet some clever directors.
clever enough to make him an all-time favourite actor.
sincerely, i just wanna say..
i`ve never meet such a young guy 17 only.
yet so damn talented.
even derrick is 20. though i like him more.

hmm..
the campus superstar top 20 are out.
don`t have much cute guys.
only got 1 i noticed.
the hong yu yang.
LOL!
but not as cute as derrick!

ok lah. i shall stop crapping about these talent-searching competitions contestants.

um.. don`t know what to talk about.
i`m just addicted to blogging, ain`t i?
it`s 11:50am liao.
going to 12pm.
gonna cook udon later!
whees~
there`s also the green tea beancurd in the fridge.
wanna eat it!
hmm.. see when hungry then eat bahs.
can`t keep eating.
or i`ll become fat.
i`ll grow out of my uniform.
HAHA!

i failed once again @ 11:01:00 am

hmm.. emi`s out.
she wasted her chance.
she`s so good.
but she can`t host fashion, i guess.
LOL!
she keep panicking, and i was panicking with her too.
influenced.

i`m so darn sad!
derrick actually went to J8 yesterday as guest.
HMPH!
wonder when was the last time i saw him in person.
perhaps, months months ago.
think i didn`t see him botak before.

renovations still going on above.
it`s so damn irritating.
and i thought someone was coming back just now.
BLEH!
guess someone called at maybe around 8plus?
i`m not sure.
i knew someone phoned but just continued sleeping.

dad bought the u-weekly yesterday.
seems so big and thick.
roughly the size of a newspaper.
but i prefer the previous layout.

being cooped up at home is so boring.
watch tv, surf net, sleep.
that`s practically all i do.
if not, i`ll just open the fridge and grab something to drink or munch on.
or there`re loads of stuffs in the kitchen.
and also titbits in the living room.
feel like everywhere i go, there`s food.
except in the rooms.

realised i`ve always been posting in black.
i`m just too lazy to change the colour.
and i wonder if i`m addicted to blogging?
LOL!

don`t know what to expect in the coming academic year.
bet it`s gonna be damn stress one.
and probably a very boring one.
ain`t looking forward.
after some thinking, i think poly`s still a better choice for me.
i just hope no one comes telling me too much about JC.
then i shall be in a dilemma once again.
but i think there`s lots to expect on air.
like campus superstar, superband, singapore idol, star idol, superhost, and perhaps another season of project superstar again.

dad bought 6 breads last night for me and his breakfast.
-.-
he said at night after 8pm or 9pm, some bakeries sell them cheaper.
and he bought them at 3 for $2.
the last time, he bought them 50% off.
and i began to wonder, is there is trend of selling breads cheaper at night?
`cos that time we went to malaysia.
we were shopping too. then it was 10pm and they began switching off lights.
and a bakery was selling breads on a buy 1 free 1 basis.
so, an advice is that..
buy breads at night, after 8pm or 9pm.
=))
LOL!

still don`t feel like taking lunch.
feeling sort of full?
hahas.

i`m so jealous of my brother.
he got the chevron`s card.
so many damn privileges!
but just pray, we girls don`t need to serve NS in future.
it`s good enough.
LOL!
hmm.. their bowling rates for students on weekdays are $2.40
ain`t sure cheap or expensive.
haven`t been bowling in singapore for long.
the last time seems like 1 year ago in genting?
GOSH! i didn`t realise it.
in malaysia, it`s relatively cheap lah.
RM4.50 only. but we only got go genting then play.
then i`m not sure how much the arcade games are.
each token 50cents. that`s what i read from the web.
but i don`t go arcade to play for long liao.

OH YA!
i hate my CPU.
sort of should say it sucks.
`cos i ain`t bothered to trim my fingernails.
so they`re quite long.
and every time i wanna insert a disc.
i`ve gotta press so hard that my nail hurts.
and i`ve gotta press so many times.
`cos the outer casing got problem.
and i`m lazy to open it.
`cos it`s on the verge on dropping out.
i just don`t wanna risk.

hmm..
hope to go swimming this friday.
i don`t know.
thought my cousins were going.
and my mum kept asking.
but lately, she stopped asking.
LOL!
it`s perhaps almost 8 months since i last swam.
no one wanna swim with me.
no one wanna go bowling with me.
no one wanna play badminton with me.
no one wanna play table tennis with me.
i`m so unfit.

there`s star idol tonight.
HAHA!
but no Yummy Yummy.
AWW!

LOL!
i think i`m starting to like video editing.
after i quitted F&V.
haix. don`t really like art club.
ruth`s always talking to the walls.
and having lots of crazy ideas.
F&V would`ve been better.
if not for all the members slacking.
anyway, shall try to stay in art club.
1 and a half more years to go.
i`m gonna persevere.
just can`t believe myself.
enjoy changing CCAs.
P5 and P6 like every few months change one CCA.
but now cannot liao.
only can change during the jan-feb period.
but to think, we can get our own ways.
and change in the middle of the year.
i guess i must`ve been a terrible person who goes round changing CCAs all the time.
giving people problems.
HAHA!

hmm.
almost 1 week since my cousins left for the States.
don`t know when they`ll be back though.

nothing much.
just hoping i can get a new school bag.
doubt i`ll get it too, anyway.
but i really want one.
deuter range too expensive.
i think shayrer [or however you spell it] is cheaper.
but i gotta stop dreaming.
don`t think i can get one.
unless i can put up with all those naggings of lang fei qian.
LOL!
anyway, going off now lahs!

i failed once again @ 12:39:00 pm

haix.
time passes really fast.
especially when one is enjoying.
school`s reopening soon.

turned in at 1plus yesterday.
actually wanted to watch superfunkies replay.
but i didn`t.
just locked myself in my room.
and let my thoughts wander off freely.
i just love the night.

currently downloading something.
ain`t very sure what it is.
something to do with the superstars.
big file. 545KB.
LOL!

笑一个吧亲爱的朋友啊
把悲伤留在昨天锁上
还记得那些我们说过的梦想
你的笑脸灿烂如花

总有一天你我会再见面啊
虽然要像SUPERSTAR各奔天涯
岁月或许会改变你我的模样
我的思念永不放假

明天的世界等待我们拥抱它
在我心中装着你祝福的话

SUPERSTAR SUPERSTAR
洒满青春的魔法
擦干眼泪说声再会都是成长的代价

SUPERSTAR　SUPERSTAR
昂首风雨中有爱我最大
期待他日花开的季节里回家

that`s the lyrics for the superstar concert.
the finale song.
edited from a-wei`s original one.
not ah wei. LOL!
though they just a little bit.
i think it`s a meaningful one for the superstars.
now, how about change Superstar to 2/5-ers.
LOL!

don`t want school to reopen.
i know i`ll miss my friends.
but, i don`t feel like going somewhere without peifang.
hahas. haix.
and for 2 years of schooling.
i`m gonna die of boredom.

anyway, it` s 12:25pm le.
going to cook udon for lunch!
yay! i love udon!
=))


another fish died again.
now there`s only 6 fish left.
from the initial 9.
aww! nothing much to comment on it.
or someone would say i`m evil.
i killed it. duh -.-
some LAME person.
if he/she reads this blog.
LOL!

i failed once again @ 11:25:00 am

hey! i`m not feeling bored.
don`t know why though.
i currently have no feelings.

hmm.. woke up at around 1pm.
LOL!
then went to wm with mum.
had pizza for lunch, finally!
the soup was damn salty.
but didn`t eat the pizza i`ve been waiting to eat.
i wanna eat the christmas one!
but 2 person, can`t finish regular.
after that, went wm.
shopped around.
bought some toothbrush and shampoo at watsons.
then went to bata see see.
the shoe i bought cost $39.95 and RM$49.99
what a great difference!
went shop and save.
bought some groceries.
and bought udon too! =))
finally, a home-cooked dinner.
haven`t been eating meals my mother cooked for weeks.
and haven`t eaten with my brother for months?
and i think i haven`t seen him for long too.
anyway, after that, mum went to the stall beside starbucks to eat kopi and roti.
then went to breadtalk buy breakfast.
and took taxi back home.
don`t know why.
but most of the time, when we go wm, we take taxi back.
LOL! not that we`re rich though.

anyway, i just realised i`ve loads of clothes bought overseas.
my 2 swimming costumes, 1 from KL, 1 from bangkok.
my goggles from batu pahat.
then except for my school uniform.
i think only less than 10% of my clothes are bought in singapore.
only some jeans. and maybe shirts which i wear to sleep.
LOL!
most of the clothes i wear out are from overseas.
from malaysia, hongkong, thailand, australia ONLY!

i seem to be different from my cousins.
i don`t have appetite to eat at night.
even when going overseas, there`s nice food or whatever.
i don`t wanna eat.
don`t know why.
but my parents and cousins can eat all night.
dinner at 6plus. then maggi mee at 9plus.
then snacks and fruits. whatever!
i see them eat really like wanna faint.
then they are those who always go out at night.
i mean with families, to park or whatever.
but i only go out with my mum at night when we`re overseas.
and they seem to be funny too.
the guy always seems to be listening to JJ songs.
and the gal always listening to Cyndi songs.
LOL!

sometimes, i`m thinking.
why i like derrick.
but i still don`t know.
when i first saw him in the contest, started liking him.
but like, i don`t know why.
i normally like those singers who can rap or do hiphop kind.
but i think derrick is none of those.
hahas. wonder whether i`ll still continue to like him.
hope i will. and must buy his album!
=))

really experiencing frequent disconnections.
and it`s darn irritating.
been signing in and out for like 5 times.
since the past half hour.
BLEH!


anyway, i heard my mum saying on the phone that
she should have gotten me a phone plan.
`cos teenagers always sms.
LOL!
and she regretted not getting me a line.
but i don`t think she`ll do anything about it though.

i failed once again @ 9:36:00 pm

feeling bored.
and hungry.
and exhausted.

hmm. pathetic me.
was sorta deprived of sleep.
but at least i did benefit from it.
lalas;
slept for 4h on friday night.
or instead, saturday morning.
LOL!
then bathe and went out.
was sitting there looking at others eat.
cos i already ate roti prata.
boring, of course.
after that, finally boarded the bus.
was trying hard to replenish my energy.
but just couldn`t get to sleep.
reached batu pahat.
bought tickets for departure.
went for late lunch at 2plus.
ain`t nice at all.
then check-in in hotel.
went to temple to pray.
and i suay suay.
accidentally touch the lit joss-sticks when i was putting mine in.
now got one little dot on my hand.
LOL!
went shopping.
but went to cut hair first.
hmm.. now my hair looks short once again.
and i think i look like a boy once again?
but the person who cut my hair was like...
he took a long time to cut.
and he kept like taking breaks.
walking about. blahs!
then go blow the hair-dryer onto my face.
so darn hot.
just had to bear with it.
after that, went back to hotel there.
go bata and buy a pair of sport shoes.
then the salesperson kept saying i should take 7.
i was like so diao liao.
unisex type i wear 7 is fitting, no allowance nia.
then women`s one i need 8.
and he kept insisted on 7.
he said my leg`s the long and thin type.
unlike the adults, short and FAT type.
i quite agree lah.
`cos if i take 7, it`s a bit squeezy.
the length is like just okay.
but in front got a lot of space.
i took 8.
lots of space in front.
LOL!
can probably put my handphone there even.
but i won`t do it.
after bought shoes, went to restaurant.
see see only.
then go The Store shopping.
got myself a white sweater.
those real thin types.
but it`s quite nice.
just RM19.90
quite affordable.
went to buy goggles.
those with degree.
costed RM34.90
i think quite cheap.
it`s only S$15.90
last time i bought the goggles $11.90
but there was no degree.
anyway, it spoilt.
LOL!
went to bought some plastic for wrapping books too.
8:30pm.
went to the restaurant again. now to eat late dinner.
feeling tired. no appetite to eat.
ate very little.
went back to hotel.
bathe and the others came over to chat.
was waiting for star awards replay.
feeling so lethargic already then.
but when the show started, became more energetic.
then later, around 12plus, don`t wanna watch.
like the show very sian liao.
so went to sleep. couldn`t sleep all night.
just tossed and tossed around in bed.
morning mum woke up.
and i woke up lah.
then went for breakfast.
no appetite too.
ate 2 slices of bread.
then went out walk walk.
nothing much.
went back hotel check-out.
took bus back to JB.
went for late lunch.
no appetite again.
after that, couldn`t find a taxi to get us to custom.
then go take bus.
and walk a long distance there.
then appeared that there`s no jam at all!
duh!
went back to singapore.
and reached home!
nothing much.
just unpack and stuff.
now, here i`m.
blogging.
night, mum went out with dad just now.
and i went down to meet my cousin.
passed each other stuffs.
then came up.
after that, mum came back too.
guess dad still driving taxi.
then brother in NS.
LOL!
tomorrow`s mum not working.
say wanna go out.
blahs.
so may not be online.
WHATEVER!

oh yeah, just wanna say i have enough of jackets.
LOL!
my cousin gave me one she couldn`t wear.
then mum bought me one yesterday.
and i originally had 2.
1 thin one for going out.
1 thick one for genting. =))
then if i need real thick ones for winter, i have `em too.
and those kinda jeans jacket.
i have 1 too.
windbreaker, also have.
so, i am well-prepared for cold weather.
LOL!
maybe christmas time will snow wor
-.-''
anyway, wanna go off liao

i failed once again @ 11:10:00 pm

another boring day at home.
spent my time on the computer downloading loads of videos.
hahas. lols.

saw the ad on television.
campus superstar finalists going J8 this tuesday at 12pm.
feel like going, but go online very sian.
lols. and it`s far too.
then 22nd december going JEC.
feel like going too.
curious to see the finalists.
hahas.
holidays too sian.
so i keep wanna poke my nose into everything.
LOL!

hmm.. sian
alone at home now.
no one`s back.
blehs!

hmm.. think derrick`s POP over liao.
so fast.
lols.
i`m bored!!!

i failed once again @ 6:01:00 pm

went down for dinner just now.
no appetite.
don`t know what to eat.
in the end, ordered those hokkien mee.
then i was eating so slowly.
it sucks!

after that went convenience shop.
buy ice-cream to eat.
i chose so long.
was searching see whether got the hip hop jelly or not.
ahhas~ i`m addicted to that!
but couldn`t find it.
so just settled for something else.
it`s so darn sour.
but the inside is quite nice.
=))

darn it!
i bought an assessment which comes with a disc.
and i can`t use the disc!
what the heck...
anyway, i wanna donate all my used primary school textbooks.
ntuc is collecting them, but where?
LOL!

blahs.
channel 8`s staffs are so obsessed with the star awards 2005.
they don`t seem to get over it yet.
so much stuffs about it. and exclusive videos.
if not, there`re stuffs waiting to be won.
was anticipating them to update on star idol and superhost`s eliminations.
ahhas~
i`m an evil person.
grins. =))

aww.
my cousins went to the states!
and i shall now be jealous.

enough of craps and blabberings.

i failed once again @ 8:15:00 pm

currently listening to xiao`zhu`s cui mian album songs.
and it totally rocks!
should have bought it earlier.
but nevermind, at least i didn`t miss it out!
i`m so happy! it`s just so darn nice!
and i bought it for only $7.90 at Poh Kim video.
yet, CD-Rama sells for $17.90.
totally same edition.
whee~~~!

so yesterday, me and peifang went to the library.
i reached JE interchange within 10minutes since i left the house.
i left at 1:45pm. and reached at 1:55pm.
stupid me. thought i was gonna be late.
but alas, i didn`t!
then i thought i must walk quickly to Popular.
i wanna be first.
`cos peifang`s always like 10mins before time.
i didn`t see her there.
then sms-ed her.
it appeared she`s already reached.
but she`s just elsewhere.
hmph!!
make me so happy for nothing.
then went to Poh Kim see see.
they were selling pirated english cds!
for only $1.
but xiao`zhu`s album more worth it.
=))
then later we went to other CD shop.
while walking out of JEC.
i saw some stickers on the floor.
i thought it was the Rainbow Connection thingy one.
but i looked at it.
and it was Campus Superstar`s one!
they`re going there on 22nd december!
at 5pm. i wanna go!
LOL!
then suddenly there`s this businessman coming out and looking at me stare at the floor.
then i laughed and walk away.
went to the CD shop.
looked around.
i saw Wilber`s Gao Shou!
but didn`t buy it though.
$9.90 still same price.
then later we`re walking to library.
then we passed by one of the shop`s rack.
it had all those cartoon movies.
and peifang said, "too bad no simba!"
then i was like HMPH!
suddenly, i saw IT!!!
ahh~! i can`t believe it.
i saw simba`s 3rd movie.
hahas~ too bad lah, peifang.
=PpP
walked to library.
nothing much happened.
then later go back.
i met mum at JEC.
went This Fashion shopped.
then go Watsons buy a packet of tissue and toothbrushes.
all Watsons brand one. lols.
then later mum say wanna eat.
so just ate at kobayashi.
ain`t really nice.
i ate some soba, though i prefer udon.
it`s just okay okay only.
not that nice to me.
LOL!
still prefer J8`s food court one.
hmm.. then accompany mum go back all the cd shops.
`cos she say wanna buy some VCD to watch.
and she finally bought something called shao nian zhang san feng
and it appeared that the tv`s gonna show it too.
lols.
then mum was like what the heck!
hahas.
watched the star idol results show.
terence and cheryl out.
didn`t know cheryl would be booted so soon.
i thought she`s so bubbly and cute.
LOL!
anyway, going off.
oh yeah..
i was writing some stuffs last night..
they`re above!
`cos i don`t know how to shift `em.
LOL!

i failed once again @ 11:20:00 am

what the heck!
the screen went black on me.
while i was blogging.
so paragraphs were gone.

anyway, everything`s just wrong.
the cable for the modem is too long.
so there`s frequent disconnections.
then the computer`s sometimes sot.
screen going black on me like it`s a cinema screen.
and there`s renovations going on upstairs.
since before the examinations.
till NOW!
everything just SUCKS.
it`s like months already.
and the fridge is making irritating noise.
i guess it`s time we get a new fridge.

okay.
so i woke up earlier today for no reason.
just couldn`t get back to sleep.
usually, this time i`d be sleeping.
LOL!
stayed up last night to finish yet another book.
and i completed reading all my library books.

anyway, it`s wednesday.
and i love `em.
there`s Star Idol and the results show.
but i like Yummy Yummy more!
yet, i`ve gotta miss half the show to watch the results show.
LOL.

hmm..
M7 was booted out last night.
battle between M2 and M7.
a nice one fought!
M2 - lowest scores from judges, highest votes from audience.
M7 - highest scores from judges, lowest votes from audience.
but i think guo liang`s attitude was putting me off.

going to library later. with peifang.
perhaps to escape the renovations.
i guess the ceiling should collapse anytime, yeah?

been steaming baos for breakfast everyday.
all thanks to some relatives running a bao factory.
i`m just gonna be sick of it.

come to think of it.
my cousins will be going to the states tomorrow.
i`m just gonna be jealous, shouldn`t i?
they take at least 16h flight at least once each year and flying first-class.
i most we could afford was 8h in economy class.
what a great world of difference.
i shall live in a world of jealousy.

hais.
guess not long later school shall reopen.
i don`t know what to do.
just thinking of econs make me feel sick.
and 9 subjects make me wanna fall back.
just wish i wasn`t such an indecisive person.
why do we need to go thru singapore`s education system?
it`s too much stress.
or perhaps i can`t take it.
but at least, i should just try to do well.
maybe, i just can`t concentrate on school stuffs.
or my mind is just occupied with my own thoughts.
afterall, i`m easily distracted.

LOL.
just tried the voice clip thing on MSN.
and thought it was so fun.
but, i think it`s b`cos i`m very bo liao.
and i thought i sounded weird.

11:15am now.
gotta go off at 12pm.
and bathe and lunch and get ready.
then i shall set off at 1:30pm, ready to be late once again?
ain`t sure.
don`t know what to eat for lunch.

haven`t been editing pictures for a long time.
i have no inspirations.
even after i changed this blogskin.

anyway, enough of blabbering.
i`m stupid.
switching the fan on and off non-stop.
`cos it`s cold. then it`s hot.
WHATEVER! duh.

i failed once again @ 10:29:00 am

i`m experiencing frequent disconnections currently.
just as what the PacNet TA had said yesterday.
or perhaps it was a curse by him.
who knows? whatever!

just making a quick post.
dad and mum`s out for dinner.
and unfortunately, mum bought tom yam soup noodles for me.
and i just realised that the past few days, i`ve been eating hot stuffs.
so, lols. perhaps i might have a fiery temper?

hmm.. i`m bored.
oh sad.
only last 3 episodes of superfunkies.
i`m gonna miss it!
but nevermind.
guess i`ll probably enjoy watching campus superstar too.
=))
but i don`t really like 1 of the hosts!
how i wish it could be silver.
blahs...

anyway, i`m blogging `cos i`ve nothing to do.
LOL!
went to Habbo once again in the afternoon.
still felt it boring.
but, i feel i`m sort of lucky.
i don`t get addicted to shows and games easily.
so that means, i actually can concentrate on studying.
but sometimes, the sight of books make me wanna sleep.
at least not everytime.

http://betterboyfriend.blogspot.com/
ahhas~
just happened to stumble across this site.
don`t know what`s it all about.
didn`t read it.
but if i ain`t wrong, i guess it`s about how to be a better boyfriend.
lols.
i wish there could be a more interesting site than this.
`cos i don`t think i need to know about this stuff.
WHATEVER!

hopefully can buy xiao`zhu`s album tomorrow.
not sure whether want buy elva`s one or not.
think it`s quite nice.
but i don`t know.
lols~
perhaps see the price first..
lallas;
just wanna say.
i don`t like rui en.
but i don`t know why i say that.
oh anyway, i just watched 100% entertainment.
and there`s this voodoo doll.
of many different types.
which is quite 'ling'.
LOLS!

blahs.

i failed once again @ 7:25:00 pm

2pm now.
not exactly 2.
but 2:07pm.
i`m just lazy.
i always round off.

peifang was online awhile ago.
and we weren`t really talking initially.
cos i was multi-tasking.
not on the computer.
but in real life.
hanging the load of clothes.
cooking my lunch.
in the end, we started talking.
after i finished those tasks.
and somehow...
we came to say about derrick at the post-star awards 2005 show.
and i was saying his jeans were like so big.
and i wondered if it did drop.
and peifang said that i can even think of this kinda stuffs.
lols.
but he was jumping, like with difficulty.
hahas.
anyway, she`s off now.
i`m probably leaving the computer on till she`s back to chat.

i`m so full.
cooked too much.
lols.
`cos if i cook exact.
then there would be only a few macaroni left.
which probably makes an infant`s meal.
so i thought no harm adding them in then.
and i added the gong bao ji ding sauce.
and i`m spatting chilli skin and seeds.
it`s terribly hot.

hmm..
i think i`m gonna get a haircut soon.
mum says this weekend in malaysia.
whatever!
but i don`t like his bunch of floppy hair.
lols.
it makes me look stupid, dumb etc.
and probably, like a boy?
especially when it`s short.
i don`t wanna cut this back.
hopefully can cut some other styles than this.
anyway, it`s not that bad.
afterall, my hair can grow in the remaining weeks to come.
so it won`t be like so darn short when school reopens.

right now.
i`ve no idea what song i`m listening to.
i just played the songs from a CD containing 150 songs.
i`m too lazy to be bothered with choices.

so, going to library tomorrow.
still left with a book to go.
204 pages.
hopefully i can finish it within 3h tonight.
from 9-12 it should be.
or 1130pm.
`cos there`s superhost results show.
hahas~
evil me.
enjoy seeing people cry on reality shows.
anyway, i think it`s easy to finish the book.
i just read 100plus pages last night from 11-12plus.
so it shouldn`t be a problem.
i love reading at nights.
when people are sleeping.
it`s so peaceful.
ahhas~
anyway, i hope going to the library would be fun.
but not lunching there.
it`s expensive and unhealthy.
and i still wanna buy xiao`zhu`s album!

this year is ending soon.
probably not a happy ending to this year.
whatever it is.
new year`s eve[s] are boring.
just staying up to watch some special shows.
lols.
i rather spend it out of singapore doing something fun.
that would make it memorable for me.
2006`s coming.
please slow down.
i hate chinese new year[s]
ever since i`ve grown up.
i wouldn`t even bother to go places if not for angbao[s]
however, i do still like to meet some people.
but not all.
and i do take special notice of some angbao[s]
not that there`s a lot of money in it.
i`m not money-minded.
but this 3 that i look out for does really have quite a lot to me.
1`s from my father.
1`s from my mother.
1`s from my grandmother.
i guess they`re the 3 most precious kin to me.
and i heard that my grandmother tends to give me and my brother more money than other grandsons.
=))

oh yeah!
my cousin`s are leaving for the states on the 8th.
i`m so so jealous.
and they always get to travel first-class.
i`ve only been in economy.
ahhas~
but they get their tickets because their father`s working for SIA.
what a good life!

my fingernails are getting real long.
i ain`t bothered to cut it.
anyway it`s 2:33pm now.

still no one tags on my taggy.
do i have to proclaim it dead?
don`t drive me to do that.
i`m not heartless like others.
=))
anyway, i`m off.

i failed once again @ 2:07:00 pm

12pm now.
nothing to say.
oh yeah.
i found a way to clean keyboards.
as in, TOTALLY CLEAN!
lols.
use needles.
i`m lame.

feeling bored now.
been reading loads of fanfic stories online.
but not reading storybooks.
lols.
at least, i stayed up last night to finish the book.
i`m so hardworking.
ahhas~

still don`t know where to do the reading quiz.
blahs.

anyway, don`t know what`s the problem with my leg.
i`ll most of the time feel something in my right knee when i stand up.
blahs.

short post today.
gotta go.
too BORED!

i failed once again @ 11:57:00 am

blogging once again.
`cos i didn`t have the energy just now.
so i`m back.
lols.
and i made a mistake.
singapore`s got 42 medals!
what a breakthrough.

anyway, today was quite long.
woke up at 6am.
then slept at 10am.
woke again at 1130am.
then was lazy to cook.
so i just ate cup noodles.
loads of MSG.
after that, wanted to surf net.
but server problem.
so nothing do.
decided to go down.
finally bought a seventeen mag after much consideration.
my first time buying one though.
flipped through.
then read it.
just found it okay-okay.

hmm!
i missed today`s 100% entertainment.
`cos i was on the line with the TA.
yeah hell.
2h straight. from 5-7pm.
i`m getting tired of long drama shows anyway.
not watching tong xin yuan.
i only like particular shows.
like zero to hero and beyond the axis of truth 2.

oh yeah.
it seems that my brother and mother each have 2 toothbrushes.
probably 1 for morning and 1 for night.
or 1 for the upper set and another for the lower ones.
whatever.
mum threw away my toothbrush.
so i got a new one.
hahas.
blessing in disguise, i suppose?

oh anyway.
the horoscope of seventeen mag says my luck will be better from 10th.
so i just gotta bear with it now for the time-being.
hoping it`d be true.

anyway, 1957hours now.
and its 2000hours soon.
so i gotta go.
to watch SUPERFUNKIES!
ahhas~

i failed once again @ 7:46:00 pm

damn hungry.
was on the phone for 2h straight.
figuring out the server`s problem.
and the cable from my wallpoint to modem is like 20m.
the TA said most was 3m.
b`cos broadband can`t use too long.
blahs.
anyway, going for dinner now.
and halfway watch tong xin yuan.
after that, shall watch superfunkies.
lazy to blog too much.
no energy!

i failed once again @ 7:19:00 pm

ain`t in a good mood.
first, was disturbed by my brother`s alarm clock.
then, my parents talking loudly.
and, i was covered by the blanket...
with windows closed, and fan switched off!
what the heck.
no choice but to wake up so early.
5 hours sleep during holidays.
blahs. pity me!

then, this stupid computer is boiling my blood.
i restarted it like 3 times to use it.
then, MSN`s faulty.
despite downloading a new one.
i could have smashed this whole computer.
only if it was mine.
SUCKS!

anyway, i`m going to malaysia next weekend.
mum`s promised to bring me to eat pizza.
and buy me sport shoes, goggles and book wrappers.
that`s why i`m just going.
to waste her money.

i believe the holidays are gonna end soon.
b`cos i ain`t spending time wisely.
so it appears to me that time passes quickly.
and i`m still yearning to do loads of things.
i wanna go swimming!
mum asked me yesterday if i wanted to go swimming with my cousins,
but i was still considering.
when i remembered i had no goggles.
lols~
i wanna play bowling!
i wanna just do loads of things.

about yesterday`s star awards.
i think zoe should say something else to christopher.
but i don`t know how to say that phrase in chinese.
a man should never break his promise.
lols.
jun zi nuo yan blah blah blah?
i don`t know.
anyway, it`s none of my business.

whees~!
singapore got 41 medals at the 23rd SEA games?
or is it 40?
can`t remember.

i failed once again @ 8:12:00 am