Wednesday, December 21, 2005
darn.
i hate the IE connection.
it`s so damn slow.
especially nowadays, it`s getting slower and slower.
normally it takes less than even half a minute to get to this posting page.
but now, it`s takes more than a minute, almost 2 minutes perhaps.
SUCK!
http://cruzteng.com/2005/12/20/361/
lols. that`s a nice one.
i strongly recommend it for people like peifang.
=))
though she can`t read it now.
but let`s hope she gets chance to read it.
`cos i know she likes such stuffs.
okayys.. stupid MSN.
probably another problem by my IE connection.
i can`t log in to MSN.
been trying it for umpteen times.
oh well, conclusion: SUCKS high time!
trying to make this just a short post.
yupps.. my brother may be back anytime.
who knows.. and he`ll come snatching the computer.
on leave for 3 days. another SUCK!
and he`s gone out for his 3rd motorcycle test.
so you should be able to guess that he`s failed it twice.
=))
LOL!
hmm.. cheng guang was out last night.
nothing much to say about that.
`cos i don`t say like any of them that much.
there`s Star Idol tonight.
hmm.. just watch it.
though it may not be as nice now.
there`s no more albert.
no more youngsters pursuing their dreams.
what`s the point of watching?
i`m gonna be even more broke now.
thanks to PlayMusic.
releasing superstar albums one after another.
first, the SuperConcert.
now, the SuperDance.
then, probably Kelvin`s personal album.
LOL! i won`t buy the 3rd one though.
1st and 2nd i`m still considering.
yeah, i`m strong on buying the 1st one.
as for the 2nd one, shall see the price and the tracks derrick`s singing.
strange night for me.
i don`t even know what time i actually went to sleep.
i remembered sleeping alone.
then suddenly, i felt stuffs on me.
like sharp little cold things.
thought i was perhaps in a dream.
then heard the sounds of the raindrops, got up and close the window.
that`s the first time i did that, yeah?
LOL! i`m so surprised i could actually feel it.
then i realised my mother was beside me.
like, sort of freaked me out, in the dark.
wonder what time it was raining.
i looked at my clock.
it seemed like the hands are pointing to 1 and 4.
thought it was 1:20am.
but after awhile, i remembered i watched the 100% entertainment replay.
so it couldn`t be 1:20am.
so i just thought it was 4:05am.
then i don`t know if i went to sleep after that.
and i heard an alarm clock.
my mum`s, i suppose.
that`s when she left my room.
and i can have all the bed myself.
and probably, the time i start sleeping.
slept till almost 11am.
had some strange dreams though.
yeahs.. anyway, i`m going off now.
GOSH! it`s wednesday.
told my mum i`m going library tomorrow.
but i`ve only finished 1 book. duh
hmm.. peifang told me 1 of the english books are out now.
thought of accompanying her to school on friday.
shun bian buy books, and maybe help her see results if she can`t.
and also to get the stuffs from her.
tao qian from mum. she don`t give.
then i was like suan le. bu gei jiu bu gei loh.
fan zhen shi zhong ni hai shi yao fu de.
zui duo bei lao shi ma. kao shi lao shi wo mei qian.
wo men zhe nian ji de ren, you shui hui shuo shi chao you qian?
i`m not gonna care about this matter.
until she gives me the money to buy it.
can`t even get money to buy books from her.
BLEH! like as if she got give me allowance like that.
hai bu shi papa gei de.
HMPH! i hate school.
everytime need buy this buy that, need ownself pay.
with the meagre allowance i have.
only $20 per week.
c`mon, get a life!
it makes up to only $4 per day.
$2 per meals. `cos i need to take care of recess and lunch on my own.
and that`s like, just enough for a plate of rice/noodles, plus a drink.
and i have no savings.
how about all the school stuffs.
assessment books, yearbook, class photo etc.
even now the new uniform, she says if i want to buy them, use my own money.
and if there`s outing and i need to use money, pay myself.
that`s only for school.
but as for the life outside school.
when i go out with the cousins and their parents, my parents they don`t go.
and i see my cousins` parents help them pay for everything.
i`ve only got myself.
then about everything i want.
books, cds, games, albums etc.
i won`t say about it.
it`s quite normal that people our age are getting this stuffs ourselves.
not complaining with the meagre allowance of mine.
and she`s even like scolding me for not getting the Edusave scholarship thing.
but why?
i used to have only 1 bank account.
where my money is deposited into.
now, i`m all confused.
all the accounts and transitions and whatever.
my money ain`t living in peace.
and i`m not too.
`cos i don`t have a single clue to where my money is.
it`s just like my home`s NKF.
every $1 you put in, you only know 10cents end up in the right use.
so, it all SUCK!
1 last thing: i won`t buy my english books. till someone comes giving me the money.
hmmm.. SORRY.
i said it should be a short entry.
LOL! but it`s become a long one.
things are all going wrong.
so just SHUT UP and get out of my life.
i failed once again @ 11:44:00 am
