was out like almost the whole day yesterday.
today didn`t go out.
but NIGHTMARES for me, still 2 more days to go.
AHH! the last one is the 14th day at my house.
how bad can that be...
i can picture the CHAOS.
just hope this year`s will be a better one.



anyway, still loads of homework to be completed.
HAHA! i`ve been slacking throughout.
again. left with me and my brother at home.
that`s the norm to be expected here.
BLAHBLAH..



1 conclusion.
CNYs are real boring.
THANKS!

i failed once again @ 5:30:00 pm

just came back from visiting.
i collected 6 more angpows.
-.- LAME.
quite few as compared to previous year.
but i don`t mind.


afterall, my father was back early.
but things didn`t go well for him at all.
a lot of things of bad luck which he saw.
and also, he met with an accident too.
it wasn`t his fault, seriously.
even if it was, i wouldn`t believe it.
he had been driving different vehicles.
cars, motorcycles, vans, lorries for years.
like maybe 30plus years already.
and he hasn`t met with any accident before.
i guess, really not a good start for him.



still nothing much happened today.
guess i`ll be going to watch the thingy at downtown tomorrow.
fortunately, it`s near my cousin`s house.
LOL! what convenience.




GOSH! i really gotta start on my homework.
really not gonna let it pile up.



went to grandma`s house today.
mum was evil.
she ate a plum that was darn sour.
and she spat it out.
thought that was okay.
but she went round offering the plums to others.
HAHA!
then after that, she go opened a can of salt & vinegar potato chips with the NEW! flavour.
it was darn sour, and disgusting. luckily i only took 1 piece.
but my mother went round distributing it.
and say it`s nice, and it`s a NEW FLAVOUR.
can`t stand her. evil.



today got replay of the CCTV CNY 2006 show at 11pm.
wanna watch it. but guess i`ll be dozing off.
HAHA! i just wanna watch JJ Lin. (not latimer)



SAD SAD.
think derrick`s tian kong out of Long Hu Bang.

i failed once again @ 8:13:00 pm

it`s 正月初一
time passes so fast.
still at home now.
later then go out.
HAHA! the later the better.
not looking forward to meet those relatives.
BLAHBLAH...


supposed to be doing homework, ain`t i?
don`t care. i`m just lazy.
have nice time celebrating.
then rush later.
that`s becoming a habit already.
always doing during lessons.
but most teachers don`t collect work one.



nothing much happened last night or today.
nothing to brighten up my life.

i failed once again @ 12:00:00 pm

feeling tired and lazy all over.
it`s CNY eve so fast, yeah?
i dread going to grandma`s house tomorrow.
not that i don`t like her.
in fact, i love her.
but i don`t wanna meet those relatives.
BLAHBLAH...



i`ve collected 2 angpows already.
so fast hor?
don`t be too surprised.
it was a pleasant surprise for me too.
mum wanted to wash the covers.
so i took off the pillow cover.
and 2 red packets lying there.
HAHA!
don`t even know which is from who.
and when i exactly got it.
mysterious fortune god.
LOL!
yesterday my mother thought there was mysterious fortune god.
my father was going round distributing chocolates.
then my mother was busy and probably didn`t know.
when she saw the chocolate, she asked where it`s from.
so i was saying SANTA CLAUS.
still living in christmas.
then my father corrected me and said CNY is fortune god.
and my mother asked who exactly was the fortune god.
realised my father was wearing red shirt.
and i said, fortune god of course wear red lah.
LOL! nice family time together.
how i miss it. tomorrow dad still working.
PATHETIC.



seriously, i prefer staying back after school nowadays.
rather than coming home and facing 4 blank walls.
i just hope this family can be reunited.
although i want 3/2 to be united, i still feel family comes first.
i`m not a traitor lah.


i`ve completed the maths indices worksheet.
so darn easy and i completed it like around 30mins?
and also the geography workbook.
but of course, there`s still work.
and i`m looking out for english and econs news clippings.
AHH! i didn`t do on weekly basis.
now need find all on one go.
still needing time to adapt.


and what the heck.
gonna have ARTS school in 2008.
i`m just so jealous of those people.
by 2008, i`d be like waiting for O levels results.
BLAHBLAH...
ARTS school`s gonna be so cool and rock totally!



my mother`s been sending me many CNY sms-es.
and 1 related to s*x too.
i`ve forwarded that to 1 person only.
HAHA! `cos i don`t wanna be known as perverse.



anyway,
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to all.
enjoy the festive season ahead.
but please, remember your valuables.

i failed once again @ 6:11:00 pm

HECK my darn IE.



oh anyway, had reunion dinner just now.
and i`m alone at home once again.
BLAH! see the meaning?
we eat dinner. after that, everyone go out.
but at least, finally we`re eating together.
so difficult for 4 of us to eat together.
and also, something home-cooked at last.
though it`s steamboat, but way better than hawker food.


CNY`s coming. people should be happy, ah?
for angpaos, or if not for the 2 day break.
but i`ve got a premonition i`m gonna be sick soon.
my throat`s hurting. and i`m having runny nose.
what the heck!
CNY`s ain`t gonna be enjoyable then, i suppose.
with my father working till 5pm on the 1st day.
and then perhaps only half of the people celebrating on the 2nd day.
ohh.. it so ain`t gonna be nice.




H
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m
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....
and you get it?
HOMEWORK!
blahblah.



i`m praying that i won`t wake up sick tomorrow.
PLEASE!

i failed once again @ 7:45:00 pm

sian-ified.
i`m gonna hate latimer more than ever now.
she totally sucks. as in really.
so unreasonable.
i doubt she even told us about the newspaper thing.
we were left there to guess what we`ve gotta do.
and her punishment`s real suck-y.

anyway, we had to stay back till 3:30pm for diagnostic test.
no idea why they made us wait for doing tests.
doesn`t sound logical to me. -.-
did it just roughly. don`t really know how to do.
then submitted and did maths homework.

i felt so energized today.
as in like, i was doing my homework.
DOING MY HOMEWORK.
when they`re due next week...
i just couldn`t believe it.
especially when i`ve been rushing homework and copying them during other lessons.
and not taking down any notes except for english.
i was so surprised i actually stayed till like 6pm to do them.

2/5`s decoration was quite nice.
but i prefer 2/3 and their enormous pineapple.
wonder how they got it done.

ashley`s damn lame and funny guy.
thanks for suggesting JJ latimer when mr g said the lucky letter today was J.
and that padey who introduced himself as david ng in the CME role play today.
SO FUNNY GUYS..
oh yeah.. and huangyi.
who stuffed the fan into phyo`s bag.
HAHA!
can`t stop laughing at those stuffs.





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8 projects. how are we even going to get them all done?







i`m not going back to JPS tomorrow.
HAHA! reason being no half-days.
LOL..
and also, i`ve arranged with my mother to meet to go shop for the reunion dinner stuffs.
which will be tomorrow. though that`s not the eve.
just for the convenience of my brother.
he won`t be back on saturday.
and also, we can only like have the reunion dinner between 5 to 6plus.
again for his sake. HMPH!
hopefully nothing goes wrong tomorrow.
i don`t wanna stay back till late another time.
past few days, i`ve either been leaving or reaching school when most of the shutters are still down.



BLAH!
my phone sucks.
i can`t even feel the vibration at all.
i got an SMS and a phone call.
and i didn`t even know until like hours after it, when i reached home.
-.-"
the vibration is too mild.
rather let it be like ruimin`s phone.
which can make the whole chair vibrate.
HAHAHA!








TODAY WAS A FUN DAY! ((:

i failed once again @ 9:40:00 pm

darn. samuel`s out of the competition already.
and sheena too. oh whatever crap.

BLAH. guess i`m gonna bring my phone everyday wef tomorrow.
no wonder last night i kept wanting to bring it.
art club actually wanted to go JERL. but we protested.
and stayed in CSS library. to slack. of course.
i`m gonna do on SPORTS. i`ll treat it seriously.
as in REALLY. i like projects. but it`s like only 2 weeks.
after that, went help out with class deco.
and we left.

this week`s gonna sucks until CNY comes.
with the chemistry remedial, english remedial.
and no half day on friday.
so being econs class need stay till 1pm.
by then, i wouldn`t want to go back JPS already.
but i just wanna see the inside of the school. LOL!

enough blabber. i`m embarking on my homework.

i failed once again @ 8:03:00 pm

i`m so vulnerable to scars and scratches.
during the school holidays, i got 2 scars already.
1 small one which i scratched against the table accidentally.
and 1 large one, like 5cm, but i don`t know how i got it.
and this morning, i found another 1 on my arm.
then, i found a blue-black next to it.
HECK..

oh well.
i just realised there isn`t any homework today.
but i`ve those left from before camp.
now i`m still left with the chemistry concept map.
which i`m just pure lazy to complete.
then the SS life pack thing.
i don`t know how to infer.
and the e maths some questions.
i just don`t know how to do.
then i guess hopefully there`s no more.


i hope there`s no art club tomorrow, please.
LOL! but there`s probably gonna be.
i wanna decorate class. HAHA!
art club`s gonna be so boring...

i failed once again @ 10:09:00 pm

finally back from school.
i`m having some problems opening my eyes fully.
and so, i can only open them half.


we skipped newspaper presentation today.
but i`ve gotta do it on wednesday.
and this latimer`s came up with another idea of introducing books.
what the heck. lucky it ain`t by register.
i`ve not even read any book yet.

okay. damn. i`ve still gotta rush my maths Ex 2A Q4.
by the way, i guess i`m gonna fail my common test.
i screwed it! i can`t believe it.

today wasn`t a good day.
had to rush my homework and stuff.
cos i was enjoying my weekends.
but i did it, with crap answers.
and the skit.. it`s really good.
but the damn problem with the mic again!
and everything went well on our part.
but it`s all wrong according to terrence.
whatever crap she wants...

wonder if there`s art club tomorrow.
but either or not, i`ll still have to stay back.
and chemistry remedial`s commencing this wednesday.
then english remedial on thursday.
that leaves friday free for me.
but i`m still not sure about going back.
and whatever it is, i`ll still have to help at home when i`m back.
then i guess there`s gonna be piles of homework during the holiday.
that`s how i think my CNY will be spent.

oh YEAH!
there`s campus today.
i`m gonna watch it.
i wanna see who`s out.
somehow, i feel clara might be out.
and some mysterious crystal ball`s prediction is yiyuan might be out.
i`m not cursing them.
but the guys today are of the same standard.
i don`t want samuel or yuyang out though.
and zhiyang or yiyuan aren`t bad either.
-.-
and anyway, if there`s an english version of this kinda competition.
i think stanley should join it. LOL!
he`s always singing in class. like non-stop.



BLAH.
i`m off to my homework.
they need my care.

i failed once again @ 5:01:00 pm

i`m sick. sick of everything.
just sick of my life.
i don`t wish to be perfect.
i don`t wish to meet a mr. perfect.
i just wanna lead a normal life.

i just don`t understand.
perhaps i`m just too stupid to understand it.
why is it that when i`m out with my parents to help them carry stuffs, they`re happy.
and when i get angry for being used, for not getting what i wanted, they scold me.

i just got caned.
YEAH, caned. when i`m like reaching 15.
somehow, i don`t feel the pain of the cane anymore.
i`m getting used to it.
i`m not afraid of scoldings anymore.
it`s like a part of my life.
don`t ask what i did.
i did nothing.
i simply refused to do something.
and flying plates came at me.
WHATEVER.
this is called LIFE!
the LIFE my parents provide me with.
it`s called the DEAD LIFE...

after years, i still feel the same.
i`m the maid of the Bay family.
why did mrs yeo say parents always dote on the youngest child?
or maybe it might be correct, except for the fact that i`ve an extraordinary family.




































































































I`M SICK OF EVERYTHING.
LIFE SUCKS.
WHAT`S LIFE?
I AIN`T GOT A LIFE.
i`m never gonna blog about my fucking family again.
they aren`t worth blogging in my great blog.









































i`m not blogging anymore.





































IN A BAD MOOD.


























i ain`t got my new bag yet.
something to do with what i posted above.
i don`t know why she doesn`t allow me to get an at least decent bag.
oh yeah, i forgot my existence is in an extraordinary family.












































i`ve got enough of this.















don`t force me to death.

i failed once again @ 5:00:00 pm

GOSH!
i just realised this is my 392th post.
and i think i had my 300th post at the beginning of this year.
and it`s only 21 jan now.
which means i actually had 92 posts so far this year?
HEY, it`s crap. i don`t remember blogging that much.
at least ever since school started.


oh well, but anyway, i`m awake.
early? i don`t know. but hope that i`ve replenished my energy.
and SUCKS. think i`ve got eye bags.
i`m gonna be a panda.
all thanks for not being able to sleep in the night.
and i`ve just realised how DARKER i`m now.
my right arm is just real dark. around elbow there.
i don`t know why it`s so DARK too.
HAHA! an advice for those who wants to be fair.
go some for skin lightening treatment or buy the whatever lotions or creams.
LOL! i`m being lame.


yeah, haven`t done any homework.
duh. mum`s being calling me to go out ever since i returned yesterday.
she asked me to go out for dinner last night.
but i was sleeping.
then she asked me to go to malaysia with her either today or tomorrow.
BLAH! i`ve got loads of homework.
but somehow, i feel like going. to buy stuffs.
and also there`s no nice shows at night too.
yet, i know i`m gonna be tired at night.
and i`ve got my homework pile.
so i still haven`t come to a decision.



i`m waiting for breakfast.
i`m HUNGRY.
meanwhile, i`m drinking vitamin C.

i failed once again @ 10:02:00 am

whees~!

i`m finally back from camp.
and i went to my blog.
visits - 444. duh. no one visited it.
hahas.
but anyway, camp was quite fun overall.
there`re a lot of my first times.
not THOSE FIRST TIMES. -.-



shall blog about the camp now.



1st day: 18th jan.
went to meet peifang. but the lights at the block switched off. was squinting my eyes to see.
anyway, went to school and settled down.
oh yeah! btw, i think i saw giraffe while waiting to settle down.
got a break later on. just walked around lah.
nothing much to do. and later assembled into our groups and all left.
reached the campsite. settled down, briefing and stuff.
and major group D went for tent-pitching first.
but i didn`t sleep in the tent i helped pitch.
i slept in another tent which we pitched at night in the dark.
actually this is the same for most people.
`cos there were tent-stealers around. so i think sleeping in a common place is better.
or a chalet. people can`t steal chalets `cos they don`t have keys.
but whatever, we completed and had team games.
the mine game was the one i least like. the rest was okay.
went for lunch at the beach after a game of marble.
guess what? me and peifang spent half the time defending ourselves against red ants that we took such a long time to eat. but whatever, i didn`t finish any of the meals at all. not even supper.
after that, played marbles again and changed into our high elements attire.
high elements. blah. i hate this station, not b`cos i`m scared, but b`cos of some idiots.
was raining at that time, so most of us only did 1 out of the 4 stuffs, though some did 2.
i only did the flying fox. had problems climbing up. climbed slowly.
anyway, i didn`t dare to go down. hahas. so i wasted a few minutes. but less than 5 minutes.
and the idiotic kakapoo shouted some immature thing. HMPH!
then the instructor knew my whole name, and blah blah. called them to give me support. -.-
thought i was the worst, luckily, i wasn`t. someone`s day was even worst than mine and his/her name was remembered vividly by mr. singh and the instructor.
but the flying fox was FUN. at the beginning, i was so stiff and so it wasn`t good.
halfway down, started relaxing and it was just great.
anyway, during the rain, we were doing group cheers.
after that, was night activities and stuff. nothing much.
had the skit discussion. mr singh was great. he let us in to his chalet!
lucky us. we didn`t get caught. we sneaked into the resort toilets to bathe.
HAHA! not on purpose though.
can`t sleep at night. was just trying to sleep. then instructors were talking about the things that happened. and the stupid streetlight was so darn bright. anyway, i think i only slept after 2:30am. then 3plus woke up again. slept again and woke up at 4:30am. and just waited and waited till we finally went to clean up at like 6plus? LOL!




2nd day: 19th jan
started with low elements. i didn`t want to do the rope thing.
after seeing so many people fail, i was like scared.
but i was the last girl to try it, luckily i passed on the first try.
then it was the pole thingy. and went for the zig zag thingy.
was okay lah. i cheated. mr singh wasn`t looking, so i just put my leg on the rope again after falling.
then the last and most difficult one. the spider web. i`m lucky. i was the last girl to cross. and someone from other groups came and say can go from underneath, i think so. so i just went underneath. HAHA!
played marbles again then had lunch and discussion.
mr singh koup-ed group 3`s lunch for us. LOL.
after that, went for kayaking. i betrayed the 13s.
i went to kayak with the 16s.
simple reason being me and si min paired up together.
and both of us couldn`t get the way to kayak correctly.
but anyway, kayaking was great fun.
got sunburnt lah. of course, everyone else too.
helped with kayak stuffs. bathed and dinner.
indoor campfire. BAD! i want a real campfire!
sitting in the hall made my bone at the ankle ache.
but campfire was FUN. and unexpectedly, mr singh turned up.
YAY! but 13s were discussing our skit last minute, when 14s were on stage.
then after that, supper. i didn`t take anything. don`t feel like eating or drinking.
anyway, went back to tents for sleep.
i was damn tired lah. but the moment i closed my eyes, i heard sounds from the instructors.
so i opened my eyes and looked around. nothing happened. i did that for many many times.
guess i only got to sleep at 1plus. but i woke up like 3 to 5 times.
but at least, i got a bit more sleep than the previous night.



3rd day: 20th jan
had to dismantle tents and stuff. packed everything etc.
then breakfast. and reflections. we played games too.
it`s fun playing with mr. singh, he got crappy ideas for forfeit.
but all about hugging, or shaking hands, and saying i love you or will you marry me.
HAHA! he`s evil. can`t stand him. but he`s great.
went back to marquee or tentage or whatever you wanna call it.
then felt like we`re going back so soon. and was like the camp was great.
totally different from what i initially thought. while doing the stuffs, i may not like it. on the first day, i may be waiting to go home. but now that the 3rd day has come, i reflected on all the things we have done, the activities, the campfire, the 13s, everything. and i felt that time actually passed quickly. group 6 got the outstanding award for the play. group 9 got 1st runner-up. and guess what? the 13s was champion! but i don`t think we were happy. we didn`t deserve it. we had no rehearsals at all. it was really unexpected lah.
but perhaps, LUCKY 13 was just so lucky, tyco.
LUCKY 13 is great. mr singh is great.
he`s so good to us.
camp has ended. all so fast. no more fun. we`re gonna be rushing homework.





Lucky 13 rocks.
even though we`re the quietest and probably the slackest group around.

i failed once again @ 12:30:00 pm

what the heck.
anyway, camp`s like tomorrow.
FAST. and hope it passes by fast too.
but then, i got peifang in my group.
so i guess it`s gonna be a great one.




SUCKS.
i waited for like 40minutes after school at the bookshop.
and guess what? the auntie told me there`s 13 books.
i was like delighted already. so i said i`ll take them first.
and then it turned out to be geography Elective lah.
now, i ordered an extra geography TYS.
so i think i need to pay extra lah. cos it`s my fault.
but the problem is, i don`t know where`s that extra book lah.
i don`t know which idiot took it.
whatever it is, i`m not paying until i find that extra book.





i feel like breaking down.




there`s camp for 3 days.
after that, ruth ng wants us to go temasek poly open house.
CRAP! don`t think i`m going. unless peifang or ruimin going.
LOL! and there`s load of homework.
and i don`t know how exactly to pass them their workbooks.
the thing is like delayed for weeks.
EVERYTHING PRACTICALLY SUCKS RIGHT NOW.





i`m tired of living.
i`ve gotten myself into all this unnecessary trouble.







i`m only gonna be back 3 days later.
DEAD by then.

i failed once again @ 4:29:00 pm

just DEAD.
whatever.
there`s piles of homework to be done after camp.
i`m so tired now.

anyway, saw something gross this morning.
was on my way to school, and i saw this lady sitting outside the carpark with her leg stretched out. then there was small puddles of blood around her. i`m totally grossed out. guess she hurt her foot. but that amount of blood... YUCKS! i actually forgot about it, but on the way back from school, saw the blood.
think mdm ros` darn angry. over the geography workbook stuff. so, whatever, partly my fault lah. but just trust the bookshop, from thursday postpone to friday, to monday, to tomorrow. i`m like fed up already.
god damn it. there`s art club tomorrow. but if it`s david ng, then i guess it`s okay. yet, i still wanna go home early. i need to pack camp stuffs, okay, everyone else needs to do it too.
i didn`t do my econs homework! that`s to download and play lemonade tycoon for 30minutes. an instruction by mr g. but heck, i can`t open the program after i installed it. there`s just a white screen. what shit!
anyway, i think some secondary 2`s phone was ringing loudly during morning assembly. and she was so daring to take out her phone. but someone pushed her phone into her pocket b`cos ms ridz was walking towards her. what a close shave lah. lucky girl. don`t know how it didn`t caught ms ridz`s attention.
common test sucked as usual. i wrote wrong format for the letter. brain`s rusty. whatever.



blah

i failed once again @ 8:16:00 pm

T-I-R-E-D.
woke up at 6:10am.
wanted to wake at 6:30am loh.
and lazy to reset my alarm, so used mum`s.
and hers was like fast by 20minutes.
WHATEVER. stupid..



anyway, we were all supposed to be PUNCTUAL.
but only me and peifang were PUNCTUAL.
anyway, waited for the rest.
then went in and continued with the recruitment board thing.
and david ng came to sit opposite us while doing.
so we purposely put the INDEPENDANT thing in front of him.
was like quite surprised when he saw that.
he`s like always spelling the wrong things in class.
but he still can point out others` mistake.
after that went rehearse for a while loh.
then later start and we talk talk talk all those stuffs.
and lizanne went to see the tiles.
and there was one painted by En Qi.
so she asked if our class also got one En Qi?
but she realised it`s Qi'En.
anyway, can`t stand some of the secondary 1s.
but overall it`s okay though.
david ng was so so bad. didn`t help us.
so in retribution, when open house ended.
all had strange suggestions of what to do with his bag.
like hiding it somewhere in the art room.
locking it in the art room etc.
anyway, in the end, they pasted a sticker on the deuter logo.
HAHAS! and was carrying it in a funny way. to find him.
btw, wonders if he would notice it.
they said he probably wouldn`t cos he`s so blur.
came home after open house. 12plus then.
slept in the living room at 1plus.
mum wasn`t back yet. so went to sleep in my room.
until 2plus mum was back. waked me up to eat lunch.
but i continued sleeping and sleeping. until 3plus.
then woke up and took late lunch.
and now online loh. still quite tired.



bleh.. something`s wrong with my phone.
it ain`t ringing. no matter what ringtone i change it to.
and it isn`t on silent mode too. blah. stupid.



anyway enough for today.
ain`t looking forward to camp.

i failed once again @ 5:00:00 pm

i`m just so tired now.
but still going back to school tomorrow.
don`t even feel like going...
art club might as well be dead.
no one actually cares.
except maybe the committee members?
WHATEVER.
they get their extra points.
i don`t even feel like going.
but that`s the consequence of being a good friend of peifang.



only got home at like 5pm today.
spent hours doing nothing lah.
just to wait for those art club people.
don`t really like it.
and my CCA points for art ain`t even keyed in the system.
so it`s like wtf going there.



went out just now for dinner.
yeah, then i was damn late lah.
but anyway, i reached on time.



today was quite okay.
had camp briefing.
high elements seem scary.
WHATEVER.
i`m suddenly not looking forward to the camp.
after knowing we need to bring 2 shoes.
and we`re paying $60 for sleeping in tents.
after that went back for geography.
there`s actually geography homework lah.
but since we haven`t got the books, then forget about it.
[ i`m pissed off by my brother`s bad attitude right now! ]
then it was econs. ain`t fun at all.
i was doing maths work lah. wasn`t paying attention.
after it was maths. guess it was quite okay loh.
then CME. okay lah. quite funny loh. whatever.
recess. went down lah. looked for mdm ros.
then the geography books still not in.
i`m like quite fed up with this already.
it`s like every recess and everytime school dismisses, i`ve gotta go and queue and ask. then the answer i get is NO. and i see other classes already having their workbooks. this feeling just sorta sucks lah. i`m not like exactly free. just pray the stocks arrive on monday lah. can`t stand it anymore. i always need to spend time queueing and stuffs, just for the stupid workbooks lah. then i have not much time to eat. i don`t know why i`m sacrificing my recess for queueing like as if there`s some freebies.
it was combined humanities then.
obviously i don`t know what crap she was talking lah. i don`t like her teaching method. it`s too boring. she`s just giving us worksheets for us to fill in. like we`re learning by ourself. but i`ve not even read the chapter at all. so suck lah. WHATEVER.
physics. thought mdm quek wasn`t here.
but she rushed from the clinic and came back.
so practically all of us were surprised.
then we spent the whole hour like laughing at her lah.
and the perverse guys. just whatever`s on their mind.
i don`t think it`s funny at all. just like childish or immature.
[especially people who always interrupts the lesson thinking s/he`s very funny. i don`t think it`s at all funny. all irritating.]
after that, of course dismissed.
then went round wasting time lah.
`cos art meeting was only at 3:30pm.
whatever lah.








this is just a brief detail of today. it was fun actually. but someone spoilt my mood, and i`m not happy enough to post all. i`m just fed up. i feel like exploding. due to a few irritating people, not calling them idiots lah.

i failed once again @ 8:44:00 pm

BLAH.
wanted to come online last night, but didn`t.
`cos some idiots feel that being in NS gives them the privilege of snatching the computer from a 5-year younger sibling who`s still studying and returning home late and may need the computer for some IT homework.
whatever or whoever, he`s just selfish.
and he uses the computer for PLAYING.
it`s not like he`s some professional gamers who need training.
can`t he remember me letting him use the computer for 5 to 15 minutes everytime during the school holidays when he returned from NS and i had to stop halfway for my chinese stuff.
perhaps some things are just certain.
it`d be good that the good begets good becomes a theory.

darn. other classes got their geography workbooks already.
but we haven`t. it`s my responsibility though. so can`t say much.
i tried asking last week, she said this monday.
i didn`t ask this monday but asked this wednesday.
she said the next day. i asked the next day.
she said there is. but there`s not enough.
so only those who ordered can get it.
how many more hundred times do i have to ask her?
if only we can each get it by ourself, i rather go popular.


there`s like another $137 to be deducted from our edusave accounts.
what the heck. 3/2 doesn`t do reading period.
so what are we paying for? paying for other poor counterparts?
or paying for reading our own textbooks?
what exactly do we have to pay for when we ain`t even touching THEIR books.
and it`s not like they give us the books.
they only loan it to us. i rather go NLB then.
then the IT. $12. what`s the IT for? for looking at the teachers who comes into classes with their laptops come in with it and set it up and we get to learn how to set it up?
the camp costs $60. and if what LL said was true.
then we`re paying $60 for sleeping on the ground.
i mean for all the facilities it may come up to $40.
but i don`t think it`s so darn expensive.
or are we paying for the teachers sleeping in the chalet or resort?
can`t they look for some budget one?
can some parents just complain to the school?
it seems like we`re paying for everything.
uses of the school stuffs, then for photostating stuffs even.
very soon, i guess we have to pay the teachers their salary.
or perhaps, there might be people stationing outside the toilet to collect money.
COMMAND WEALTH.
DEMAND WEALTH.
their DEMAND is far too much for what we can SUPPLY.
so what to do? we will not SUPPLY then.



anyway, went out of home late today.
then the stupid lifts. can someone just repair it?
for goodness sake. it`s like months.
the stupid lift door just wouldn`t close.
no matter what you do or not do.
then it goes *beep*beep*beep* non-stop cos the doors are opened for too long.
SUCKS. so i waited for another lift. it went all the way to 18. then 17.
then the same lift came back again. at least the problem didn`t persist this time.
THANKS GOD.



latimer was not here again.
GREAT. but there was comprehension for us to complete.
didn`t complete though.



aww.
today`s CME and econs weren`t funny at all.
i only laughed like twice or thrice during econs.
and nothing else.
but anyway, the class seemed strange today.
everyone was so so damn quiet.
everyone seemed so moody.


gotta go off now.
A Maths.
E Maths.
Chinese.
English.
Chemistry.
Physics.
probably all the homework.
can`t think of any other.
BLAH....

i failed once again @ 3:32:00 pm

2 more days!
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and it`s the first unlucky Friday the 13th of 2006.


there`s a maths, physics, english and chinese homework today.
but most aren`t due tomorrow.

i`m suspecting that the school is a breeding ground for mosquitoes.
it can`t be that during the holidays, i was free from any kinda bites.
but everytime i get home, there`s mosquito bites.
and it`s just IRRITATING.

took height and weight today.
i gained 2 pounds.
for not exercising during the holidays, except for 1 swim.
HAHA!
and i think i either grew 1cm or not at all.

there`s CME tomorrow. and econs right?
i`ll LOVE cme temporarily, while it`s being taught by david ng.
he`s such a funny and blur sotong.
can`t stand him, but laughing helps relieve stress.
that`s good.
and mr G with his jokes and stuff.
just love the subjects so much.

PC was fun too.
all the designs were nice.
just that we had to pick the BEST or most favoured one.
i was lost for choices though.
actually, 3/2 really really rock.
i didn`t know so many people would submit their designs.
and everyone participates in class discussions, though it might be noisy.
but it`s LIVELY! and i love it.



anyway, off to homework.

i failed once again @ 4:12:00 pm

finally a new skin.
no blog song yet.
do it some other time.
it ain`t completed.
WHATEVER.
i`m going off.
watching campus superstar replay.
then i`ve gotta rush my homework.
just finished finding pictures for that latimer.
BLEH.

i failed once again @ 3:55:00 pm

i`m B-O-R-E-D.
i didn`t watch campus superstar results last night!
ahh! i was forcing my eyes open but they defied me and closed at around 11:15pm.
like another 15 minutes to the show, what the heck.
but anyway, i think M5 is out? i`m not sure though.
just be glad samuel isn`t out. he`s just so cute. but he looks malnourished. LOL!

haven`t done any homework yet.
so there`s an essay for the english personal emblem thingy.
and also the a maths written work. BLEH!
and the 3 pictures for latimer. she`s such a fussy person.

HAPPY HARI RAYA HAJI to everyone.
whether you celebrate it or not.
`cos it means that there`s a public holiday.
((:
but i don`t think there`s anything to enjoy.

i slept for almost 12hours.
and i hope i`ve replenished my energy.
i don`t wanna continue yawning non-stop in class.
or i`ll only learn techniques of yawning by the end of 2006.
WHATEVER. i need to know how to keep myself awake.

i wanna find a new skin. but i`m not free.
and still need to find 3 stupid pictures for latimer`s lesson.

i love 3/2.

3/2 rocks.

i failed once again @ 11:35:00 am

something`s so damn fucking wrong with the IE connection.
either i keep signing in and out of MSN, or my IE browsers have to be closed.
whatever! so much for pay $50plus or $60 per month.
just went to see the class blog anyway, nothing to comment.

been raining these past few days.
and i feel bitterly cold in class.
sitting under the fan.
my hands were so damn cold during common test.
can`t stand it.
and the cold weather plus feeling tired, makes me wanna sleep.

didn`t know how to do the common test.
WHATEVER! all the questions were so difficult?
i don`t really understand the meaning of so many words.
indelible, despair, silhouette etc.
and i just wrote the 1st question.
don`t know if it`s an argumentative or what.
anyway, what`s done is done, just don`t think too much.

i don`t like latimer. she`s a totally weird person.
WEIRD and CRAZY. she told 3/3 she likes marking scripts with a picture of the person beside the script. who in the world would do that.. perhaps she`s not right in the mind.
and always saying we are not ... the i word which is intelligent.
i bet`s she ... the p word. don`t wanna type it out though.
and i guess she`s the only teacher who requested for a pictured seating arrangement.
or maybe she`s got senile dementia. but she doesn`t look too old.

stayed back after school today.
went to 4/2 then to art room.
in the end, went for lunch first.
didn`t know what time i started eating.
but i was laughing as i was eating. and i only finished it at 3:30pm.
and the auntie gave me $2 notes stained with gravy as change.
that`s so purely disgusting. i don`t know why she has such strange habits.
it`s money, not cloth or rag.
can`t help laughing at the lady who was sitting at the next table.
her expressions are just so funny to me.
then bouncing tigger was bouncing in the whole canteen.
anyway, went to art room after lunch.
then only 2 guys there. waited and waited till chairman came.
then discussed and left. reached home finally at 5pm.

guess i`m relieved of financial problems at the time being.
but when the english FYS and maths TYS arrives, i`m broke again.
oh yeah, and the comb. humans TYS.
wonder which edition of physics TYS we`re getting.
my brother has the 2002 edition, 4 years ago, shouldn`t be it.
anyway, paid for it already.

oh yeah. campus superstar`s starting in a few minutes time.
i`m gonna watch it. and the great thing is there`s a public holiday tomorrow.
so i won`t have to be yawning non-stop in class for sleeping late.
anyway, it`s just good that there isn`t a class rule called no yawning.
but still, we can`t yawn during maths lesson.
i`m starting to hate chemistry already.
ms liao`s damn boring. loads of questions she likes to ask.
like almost half of the time. BLEH!


going off now.

i failed once again @ 7:35:00 pm

i`m so happy. derrick`s tian kong is now 13th!
that`s superbly great and cool. going up 2 places every week.
kelvin`s debut album shall hit the stores on 11th jan.
but i`m definitely not gonna buy it.
as i`ve already mentioned in the past few posts, i`m broke.
luckily, derrick`s releasing his album around april-june.

currently left with english and econs work.
i`m once alone at home again. parents are at work.
on a pathetic sunRAINday.
going to popular, probably in the evening, to get the notebook.
mr G`s such a fussy guy. orange file and spiral-bound notebook.
even female teachers don`t demand so much.

had a weird dream. just before i woke up.
heard someone sms me, in my dream.
and in the dream, i was looking at the sms.
but it was an mms instead, my brother sent to me.
then later, there`s another sms again.
which was quite irritating.
`cos in the dream, i haven`t finished watching the MMS.
yeah, then i heard my mum`s handphone`s keytones.
then i woke up after that.
and i went to see my handphone.
surprisingly, there were 2 sms.
so i received 2 sms each in my dream and in reality.
STRANGE. what a coincidence!

yay! reporting time at 8:15am tomorrow.
LOVE it. i just simply love it.
and there`s campus superstar tomorrow too.
looking forward to it. sheena rocks.
yuyang too. but samuel`s cuter.
oh YES! there`s public holiday on tuesday.
NO SCHOOL! means i won`t have to force myself awake in class.
thank GOD. i`ll make full use of it.

aww shucks.
i`ve no idea what picture to find for english.
found 1 for my personal emblem already.

oh yeah. just reminded that there`s ren ci charity show tonight by 933.
i`m so not looking forward to it.




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13th. derrick`s tian kong! way to go.

i failed once again @ 12:54:00 pm

i haven`t completed my homework yet.
guess i`m staying up to complete them.
still left with econs, and also chemistry.
and also finding the pictures for english.
think that`s all i`m left with. plus all the reading.

everyone in the family`s working tomorrow except me.
LOL! and i have the home to myself again.
oh, that`s so gonna be boring.
but that leaves me time to revise.

was so fed up with the fucked up IE connection in the afternoon.
something was just obviously wrong with the internet.
but i just couldn`t find out what caused it.
there weren`t any viruses, not behind firewalls, not problem with modem.
i`m also connected to the internet.
and the thing was that on the status bar, it says page found. loading...
and they`re all loading for ages.
but anyway, it`s back to normal now, so thanks a lot.

think there`s maths remedial on monday.
i don`t know though, she didn`t say when it`ll start.
and whatever, if there is or not, still gotta stay back for art club meeting.
probably going back on 14 jan for cca open house too.
though we ain`t got our cca shirt...

anyway, i`m starting to feel that a maths is fun and challenging.
especially when i make mistakes, and try non-stop to solve it.
when i realise my mistake, it`s so fun. a maths rocks.
i`m no humanities person. but i`ll try my best though.

think there`s the ren ci charity show tomorrow.
i`m starting to lose interest in such shows already.
the only reason why i`m watching is because of idols.
yeah, i agree with what mr G said, about performing stunts to raise money.
i`ve always been thinking that`s stupid already.
and the advertisement, they`re always saying yi qi chuang zao xin de qi ji.
okay, whatever it is.
but, miracles don`t happen like every year.
if they happen every year, miracles won`t be miracles anymore.
and they`re always saying those stunts can cost a life if not careful.
but, you`ve seen some of them failing, yet none seriously injured.
i like mr G`s points about charity shows. totally rock.
`cos i`m against those stupid so-called stunts which are life-threatening.

whee! tuesday`s a public holiday, right?
january rocks, especially for january babies. i suppose.
ooh. around 3 more months before i can make my IC.
LOL! i`m not really looking forward to it though.

feel like changing my blogskin once again.
i`m so crappy, yeah. whatever. only when i`m truly free.

going off to search for pictures for english.



PS. i like JJ Lin, singaporean singer.
but not JJ Latimer, it`s a huge difference.
she`s too experienced.
i hope she can migrate to australia or nz sooner.
just like what she said.
but i`m just wondering if she has that amount of money.

i failed once again @ 10:01:00 pm

TGIF!
think we`ve got loads of homework.
2 days of homework and 1 page of my notebook is filled.
A5 notebook size, for goodness sake.

i`m talking about being broke once again.
though my mum finally gave me $50 for the econs book.
`cos i bought a new calculator which costed me $18, the teacher said it`s better.
can`t really figure out why it`s better, it appears to have less functions than ours.
a BOMBastic "class fund" for 5 files, 3 TYS, geography workbook, class tee.
$70. and $82 if we want the geography guidebook too.
and 3 need to get econs notebook ourselves. so probably going popular, i guess.

3/2`s not a bad class too, quite nice.
LOL! or perhaps it`s just the start of the year.
but i think we`re laughing almost everyday as a class.
hmm.. can`t help laughing at the mr. ng.
not that he`s got a huge sense of humour or what.
but he`s so too blur. like a sotong.
from "the future is in our hands", it became "the future is our hands".
and he didn`t know why we`re laughing, until we told him.
then later "creativity" became "creavity". seems like he`s got a huge problem with that.
think the geography workbooks are only in next monday.
and the 5 year series for english in around march? so late.
mr. G, surprisingly, was confused about his age, whether it is 26 or 27.

got the consent form for sec 3 level camp today.
the stuffs all seem to be so FUN! and it`s at Coasta Sands Resort?
it`s COOL. but wonder how much the camp costs?
i`m like so looking forward to 18,19,20 january.
3 days not studying, but playing!

yeah, that`s about it!

i failed once again @ 3:02:00 pm

overcast skies once again. bet it`s gonna rain later.
today`s lessons all were quite okay, i guess.
and qi'en brought her geography book for comb. humans.
wonder what that has got to do with it. what a joke!

i guess i`ve to OFFICIALLY declare my bankruptcy.
$9 for chem and phy TYS each.
$15 for maths TYS? or was it? can`t remember how much it costs.
a BOMBastic price of $43 for econs textbook.
it`s just black-and-white prints, for goodness sake.
then $10 for all the files, i suppose and hope so.
$20.30 for that 1100 words book with loads of printing error.
i don`t pay you so much just so you can make errors!
GOSH! it all amounts up to $106.30. exceeding my allowance of 1month.
so that means, i shall have to starve for the whole of January.
oh yeah, so i hopefully won`t gain too much weight b`cos CNY`s coming.
and if i wanna buy the uniform, i`d be like spending $150 this month.
way way off my limit? DAMN! and that`s just all the things you can see.
how about the econs notebook, and maths notebook and food etc.
GOD! i just pray 1 of my DUTIFUL parents would help me pay for the econs book.

that`s enough for today.
still adjusting to upper secondary.
time passes by so fast.

i failed once again @ 4:14:00 pm

making a quick post now before i go.
yet to do my maths. anyway it`s due friday.
but i`ll still do it today anyway.
not going into too much details of what happened today.

but mr g. drew orange dots on his pants.
i just couldn`t help but to laugh at it.
LOL! he`s getting more lamer and crapper than last year.
great, and i just simply so love it.

can`t really remember what we need for each subject.
forgotten all about it. i think the files are ordered as a class?
but i don`t know.
i only know we need the spiral notebook, and 2 A4 notebook.
not sure of other stuffs.
enough of today.

i failed once again @ 5:49:00 pm

back from school. bathed and ate already.
and it`s like 4plus already. what the heck.
been watching television since then.
`cos there`s CAMPUS SUPERSTAR replay.
=))
anyway, keegan and siew ping booted out yesterday.
i don`t think keegan should have sang an jing.
it`s not really suitable for him, and i was like quite certain he would be out.
as for siew ping, i had no idea why.
but the female ones are real competitors!
dean`s song was quite nice.

was so darn tired at school today, especially after recess.
yawning non-stop. and i really wanted to sleep.
all THANKS for sleeping at around 1am last night.
i`ve learnt my lesson, i won`t sleep so late for no reason already.
hmm.. i was sorta late ah. to meet peifang.
was so surprised to see canteen so full. but found her anyway.
and soon after that, went to assemble.
a whole mess! couldn`t find our class. and the teachers were scolding.
it ain`t our fault, everyone`s probably excited or nervous.
and the councillors kept shifting the boards. plus the queues were crooked.
anyway, went up to the hall after that for that welcome back speech.
thought we were to go to hall, `cos we lost the class queue.
and later went up to gallery after realising it. no space left.
so sat at the side, couldn`t see anything.
whee! i love the monday rule! =))
it`s gonna rock so much, so much.
i`m loving commonwealth secondary school! i`m falling in love with it!
but was quite unlucky to get liang lu for our class mentor once again.
ARGH!! just can`t believe it. there`s like almost 50 mentors, but we just had him.
damn. but somehow, my bad impression of him did vanish during the holidays.
it`s back to neither like nor hate him. just hope he won`t make me hate him.
he`s quite dumb, actually. saying "good morning class" when he`s dismissing us.
he`s still on hiatus mode, most probably.
went to buy 1 set of the new branded uniform.
i bought size 36, though the salesman told me i only needed 34.
GOSH! should have bought 34, 36`s way too loose and long.
but i didn`t know, `cos i`m currently wearing 36, if you can`t tell.
costed me $11.50. didn`t eat anything for recess though.
went back to class for lessons again. nothing much happened actually.
i quite like the chem teacher, ms liao? or whatever. i can`t remember.
don`t know why we were passing the particulars form around class the whole day.
hmm.. school ended at 2pm. accompanied peifang to find her senior, mine too -.-
then in the end, went to buy books first. kornelius bullied me, as he said it.
bought the barron`s 1100 words. 5 year series and econs book not arrived yet.
school`s just started today. but i`m gonna get broke real soon.
i need to buy the branded uniform, the english and econs book, the files.
plus 10 year series books and pay for notes ourselves.
THIS SCHOOL IS ON A REAL TIGHT BUDGET.
i guess if anyone`s going overseas on school trip, it might be Tiger Air, or Air Asia.

enough about today. it was a nice day.
though i dreaded going to school at first. HAHA!

i`m unlucky. suay start for a new year.
guess what i did yesterday?
my nose was hit by the bamboo pole!
THANKS ALOT if you`re laughing at this.
but thank god, nothing happened to my small lil nose.

i guess nothing unlucky happened today.
maybe my luck is turning for the better.
=))

going off. BYE

i failed once again @ 4:15:00 pm

i`m here to post once again b`cos i`m just too bored.
hmm.. wondering what peifang`s up to.
she`s been asking if i`m okay for every minor thing that happens?
maybe that`s one of her new year resolution, who knows?

i finally trimmed my nails at last.
and i was having trouble trimming it.
it was too long and hard, so i had a hard time.
and also, i had no place to put the dustbin for the nails to fall into.
so, i need to use 1 arm to support the bin and another hand to cut.
what the heck! but just glad i manage to trim them.
then proceed to trim my toenails, of course!
and i had more trouble with the bin.
and as i was about to trim my nails.
my razor sharp toenail poked into the flesh of my finger under the nail.
so unfortunately, and it bled.
what a stupid thing i`ve done!
i just don`t believe this.
what a clumsy person i am.

still alone at home.
dad called to say he might be back at around 11pm or 1am?
i didn`t catch what he said.
actually, i hate phone calls. especially at home.
so sometimes, i`d be thinking of other stuffs while on the phone.
or be occupied with doing other stuffs.
HAHA! so it`s better not to call.
but when i`m out, i`ve no choice but to focus on the call.
it`d be strange to answer a call and yet do something else in public.
and my grandma called to ask for my mother.
and she wasn`t back.
but luckily, i didn`t have to raise my voice.
at other times, i had to shout into the phone `cos she has hearing problems.
BLEH! or she would go huh? huh?
and she also asked something stupid.
she asked me if i`m getting my textbooks or not? since school`s starting.
but i thought it`d be too late to get books only when school starts.

currently burning my precious SuperConcert VCD.
it`s of damn poor quality.
not recommended to watch on computer, you can see the pixels.
it`s better watching on television.

i`m gonna die of boredom.
now that school is starting, i guess it`s gonna revive me.
but maybe again, i might die of stress and pressure.

LOL!
super lag now.
`cos of burning.
if you`re gonna read the rest of this paragraph, please mind your teeth.
i don`t want you laughing till your teeth drop.
but it may not be as funny though, it`s just something stupid i did.
was bathing just now. and dried my hair with towel, of course!
then later i put on my spectacles when i was out of the bathroom.
and my hair was standing up, not all though!
it was so spiky, and my hair seemed to be so tall.
and when i was walking around, i saw my shadow with a very big head.
it`s gigantic. and the shadow was so dark.
it seemed funny to me. and seeing my shadow everywhere around the house.
so i finally decided to flatten my hair, rather than walk around with that big head.
OKAY! it`s a stupid thing. i wonder how my hair went spiky by drying it.
-.-" i don`t think it`s funny now, it`s lame.

9:14pm currently.
see. i just have the habit of blogging the time.

oh yeah! campus superstar`s starting tomorrow.
looking forward to it.
but results show at 11:30pm, THANKS for that timing.
not that whether i can watch it.
most probably can though.
`cos my parents would be asleep by then to care about me.
i`m loving channel U. they`re having more live telecast.
ROCKS man!
but sadly, 100% entertainment not live anymore.
i`m so sad. but anyway, i think it`s delayed by one day in channel U too.
so it ain`t direct off satellite from taiwan, or is it?
THAT`s the past. it ain`t live anymore. double AWW!
but as long as i can see xiao`zhu, it`s okay. =))

going off now.


will my new year wishes come true?
i doubt they will. don`t know.

i failed once again @ 8:50:00 pm

it`s 2006 already! adieus 2005. i`ll miss you forever.

i`m so happy! derrick`s tian kong is 15th on 933 Long Hu Bang.
what can be better than that huh?

once again alone at home.
hmm.. brother`s in NS.
dad`s driving taxi.
mum`s in malaysia.
neglected teen at home.
AWW! i pity her. -.-"

anyway, school`s reopening soon.
think i`m gonna set the new uniform.
LOL! i just saw my old ones and what the heck.
my shirts are smeared with oil, acrylic etc.
HAHA! use Vanish o2 to get rid of it, can i?
i don`t know how is it that my school uniform gets dirtied so easily.
even my skirts, there`s also acrylic stains.
GOSH! how more reckless can i get?
i just don`t know how to take care of my uniform.
BLEH! why do we need to use acrylic? it`s so easy dirtying uniforms with that.
and the oil stains? prove that i eat oily things, perhaps.
nevermind, maybe my dirty shirts may be considered my own style.
i can use it to differentiate my uniform from others.
duh. i really ought to be more careful. but i`m a rough person, THANKS!

i`m back to playing miniclip games again.
after being sian for so long.
On The Run is quite fun, but the stupid black van keeps hitting my car.
so i always lose to it. thanks alot! BLEH.

this is my no meaning first post of the year.

i failed once again @ 2:09:00 pm