Saturday, February 04, 2006
just came back from cousin`s house.
loads of people still there.
including my parents. home alone now.
i enjoyed myself there.
but still, not as much.
it wasn`t how it used to be.
my cousin`s injured her leg badly and is in a cast now.
she didn`t come today.
no one to bully, no one to disturb us.
i hope she gets well REAL soon.
somehow, i miss 2/5.
after all the chats with ruimin.
she reminded me of those times.
i really feel sad right now 2/5 is separated.
everyday in school, we see 2/5-ers`05 so happy.
including me.
but when someone mentions about 2/5`05.
i`d still prefer it to 3/2`06.
somehow, i always tell myself to cherish people.
and all the things around, before they`re gone.
BUT, i can`t bring myself to do it.
sometimes, when you wanna part, you feel like crying.
but then, you laugh instead.
it`s always like that.
when you look back, you can only be so sad.
when someone`s or something`s gone,
the memories are gone with it too.
like somehow, you`ll forget the existence.
i shall stop being emotional right now!
but i`m really paranoid.
all the mishaps.
at the beginning of the year.
i`m gonna get real careful now.
i`m liking ruimin`s blog song.
it somehow fits my current mood.
but i think welcome to my life would even fit better.
i feel a different person now.
oh yeah.
CNY celebrations at my house have been postponed.
gonna be a real nightmare.
imagine staying up late on a sunday to clean the house.
then the next day you have chinese and maths remedial.
what the heck.
just hope i don`t oversleep.
cos i don`t set alarms on monday.
HAHA!
i failed once again @ 6:23:00 pm
