Thursday, March 09, 2006
today was basically hell for me, and all 3/2 people, especially higher chinese ones.
3 tests for them in one day.
the day goes like that...
it was cme. david ng wasn`t here. and we`re like dismissed late too.
so it was already 8am very fast. latimer`s lesson.
"take out your 5 year series. turn to the 2002 paper. START DOING!"
omg. all of us started formulating stories and handed in by end of her lesson.
dragged into econs lesson lah. mr g came in..
usual starting. with a powerpoint show on elasticity.
and i was copying down the notes..
suddenly, a female`s scream was heard. looked up.
and immediately saw the screen got a witch.
what happened next? class test 2! surprise test..
oh great! he`s so like evil lah. a scream then a witch then a surprise test.
i was like so worried about failing it lah. cos i didn`t know how to do alot.
and yesterday, asked him after school how to do, he say find him today...
but now, i feel that failing or passing is not important.. shall talk on this part later on..
then it was chemistry. drowned out by then..
i rather it was the chemistry lessons where we went through worksheets.
but it wasn`t. it was the taking down notes time.
imagine lah.. then recess was no way better.
had to rush out a piece of SEQ for history work cos i didn`t do.
after recess, social studies. groupwork, thought better.
instead, she showed us videos, we`re supposed to take down notes.
then a part of a song about 20seconds? then we had to continue the song using the notes we took. and i think it was due today.
mother tongue. he was real angry with our test yesterday lah.
then he gave us comprehension worksheet to do while he mark our test.
wasn`t in the mood to do it. after what a heck time we had.
then i was so depressed. reflected. wanted to cry. i just felt so depressed.
maths. we had class test for 40mins. after that, administration work. all worksheets give back, need ownself mark and do corrections.
when school bell rang, really so "happy" that all these are gone.
was really fed up with everything lor. just couldn`t do anything properly.
everything messed up. and had to clear table. i just felt like breaking down.
then english remedial. real boring. no aircon. kept looking at clock but everytime i look, only 5 min has passed. and latimer was talking about a make-up story. what she is famous star, someone accused her of fake boobs. so happy when it ended. went to find peifang and go for lunch. went back school. tried finding mr g. wasn`t in staffroom. went to library. wasted my time just plain talking to peifang. then went to look for him again. can`t find him still. my 3rd try at 5:15pm. finally located him! anyway, mr g sounds so enthu on the phone. and i guess he was bouncing out of the staffroom. and he took a long time. LOL! then he said i was looking so stressed and asked why. and i said there was too much tests. then we went on to econs stuff. he taught me. was like so good. he was so patient trying to make me understand. he seemed to be so obsessed over gadgets and food. mr g ROCKS! and so does econs. i really love econs. then he also talked about other subjects. and told me look for other teachers if i have problems also. and when i told him my results was bad, he said that it`d get better after this term, or by after mid-year. well, mr g was just really good.
and after the talk. i felt like i don`t care if i fail any test anymore, so long as i`ve tried my best and put in a lot of effort.
i just felt so much better lah. and he told me can hand in on monday too. but i don`t wanna so late. will try handing it in tomorrow. YAY! G rocks. econs rule!
i don`t care if i fail or pass. it`s just a mark.
efforts are more important though they can`t be seen.
i failed once again @ 9:37:00 pm
