Friday, April 14, 2006
good friday it is, NOT!
it started out rather terribly.
and the bad news is that, the day hasn`t ended yet.
and guess what i actually did.
slept for 12 hours again.
this is my LIFE! school is too tired for me.
it`s like every weekend, i`ve gotta do this.
OMG! just what is happening...
it didn`t used to be like that.
then i woke up this morning.
yes! still with muscle ache all over.
but a bit better than yesterday.
yesterday was like every tiny bit i moved, there was PAIN.
and it was everywhere. neck, hand, leg, body.
today, it`s only sometimes when i move about.
but, i`m gonna get a sore throat real soon.
GRR! throat hasn`t been in good conditions for like since monday.
sometimes, don`t even have the appetite to eat at all.
some terrible thing`s probably gotten to me.
definitely not MYE fever.
but then, i don`t know why.
i`m actually studying for social studies test yesterday.
and i can`t bear to part with my econs notebook.
chinese lessons have totally changed this week.
yesterday`s english remedial was totally different.
and the most important thing:
TIME WAS PASSING FAST!
and i`m running out of time.
still have so many shitty crappy useless notebooks to be re-done.
for geography, social studies, history elective etc.
i`ll be so DEAD!
and latimer wants me to talk more.
HAHA! but it`s not like i don`t wanna talk.
just that, i haven`t been talking to that kinda extent to many people for so long.
that i automatically lost my power of speech.
i can`t seem to connect anything people is talking about.
don`t understand what they`re talking.
also, it`s partly because of my family.
BUT... i shall try to talk more to different people.
afterall, 1 of my wishes is to be more outgoing.
yes. nothing is impossible.
i will really try.
art club`s the best place to start with.
HAHA!
proceed to my homework!
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then the notebooks!
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and lastly, HISTORY!
i won`t fail this history test.
yes. i know i won`t.
i can`t fail it, and i also won`t.
afterall, it`s triple humanities, i`ve chosen this path, i`m gonna lead this kinda life for the next 1 to 2 years, no matter what, i`ll just endure the pain, and i believe in myself, i`m gonna do it.
and english. HAHA!
that may need a bit more time though.
for me to get on track.
i know i just can`t go on failing every single piece of her work. but, things just need some time to get into my head. and english is also very important.
every failures of the past since the start of this year, shall be a mark of how i`ve improved gradually. and not a mark to make me continue failing. i`ll seriously devote more time to studies especially english and combined humanities. i`m posted to this class for i`ve chosen it, and it`s not by luck or coincidence i ended in this class. no matter what or how hard and tough it`ll be, i`ll still persevere and do the best of myself, not the best of the whole cohort for i may not be the best, but i can still be the best in my own battle against examinations.
PURPLE! ORANGE! LIMEGREEN! my colourful life.
i failed once again @ 9:24:00 am
