Monday, April 24, 2006
just came back from school.
it wasn`t what i imagined it to be.
and i was able to laugh and smile..
all from the bottom of my heart.
that`s so unlike last friday.
YAY! i`m just so happy.
today was a superbly great day!
went out early and go to the bus stop.
started revising chemistry.
that feeling was so great.
like so fresh and yeah...
if i`m stressed, i look up.. i can the wonders of technology and nature.
anyway, went to school with peifang.
i was so scared so entering the class.
so we revised together outside library.
then she went to her class and i waited outside.
till like 3/2 almost empty and i went in.
so, i had to make my way thru the maze at parade square.
HAHA!
english was quite okay lah..
just that some idiots were pissing her off.
then it was combined humanities.
she returned our common test scripts.
i couldn`t describe the scenario.
guess she didn`t say it was horrendous or disastrous.
the first time she didn`t say that!
but she said there are a handful of failures.
and 2-3 got 20. but also people with 5 or 7 marks.
then i was like laughing away lah.
cos i thought it would be me.
so.. one by one they went to collect their scripts.
then she called my name.
and i went up without confidence of passing.
then i heard her saying something like 18 marks.
but i told myself that i shouldn`t dream too much.
it can`t be me. i was like so sure it wasn`t me.
and i was thinking like me? 18? crap. should be stanley or phyo lah.
cos their papers were right after mine.
so i collected my script, folded, and went back to my seat.
and i slowly opened it up..
OMG! i got 18! what the heck.
i was just so damn happy. i couldn`t express this.
first time i`ve got A1 for combined humanities.
i was like WOW! totally can`t believe it.
but i was just so glad it`s reality.
and i was so glad that at least kokila saw the efforts i put in.
she wrote "great improvement!" beside my marks.
all this while, i thought no one cared.
but kokila actually knew i made the great improvement.
i was like so touched. i felt like tears are gonna drop, seriously.
because i got my first A1. and because someone has seen my efforts.
alas, my hard work had paid off.
and during her lesson, i was so attentive.
i listened to her going through the corrections.
and now.. YES!
my birthday wish by kokila:
to pass my combined humanities paper with A1.
i feel i`ve got the power.
i`m just gonna try my best.
i must at least get halfway there.
nothing is THAT impossible.
recess and i was mugging away for the tests.
then it was maths.
multi-tasked again.
did the work while she went through.
and common test.
CRAP lianglu ate into our time.
then i didn`t even check through.
not enough time.
and some people sort of cheated.
say haven`t shade OTAS so they could shade it after times up.
eww.. isn`t that equal to cheating?
the time allocated is not for us to find answers only.
but also inclusive for us to shade our answers.
so those people got extra time to think.
YUCKS!
hmm... physics was bad for me.
chemistry was rather okay.
though there`re some which i don`t know how to do.
oh yeah...
there`s geography class test tomorrow.
MUG! 2 units. 7 & 8. i can do it.
i wanna get my first ever A1 for geography too!
today was my day!
everything went so smoothly.
and unexpected surprises.
OMG! i still can`t believe i got A1 for combined humanities.
i failed once again @ 5:37:00 pm
