Sunday, April 30, 2006
mindmaps ROCK!
i love mindmaps. yay.
i feel random.
just posting random thoughts.
i`m so dumb.
bought 3 black pens yesterday.
not that i like black.
now, i miss blue.
examinations.
yes, geography.
i`m gonna do it.
HAHA!
chemistry and liao.
nice relationship.
hog her? 2h?
so funny.
i`m in love with chemistry.
and i like her as a teacher.
i mean, seriously.
not just trying to make someone angry.
sorry.
and lianglu still sucks.
latimer. AHH! she`s gonna get me for that, i bet.
oh well.. my world doesn`t revolve around teachers only.
AND..
asking teachers questions are fun.
i`ll try to ask more next time.
it`s very nice, or perhaps addictive to me.
ever since i first asked mr G..
then i started asking ms liao.
then mrs loh. then mdm quek. then latimer. then lianglu.
but only asking certain teachers are fun.
sadly, not all though.
and everyone must do well for MYE.
(:
don`t let down anyone.
remember how they encouraged you.
remember those moments you break down.
remember who always helped you.
yes, let`s all do well and score high.
nothing is impossible.
haix..
suddenly thought of what happened during streaming.
and how lucky i was to get into this class.
how i actually sweared i won`t go this class cos i hate economics.
how i had to go different classes with peifang.
how happy when i heard i entered 3/2.
but how sad when i knew that she wasn`t.
then how i had tried to pass her the message.
i just thought of everything, once again.
that day.
after school. no lunch.
change to class tee of 2/5`o5.
went to canteen.
saw people calling their parents.
and how i wanted to cry so much.
then rushing to the computer lab.
tense moment in the air-con room.
wanting so much to call my mother.
indicating my choices after so long.
then had to re-indicate choices.
i was crying. i needed my mother so much then.
at that moment, everything, i was just confused.
again, i took sometime to submit the same choices.
and out we go. me feeling so sad.
then all those places we went.
all those memories of 2/5`o5.
all the photos we took with ms ker and lianglu.
our 2/5 formation.
our free photos paid by those who pointed the middle finger.
the memories just came back suddenly.
and i`ve really decided i must do it.
i must really memorise all the processes and facts.
i`ve already chosen that path last year.
and i`ve successfully been able to take that path this year and next path.
i`m not gonna back out of the path i`ve chosen for myself.
no regrets. no backing out.
i must be brave. i must lead this path.
and everyone else..
think of it..
there must be something which have touched your heart..
i failed once again @ 5:51:00 pm
