Sunday, April 23, 2006
phew.
my parents finally went out.
it might help a little for me.
that i`m able to do work.
but i`ve still got plenty to do.
DAMN!
i just can`t stand my father.
it`s always him.
when my mother scolds me, he adds oil to fire.
when there`s nothing, he picks on me, then my brother supports him.
it`s like darn bloody irritating.
just once, he can`t shut up.
all he talks to me about is hinting about my usage of computer.
AND ABSOLUTELY NOTHING ELSE!
i`m seriously damn fed up now.
totally so not looking to school tomorrow like how i`ve always loved school.
what if the class goes on behaving like on friday?
well.. i can`t do anything about that.
and 1 thing i still don`t understand.
why do parents care so much about usage of computer?
might as well don`t get a computer then.
by getting one, they`re just getting themselves more trouble, isn`t it?
since they don`t want me to use it.
and what`s wrong with computers?
perhaps they want us to be technology idiots.
or what?
i don`t know why they don`t scream at me going to school 5 days a week. but they can nag non-stop when i`m at home using the computer or when i wanna go out sometimes. does that imply that i shouldn`t even be home in the first place?
well... i guess so, isn`t it?
GAHH!
i just wish everyone can **** off.
already having enough problems.
and idiots are just so idiotic.
SCRAM OFF!
i just need some time alone.
to solve all my problems.
but a world of my own? UTTER RUBBISH!
this world is just disastrous.
everything practically sucks.
and now i`m worrying about exams.
after that, still not carefree.
there`ll be a whole month for my cousins to compare results.
SUCKS! i`m not like acing my exams to compare with you idiots.
this all is irritating and childish.
i`ve always got into trouble with my mother for this.
thanks to you guys.
giving irrelevant information and talking crap.
landing me in trouble with my mother.
HAPPY?
if only everyone is MUTE!
or i`ll get into more unnecessary troubles.
DARN EVERYONE.
i failed once again @ 2:03:00 pm