Saturday, April 22, 2006
yesterday wasn`t a pleasant day for me.
but luckily, it didn`t stink too much.
the part of school before recess was totally BAD!
ashley didn`t come, so no lame jokes.
and i somehow got switched into that damn serious mood.
before i continue on this part...
i don`t think my blog is too publicized.
but if someone whom i was referring to happen to read this,
please don`t be angry. i only happened to be like that on yesterday.
and it`s not like i hate you people or neither is it that i`ve tolerated you people for too long.
well.. i just think it`s the examinations stress working on me.
so SORRY if i hurt anyone in this post.
first, it was maths.
it was something like self-learning.
she gave us questions to do and went thru.
for the entire lesson. this wasn`t so bad yet.
everyone was probably too tired to make too much noise.
then it was physics.
the class was quite noisy.
and i got a bit fed up because i couldn`t listen fully what she was talking about. plus the fact that i`ve so many questions wrong and next monday is already common test.
and it was economics.
so, he finished the last part on elasticity and went on to advertising.
the elasticity part was okay. everyone was paying attention.
i was only a tiny bit irritated by my malfuntioning pens.
and when it went on to the advertising part, i`ve no idea why people started talking among themselves and had to imitate people in those advertisements.
so i was rather pissed and irritated already.
and because of the way the projector screen is positioned, everytime i`m taking down notes, i`ll catch a glimpse of people sitting in the vicinity around the teachers` table.
and it was damn disturbing when i was taking down notes, and people there were playing, laughing and don`t know doing what crap.
by that time, i was totally fed up.
then, when the recess bell rang, the guys in that particular row started talking and talking and ignoring mr g`s presence.
and the thing was that mr g had to like say a few times before everyone could well shut their bloody mouths up and listen to the teacher who is deserving our respect.
i just couldn`t stand them. mr g already has a loud enough voice. and he still had to say a few times, so imagine it.
when everyone started quietening down, he said something which was like totally different from his old self.
well, perhaps again, it`s the examinations stress and rush.
and recess came, i was so glad that people went off so fast.
i just couldn`t stand so much more.
BUT, frankly, this is the first time ever that i`m angry with the class.
then after recess, everything started getting better bit by bit.
it was geography. i know i`ve rarely listened in her class.
but today, i was listening. and those guys in that particular row was talking again.
so i was angry naturally.
after that was CME.
things started getting better.
probably cos CME grades doesn`t play a part in O levels.
then it was history.
things were back to normal.
reason was cause she wasn`t teaching.
so i didn`t mind the class shouting and screaming.
and that was the end of the day.
due to the fact that was the ONLY day i could make my IC,
i quickly rushed home. but by that time, it was 1:30pm.
then my mother said i`m so late.
and my stupid brother added oil to fire.
sorry to people in other classes, but i`m referring only to my BROTHER.
i shouldn`t type out what i shouted to him in case people get angry.
and i had my lunch. i started gobbling down everything.
and i was seriously gobbling.
then my mother who had already finished her lunch before i got home,
kept asking me to rush. and i was just so damn pissed.
and i took half an hour to eat, pack everything and change etc.
didn`t even have the time to bathe.
so we walked to the bus stop, and before we were anywhere near to it.
we already saw 3 buses. well well..
after that, reached mrt station.
then we had to wait like 8 minutes.
and i was pissed off with this SP guy who was very rude.
after that, when we finally reached, my mother took her own sweet time.
then my number was called.
and that idiot told me my photo can`t be used.
so i had to go take photo again.
queue on every floor was very long.
and i had to wait.
when it was my turn, i had alot of problems.
that photographer kept adjusting me.
and the photo came out...
a part of her finger could be seen, and my shoulder was slanted so that my head was straight.
CRAP! anyway went back to that counter.
was rather pissed off with that idiot serving so slowly.
then told her i`m a taoist. my religion is taoism.
and she typed out a Buddhist on the form and made me sign.
so i told her it`s wrong. and so i corrected. and signed.
what made me even pissed off was that she didn`t apologise and went on being smart aleck.
saying she thought i might be a buddhist cos buddhist only celebrate some, while taoist is everything also celebrate.
i don`t know if this it true, but i was truely fed up.
and everything was not done yet.
went to make new photo my for passport.
then my mother pissed me off this time.
by the time everything was completed, i was already very angry.
and in the mrt, i was dozing away.
all the way till clementi.
alighted and i went to big bookshop.
after which, i went home.
and my mother bought so much things and made me carry for her.
when i refused, she said i`m crazy for bringing so many things in my bag.
i was seriously fed up with her.
it`s my bag, not her bag, what rights has she to say i`m crazy.
and she made me bring water for her in my bag, yet she didn`t drink.
plus it`s my bag, she doesn`t have the rights to open it without permission.
and i wasn`t even complaining it`s heavy.
then my mother complained her hand`s pain.
her right hand, yes she`s a left-hander.
and i was damn PISSED.
what happened the last time i sprained my right hand and the whole palm was bandaged?
it was so damn stiff and i had to write like normal. i had to do things as per normal.
and she`s just complaining that her right hand is pain even though she`s a left-hander.
CRAP!
and when i came back.
pissed off by my brother.
he used the computer all the way from like before i got home from school and all the way till after i slept.
i slept at around 8plus cos i was seriously tired.
and i`m already pissed off by everything.
i failed once again @ 9:50:00 am
