Wednesday, May 31, 2006
today is real crappy!
first, latimer decided not to collect the work.
oh well.. but i also didn`t complete it.
second, liao disappeared when we went to find her.
and later, after some time, she went home!
third, i was caught loitering outside staffroom by LL again.
haix..
i just loathe people interfering with what i`m doing lah.
detest people stopping me from certain things.
abhor people controlling me.
cannot is it?
yesterday he saw me with huiting.
he gave us that kinda smile, hinting me to go back early.
today he saw the whole group of us.
loitering outside staffroom doing nothing.
and cos of everything that happened, everyone there.
he`ll be damn sure it was me lah.
at the rate this whole thing is going..
i guess he`ll probably call my mother to tell her lor.
DARN HIM! my mother doesn`t even care lah.
so bad.
tomorrow`s slot is 9plus one.
means wake up early again.
sian lor!
but it ends early!!
that`s one thing to be happy about.
this weeks` remedials are pretty much okay.
i mean those that are left.
tomorrow EL from 9:30 to 11:30am.
and friday, physics from 11 to 1pm.
all my stuffs are snowballing.
poor time management..!
LOL!
CHEMISTRY still ROCKS my WORLD!
so does ECONOMICS!
i failed once again @ 4:55:00 pm
about 2 more hours before heading to school.
and now, i`m rushing out my piece of work.
i`m just way too pathetic. LOL!
got leg cramps again, last night.
no idea why.
but i seem to have leg cramps when i sleep.
yesterday`s one wasn`t the worse though, luckily.
the worst was like during the examination period.
when i thought i finally managed to get some sleep, it didn`t occur to me i would get leg cramps which came and go, came and go, and lasted for god-knows-how-long.
these few days, no appetite eat dinner.
cos i`m taking lunch so late, i feel so full at dinnertime.
and so, this weekend i`m not free.
i may or may not be free next weekend too.
mum wants me to go malaysia.
currently trying to escape this trip.
HAHA! so see how things go.
some day, i must visit the library.
but it seems like remedials everyday!
by the time i get to the library, no more tables.
GRR!
nevermind.
FOCUS! must do english work.
hopefully can just bia it lor.
i failed once again @ 9:42:00 am
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
GRR! now bia-ing the english worksheet.
just trying to find reviews of it online.
yes yes. what i`ve always been doing.
well.. but i already forgot most of the movie already lor.
lucky thing is remedial only starts at 12:30pm tomorrow!
oh yeah.
this weekend not gonna be free.
saturday, gotta go cousin`s house for house-warming in afternoon.
after that, going off with other cousins for dinner.
sunday, need to go Suntec that stupid bookfair.
all cos my parent`s fault lor, make me go out. i`m not that free lah.
DAMN!
my father seriously can`t tell i`m angry with him is it.
haix.. talk to him i don`t look at him, not obvious meh?
bloody irritating lor. how worse can things just get...
normal days, he don`t care a heck about me.
pre- and post-examination, he suddenly care alot hor.
showed him my results yesterday cos he asked for it.
it`s like he never ever sees the effort i put in at all.
well actually, there`s not much who does, afterall.
now, he`s wanting me to go for tuition.
i just totally ignored him and say "no" non-stop lah.
haix.. i just feel that these people are blind.
why do they feel so tensed up by a bunch of numbers?
and yes, the thing they know is that i FAILED my english.
sadly, none of them actually sees that i`ve improved, or am improving.
and it`s not like i didn`t put in effort at all right..
MYE 2006 was the first time i passed english for all her assignments.
the paper 2 part 1 i also did not bad, compared to previous ones.
plus, i`ve always been like this at english, okay?
can`t they just accept the fact? at least i tried lah.
and in the first place, he has no rights to say about my poor english standard, he can`t even speak it, he`s just another LL right.
he wants me to do well for english, wants so much from me, he`s not even setting a good example for me.
the house isn`t even conducive for studying.
and now i can`t even use computer properly.
he`s just peeking and peeking every now and then.
wah lao! at least gimme some privacy can.
it`s not like i`m surfing porn right?
oh well.. anyway, they don`t trust me one what.
PLEASE lor. do websites that have chunks and chunks of words seem like gaming sites?
i`m seriously tired of him accusing me all the time.
people who know me will know that i`m not the type who play games online lor.
in fact, all those games are like damn sian lah..
they just don`t know me at all. so great lor.
can`t they just get facts right?
i still remember term 1.
i did badly for all the subjects.
majority of it were Cs, with 1 E8 for english and 1 F9.
he saw it, he didn`t dare to tell me anything.
instead, my mother became the messenger between us and she told me that he said if you wanna do something, then do it properly. if you wanna study, then put your heart in studying. if not, you can just drop out of school.
these few sentences, that time she told me that, i didn`t think much.
after that, it made sense to me. i told myself i have to change no matter what.
in term 2, i changed, seriously. i did things with pride.
i took down notes, i didn`t sleep or dream in lessons, i pay attention.
now, the sentences, afterall, mean alot to me.
but yet, when i showed him my results.
it seemed like the sentences were all forgotten.
he has forgot all about it already.
those few sentences, which made me study so hard, now it all seems nothing to him.
great.
now my mother is shouting, calling me to sleep.
which is a hint to switch off computer.
she knows i don`t turn in until after 12am.
and right now, i`m bia-ing some serious work lah.
CRAP!
maybe next time if my english results are even worse.
they`ll be so damn tensed up by the reducing numbers.
LOL! power of numbers. COOL! superb.
i failed once again @ 10:00:00 pm
OMG!
anyway, today i went later than yesterday.
no interest for that remedial lor.
then i walking near school le, saw alot cars coming.
was looking at every single car.
each time i see someone step out, i look down.
but later, i saw this golden Corolla Altis turning in.
so i kept my eyes fixed on the number plate.
damn happy lor! when i saw [xxxx]. it`s her car!
walked slowly up the slope.
i know she always park at lot [xx] one.
then mr faizal, snatched that lot one step before her.
HAHA! how could he.......!
oh yes.
luckily there ain`t chinese remedial tomorrow.
means i can wake up and sleep late.
cos i`ve gotta do the EL WS and that goo-ey green book.
i failed once again @ 4:52:00 pm
Monday, May 29, 2006
hey.. i got this link from an e-mail.
http://www.syfc.org.sg/events/dvc/cinema.html
not very funny though to me lah.
try it out lor. though i don`t know what`s the movie about.
haix.. so sian lah. alone at home again.
totally nothing for me to do.
all thanks to LL. don`t feel like doing homework.
what the heck!
liao invigilated O levels MT today.
crap.
now having headache.
don`t know why though.
tomorrow still got school.
sure super sian.
anyway, doubt i`ll touch the chinese green book.
i`m a slacker.
i`m a hardworking slacker.
i failed once again @ 4:08:00 pm
Sunday, May 28, 2006
hey. miracle! my mother just gave me $2 for no reason.
HAHA! first time leh..
DAMN! yet to iron my uniform.
and tomorrow still need go school.
oh well... who doesn`t need to?
i bet i`m a kuku.
so stupid lor.
living in this house since primary 1.
now then i know the door is blue colour when lili asked me.
only seriously looked through my results today.
actually.. i don`t care that i failed english and overall.
instead, i`m still happy now.
not that i`m crazy or what lah.
but just that i improved. i`m already satisfied.
slow improvements are better than people not excelling to their potential right.
HAHA! for 4 subjects, i need 1 mark or less to jump grades.
most pathetic is economics, 0.1 mark more only!
well.. make that 0.1 mark a lesson mark for me.
i need 0.6 marks more to pass entire examination though.
and i`m still a member of F&V leh..
anyway, i updated a few columns le.
bet tomorrow`s remedials are all boring.
and she showing us english movie right?
i so dead lah. i cannot make out what the actors saying one.
whether it`s cartoon types of movies, or those real filming types.
WHATEVER.. i also can`t make out lor.
this is not meant to be funny, btw.
anyway, it`s 9:16pm now.
time for me to start on my homework.
planning to turn in late tonight anyway.
but sure won`t later than 4am de.
or else tomorrow i`ll be dozing off liao.
now still wondering whether to stay back or not.
if stay back, i need find my couz.
or else, later that stupid LL bo song again.
but whatever it is, i won`t directly go home after dismissal de!
DAMN him lor.
still made me look at him and my mother in the eyes and promise to not stay back and loiter in school. wah lao! make me lose pride only lor.
trust him to make me do that.
plus i`m not loitering can.
first thing is, i go staffroom to find teachers.
second thing is, everytime after revisions and before going back, we go toilet and take a break.
that`s all mah. "xing bu xing you ta."
i don`t care about this matter anymore.
this kinda trivial matters also can become big issues.
SHENG JING BING LAH! he bt one.
yay! must do homework.
i failed once again @ 7:50:00 pm
wah lao! my english really cmi sia.
i having problems with economics work.
just because of a small word "controversial".
what`s the meaning of this damn word?
maybe my dictionary is too lousy.
time to upgrade, yeah?
or i shall use my brother`s super bulky collins one.
i found the word "controversial".
it says "a cause or subjecting to controversy".
HEY! is controvers.. a very nice word to use?
anyway, i proceeded to find "controversy".
then it says "See page 666." i feel like calling 999 instead.
nevermind. i flipped there. and it`s appendix.
like DUH! what the heck`s a dictionary for?
yes yes. and so now, i have to do this assignment some other time when i`ve successfully managed to find out the meaning of this damn word called "controversial" or just "controversy".
eeks
LL such a darn slacker.
last year and this year, my comments the 1st 3 sentences are the same.
YAY! and i`m so happy now le.
don`t know why.
even though i failed english.
a very good solution is to look at G, think of him.
everything`s so funny lah.
then i laugh to myself. i know it`s lame, but it cheers me up.
HAHA! can`t stop laughing when i think of him.
haix..
should i stay back on monday after remedials?
i really wanna stay back. i feel like it.
but then, cos of LL`s fault. it`s him!
it`s better i stay in school than loiter outside right?
i stay in school revise, i got problems at least can find teacher.
at home, i got problems, i ask myself ah? or the walls?
he doesn`t understand the family situtation, he shut up can.
just cos i never consult him before, he jealous is it?
he so happy now lah. gimme so much problems.
then just cos she walked past, he had to compare us.
like what the heck?
1st thing, i`m taking 9 subjects okay, she take only 8 lah.
2nd, she`s always good in EL. i`m always not good. BUT the main thing is that i improved can.
wah lao! everything he also like bo song one.
maybe i should just stay back lor.
so what if my mother knows? so what if LL knows?
BIG DEAL LAH! people stay back revise is none of his problem lor.
and at the most, i was only seen outside staffroom.
he never see me play right? never see then shut up lah.
people want find other teachers cannot huh?
he think he the only teacher in the school is it?
tmd lor. last year, i only forgot do 1 of his assignments.
and he like said it so loudly that i use internet everyday and still don`t do his online work.
DAMN HIM LAH! he got see me online everyday ah?
i didn`t know he got MSN or i got webcam lor.
plus, i only forget once! then other people he don`t care them.
CRAP HIM LAH! now i stay back he bu shuang..
like what lah? the school belong to you is it?
OH IC. no wonder gonna get demolished soon lah.
maybe i should just stay back to do homework.
like who cares lor? i`m not scared lah. i seriously got do work one.
even that day i stayed till 6:40pm, but i got touch my holiday homework can.
haix... like i stay in school at least got do homework one lor.
but i come home, it`s standard that i switch on computer lah.
plus the fact that i`ll be facing all walls at home.
no one to talk to. no one to consult. like what lah?
anyway, i`m still so happy.
cos term 2 ended on quite a nice note, except for on saturday.
let`s see ah..
thursday, LIAO finally talked to and smiled at me after so long.
friday, G was so funny with the "eh so unfriendly lah" thing.
i seriously gonna bia my homework lor.
need to redo my chemistry notebook.
catch up with all my geography stuffs.
force myself to understand physics.
do 1 comprehension every week.
read finish 4 or 5 books, depending.
look thru all my e maths stuffs.
brush up on my a maths skills.
make combined humanities notes.
digest all my economics notes.
IS THERE ANYTHING I CAN DO FOR CHINESE?
hopefully can complete our maths project today.
then there`ll be 2 more projects to go.
CHEMISTRY one should be fun lah.
i LOVE chemistry!
i failed once again @ 11:51:00 am
Saturday, May 27, 2006
HAHA!
i decided to put blogsong le.
it`s from the <<>> movie.
the "you yong de ren".
it just happened to fit my current mood.
and somehow, the song just came out of nowhere.
and for those of you who haven`t realised...
i`m like so damn fated with LL can.
just realised that all my secondary school class tee(s) gonna have "mr liang lu" on it.
OMG! that`s like heck lah.
then also, my level position is his extension number.
AND lastly, everytime i go staffroom sure will see him.
so for this who needs to see him, just ask me along.
then you won`t have to phone him. LOL!
though calling him would be a better idea.
i`m seriously trying to break this fate.
-.-
and yes.
G`s so cool.
just thinking of him can make me laugh non-stop.
don`t know why. just find him funny.
HAHA! what a great teacher!
aiya. i just like him can. maybe he`s cute lor.
G is just so humorous. i can`t stop laughing as i think of him.
LOL! sad lor. holidays.
1 month of no liao, no G, and no kokila.
i failed once again @ 11:20:00 pm
FIRSTLY, i shall declare my blog`s going private for a period of time. i need some time to cool down.
SECONDLY, for all those who are overly concerned, my level position is 122. thanks if you gave me an uncalled for applauses.
THIRDLY, i`m in a real foul mood.
everything turned out to be a nightmare.
i went out at like 12pm to go cassandra`s house.
and on the bus, there`re so many commonwealthians with their parents.
then i felt so damn lonely, being alone.
anyway, i anyhow waded through those blocks and finally reached her house.
later around 1:45pm then i take bus go school.
i was super late for it lah.
then i went to class, my mother not there.
and she called to say she at the lift. CRAP lah.
on the way to class, damn LL called my mother lor.
then.. he showed us my results first.
i didn`t bother to see lah.
he started saying my english results very bad.
so overall fail, and it leads to this and that.
WOW! never-ending chain of effects.
then he complained about me staying in school lor.
like crap lah. i stayed to revise and do homework.
he didn`t see is his problem lah.
just my luck to everytime bump into him outside staffroom the moment i get there.
seriously lah, i don`t know what luck i`ve got on me, everytime i go staffroom find teacher sure will see him one.
and i was like debating with him telling him i seriously find teachers to ask for help lah.
then he don`t believe. STUBBORN BASTARD!
i challenged my mother to choose any teachers to ask and guaranteed her at least 3 will say i got stay back to consult them lor.
but she`s got weird taste for LL, she believes everything he says.
and he made me go find Latimer with my mother lah.
so i went to find her. i wasn`t listening to her at all.
she was trying to comfort me. i guess she could see me fighting back my tears.
and my mother kept asking her what`s wrong with me..
that latimer was like repeating and repeating don`t worry lah.
DAMN EVERYONE LAH!
especially the bastard son-of-a-bitch.
later i was crying already lah.
not at my results.
I DON`T CRY AND CRY ABOUT POOR RESULTS.
results are non-living things lah.
but it was because no one trusted me.
she chooses to trust LL rather than her own daughter.
you know how hurt it can actually be.
and it`s not only once, it`s everytime.
then my mother made me go the market.
she was buying 4D and asked me queue for her.
i was SUPER PISSED OFF lah.
i can`t stand people who bet can.
and she`s asking me to queue for her.
anyway, i didn`t care and i went back home alone.
shut myself in the room and cried.
cos of everything that happened.
feel so bad for ignoring stanley completely when he said bye to me.
haix..
no one trusted me.
if only our CM was someone else..
at least kokila always encourages me.
and liao always so concerned and helping.
then G always cheering up us.
also latimer for like saying all the nice things.
i didn`t expect her to say those things at all.
so damn sad and depressed.
i feel like i might as well drop out of school lah.
no one even sees the effort i put in.
i stay in school revise = i stay in school play
i stay up late to revise = i`m doing that cos i stayed back in school to play and have no time left
i consult teachers = i loiter outside staffroom
WHAT THE HECK DOES LIANGLU WANTS FROM ME?
he want me be attitude problem student is it.
seriously, what`s he trying to do lah?
my relation with my parents are getting worst and worst and he`s still saying crap to make everything worse.
like in primary school there`s no problems at all.
ever since secondary schooling started, everything`s turned sour.
if things are just gonna get worse and worse, i might as well stop schooling altogether lah.
feeling much better now.
thanks for cheering me up, people.
HAHA! i must look at G`s photos.
maybe i`ll laugh. LOL!
nevermind.
perhaps i shall continue staying back.
i`m seriously revising or doing homework mah.
what`s there to be afraid of?
i don`t know why the teachers are asking me about me staying back with the seniors.
SERIOUSLY, i don`t see anything wrong with it lor.
especially LL. he`s like only trying to make me a loner.
haix.
now at least feel better.
but just hope no one pisses me off later.
i`m hogging the computer now for IE.
HAHA! cos i called them de lor.
and when i was calling, i was having so much problems.
stupid idiot blasting music like disco.
childish people shouting all over for a pathetic scissors.
problematic siblings blaming each other.
couldn`t even hear properly what the TA was saying lor.
so, i deserve the credit. i`m hogging computer!
i failed once again @ 6:12:00 pm
AAAHHHH!i feel so malu like that lah.all cos of G`s fault!and he also made me lose sight of liao lor.GRR! haha.. but it was so funny.
i improved 3 positions from last year.actually i guess is maintained, but then i sprint and overtook a few people when i heard them saying "31,32.." but it was fake alarm.all so much for sprinting.but nevermind, i have longer time to see liao.after run, i kept looking at her.she so sweet. smiling and smiling non-stop.if it was me, my jaws would be so tired le.anyway, later was dismissed at around 10am plus.and we went to the carpark there.look at teachers, actually main motive is liao lah.then she finally came. then she stood beside a vehicle that looked like her car. and i turn head to see mr chng walk past then i lost sight of her.so i just turned back and walk on.suddenly heard someone shouting "eh, so unfriendly lah. people wave at you, you never wave back." and it made me turn back to find out who`s that 'petty' person and who`s that 'unfriendly' person.well.. well.. then i saw G standing there, waving.looked around to see who he was waving to.then he pointed at me and gave me that kinda look.so i, being the 'unfriendly' person, waved back to the 'petty' person.and liao was lost in the park of cars.but then later we saw a car that looked like hers though.
we slowly strolled to bus stop.then after running for x-country, we ran again to chase the bus.and when we alighted the bus at junction 8.this lady came and asked us where is 'laughless sch'i so blur lah. and she added "very famous school".LOL! then she probably was referring to 'raffles' lor.
i love the class tee. so cool!went junction 8 shopped around.later went to JE to show the 3 and only art elective students in our school the class tee.LOL! and they were so excited to know which teacher wore what for x-country.and we went out, planning to go home.then this person approached us, so we helped with her survey.we all filled crap lah. but at least it`s zhen xin hua.she told us her name is jasmine, and we were like laughing, right in front of her.then she made it worse by adding "i`m not jasmine green tea."we were like thinking of another jasmine totally.
so later went bus interchange.walked to 66 there then i talked crap.and she say she wanna tell G tomorrow.hmm.. but i don`t think she`ll tell bah.
anyway, i later walked around aimlessly.cos i was looking which bus would come first.again, i ran to chase another bus.and finally, on the way home at 4plus.i so pity my legs.walked and ran the whole day.it didn`t complain at all. -.-
yay! last day of term 2.tomorrow going collect report book.i think my results not so good lah.most will be pulled down by CA marks.but at least MYE did well then happy lah.yes, i`ll definitely pass by 2/4 tmr.it`s a task for me to do so.
blahblahblah.so crap post bah.typing this on wordpad cos IE`s spoilt.DUH! i hate it.
i failed once again @ 6:11:00 pm
Thursday, May 25, 2006
okay. stupid damn IE connection problem again.
first, it was disconnecting non-stop.
then, the darn computer went blank on me.
after reverting to working condition, i stayed disconnected for like 10 to 15 minutes.
which is sheer CRAP!
today after school was super cool. spent sometime on lunch and slacking before i went back class to start on my holiday assignment. then i did a few a maths questions, taking breaks here and there by walking round the school. later almost 4pm i went 4/6. their class is super damn cool, totally rocks. if our class was half like theirs, i wouldn`t be dozing off every so often. then G is like a super great CM to them also! and all their noticeboard is made full use of that they even use the walls to put things. first time i`ve seen such a wonderful classroom, that`s totally conducive for learning. anyway, we went outside staffroom with the intention of finding G for fun, but we didn`t dare to call him. and we just decided to wait there in vain. then, suay suay see LL. and he told me go earlier on saturday, then later he say he made a mistake when i told him my slot is 2pm. and like shortly after he went, G just came out of staffroom. and he went up to check 4/6`s condition. he`s just a super good CM lor. and we trailed him up then stay there for fun until later we decided go outside staffroom again. went canteen cos they wanted G to write testimonial for them and later go up staffroom there call him again but he don`t wanna come out. and we went 4/6 again to carry those boards. they decided they need string to tie them together and so approached G for it. and we went to staffroom once again, and coincidentally bumped into liao! she finally talked to me, i mean something that shows she`s concerned, instead of something like suan-ing. so good and i was super happy lor. plus she smiled at me too! for so long already. then she went in staffroom and awhile later, she left le. and i only realise today that her pigeon hole got problem de! anyway, later G came out to pass the string we requested for. and he asked if anyone of us has scissors or penknife, then he went back into staffroom again just to take it. later, we went canteen sit and talk. then 6:40pm like that decide to go home, and i was waiting for this stupid bus which was reversing. and G just came bouncing out of the school gate and he went "hope i don`t get run down by the bus" and just bounced past. hmm.. and yes, i went back home le.
seriously enjoyed today alot.
and actually... i think the homework pile is quite manageable, frankly.
oh yes, damn! i`m down for the 3/2 EL group remedial thing.
nevermind. i shall never think of getting out of that group.
so many people got out of the group lor. but i didn`t. LOL!
i think it`s not only me though..
tonight i must sleep well.
past few nights, didn`t really sleep at all.
hmm.. i actually able to get the sleep i need.
but it`s like i`m used to getting real short naps with lights on and stuffs all over my bed.
LOL! then i always do that and wake up to complete all homework.
after which, i finally get like 1h of peaceful sleep with lights off and nothing on my bed.
but no matter what, tonight i really will sleep well de.
i failed once again @ 8:48:00 pm
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
haix..
i shouldn`t have heard those things.
why say it in front of me?
thought i`ve got through it...
but then, i was reminded of it again today.
i really don`t know why..
and i was way more pathetic.
i think liao was angry again today.
for being late for practical.
and i really think the feeling`s like cold war.
everyday i go to school, come back home, the feeling`s worst.
she suan-ned me in the lab today lah.
don`t know if she was just trying to make a fool of me.
she heated till test-tube dry. and still call me continue heating it.
2nd time, she heated ZnCO3 become yellow liao.
then she gave it back to me and told me continue heating.
and she purposely told me you all ah.. i very scared of how you heat things ah
it`s like she`s doing the stuffs instead of me.
lucky she didn`t see the mess i created out of spilling the ZnCO3.
HAIX..
and what the heck.
i sat looking out of the window.
then i saw a Corolla Altis at the bend there.
but i thought it was nothing. cannot be so coincidental.
haix.. later then did i find out, it was her car.
CRAP!
today went home quite late too.
stayed to do that pathetic essay.
reached home only at 7plus.
HAHA!
"gerald" + malu...
so funny just now.
-.-
i failed once again @ 8:47:00 pm
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
seriously very bad day.
everything just went wrong.
and none of the good things happened managed to cheer me up any bit.
the worst thing was..
both tigger and piglet wasn`t here lah.
and imagine, yesterday they were in the hall, talking and laughing TOGETHER!
today... don`t even see them.
just how bad it is. but can`t blame them.
then morning wanted to go with peifang to pass an announcement.
and ms ker stopped me and asked where i was going.
but i was like don`t know how to say and i said somewhere.
then she like bo song me liao lah..!
later before recess lessons were super sian.
i was bia-ing chemistry throughout.
gonna chiong all the maths homework today.
CRAP lah. and i was sleeping during her lesson.
i totally screwed my physics practical test.
didn`t know how to open that damn vernier caliper.
so, i spent like 10mins trying to pry it open.
after which i finally gave up.
then later i was redo-ing and redo-ing for average.
and i realised we`re supposed to find it for different values.
and there was like barely 20mins left for me.
later after school..
went out to buy lunch.
and smuggle into school.
and i was so damn pissed off.
not that i hate the class.
but i have to agree with latimer.
our attitude, when can we get it right?
you people know we had to submit geography workbooks yesterday.
but no one gave me, and i just THOUGHT that none brought it.
today, there was geography, i expected them to bring.
still, no one gave me, so i wrote it on the board, received barely 10!
then... i had to go round asking you people for it...
and some still have the cheek to laugh!
i know some people didn`t mean it.. but i can`t say it for everyone.
in the end, i only submitted 13 workbooks.
i`m not caring about the others! but i`ll try tomorrow.
cos i know not everyone is that irritating.
CRAP! just cos it`s ms teo.....
can our class people please stop taking advantage of the kind teachers.
ms teo is so good lah. delay and delay she still don`t scold, right?
but want it or not, the truth is that ros is coming back.
anyway, if this kinda thing still occurs, i just don`t care lor.
i went late for CCA just to wait for those bloody books.
and i didn`t even take lunch. only ate titbits during CCA.
i shouldn`t waste my precious time anymore!
then i went to submit it.
and... i saw liao!
but i think everything was just misunderstanding.
or she just wanted this to happen.
or i accidentally caused this thing.
haix.. she saw me and i saw her.
then i pretended not to see her, and looked away.
and she also looked away, later i look back at her.
and she was smiling with someone else.
i just ignored her totally...
that kinda feeling was like cold war lah?
so of course, everything today was real damn bad.
i failed once again @ 5:58:00 pm
Monday, May 22, 2006
crap.
just remembered there`s physics practical test tomorrow.
also realised i haven`t copy chemistry contents page.
and i was glued to the computer for so long.
that i didn`t even move my butt to get my homework.
now...
i`ve gotta stay up late again.
GREAT!
LOL! i went to the Ntrix thingy already.
all my results there seem so foreign to me.
except for EL and CH. those 2 i failed.
but other subjects, all the marks never see before one.
i have poor time management!
again.. i`m not doing work.
CRAP! relaxing far too much.
damn myself. damn me.
yes. great. my mother`s refused to sign that travel plan form.
oh.. does she think that her signature`s worth a million dollars?
well well.. people are just stubborn.
i rather she not go for meet the parents session too.
lianglu`s just a terrible person who`s trying to interfere too much.
and damn everything.
just went against me.
my mother. the computer. MSN.
GRR! i shall just go sleep.
yes, without doing maths!
i`m being such a procrastinator now.
i failed once again @ 10:35:00 pm
watching superband now.
never watch it before leh.
just watching for fun.
but my eyes closing soon lah.
hmm.. so happy today!
kokila finally went back to her normal self.
wasn`t sick or depressed or moody anymore.
and she gave us goodies too.
HAHA! finally found back her own self.
but now is liao le.
so long never see her smile.
i guess everything`s just way too obvious.
now don`t even dare find her lah.
haix...
assembly today was super boring though.
it lasted for like 1h45min. irritating lor.
after that went songfest.
nothing much bah. just to waste time.
which i didn`t wanted to at first.
secondary 1s only have 1 good one.
just a pity she didn`t have any accompanying music.
most of the better ones would be secondary 4s one lah.
but then, halfway went for lunch.
later walking back to hall was groups liao.
the moment i stepped into hall again, wenbin and yanlin finished their performance.
which was like so zhun lah...
now so sian and sleepy.
but still got maths homework.....
and so sian lah..
tomorrow probably got CCA.
i think that exhibition thing won`t ever be a success at all lor.
only like less than 5 people doing it.
THE REST ARE JUST A BUNCH OF SLACKERS!
seriously hate those slackers.
first reason why i changed CCA was cos it`s super slack.
then i realise art club isn`t that good too.
they`re all coming only for CCA points.
GRR! just so typical singaporeans. hate their attitude.
if only they can be kicked out lah.
CCA-points-hungry IDIOTS. yuck!
i failed once again @ 7:57:00 pm
Sunday, May 21, 2006
haix.. school again tomorrow.
having problems adjusting to this post-exam weekends.
totally nothing for me to do.
and everyone`s getting paranoid.
my father peeps out the door every now and then.
my mother gets suspicious at everything.
AHH! and this definitely isn`t gonna help me.
after all the good things happened..
well... series of unfortunate events beginning.
i`ve decided not to drop physics.
anyway, now also can`t drop yet.
maybe i just woke to my senses yesterday.
wasn`t really what G said though.
just that as he was saying that, i thought of something else.
and YES! i`m so happy.
my mother won`t go round bragging my cousin`s results anymore.
she just went silent yesterday.
here`s a part of the conversation..
Mother:
Your cousin got 4 As leh.
Me:
*no reaction*
Mother:
You got how many huh?
Me (in sian diao tone):
5 lah.
Mother:
But he never fail, you got fail leh.
Me:
You mean when you calculate your L1R5, you prefer using D7(s), E8(s) and F9(s) instead of your As?
Mother:
*silent*
HAHA! what a nice conversation.
what a great mother who enjoys doubting my abilities.
but well.. actually term 1 i slacked too much.
yeah so i gotta go off right now.
i failed once again @ 10:32:00 am
Saturday, May 20, 2006
i`ve finally got a new look for this blog.
did it since i was so sian.
please comment on it. thanks!
will try to improve when i`m free.
however, i already know the 2 tables look outta shape.
HAHA! cos i can`t control mouse properly.
hmm.. this design actually does has its meanings.
so how it all came about?
was when i kept wanting to change skin.
but then no inspiration.
then chat and chat. later i saw "yellow; orange".
and i decided to use that as colour scheme.
so i did that first.
later, i realise i`ve no pictures or photos.
so.. i browsed thru my files.
and decided to fish out a few interesting ones i took for CCA.
btw, all the photos are taken by me, except G`s hand.
but that photo still belongs to me, taken by senior with my camera.
and i was used as a bait that time.
okay... and in the end, the result is that.
yes, this building gonna be demolished soon.
we`re shifting next year. we`ll be graduating within 2 years.
so i just decided it`ll all be MEMORIES.
the stairs photo.
i don`t know why. people say it looks artistic?
yeah. cos of that ray of light.
the photo below is of classroom 3/2.
but then.. all the classrooms look alike from outside.
the one beside is quite obvious.
it`s the ECONOMIST`s hand.
not so convenient to post the face here.
the one above is block C.
where our class is located in.
the one beside is the staffroom there the stairs.
it`s supposed to have a beam of light from nowhere.
HAHA! but it isn`t obvious enough.
the one below is the driveway.
i personally feel it looks quite cool.
btw, i didn`t take it at night.
only that it was a rainy evening.
the one below is the row of biology labs.
haven`t been inside one for long.
yeah.. so that`s it.
was online like the whole afternoon.
but at least, i did my geography le.
oh well. cos someone needed help, so i just tried to do it.
but i feel my answers are a bit weird.
nothing much happened today.
given the fact that i`m cooped at home all day.
i shall do my EL paper 2 later on.
it`s one of my plans to improve EL.
and i keep telling myself to read newspapers everyday, but i just didn`t do it.
going off right now.
*POOF* it didn`t become Koko Crunch.
i failed once again @ 5:35:00 pm
Friday, May 19, 2006
haix.. my 2nd post within like 3 hours.
i just wanna blog. feeling so strange.
guess i`m affected by kokila`s well-being.
why are the teachers sick?
sick and still wanna go there with us.
really gotta give it to them.
but i feel so sad for them lah.
actually, i don`t really care that much about G. =x
but i`m really concerned about kokila.
don`t know why. i just want her to be well.
these few days.. she`s like so different from usual.
i wonder what`s happened to her.
the teacher who cared so much for others.
just hope she can get well really soon.
though she didn`t say, but it`s so obvious that lately, she`s been so moody and depressed.
i hope she is just sick and nothing else.
try not to mention kokila`s name in front of me. makes me feel so sad lah.
and i really don`t wanna take her for granted anymore.
shall really do her work instead of being happy getting away scot-free.
it really does take time for me to realise things.
and G i don`t know.
he doesn`t look sick, especially when he`s still able to munch on a chocolate bar!
he looked perfectly normal during lessons lah.
but i think he`s sick too.
haix.. and i saw him just now walk out of staffroom, so liveless.
he wasn`t bouncing at all, so the different from usual self.
haix.. why are the teachers i like sick?
maybe except for another 1 only?
hope she isn`t sick too.
i just so sad they`re sick.
don`t know why. just got affected.
i know they sure won`t see this.
but i really hope they can get well soon!
i failed once again @ 7:29:00 pm
was supposed to start this post somewhere along these lines like yay! today was fun and cool etc.
but i can`t right now.
after i`ve got home.
no idea what happened.
but i got a shock when i saw smashed eggs on the door.
and the first thing i thought of was something other normal people would think of too.
don`t know why.
but sounds sort of scary.
like... i feel so insecured.
and the bus passed my estate so on our way there and back.
i never expected this kinda thing to happen.
well.. today was a good day at school.
seriously nice lah.
the starting was sort of sian though.
1h of maths on kinematics, which is just physics.
then followed by another hour of physics.
to me, it was like 2h straight of physics.
and i just dreaded it.
then it was economics.
and now i know why he needs like 1h to return the papers.
cos he`s too free to make those slides.
but well.. i think some are quite entertaining.
trembled as i walked up to collect my scripts.
and i realised another of my wish is fulfilled!
so happy lah! HAHA! the feeling so great.
kokila and G are both sick.
haix... feel so sad for them.
especially kokila. she looks very distracted these few days.
and i just don`t like her to be like that.
i really hope that thing just isn`t true.
i choose to think it`s just a rumour.
today was a great day.
but i just can`t smile naturally.
had to fake them.
and 3/2`s such an united class.
we all passed EL MYE together.
and we all got A for CME together.
haix.
hope everything just turns out well.
i failed once again @ 5:51:00 pm
Thursday, May 18, 2006
OMG!
i`ve got 1 of my wishes.
finally.. i passed my english MYE.
seriously damn happy with the results.
i know it`s C5 lah. but my paper 1 results should be quite good to be able to pull up my overall so much mah.
but then, after adding CA marks, probably gonna slip to C6 lah.
so much for F9-ing all my common tests.
today quite happy bah.
just a bit too sleepy.
slept throughout whole geography lesson.
think i heard her say some chemical equations.
and i thought it was liao. -.-
and... my chemistry dropped from A1 to A2 le.
but, i`m still damn happy.
cos the teacher is liao! and i have integrity.
at first, was wondering whether i should tell her.
cos from A1 to A2. plus if i get that A2 grade, it`s like less than 1 mark to get A1 only lor.
still, i decided to tell her. got benefits lah.
and my couz made it so obvious.
walked past our class like 3 times?
tomorrow gonna start normal maths lesson again.
first 2 lessons in the morning.
so 'great' lor.
and finally getting back last paper tomorrow.
i really wanna get A leh.
then another of my wishes come true.
will i be like so lucky as today?
haix..
kokila seemed a little strange today.
so moody and groggy.
she just isn`t herself.
i hope that thing isn`t true!
tomorrow learning journey.
wonder which teachers going with us.
LOL! anyway, go that place before le.
nothing much one lah.
looks like a quite ulu place.
but i shouldn`t comment too much.
it`s a place of sensitivity.
oh yes. shall go find on adnan bin saidi now.
just remembered this assignment.
i failed once again @ 11:00:00 pm
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
i`m sorta pissed right now.
was already feeling bad enough.
and my computer went blank on me.
the internet`s disconnecting non-stop.
i can`t bathe cos my father`s locked the room.
and i`ve failed my physics MYE.
also my english MYE.
then there`s still 1 more paper to go.
in a super bad mood right now.
what`s with that stupid economics sharing thing at such a dilapidated place?
everything just practically sucked.
i went so early this morning.
then i waited till so late that liao came.
WHAT THE HECK lah!
sheer crap lor.
then later we stood at library there look down.
and kokila saw us and gave the strange look.
plus, i found out lianglu`s driving weekend car to school.
okay lah. i admit i`m slow lah.
then everything went well.
i finally passed my NAPFA lor.
after that was maths. went thru papers again.
and that damn G was such a slacker lah.
like within half an hour, i can bathe, i can eat etc.
and he says he needs 1h to go thru papers.
like oh yeah, it`s goddamn true.
and he`s so confident of his mathematics and marking skills.
yeah right, last minute seriously sucks lah.
so back to maths. real darn bored lor.
WHAT ELSE THEN?
CME. slack time lah. and i had nothing to do.
cos i didn`t bring my fucking maths papers up.
and i had to sacrifice half my recess to complete it.
after which i realise i didn`t complete my reflections.
then i was waiting for liao to come.
and she took so damn long just to come lah.
i was pretty scared of results.
and she said 17 failures out of 41.
then i just lie straight on the table.
and waiting till my turn to receive the papers.
don`t know why. but i was frantically looking at my marks.
then down there only section B marks.
i was like wtf. and i slowly counted.
became so sad lah. i thought to myself..
17 failures. i just passed. C6, very good ah?
then later i realised i`m so dumb. it`s upon 70 lah.
and i actually got A1 lah!! and so happy.
i really promise to do well in chemistry hor!
and i got the peak peak peak question correct!
later was chinese lah. damn sian.
didn`t do up to my standards for paper 2.
but my overall pulled up by paper 1.
so ended up, it was still okay too.
physics just sucked the most.
i was like dreading it already.
then people went i heard highest C6 leh.
and somemore, 60% failed lor.
i just decided i shall sleep.
and she called my name like twice before i received my papers lah.
didn`t even bother to look at all.
i know i sure fail. then later in the end, not that i wanted to, but forced to, that i counted my marks.
what can i say about it? i really feel like dropping physics lah.
why isn`t there combination of econs, bio and chem?
i`m just seriously not the type of people for physics lah.
studied and studied. the first subject for MYE i studied for.
everyday look at it. consulted mdm quek for at least total of 6h?
the day before, i tried and understood them all.
i forced myself to do them.
THEN ALL I GET IS JUST A STUPID FAIL!
i studied hardest for physics and i get lowest for it.
like WHO GIVES A DAMN TO STUDYING AT ALL!
everything just sucked.
for once, i hated mdm quek.
for once, i just wanna give up.
and yet once again, i felt like dropping physics, if only i could.
CRAP LAH! hours and hours of studying.
study till slept in school. then woke up and continued.
and i even stayed for night study to consult her.
even started consulting her 1 week before exams started.
almost everyday, i look at physics questions.
went to recap with her everything.
asked her like 50 questions?
spent like 6h in total with her?
and in the end, i just get a SHITTY 29.5 out of 70.
i think i just have to defeat.
so much for working myself out every day and night.
later PC dismissed.
then later went millenia institute.
such a stupid damn school.
the name`s like so cool and the building`s like CRAP!
even worse than the previous JPS.
and i thought that was already the worst.
then everything there was seriously SIAN!
like we`re going there to talk about economics.
and they spend god knows how long promoting their school.
plus most of the thing they were talking about didn`t make sense to me at all.
so i was just staring into space lah.
why should i even listen to something that`s confusing me?
i listen until headache liao lor.
later come back school le.
surprised liao`s car still there.
then actually, she went out with 3/4 lah.
DAMN IT!
EVERYTHING JUST SUCKED FOR ME.
and i seriously wanna get an A for economics.
be it A1 or A2. but i think abit difficult.
but i need another A to meet my goal lah.
and i`m pinning all hopes on economics.
STUPID DAMN G. why can`t he return today.
yeah yeah, he just thinks he`s the only one who needs more time.
seriously CRAP!
just in a bloody foul mood cos of everything that happened
and tmr better be a better dae
i just wanna noe dat i pass eng
all tt i ask for.
i noe im typing in singlish.
tts what happens when im in a seriously bad mood.
physics just suck like shit
i failed once again @ 7:20:00 pm
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
LOL!
okay.. been tagged by jingwen.
that`s what teo called me 3 times that day.
sort of irritating lah.
hmm.. guess i`m surrounded by jingwen(s).
so.. i gotta do that thing.
at least you didn`t forget me!
and yeah, we really you yuan.
nevermind.
many people won`t understand what i posting now.
so here it goes.
as requested by kuahjingwen.
sorry. need type full name if not later mistaken for others.
Gender: Male lah.
1 - must be humorous. able to make me laugh and cheer me up.
2 - must be caring.
3 - must be helpful. but not only help me lah, can help others, just don`t go overboard.
4 - must always be there for me when i need him.
5 - this maybe a bit too what lah.. but at least got A level cert or diploma from poly can.
6 - must be taller than me. i think around 167 to 180cm the max.
7 - outer looks doesn`t matter alot. but inner self must be good lah.
btw, that`s the 7 qualities of what i`m looking for in a perfect lover.
yeah yeah. i think someone should be enjoying looking at this post.
specially came to post this.
well.. i should be rushing out my SS essay.
i think 2359h must submit already?
yes. and i`m still at the intro para. HAHA!
i failed once again @ 10:55:00 pm
i don`t know what`s happening to me lah.
i`m feeling all jittery right now.
all cause of my chemistry examination results.
just can`t seem to calm down.
maybe my expectations are too high.
can`t imagine when it`s chemistry tomorrow.
guess i`ll just stutter to her instead.
in fact, right now i`m more nervous than when i was waiting for my english results.
i`m just so nervous
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haven`t completed the homework yet.
only for SS lah.
plain lazy to come up with an essay.
LOL! i shall try to do it though.
i failed once again @ 10:16:00 pm
e-learning sucks big time.
since i`ve been online at 11am.
trying and trying to do the quizzes.
till now, 12:20pm, still can`t do it.
AHH! just so bloody irritating.
like expect me to wait 1h plus to get some stupid homework.
i rather not wait. damn it.
maybe i should try at night.
not gonna spend so long waiting for it.
can`t the school get some better servers?
and i just found out someone else failed english paper 2.
cheers me up a bit. cos my mother can`t go round bragging about that person.
but then, i seriously just wanna pass this MYE.
for like 5 months, waiting for a pathetic pass in english.
all the common tests, i get F9.
her other assignments, i get around D7 to F9.
guess i`m the only person in the class that has never passed any english thing before.
really gonna force myself to do 1 paper 2 exercise every week.
and if somehow i still only manage to scrape a just pass grade for EOY, i think i`ll consider dropping a subject.
i`m just so damn desperate for a PASS in english.
like to others, a PASS is like crap.
but to me, it just mean alot. the first time for me.
haix..
actually planned to go Big Bookshop.
but then.. sorry peifang.
HAHA!
i`m taking 52 with my mother to find out how long it takes to go macritchie.
actually also wanted to go school with my couz to thank my other couz.
then we decided not to go le..
later wanted to go out revise chemistry together.
then realise, the chemistry work is online de.
LOL! sort of lame.
and i haven`t tell my mother my results.
she asked me already lah..
but before i could say anything.
she just went aiya, sure very lousy lah.
just so tired of this everytime.
since she thinks that way, no point changing her view.
for this examination, i stayed so late in school to study.
i sacrificed a lot of sleep to study.
no fun or entertainment for me.
almost 20h of studying each day.
i just exhaust myself out everyday.
and pretend that it`s a new day already.
and i 'wake up' feeling so 'refreshed'.
but she doesn`t understand my efforts.
just let it be.
maybe no one understands at all.
what i`ve been doing for the past 2 weeks wasn`t for show.
was just trying to get something i really wanted.
but anyway, she thinks i`m dumb. haix
i failed once again @ 12:22:00 pm
Monday, May 15, 2006
.just came back from school.
received 5 shock waves today.
but, there`s still 4 more to go.
EL P2 was pretty bad for me.
considering i`ve not passed any of her assignments.
she gave out 3/3`s one first.
and i was so damn tensed up.
i thought i`d have failed badly.
then it came to my turn.
she said "push it" then i was like blur.
and i found out it wasn`t so bad like i expected.
though i fail, but i still improved bah.
later she gave back summary.
i`ve already expected to fail, for not completing.
and yeah, true as it was, i got 11.
then people were like rejoicing.
i was like so sad. first time i`ve got so low.
sorta like regretted everything.
and i still fail overall for paper 2.
realise i`m like always failing english.
maybe it`s only me always standing.
haix. i just wanna pass this examination.
yet, to me, it`s something so hard.
but still, i`m not gonna give up.
next was combined humanities.
social studies was really bad for me.
i failed, though i expected to pass.
then came history.
i expected to do badly, but then...
well, you should know what i mean.
overall, i still got C5 for CH.
ms kokila must be quite sad.
expecting me to pass with A1... =x
but i`m gonna prove it to her.
RECESS!
was so sad and sian.
maths. killer subject.
was like very sian diao.
then i kept thinking a maths killer paper.
but then turn out quite a surprise.
didn`t expect this outcome.
but i`m seriously happy.
i`ll continue working hard for it.
was like so unexpected surprise.
sort of really can`t believe it.
maybe just a miracle lah.
e maths was pretty bad for me.
i expected a C for paper 2, but i got an E.
guess it`s all cos of the graph.
which then pulled down my total overall too.
so overall, it came to B4. just nice.
CME examinations.
i didn`t study.
and i tikam throughout.
assembly was damn sian.
i thought it was some marriage stuff.
HAHA!
geography was quite okay.
i`m delighted with the results.
first time i get A2 for geography since like last year?
so happy. full 8 marks for that natural vegetation thing.
AHH! just the great feeling.
sort of didn`t expected A though i really want it lah.
yes. i`m gonna study hard for geography.
4 more papers to go.
namely chinese, economics, chemistry, physics.
looking for A in my chemistry.
chinese and economics, i`m expecting an A or B.
and physics. i screwed it.
after school was boring.
went out eat. took quite long.
and i went back school alone.
took the staffroom that stairs.
every floor, stopped to see liao`s car.
then i reach 4th storey suddenly see her stand there.
and i quickly rush down.
but then, she already drive away.
such a pity. AHH!
i failed once again @ 4:59:00 pm
Sunday, May 14, 2006
oh yeah, it`s mothers` day.
and yes, it`s CME`s big day tomorrow.
i`m not prepared.
maybe i should just study for it.
since i`m like so free now.
nothing to keep me occupied.
still no ideas for my blog design.
anyway, that can wait.
yesterday was so lame.
fancy 2 students being hooked up on this webpage where there`s a list of the student teachers and the school they are posted to for training.
well, i just stumbled by this site accidentally.
and i saw Ajam Gerald Michael.
so i scrolled to look for other teachers.
there was Liao Liting and Ker Yin Horng too.
but theirs was hongkahsecondary?
then Tian Yilin was like jintaisecondary.
i just realised the teachers need to specialise in 2 areas.
and i wonder how many certs do the teachers have.
so fast.
2 more weeks is june holidays.
still remember after march school holidays, there was debate over changing seating plan.
and like it`s a flash, then we probably gonna change seats.
can`t believe it. time`s too fast for me.
i`m really gonna make myself revise regularly.
and seriously everyday after school, i`ll look thru what we studied.
just decided crammings and muggings aren`t solutions.
but of course, i`ll continue completing homework on time.
at least, most of the homework. LOL!
i failed once again @ 2:21:00 pm
Saturday, May 13, 2006
strange dreams again.
i dreamt of the commonwealthians.
well, part of it.
can`t remember who they are.
it`s like people i know and i don`t know.
but i know i dreamt of a part of 3/2.
yes, i think i dreamt of going to school early.
then we were waiting for liao`s car to come.
searching in vain for her car.
and i remembered her coming in quite late.
appeared that others were looking for her too.
i also dreamt about G, with the part of 3/2.
taking some strange routes to somewhere.
and G was with his crumpler bag again.
all the strange dreams.
then i woke up, first thing was see my phone.
and i was so sian. lazy to move about.
i changed my wallpaper to that liao thing.
after that, i realised the time was 11:11am, 13 may.
reminded me of something. LOL!
and my stuffs are wet once again.
when i was washing up this morning.
there was a sudden downpour.
by the time i came out, my room was wet.
my bed, my stuffs, my table, and my books.
all the clothings outside were wet too.
i shall really clear my table already.
it`s seriously way too messy.
my bookshelves piled with books full.
yet the table still has stacks of books.
2 to 3 stacks of the length of a textbook.
i shall get down to it real soon, perhaps tonight.
stay thru the night to get it done.
probably gonna take me hours to do so.
i keep thinking today`s sunday.
=x bad memory i have.
i read a few pages of the Freakonomics already.
quite interesting. just that it`s too chim for me.
i`m thinking of so many complicated things now.
suddenly thought about secondary 1 things again yesterday.
cos we were talking about vanessa lim.
i`ve sorta forgotten about her existence already.
everything just seem more like a dream than reality to me.
and i seriously wanna get my hands on designing.
but i`ve got no inspirations yet.
i wanna edit my current blogskin.
yet my mind is all a blank. not sure what to put.
totally no ideas.
all i know is that i want something that`s really me.
something that strongly represents me.
something random but serious.
i hope to get exposed to the arts.
not the arts subjects like humanities.
but the arts like music and design kinda type.
i don`t like theatre though. LOL!
how to work towards this dream?
should slowly try this.. i just find it cool.
that`s a kinda long post for today.
i failed once again @ 1:38:00 pm
