Tuesday, May 16, 2006
e-learning sucks big time.
since i`ve been online at 11am.
trying and trying to do the quizzes.
till now, 12:20pm, still can`t do it.
AHH! just so bloody irritating.
like expect me to wait 1h plus to get some stupid homework.
i rather not wait. damn it.
maybe i should try at night.
not gonna spend so long waiting for it.
can`t the school get some better servers?
and i just found out someone else failed english paper 2.
cheers me up a bit. cos my mother can`t go round bragging about that person.
but then, i seriously just wanna pass this MYE.
for like 5 months, waiting for a pathetic pass in english.
all the common tests, i get F9.
her other assignments, i get around D7 to F9.
guess i`m the only person in the class that has never passed any english thing before.
really gonna force myself to do 1 paper 2 exercise every week.
and if somehow i still only manage to scrape a just pass grade for EOY, i think i`ll consider dropping a subject.
i`m just so damn desperate for a PASS in english.
like to others, a PASS is like crap.
but to me, it just mean alot. the first time for me.
haix..
actually planned to go Big Bookshop.
but then.. sorry peifang.
HAHA!
i`m taking 52 with my mother to find out how long it takes to go macritchie.
actually also wanted to go school with my couz to thank my other couz.
then we decided not to go le..
later wanted to go out revise chemistry together.
then realise, the chemistry work is online de.
LOL! sort of lame.
and i haven`t tell my mother my results.
she asked me already lah..
but before i could say anything.
she just went aiya, sure very lousy lah.
just so tired of this everytime.
since she thinks that way, no point changing her view.
for this examination, i stayed so late in school to study.
i sacrificed a lot of sleep to study.
no fun or entertainment for me.
almost 20h of studying each day.
i just exhaust myself out everyday.
and pretend that it`s a new day already.
and i 'wake up' feeling so 'refreshed'.
but she doesn`t understand my efforts.
just let it be.
maybe no one understands at all.
what i`ve been doing for the past 2 weeks wasn`t for show.
was just trying to get something i really wanted.
but anyway, she thinks i`m dumb. haix
i failed once again @ 12:22:00 pm
