Tuesday, May 30, 2006
GRR! now bia-ing the english worksheet.
just trying to find reviews of it online.
yes yes. what i`ve always been doing.
well.. but i already forgot most of the movie already lor.
lucky thing is remedial only starts at 12:30pm tomorrow!
oh yeah.
this weekend not gonna be free.
saturday, gotta go cousin`s house for house-warming in afternoon.
after that, going off with other cousins for dinner.
sunday, need to go Suntec that stupid bookfair.
all cos my parent`s fault lor, make me go out. i`m not that free lah.
DAMN!
my father seriously can`t tell i`m angry with him is it.
haix.. talk to him i don`t look at him, not obvious meh?
bloody irritating lor. how worse can things just get...
normal days, he don`t care a heck about me.
pre- and post-examination, he suddenly care alot hor.
showed him my results yesterday cos he asked for it.
it`s like he never ever sees the effort i put in at all.
well actually, there`s not much who does, afterall.
now, he`s wanting me to go for tuition.
i just totally ignored him and say "no" non-stop lah.
haix.. i just feel that these people are blind.
why do they feel so tensed up by a bunch of numbers?
and yes, the thing they know is that i FAILED my english.
sadly, none of them actually sees that i`ve improved, or am improving.
and it`s not like i didn`t put in effort at all right..
MYE 2006 was the first time i passed english for all her assignments.
the paper 2 part 1 i also did not bad, compared to previous ones.
plus, i`ve always been like this at english, okay?
can`t they just accept the fact? at least i tried lah.
and in the first place, he has no rights to say about my poor english standard, he can`t even speak it, he`s just another LL right.
he wants me to do well for english, wants so much from me, he`s not even setting a good example for me.
the house isn`t even conducive for studying.
and now i can`t even use computer properly.
he`s just peeking and peeking every now and then.
wah lao! at least gimme some privacy can.
it`s not like i`m surfing porn right?
oh well.. anyway, they don`t trust me one what.
PLEASE lor. do websites that have chunks and chunks of words seem like gaming sites?
i`m seriously tired of him accusing me all the time.
people who know me will know that i`m not the type who play games online lor.
in fact, all those games are like damn sian lah..
they just don`t know me at all. so great lor.
can`t they just get facts right?
i still remember term 1.
i did badly for all the subjects.
majority of it were Cs, with 1 E8 for english and 1 F9.
he saw it, he didn`t dare to tell me anything.
instead, my mother became the messenger between us and she told me that he said if you wanna do something, then do it properly. if you wanna study, then put your heart in studying. if not, you can just drop out of school.
these few sentences, that time she told me that, i didn`t think much.
after that, it made sense to me. i told myself i have to change no matter what.
in term 2, i changed, seriously. i did things with pride.
i took down notes, i didn`t sleep or dream in lessons, i pay attention.
now, the sentences, afterall, mean alot to me.
but yet, when i showed him my results.
it seemed like the sentences were all forgotten.
he has forgot all about it already.
those few sentences, which made me study so hard, now it all seems nothing to him.
great.
now my mother is shouting, calling me to sleep.
which is a hint to switch off computer.
she knows i don`t turn in until after 12am.
and right now, i`m bia-ing some serious work lah.
CRAP!
maybe next time if my english results are even worse.
they`ll be so damn tensed up by the reducing numbers.
LOL! power of numbers. COOL! superb.
i failed once again @ 10:00:00 pm
