Saturday, May 13, 2006
strange dreams again.
i dreamt of the commonwealthians.
well, part of it.
can`t remember who they are.
it`s like people i know and i don`t know.
but i know i dreamt of a part of 3/2.
yes, i think i dreamt of going to school early.
then we were waiting for liao`s car to come.
searching in vain for her car.
and i remembered her coming in quite late.
appeared that others were looking for her too.
i also dreamt about G, with the part of 3/2.
taking some strange routes to somewhere.
and G was with his crumpler bag again.
all the strange dreams.
then i woke up, first thing was see my phone.
and i was so sian. lazy to move about.
i changed my wallpaper to that liao thing.
after that, i realised the time was 11:11am, 13 may.
reminded me of something. LOL!
and my stuffs are wet once again.
when i was washing up this morning.
there was a sudden downpour.
by the time i came out, my room was wet.
my bed, my stuffs, my table, and my books.
all the clothings outside were wet too.
i shall really clear my table already.
it`s seriously way too messy.
my bookshelves piled with books full.
yet the table still has stacks of books.
2 to 3 stacks of the length of a textbook.
i shall get down to it real soon, perhaps tonight.
stay thru the night to get it done.
probably gonna take me hours to do so.
i keep thinking today`s sunday.
=x bad memory i have.
i read a few pages of the Freakonomics already.
quite interesting. just that it`s too chim for me.
i`m thinking of so many complicated things now.
suddenly thought about secondary 1 things again yesterday.
cos we were talking about vanessa lim.
i`ve sorta forgotten about her existence already.
everything just seem more like a dream than reality to me.
and i seriously wanna get my hands on designing.
but i`ve got no inspirations yet.
i wanna edit my current blogskin.
yet my mind is all a blank. not sure what to put.
totally no ideas.
all i know is that i want something that`s really me.
something that strongly represents me.
something random but serious.
i hope to get exposed to the arts.
not the arts subjects like humanities.
but the arts like music and design kinda type.
i don`t like theatre though. LOL!
how to work towards this dream?
should slowly try this.. i just find it cool.
that`s a kinda long post for today.
i failed once again @ 1:38:00 pm
