don`t know why.
but i`m like super tired now.
oh yes. 3rd post of the day and i didn`t notice.
haix.. sorta pitiful?
waited and waited for hours in vain.
oh yes.
in the end, i`ll be going back like almost everyday this week again.
when can i ever take a break?
right now, i just wanna bia finish all my homework.
i know it`s possible. but i just can`t sit still to do it.
hmm... it`s meant to be a joke.
but why am i saying it`s my goal now?
do i really want it?
is that what i am striving so hard for?
feel like it`s stupid, afterall...
a joke is not same as a goal.
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i was really super tired last night.
and i don`t know why too.
blogged halfway only and went sleep.
so those are actually posted yesterday.
except for the green fonts.. i added in today.
now.. feeling uncomfortable.
i`m not sick.. but i feel like i`m.
or maybe i`m gonna be sick soon.
currently having minor cough only.
and i`m already feeling lazy all over.
perhaps i`m just way too exhausted.
IE having problems again.
not in the mood to update G virus statistics now...
i`m so dead.
haven`t done what i was supposed to for chemistry project.
later still gotta go school for social studies project.
haix.. i suddenly feel like i can`t take it anymore.
going school 75% of the holidays.
then somemore it`s like stay for 5h at least de.
i`m so tired of this life le.
i`m starting to wonder...
do all teenagers go thru this stage?
where you feel so lonely.. no one by your side.
no one you can trust. being in a broken family.
nowhere you feel comfortable.
no one you can talk to. being alone.
feeling so bad.. like you just wanna give up.
feeling so lost.. cos you ain`t got a goal.
did our parents go thru this?
did our teachers go thru this?
or are we the only ones?
gotta start taking care of my throat now.
=x
