Thursday, June 01, 2006
haix..
Suppose you`re good in a subject, meaning you can score A for it, and you like the subject teacher a lot but you always can`t find the teacher. And it`s the Examinations. Would you rather put in all your effort and get an A, which is your standard, or just fail the examination on purpose so that you can have small remedial groups with the teacher during the holidays?
i think most would rather get an A for it.
but not everything is just that perfect.
life isn`t a smooth-sailing journey for all.
take 'T' to be the teacher.
imagine T was there, and you go somewhere else, then go back to that particular spot where T was after a few minutes, less than 5 minutes, and T`s gone.
when you wanna find T, T`s always not there, or if not T tells you that T has to leave soon, so make everything damn fast.
you see T`s car, you know T`s in school. after your remedial, which at most would be after 2hours, you realise T has left.
you badly wanna or gotta tell T something, but T just can`t wait any longer.
haix.. what is T doing?
it`s quite obvious who T is. but nevermind. i know some people doesn`t like T. but it`s human nature.
i feel so stupid, dumb, hopeless, useless etc.
WHATEVER you wanna call it.
i failed once again @ 8:01:00 pm