Monday, June 05, 2006
wow. i`m so damn exhausted now.
today wasn`t BAD at all.
now i realise, when you think that things are gonna be real bad due to your schedules, please take time off to think again. cos that was what i initially thought, but in the end, today proved to be a wonderful day!
okay.. as it was. 9:30am to 3:30pm without any break.
yeah. not a moment of rest at all.
in detailed, this was what happened.
after dismissal from english, i went to staffroom. wanted to call but decided to check her car first. then her car was there, and i walked to the phone. and she just appeared out of nowhere. so i greeted her, and i became speechless after that, for a moment. it was like all silence. then i asked her 'when are you free?' cos i don`t know other ways. and she asked 'why? you got questions want to ask ah? chem one ah?' HAHA! so cool. yeah, so it was like that. then she said 'i`ll be busy from now till 12.30, you can come find me after that lah.' and i asked her 'how about tomorrow?' she said she`s free from 10plus and i can find her from that time onwards. OMG! so early. i make sure i get to school early tomorrow. and after that, we walked off and she called me again. she said 'jingwei ah, you wanna join the crystal growing competition or not ah?' then i just so firmly said no. then she said 'you sure ah? confirm ah?' then i shaked my head and she just went 'okay lah'. she seems to be finding for that last crystal-grower for so long already. LOL! then later as i was walking to class. i thought to myself 'if i had said YES, then i`ll be able to see her so often, but then that ain`t the main aim of the competition.'
i can`t really remember what she wore. cos i was talking to her, and there was like eye-contact. so i didn`t dare shift my eyes elsewhere, or it`ll be too obvious. but i know she wore a pair of three-quarter jeans, a big yellowish-white belt only. and i think she wore flipflops? or did she? didn`t really notice too much.
sorry ruimin, i think i mentioned her name? OOPS!
during physics remedial, i was so damn happy and i was sms-ing. plus, it was the first time i ever enjoyed doing physics papers. sounds sorta perverse though.
after that, her car wasn`t there anymore, but i wasn`t the least bit sad! cos i finally spoke to her.
proceeded for that english remedial. super freezing cold. oh yes, morning`s remedial i was shifting around and ended up hiding almost under the table cos it was like antarctica in singapore, and right here in commonwealth secondary somemore.
after that, i went to find G. haix... i think he seems like a different person during the holidays. no matter what, he just don`t wanna come out unless on his own accord but nevermind. and i don`t know why, i enjoy mumbling on the phone too much, especially when i talk to him, i think it eventually became a habit lah. guessed i mumbled too much today and he suddenly asked 'are you alright?' then i was asking him about J3, as in the economics journal entry, not the superband contestants. and he was like asking me what`s the title of that entry! anyway, i still don`t understand but i don`t dare to go find him anymore. actually, he sounded weird, as in different from normal days, and i couldn`t hear properly what he was saying cos there were 2 noise pollutants around me at that time. in the end, i only heard him say 'if you still don`t understand, then nevermind, come look for me again when school reopens.' DUH! and it was a stupid idea to end the call with an endless amount of 'okays.' and, the simple reason for me to keep saying 'okay' was because as i was talking to him previously, i tried to shun the 2 noise pollutants by pulling the telephone wire and walking somewhere far. in the end, when i wanted to end the call and put down the phone, i tried saying 'okay' to while time away as i walk back to put down the phone and never did i expect him to just keep replying to my 'okays' with his own 'okays.' afterwhich, as i was ready to hang up the phone, i finally said 'bye'.
hmm.. after that went 4/6, the super nice classroom.
then later went somewhere else with them.
3 of us carrying 2 boards, making us look funny.
HAHA!
in the end, only reached home at 6plus.
but i don`t care, afterall, it was a super cool day!
even though it was holidays and i`m still in school for 6h straight of remedial.
who`d have thought it was so wonderful right?
looking forward to school tomorrow.
i`ll be purposely going to meet liao!
HAHA! and now, although i`ve got more trouble for myself, which is to dig out some chemistry questions to ask her, but i enjoy it.
not sure if i should ask for notes, i think i shouldn`t.
should have just paid more attention during her lessons.
i failed once again @ 6:42:00 pm
