Saturday, July 22, 2006
GOSH! left school at 7pm yesterday, then i slept at 8pm plus. seriously couldn`t take it. like i stayed up till late the previous day, because i didn`t want to land myself in trouble. then it appeared all my efforts were wasted. so yeah, yesterday, i slept 11 hours to make up for the pathetic 3 hours of sleep i got the previous day.
feel kinda bad actually. was supposed to decorate class board, or at least i volunteered to. in the end, i did nothing and i just remembered that i left the class in a mess. don`t know what was wrong. i was so looking forward to decorating then i didn`t have any ideas and totally no plan. now, the class is in a really big mess, all thanks to me.
i hate this kinda life. during weekdays, i`ve gotta stay till late to rush out all my homework etc. then weekends, there`s absolutely nothing i can do. oh well, but this weekend... i have to revise for a maths common test, physics SPA for O-levels, e maths class test 2.
yesterday`s PE was disrupted again. i think the school`s just so unfair. so ridiculous, can`t they spare a thought for us? the school is like depending on those 9 subject classes to get 9 A1s for them and to make the school proud, and yet they`re there doing really ridiculous stuffs. like making us stay till 1:30pm on fridays just cos of that additional reading period on wednesdays. and the school is always eating into friday reading periods, which make us lose our PE time. it`s like so crap. whatever! there they are wanting us to do them proud, and they are treating us in a totally shitty way.
okay.. i don`t really know what happened yesterday. but i know it wasn`t a good day for everyone.
so yes, PE was affected once again.
then during geography, mr G gave us the time to do our groupwork, supposedly till 9:10am, which in the end was until 9:30am. desiree and i were struggling to get everything done and pasted up, with metinee helping us to paste. kinda irritating that many people were disturbing us. and yeah, thru this project, i dare to say it revealed many bad points of other group members, which made each other unhappy and angry. i wasn`t really, but i was kinda affected.
later, i didn`t know what happen during social studies. was doing my e maths remedial worksheet. had to rush out the whole thing because i already saw margaret loh in school that day.
after recess was maths, kinda okay bah.. was e maths. started on simple trigonometry ratios, which i believe is also behind other classes. then majority of us were like damn-ing this and that when the office staff came to tell us to report to the hall @ 12.30pm because mrs yip wanna meet the secondary 3 cohort.
supposedly CME, but everyone was stoning in class before proceeding, or if not, busy complaining about the stupid sudden arrangement which is gonna deprive us of another lesson again, like as if we haven`t got enough of these rubbish. then on the way to CME, don`t know what happened actually. people were unhappy, angry.. this and that. by the time we reached, it was half gone. then later 12:30pm that ruth didn`t want to dismiss us despite our numerous notices to her. was like super irritating lah. we still got lessons on okay! and she`s keeping us there with her, not letting us go, complaining about this and that, saying we`re how many minutes late for her lesson and not even thinking about us always being 15 minutes late for other lessons because of her. oh whatever.
rushed back to class for geography and in the end, all that was in vain cos G wasn`t even in class yet. then our group was the first to present, that was why we were all so fed up in the morning. G at first said he`ll give us time till 9:10am and then we`ll go present. that was why we were all rushing. it`s so super unfair. for our group, none of the things we presented actually came from the textbook at all okay! the 10 of us all had to do research, totally without touching the textbooks because the textbook stuffs only cover the damn information for those other 3 groups which presented after us even though they can well find their information from that damn textbook. or at least they can read up the textbook to check their information if it`s reliable, and for our group? we have to check against other resources okay! and all of the other groups only did the processes and models only. for us? we didn`t do model, but we found a clip which i`m totally clueless as to why G didn`t show to the class. no idea how much trouble i had sending it to school and causing that stupid computer in school to spoil. then we had to find information on 1 - problems of rivers, 2 - uses of rivers, 3 - uses of dams, 4 - problems of dams, 5 - construction of dams, 6 - case study of aswan high dam, 7 - case study on three gorges dam and 8 - types of dams. get a life lah. like our group only has 1 more people than other groups and we have to split 8 things among 11 of us. plus we have to present even before the other groups which i`m not sure if they were having extra time to touch up their time during our presentation. i actually stayed till 2plus the previous day to do all this lah. CRAP! and the other groups only need to do 1 - bloody models and 2 - processes of landforms. or better still, take it that they`ve 3 things to do, plus 3 - the types of landforms in each course. they only have 3 things to do, super fairly distributed among 10 people for 3 groups, and we have to come up with 8 things among 10 people. or just make it 9, since we found video too. DAMN IT! we only got 1 more people and we`re doing thrice the work. then G still commented that our info were too wordy. OI, get a life lah.. what does he want exactly? other groups can easily find the pictures on those landforms but our group? okay, fair that we can find pictures of aswan high dam and three gorges dam and types of dam. but tell me how are you gonna come up with plastic boards full of pictures on problems of dams, construction of dams, problems of rivers, uses of rivers and uses of dams lah? plus theirs are processes, which sure has limited words lah. you can`t expect 3 pages answers for 1 sub-question in O levels Geography right? then ours? firstly, there are many different types of problems and uses. and we`re supposed to do it broad-based, not focusing on only a few areas okay. like how can he blame us for the wordy things? unless he wants us to only come up with things like earth dams, masonry dams, gravity dams without explanations on what are those lah. second, since we`re doing case study, it`s like all aspects of the 2 dams lah. he can`t expect us to give only half the information right? plus we`ve summarised lor. third, we`re doing on construction of dams. there are like a million steps to do lah.. and he`s complaining that it`s wordy. what the heck? if we miss out only 1 single step in the construction of the dam, i tell you you`re gonna make a great loss okay! and if he`s really that great, why not he go do the slides and teach us? he`s only taught us those simple things like hydrological cycles and hydrographs those type. and this kinda landforms, processes thing... he leave it to us to do it. then he`s kept all the boards with him, and like how are we supposed to know what`s the contents of other groups? CRAP!
supposedly dismissed already, 1h later than other classes. but we waited and waited for that dua pai vice principal to come and talk to us about some stupid nonsensical stuffs to hold us back for another 20 minutes before we can even leave the school yet.
and actually, we`re not lagging behind only for PE. it`s like all other subjects too. or most. like chemistry practicals, we had so much lab lessons that time cos we were trying to catch up with other classes. then now, ms liao is complaining about her thursday lessons being eaten up by ruth. now, we only have like 1 day of chemistry theory and 1 day of chemistry practical each week. and that another half an hour is like just admiring the teacher or doing whatever we want to. and ms liao still say she wanna stop teaching mole concept... our a maths and e maths are lagging behind other classes too. and they`ve got much more practice than our class because they have 1 more period than us. and somemore, all our maths class test, be it a maths or e maths, is always only half an hour, no longer than that. then geography, as i`ve already stated the problem above. for combined humanities i don`t know. all i know was that we completed the SS secondary 3 chapter 7 in 1h by watching 5 or 6 short clips. and do you think i learnt anything actually? i just can`t stand the way things are going.
today was CIP orientation and i was late. or in fact, the latest to reach. so i guess, everyone was waiting for me. and i walked there because someone told me there`s no need to run. and well, i actually ran all the way to the bus-stop from home lah.. orientation was quite okay actually, especially since we`ve got ourselves free admission into science center with the help of CIP. HAHA! then after that, i stayed till almost 1pm then went out. couldn`t find anything to eat so i decided to go home.
then now i`m home lor. mother`s gone to malaysia again lah. GREAT! now my meagre allowance per month covers my weekend food expenses too. CRAP! like maybe $2 for meals on weekdays in school will sum up to $40 already. and around $6 during weekends would add up to $48 already. then i still need to cover my own transportation to anywhere i go, say at the least $5 per month. and how about stationery? and school stuffs? like how am i to survive with only $100 per month? unless you wanna see me starve to death. next year`s gonna be worse. transportation itself will already by almost $28. food will already be $88. and you can see that i don`t even include spendings on super unnecessary stuffs like albums or whatever. it`s all because i can`t afford them at all while i still hear others bragging about having financial difficulties yet they are owning things like MP3 and branded stuffs. i hate to hear or see this kinda situations lah.. it`s super irritating can!
and i`m getting so damn pissed off with ruth already. totally can`t stand her. every time i go to meet her, she tells us to do some other things. first, she commented the pegs were nice and wanted us to make more. then, she told us to paint the pebbles for the paperweight. later, she told us to make those beetle things. then, she wants us to make those metallic bookmarks. now, she wants us to paint on some stupid board supposedly meant for GCE O-levels Art and cut it to sell. OI! please lah.. other groups are like already doing those things and focusing on what they wanna do, producing more and more already. we? NOTHING! everything we did halfway then she come and interfere. i`m totally pissed off lah. she said she let us decide what we wanna do, and now she`s stopping us. like what the heck! everything`s so disorganised. then she still can forget about the school open house thing lah! so which means we`re only gonna discuss it this coming tuesday, which is exactly the week of the open house. and exactly how are we gonna get the volunteers? in the first place, there`s projects showcase and how will we ever know who`s free and who`s not and come up with the namelist within a few days? it`s like totally CRAP! i think then, i would have to wear my art club tee and throw my face totally, because it`s like right in front of the HOD room lah. and the bluesky stage is most probably where the performing arts will perform. plus ruth still wanna display those chairs that can`t be sold out. and also those sungei buloh tiles that weren`t sent to be displayed there. can`t she think of something better? instead of showcasing previous years stuff and throwing our face by making us sit there representing those not-so-nice works? and she`s crazy. she said wanna put it in HOD room on friday for convenience. wahlao! convenient for her but not for the HODs lah. imagine people tripping over this and that and whatever. please lor! HOD is not as spacious as art room lor. and now i actually wonder why HOD room is like super super small compared to art studio. so now what? those that are supposed to be leading the club hasn`t come up with anything for the carnival, hasn`t come up with a plan for the open house. GREAT! and somemore, this tuesday we gotta clean the 2 artshops. seriously fed up with her lah. expects everyone to do this and that at the last minute. then she still say bad things about others to us. like that person show attitude, that person slack, that person pon whatever. it`s not like i don`t show attitude to her also lah. don`t even know why in the first place i landed myself in such a damn CCA. i`m really really praying that she`s not moving to the RV site with us next year january or i`ll just die of over-ruth during the holidays. can`t imagine how we`re gonna come back during holidays to help her clear her stupid CRAP of god-knows-how-many-years.
i failed once again @ 8:37:00 am
