Monday, July 24, 2006
HAHA! today was a super bad day. and i came home so early, oh well, compared to on other days, at least this is very early.
don`t know what`s wrong with me nowadays.
i screwed up my physics SPA. that question is so damn complicated lah. then i left 1 minute, anyhow wrote a few possible sources of error. and realised i left out the relationship. damn! 1 mark lost to that already. GRR! nevermind. learn from experience lah.
reached school slightly earlier than normal but VERY early than normal mondays. then i saw ms liao, and greeted her. but she was like so groggy and didn`t reply back, most probably i got influenced by her, that`s why i started sleeping in lessons. skipped morning assembly and a little part of chinese.
haix.. nowadays, chinese lessons are super boring! for weeks and weeks, we`re still stuck at that stupid chapter, no progress. i mean we`re really lagging behind in all subjects. and i purposely don`t bring my chinese textbook every lesson because i`ve totally lost interest in his lessons already. i feel bad lah, but most of his lessons, i`ll be doing some other things.
then i don`t know what happened during geography. i only know we took some time going out of class fooling around, setting up our stuffs, sticking them here and there. then we proceeded back to class, numbered ourselves, break into our small groups, went 'touring' around the level to look at the river things. and i really can`t stand G lah.. so super sarcastic can. if it`s for joking sake, then let it be. but he`s like purposely? saying that someone is an extra. calling our group the damn people when we did most of the stuffs! really had enough of it lah. WAH LAO! go round calling people damn damn damn. fun ar? irritating lor. then he still have the cheek to tell us that rivers and most probably, coasts too are gonna be tested for common test next monday. like so far this year, i`ve only learnt in mdm ros` geography lessons. ms teo`s i learnt nothing, but i can`t blame her, cos i was the one not listening. but G? he ain`t even teaching. just split us into groups and we do what we are supposed to do and that`s it. then he used around 10 minutes or so to run thru god-knows-how-many-slides and *ta-da* THE END! when he was running thru the slides, i was like wondering what the heck he was doing lah. CRAP! and nevermind if he`s not teaching at all lah, he still eat into our recess time by talking stupid nonsensical things. and if i still don`t care about him eating into our recess time, i still can`t stand him teaching geography all the time and not economics! everytime he take economics lessons to teach geography, then say replace and in the end? GEOGRAPHY. you know, it`s not like only our geography is suffering already. he`s also affecting our economics lah! and the geography stuffs he took back from office already, and leave it to rot outside staffroom bench. for once, i think the DAMN people he`s always referring to is himself.
okay. i was super pissed off by G lah. and what`s more? tomorrow 1st lesson, 7:30am to 8:30am will be him again. really had enough of him. i seriously hope he teaches economics PROPERLY tomorrow.
then during maths, she taught functions. and i was super super tired already. buay tahan. my eyes keep closing. i was fighting to keep it open and eventually it closed instead. then margaret loh probably not happy, so she started picking on me for the rest of the day. first, she told me to do Q11 on the whiteboard. and it`s like i`m supposed to know my method is wrong even before she started teaching... i rather do Q6 lah. SHIT her. and it wasn`t only that. she kept hinting like 'some people can`t support their heads already', 'some people are already sleeping' etc.
common test i anyhow do, totally bad day for me, not in the mood to do properly. then i slept cos i didn`t know how to do. heard that margaret loh actually got walked past. gonna be like damn if she saw me sleeping lah.
then after assembly i walked back to class first then walked to canteen using the staffroom route. and margaret loh suddenly called me, and told me to wear my tie properly. so i adjusted and adjusted and it seemed like she won`t ever be happy lah. and she told me to button it and adjust it upwards more. i was like so fed up and asked her back 'can take off already right?' then she was like 'um........ yeah, i think so since it`s after school hours.' and so i walked off and she said 'i rather you take it off now.' then later i went out staffroom there again. and she made me run here run there for her. make me go from staffroom to class back and forth lah. SHIT her. just cos i fell asleep in her lesson, she has to do all these. and she still call stanley to do push-ups right outside staffroom lah. so unreasonable, oh whatever!
later i went for that bloody hell chinese remedial. super boring i tell you. was like doing chemistry worksheet meant for the remedial. do halfway then sleep... sleep and sleep until the pen i was holding on to dropped onto the floor and made a sound. then later continued doing chemistry worksheet until stupid lianglu started dismissing people group by group then only did we go and present. WAHLAO! he`s super unnatural. people got principal come class they don`t even care. they just carry on normally. and he? make us STAY BACK just to 'rehearse'. OI! it`s supposed to be a lesson, not a performance. i didn`t know people need to rehearse for lessons.
hmm yah.. so see how bad a day it was. and tomorrow gotta go clean artshop. and after so many tests we`ve taken, we`ve only received back 1 maths test because this friday, she`s gonna have another test on the EXACT SAME topic again. CRAP! like so totally fed up. life`s screwed. i`m supposed to like study geography on my OWN. the whole of rivers topic and i hope coasts isn`t tested lah. SHIT everything. and how am i exactly gonna do that when i`ve still gotta revise for the upcoming maths test on friday? then my weekend is gonna be occupied with that damn CSS open house thingy on saturday, and sunday there`s CIP whole day.
and now i know why the ALMIGHTY TEACHERS taking secondary 4 classes are complaining to their secondary 3 classes about the state the secondary 4s are in and how unprepared they are for the O levels. that`s simply because every teacher sees the secondary 4s having problems, they spend more time trying to drill things into their heads when it`s already too late. and they end up neglecting the secondary 3s or going too easy on them. in the end, when they are promoted to secondary 4, naturally they`ll suffer. can some DUMB teacher realise this trend RIGHT NOW? instead of proceeding with the complaints and making us people suffer only at secondary 4.
i failed once again @ 6:11:00 pm
