Tuesday, August 01, 2006
now`s the sick season, everyone seems to be down with something. i`m not an exception, but luckily mine is just minor. at least still can attend school. it`s just that my throat isn`t so good since saturday. and nowadays, i`m back to the 'don`t-eat-anything' days cos i`ve got no appetite. coupled with the fact that i seriously dislike school food.
lessons are exceptionally boring too. to the extent that we entertain ourselves by gossipping about teachers and commenting about them, just so that we won`t fall asleep. and it`s really quiet already, except for occasional coughing. and what makes it worse is that i`ve just realised that the teachers are once again starting to notice me. or even if not, my name have been mentioned for not-so-good-and-not-too-bad things. like 2 mondays straight, i`ve been asked to put on the tie properly. today, during chinese was like caught by the teacher for not paying attention cos my eyes were moving! and he`s just super unfair, 3 times in a row, calling my name for different questions, and somemore expect me to answer right away and scold me for taking a long time to stand up. and to others? he gave them a few minutes to find the answers first lah.. CRAP! SHIT HIM! then again, today margaret loh had to comment on me not using the table efficiently. later, i was caught by ms liao for not tucking in shirt. and i think mdm quek`s angry with me yesterday. i really feel bad lah. she was so enthu and ownself wanted so eagerly to help me, and i had to disappoint her by twisting wires. what a letdown!
i really wanna concentrate on lessons. must really try. don`t want to be observed by teachers already. i mean unnecessary attention from teachers.
artshop is out, with the help of athletic guys. HAHA! one of these days, gotta go clean and wipe it and it`s super messy somemore. i`m disappointed, so disappointed. with the sec 1s. they`ve got 1h break after school before CCA starts and because they knew that the upper secondary were supposed to report to hall, they decided to go late too. it`s like super irritating can. to see the juniors strolling up slowly when they`re LATE without a valid reason. and somemore, the people just left when ruth said they can. leaving the president and vice-president to run up and down 5 storeys each time, run round the school, ask around everywhere. it`s like everything that has to be done, we`ll be the only ones doing it. while the others have already left. now, i just hope everything goes well until the carnival is over, at least. i seriously wish that each and every member is going to produce what they`re supposed to.
peace out!
i failed once again @ 7:33:00 pm
