Friday, August 25, 2006
today was extremely FUN!
kinda strange, but ever since that time i was sick, i started loving school more and more. also, i don't fall asleep during lessons anymore. maybe one of the wires in my brain got affected when i was sick, thus the outcome, but it's good anyway. so i shall just live with it. everyday, i'm just hyped to go to school. i no longer need sweets to keep awake. i listen during physics lessons. i like margaret loh! actually, i also can't believe i would like her as a teacher. hope things can be like that forever, then O levels will definitely not be a problem for me, except that i need more practice for english.
yes, i like PE. but sad that we're missing it next week and the week after! running is fun, games are fun, especially frisbee. can't remember exactly what happened during geography. it was all map-reading stuffs, and i finally understand what mr G means by dividers. then i told desiree about how mr G's saliva spits out as he talk, and she was disgusted by it. social studies was rather okay. at least i paid attention, and i filled in some similarities on my own. maths was rather fun, since the current part of trigonometry is so easy. but well, i don't like 3-D problems for e maths though. =/ during CME, it was like so funny. she gave us a test with answers all at the back, believing we're full of integrity. then ashley still went round telling the other groups about the answers. can't control my laughters. and i took like so long to teach lili a very simple maths question. and the last lesson for the week. desiree and i was practically crazy. we laughed and laughed throughout the whole lesson. i really enjoy sitting with her. she's so funny, imagine this and that and make me laugh till crazy for like an entire hour during mr G's lessons. i didn't take down any notes at all, except for the definitions of MC and MR. then i asked if she even understand what he's talking about, and she said she doesn't have a clue, also, the whole class was like sian diao already. later, she decided not to take down notes also and both of us started playing bingo. i won her both times, but the 2nd time round, some problems occurred because 1 of us missed out on a number due to mr G's LOUD voice. then we took quite some time to find out what number it was, and laughed and laughed non-stop. later G returned us the tests, couldn't stop laughing at him saying those stupid phrases we used. i actually thought i was the one who wrote "normal but unique", but apparently, it wasn't me. but i sorta regret. i got B4 even though i rushed it out during midnight, like around 3am plus? and i deleted whole chunks of paragraphs as there was too much words. then it was quite obvious i didn't plan it. i should learn from this lesson - never do last minute work! and when he left the class, i was like telling desiree i should have asked G why he changed my marks. at first, i took it as a joke, then she told me to go ask him why. so i really chased him all the way till staffroom there. he bounces so fast that i needed to run to catch up with him. then he said it was only 1 mark, but to me, it's a difference of 1 grade! and he explained that he marked it in sequence and that i didn't develop my ideas well enough. haha, do in midnight, of course substandard. then he like reassured me saying what my english improved since last year. and i said like no, i failed last term. then he said it was disturbing. HAHA! and he told me i must pass for end-of-year if not it will be problematic. he always says i'm problematic! then he was like saying at least my writing style improved slightly. but he decided to change it and say that at least my writing style improved quite a bit. then he say i must read more books and write more. and i was like trying hard not to laugh in front of him. like the past 1 hour, i have been laughing at him. everything was just so fun. after that, went back class to finish my a maths homework.
later, we went to jurong point shopped around for something. so relaxing. then we did stupid things to like tarnish our reputation? or rather, dumb things. and we went to all those shops like Toys'r'us and kiddy palace. but then, everything was still so fun. i felt so damn relaxed. no stress at all. then, we were looking for that particular something, but we couldn't find it, instead we found one titled 'Best Beer Belly'. and my couz, she did many malu things. then at Toys'r'us, we saw this tigger toy that bounces. really exhilarating. laughed uncontrollably at it bouncing and singing. and another pooh toy, which keeps saying faster, faster. in the end, only left at 6:30pm. and i reached home around 7pm plus. saw ms ker at the bus stop boarding the bus on my way home.
i actually felt today was like the best day of my life. there was no tests. and so what if it was a school day? i'm starting to enjoy and fall in love with school for all that i know. i realise that life doesn't revolve round studies. i don't get saddened by my underperformance this term because i know there's still 1 more year for me to show what i'm truly capable of, and i'm sure i'll really show it all. especially today, no stress, no problems. totally nothing troubling me at all. i had a great time in class. i had a great time outside school. life has much more to offer. it sort of brought back memories of the olden days, when i was younger and totally innocent. but i didn't know that even after growing up, i can still have no troubles at all. what a wonderful day! then when i came home, i talked so much with my mother. and my father said he'll get string for me for geography. and my brother let me use the computer. when one starts to realise what life has to offer, it's wonderful. i think i shall lead this happy life. always learn to look on the bright side. so what if it's B4 for economics, it's a HIGH B4. and if i were to get B3, it's a borderline. i think i understand what's life about, but not totally yet.
i'm so contented with myself for completing a maths homework in class. also, i finished the chemistry worksheet when i got back home. what a productive day! everything seemed so easy.
i failed once again @ 8:54:00 pm
