Wednesday, September 06, 2006
so tired now, not in the mood to do homework again. it's just like this everyday. morning go school till afternoon. by the time reach home, would be so damn tired and yawning non-stop.
well, i've been treating this crucial timeframe as holidays. i don't even care about the god damn homework, i don't even care the heck about revisions, the only thing i care about is to turn up for remedials. i know i should be studying but i somehow just can't. for now, i just wanna enjoy. but then i look around, many people are all rushing their homework and revising for end-of-year already. and yet, that doesn't bother me a single bit, because i'm not in the mood to. i thought holidays are breaks? but just ask around, what do people tell you? they say it's more stress, more workload, more remedials and worst thing is, it's worse than normal schooldays. for god's sake, look up a dictionary if you have no idea what's the definition of that word. it's like the chinese proverb “休息是为了走更长的路。” if you can't even take some time off to think and reflect and enjoy, you'll just break down. so that kinda explains why i'm taking a break at this crucial time period when everyone else is mugging. humans aren't robots. even if they are robots, robots will rust too. working oneself out definitely isn't the solution.
and yes, there's still damn maths and english remedials tomorrow. finally, no need to go back on friday. i'm like looking forward to friday, can wake up late and feeling totally refreshed. at least i hope nothing will spoil the day.
i failed once again @ 9:05:00 pm
