Friday, September 01, 2006
there are just so many unfairness and unhappiness in life.
yesterday was seriously boring. i have been looking forward to the day, like can finally meet my primary school friends after so long. but in the end, all my plans were just thwarted. jurongprimary is just so bad. they're so selfish, and destroyed all the excitement bottled in my fragile heart.
haven't show my parents the results slip yet. anyway, i doubt they'll even bother. i don't think she'll be happy i passed my english. she'll be complaining i failed physics. i hate the school system. why must it be like that? there's no point telling her anything. it's hard to convince her. 4 times in a school term, i'm sick of it all. no one understands. i don't wanna say anymore.
3 and a half more weeks to end-of-year examinations. 28 more days to the english papers, which shall decide whether i'll have a chance of being promoted. 27 more days to the chinese papers, which 'someone' wants me to get an A1 so badly for. i'll make sure i turn in early everyday and have sufficient revision. don't wanna have a repetition of the SA1 period, the worst time i ever had for any examinations.
gotta visit popular & replenish my supply of pens. cannot be lazy anymore, must remember to bring the members' card. everytime i go popular, i need to buy things but i'm lazy to buy just because i don't have the card with me. but yes, holidays coming, pens are running out of ink. in fact, i only have 2 pathetic pens to keep me going now.
there's CIP@JRL tomorrow. i think i'm gonna like it because it's air-conditioned. but i have totally no experience on shelving books before.
hoping to receive my allowance soon enough. i'm broke, been using my earlier savings cos that 'roof' is delaying the claim thing.
may the holidays be a meaningful one for me. hopefully!
i failed once again @ 1:56:00 pm
