no definite answer

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

it was excusable for us to have those type of lessons yesterday, since most people were away for their Os. but today, like that? and this is not the first time. this happened after june holidays too, our lessons only started proper like 2 or 3 weeks after school reopened. now, i don't know how long this crap is gonna last. if lessons still continue at this pace, it's no wonder why our class is doing like this. it's not entirely our fault, it's partly the teachers' fault too. i can still try to accept the fact that they have at least given us something to do during that free period, but shouldn't they tell us to bring geography tys beforehand instead? the system is like so fucked-up. and even so, i think they should just post our assignment on AskNLearn.com since the school is always emphasising on how hard it is trying to introduce e-learning. what's the point of making us go school for 4 hours and make noise for 3 hours and only do serious work for less than an hour? i don't see it as going to be a successful method for pupils to get 9 A1s. in fact, if they worry that we pupils will not do the assignment if it's online, then they should also be aware that we will not only cause a nuisance to the other classes when we go to school, we will also not do our work. the only thing is whether they have the faith in us. sometimes, i think there's a reason why we are performing way below our teachers' expectations. there's always a reason for something, and now, i finally understand. but i don't wanna blame the teachers, afterall we're all humans.

but i seriously can't put up with this anymore. if every lesson is going to be homework without teaching, what's the point of schooling? what's the point of having teachers? we can afford tutors. then, the richer ones will be the ones that go furthest in life. the poorer ones will just fall back and cry because they can't afford tutors and there's no proper school for them. do we have to 'teach less, learn more' to this overwhelming extent? i think our school is more of abusing this system for the benefits of the staff rather than using it wisely for the benefits of the students.

and now, that mdm ros wants morning assembly for us. doesn't she know that every assembly, we're bound to make noise, and that we will indirectly affect the O levels candidates? and as if that's not enough, they'll allow us to make the noise, then start scolding us, and affect those people in the hall even more. well, everyone has brains, it's only how you wanna use it.

as far as i know, i'm already trying very hard to occupy myself with this and that every moment. but in the end, it's really disappointment. i hate this kinda life. it's a school, it's commonwealth secondary school, the autonomous school which produced 4 top pupils with 9 A1s. now, the way we are treated, it's more like a day care centre. ~~commonwealth~~commenwealth day care centre, sounds good, doesn't it? we go there because it's holidays, because maybe there's no one at home, because we have paid fees, because a ~~school~~day care centre is supposed to be a safe place for us. i seriously hope that lessons can start proper soon. it's only 3 weeks lessons. what's the point of making us come back for that 3 weeks if teachers can't come back, be it due to going overseas or going for Os invigilation? at least, be responsible enough to get someone to take over. or if not, change the dates of the holiday lessons in such a way there will not be that much clashes. it's like, yes it's holidays, we secondary 3 pupils are going back as normal, it's not holidays, but to the teachers, they are missing. what the heck! and even so, we as students are already trying hard to adapt to the different ways the different teachers teach, so the most they can do is also try to be present for lessons?

and just because of that, we the mighty triple humanities class wasted 3 hours in school today. HURRAY! wasn't that just fabulous? 3 hours = one-eight of a day = 180 minutes = 10800 seconds. what damn crap were the teachers blabbering about time management again? i think i just forgot.

i failed once again @ 6:35:00 pm

Monday, October 30, 2006

i need a bit more time to adapt to holiday lessons, everything.

damn that china teacher, forced us buy chinese textbooks. wasted my money on it. but to me, she's a tough person, i don't wanna get into any trouble with her, rather save my time. anyway, i was sleeping during her lesson today, using my hand to cover my eyes so she won't see. BLAH! no choice, it was just TOO BORING! at least i can guang ming zheng da sleep when lianglu was teaching...

feel so free, when can we get more homework? finished the maths already, 2 questions only, so few. complaining of lack of homework. i think i shouldn't, there's a load for chinese. GRR! now i gotta go buy gao zhi.

anyway, today is a greatly memorable day.
ON-IONS!

can't slack anymore.

i failed once again @ 7:17:00 pm

Saturday, October 28, 2006

28 october is a really COOL & FUN day!

just that she was like really late. had to wait for her...

she was talking about her JC days. OMG! it's so funny lah. but a pity she don't wanna tell which she was from. then she keep repeating that part, and i can't stand it. keep laughing non-stop lor. where got people do such things? like totally crazy. and she encouraged us go poly. saying that poly got alot hands-on and there's more fun than JC. hmmm... but poly is like need to specialise in 1 area, gotta be clear of future. whereas JC can take more subjects, specialise in more, then decide in future.

then still ask for my report book. trick her with foolscap then she really go flip thru to find results slip. in the end, bo bian then give her. and she saw my MYE already like super surprised.

and she said she wanna show us a photo, of what she and her friends did. HAHA! this must remember, next time then ask again. 'xian hua cha zai niu fen shang' maybe they just go find cow dung then pluck flower and put on top. like who knows.. yeah, she knows. -.-

the swimming pool there so funny lah. do unethical things there. GOSH! like who did not before... and effervescence. still keep looking at the nice scenery. and the float! LOL! child admission. xP eh, but speaking of it now, i thought for swimming complex admission, child is considered as 6-18 years old? or something like that? can't remember, long time since i last went.

today was just so funny. keep laughing and crapping. but then, there's some stuffs which she doesn't want to tell me still. HAHA! maybe i'm too young, ain't supposed to know ah? but i'm like so jealous lah. she tell us those things that make us jealous like that. say what her secondary school burette is use tap instead of ours, is clip. and still say our school quite .... le. and still went to add on say what last time they can open-book practicals, now don't have. next year our batch even worse, need plan experiment + do. so evil! and still say must extra careful, 1 wrong all wrong then no time, everything is gone.

and her language was so so so funny! extremely. really is all rojak! chinese, malay, english, hokkien. then from one language half-translate into another language. can't stand it... like inventing new words lor.

and she helped me jiang hao hua too. she also decided with me what to use for my L1R5 next year, though that's like a little bit early. but she say my combined humanities wasted. LOL!

so overall, was so fun & funny. her that facial expression, really can't stand it. maybe a bit too exaggerating lah.

i failed once again @ 11:13:00 pm

Friday, October 27, 2006

today was such a perfect day, wasted away at home sleeping.

i think i'm crazy. those days we don't need to go to school, i keep waking up at 7am. i think it's my biological clock lah. then need to go school days, i'll be struggling to stay awake at school. hopefully i won't be like that during holiday lessons.

i slept most of the time today! morning woke up, tried doing the maths papers, but laziness overcame me. then i walked round the house, finding something to occupy myself with. in the end, i went to the storeroom to carry out stacks of newspapers and there i began searching for news articles for both english & econs. i've found enough already. now, it's time to do the review for english and photostat for econs. i hate photostating, it's so damn troublesome and a complete waste of ink + paper. talk about our econs teacher being our geog teacher, what a contradiction!

btw, i wonder what's 'oecie economics'? HAHA! the word 'oecie' looks funny, cos i don't know what it means.

after that, i cooked lunch for myself. then ate, and continued to search for a few more articles, and went for a sleep. slept all the way till 4pm then woke up, wanted to watch looney tunes, but today is astroboy lah! >< and there were so many irritating phone calls, but i didn't pick any. xP i guess laziness really overcame me.

tmr's gonna be a nice day. =]

nowadays, i'm just so lazy to do everything, even to come online. cos i'm fed up with the connection. disconnected every few minutes. GRR! i don't have that patience, cos it's like i'm not doing much on the net anyway. so i don't bother.

AHH! must change fast. only 2 more days for me to continue with this slacking lifestyle & i shall revert back to the old nerdy hardworking self again.

i failed once again @ 8:06:00 pm

Thursday, October 26, 2006

yes, i've got what i wanted.
maybe much more than what i initially wanted.
but at least, all my hard work these few months have paid off.

after 1 year, it finally found its way back to me.

anyway, today was still okay lah.
but i don't understand alot of the 5 minutes of fame shows.
and the 1st segment of the day was like hell.
our almighty principal said 400-500 students went up to stage to get a prize, but it's like more than half of that is given by the school.
had expected the celebrations to be longer than that though.

today morning, even with advanced technology, i needed a little more than 5 minutes to get from the 16th storey to the 1st floor. it's like the lift has to have its regular breakdown once every month. then later, i saw latimer coming out of her block there. that was when i started walking faster and faster till i crossed the traffic lights. LOL! then coming back home, was sms-ing and i suddenly saw red car with carplate number 272. i was like so surprised then i looked in, yes it's faizal. what the heck! he's like so free. drove in and out of the carpark.

F&V people are kind people. they gave me 100% attendance for this year. i went to find our dear CCA overall in-charge, vilau said just take it. it's the F&V's mistake. HAHA! i've got 2 CCAs. somemore 100% attendance. so happy!
- "you go buy orange. that person give you 3 oranges, you take. then you realise there's 1 apple, you just take it. what for worry?"

this time results still can accept lah.
there's like 2 A1s only.. 6As and 3Cs.
and L1R5 the digit also quite big.
but compared to mid-year, the number dropped by four!
so overall, at least got improve.
quite satisfied with the really really huge leap forward.

but then... holiday lessons are not gonna be fun for me. no one to laugh with me anymore. no one to talk to during lessons anymore. haix!
and somemore chinese, didn't get LL. i rather LL lah. this time get wangxiaonan, worse than him lor. GRR!

=]

looking forward to tmr!
4pm soon, going off to watch show.
kids central show. HAHA! [young at heart] -.-

i failed once again @ 3:34:00 pm

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

thank god my butt didn't rot.

what the heck! today was just unfortunate and boring.
i don't know how many times i bumped into our dear cm today.
but.. recess he said i did quite okay this time.
AIYA! that's like because my mid-year results was the worst i've ever gotten in my entire life lah. was like last few in class those type. even in primary school, i didn't get that. everything started last year...

anyway, results slips tomorrow. dead or not, well, it has nothing to do with results! life isn't all about those numbers on those papers with many signatures. figure out a path for yourself. those who wants JC after secondary, then proceed to university route, i would say it's BORING cos you never venture out. yeah, a safe but truely boring education route. but then, it's like i'm gonna go this route too right? so not adventurous.

environment seminar was super boring today. 100% boredom! c'mon, we've learnt these stuffs like umpteen times already lah. in lower secondary geography, in primary school science, in upper secondary chemistry. GOSH! i know it's worrying, but definitely there are other worrying things which many of us do not know too, why not let it be a seminar based on those? instead of something everyone is so tired of, and already knows. it's just a waste of time!

i'm just jealous of those lower sec pupils can. i don't remember having their type of activities at all. i don't remember having 4 days to think over streaming options before. i don't remember going to the lab during curriculum time to indicate streaming options. but anyway, our this phase of life is over, no use brooding over it.

it's not gonna be a whole anymore.
LAST DAY tomorrow, but not official for us.

and already gotten maths holiday homework.
past-year papers again. i'm totally sick of them.

think i'm free from any retests for any subjects. mrs teo said it's below 40 marks right. the lowest i got is 45 for combined humanities, so hopefully no retest. i don't wanna see myself jamming my head with history facts and statistics, and examples. it's always the memory part that i fail. but somehow, that's not the case for geography. maybe i'm just lazy.

i failed once again @ 3:48:00 pm

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

it's hari raya, like who doesn't know?

i'm just so freaking bored LAH!
there's totally nothing for me to do.

can the next 16 hours pass by quickly...

heck, i didn't know post-examination days can be like that.
was still thinking of RELAX, FUN & ENJOY!
but it turned out BOREDOM & LONELINESS.
well, but there's still a chance. =]

weird.
there's no routine i stick to everyday anymore.
just do whatever i want and live like there's no tomorrow.

i rather the holiday lessons commence faster.
days somehow seem to pass by slowly now, at the pace of a snail.
ultimate boredom i'm experiencing.

at least there's no stress, that's 1 thing to be positive about!
humans always tend to focus so much on the negative sides of things that they did not even realise there's actually a positive side too. that's human nature! luckily, i'm an onion, and i made people cry before. what an onion i am. at least i'm a champ-ion, probably not the worst of the onions.

i failed once again @ 2:49:00 pm

Monday, October 23, 2006

another boring day gone. 1 more day before we go back to school again! kinda looking forward, though it's just dull post-exam activities, but at least there's something to do.

feel like visiting the library sometime soon. wanna read something, be it comics or storybooks.

think i've lost interest in ~~local~~ALL television programs. why is majority of the people going gaga over princess hours? i somehow don't understand. first, they went crazy over high school musical. now, princess hours. and what's next? it's so weird. their appreciation for such things ends so fast when another comes. well, and i sorta hate this kinda things. it's just way too temporary. the kind of feeling that doesn't last, makes it all seem so fake. but just let people do what they want, i'm not against it.

休息是为了走更长远的路。
i strongly believe in that.

i failed once again @ 7:53:00 pm

Sunday, October 22, 2006

post-exam days are just THAT boring, to a large extent. absolutely nothing that i can get my hands on. but the feeling of reading and finishing a book was awesome! well, that's because it's like the 1st book i've completed since sometime last year. i didn't even had the chance to finish 'The Pearl' last year. maybe that's why i failed literature, LOL! but anyway, that doesn't bother me. and that's also my 1st chinese book i've completed in years, or rather eons.

so many times i wanted to do some tys questions, even though examinations are over. but then, i went off to do something else instead. the feeling's right now, it's a nice time to practise now, we're all feeling so relaxed, no stress, no pressure, but i just can't bring myself to do them because it's like what the heck am i doing it for?

still no school tomorrow. i ought to be happy [and BORED!] but, i gotta go all the way to pioneer secondary for dental. all thanks to myself being so lazy, should have gone on my own during the marking days but i didn't and my very resourceful mother made an appointment with the school dental service for me. WTH! anyway, it's going to be a tiny bit better cos we'll be going jurong point after that.

the house is still as empty as ever. i hate this kinda feeling. last night, we should have went out for dinner together at some restaurant. we've even called for reservations 1 day in advance. but then, my relatives snatched my parents away for the weekend to go for a shopping spree in malaysia. and my brother checked in to camp this morning again. no appetite for any meals, nothing seems edible to me. just hoping my parents can come back home ASAP today.

beginning to think i'm such a computer freak. maybe it's my laziness, maybe it's the computer. i'm just so sick of reformatting the computer every few months and losing all programs, softwares and files in it. now, the computer doesn't look normal. like how many programs are there? how much disk space is used? and i can't play MSN games cos i'm just lazy to install those programs. the word 'computer' is starting to sound alien to me.

tomorrow's the ultimate day. our fates will be decided by our dear teachers. not sure whether i'm able to pass english overall, but at least i can pass 5 other subjects. need to put in that extra bit of effort for english. people have been telling me 'READ MORE, WRITE MORE!' i think i should seriously do that. no more procrastinating. i don't see why my L1R5 should be pulled down by my english anymore. and, maybe i'm not gonna drop physics YET. we shall see how things go next year.

school migration on 27 nov. wonder what's the new building like? gotta adapt to yet another new environment and a hectic lifestyle next year. i think that's life? think the art co-ordinator is shifting there too, with her all-time favourite artpieces. WTH! but i shouldn't think too much, maybe she's not going there. and next year, i shall start waking up early and rely on public transport again, after 3 years of not doing so.

still 1 week to enjoy before the cycle starts again.

i failed once again @ 11:00:00 am

Saturday, October 21, 2006

here comes some [dumb] chemistry stuffs.

The chemical name for tryptophan synthetase. A protein, a 1,913-letter enzyme with 267 amino acids.

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i've absolutely no idea how to read this. maybe some chemistry teachers know. LOL!

the next one is a bad one.
Q: What is the chemical formula for water?
A: HIJKLMNO

proudly created by couz and me.
Champ-ion is an on-ion as it makes people cry.

this is bad too.
Q: If H2O is water, what is H2O4?
A: Drinking, washing, bathing etc.

don't ask what's this about..
Chemical engineers do it in packed beds.
Chemists do it in test tubes.
Chemists do it in the fume hood.
Chemists do it periodically on table.
Chemists do it reactively.
Chemists like to experiment.
Electrochemists have greater potential.
Polymer chemists do it in chains.
Toxicologists do it till they're half-dead.

i failed once again @ 3:44:00 pm

Friday, October 20, 2006

got back all our results by recess today. the first one received back was combined humanities, which i scored D for. could have at least passed it but i was distracted during the history paper. LOL! serves me right, i suppose. the rest of the papers gotten back today were quite good. but my chemistry results were kinda disappointing though. it's way below normal standards! i can't say much about the MCQ. but my section B and C results were really bad, as compared to physics. i didn't finish revision for physics and i normally fail physics. but whatever that was, my physics section B and C total was only 3 marks lesser than my chemistry's. the next paper we got back was geography. i got more tensed up as each person went up to take their results. by the time it was my turn, my hands were shaking as i picked up mine and i wanted to look at the scores but i didn't yet. HAHA! then G said some rather positive stuffs. also mentioned i've got a weak spot in paper 2, which i haven't identified yet. by the way, i love the coasts question! after that, we got back the last paper, which happened to be economics. was like half predicting and half doubting the type of results i was gonna get after what he said. and i walked up looking quite serious, but then he said 'stop laughing!' i still don't get what he was referring to, or perhaps it was normal day lessons. HAHA! and he commented on my paper 'are you sure you don't understand what's going on in class?'

went to find ms liao before school ended, and i added 1 more mark for my chemistry paper, but it's still below standard.

overall, i'm quite satisfied with my results this time. no Bs though cos there are Cs and D. and i've got a little bit better than my hopes.

4 days of no schooling. that may mean ultimate boredom, but that also means rest for our ill-treated brains. i can't imagine being cooped up at home. anyway, gonna be out with my mother on monday. (: and i think tomorrow too, with family.

amazingly, i was reading a chinese storybook during the free periods today. it was just too nice! i'm a weird person, bringing piglet with me everywhere i go. even ms liao asked whose it was. LOL! but, she has got 1 too. DUH! -.-

i failed once again @ 2:51:00 pm

Thursday, October 19, 2006

my mother had expected me to FAIL physics.
she's wrong. and i'm happy. (:

i failed once again @ 5:24:00 pm

today was doomsday for some. every teacher that came into the class spelt trouble. anyway, got back results for 4 subjects already. 5 if you count english, without orals that is. yes, so far, i'm still satisfied. i passed english! so, it appeared i wasn't the one who failed badly for essay. i had a mere just pass grade for essay though, LOL! i failed paper 2, as usual. and that was the 2nd paper we got back today. 1st was a maths, which was quite a disappointment for me, but i'm still okay with it. it may not be reflected as an A in my results slips anymore, probably B3. well... thanks to careless mistakes in my paper every here and there. how can (-) and (+) signs disappear and pop out from nowhere? WTH! i could have gotten back my mid-year standard if not for those. 3rd paper back to us was e maths, which i was particularly happy about. i finally did that! but i gotta thank myself for remembering that paper 2 ends at 11.30am instead of 11.45am. could have gotten 1 more mark if i was more hardworking, but i decided not to and let my answers drop from the sky, so no mark was awarded. what a lazy bum i am! next paper received was chinese, which i scored as usual. anyway, lianglu insisted on saying i improved from 74.5 during mid-year. so i think i improved then.. LOL! after recess was supposedly D-day for me, but then it wasn't too bad. i passed physics for all i know and i only needed 1 more mark to escalate to a B4. i got 2 stars in my script, but then i've got a 'See me!' too. LOL! she wanted to see me because in my answer, i was contradicting myself. that goes to show physics hasn't really gotten into me yet, at least not fully but partially.

the rest of the teachers weren't here today. they were off to some O levels practical invigilation, so i suppose we're gonna get back our scripts tomorrow. anyway, i shouldn't be too happy yet. it's only 5 out of 9 subjects secured. 4 more to go, and things may change for the worse. i'm not sure what to expect yet.

post-examination activities for the secondary 3s are extremely boring. it's gonna be almost a whole-day seminar next wednesday. GOSH! that's gonna make me sleep so much. then on thursday, just the usual last day kinda activities, just that it still isn't last day for us yet.

i failed once again @ 4:05:00 pm

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

back to blog again, i think i can't leave this important thing out.

so the saying goes something like "Look before you cross."
yeah, it's always safer to do that.
i remember, on the 16th of october, after EL orals, which was the last component for EOY, this car was amazing. it was a new car, and perhaps that person might be a new driver, who has just finished and passed the examinations, what coincidence to finish our examinations together! so, i suppose we all do know what the red, amber and green colours of the traffic lights mean. anyway, for anyone who don't have a clue, here it goes:
red - drivers STOP!
amber - drivers SLOW DOWN!
green - drivers GO!
red MAN - pedestrians STOP!
green MAN - pedestrians GO!
i hope i didn't get them wrong. well, i suppose the lights have some co-ordination such that the green light won't flash together with the green man. but, i realised that the particular driver was adorable. (s)he stopped when (s)he saw the red light. GOOD! but then, as i was about to cross the road, the car picked up speed and zoomed past me when the green MAN was flashing. WOW!

that's why it can never be safe.
if you wanna be safer than others, go the extra mile to ensure sufficient protection for yourself.

lucky i didn't get run over by the car straight after EOY ended.
THANK GOD!

i failed once again @ 12:25:00 pm

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

i'm proud of being an aries. xD

i know it doesn't look nice cos it's done by me. HAHA! but i had nothing better to do.

and i only realised the usefulness of asknlearn after the examinations. nevermind, i think it can satisfy me during the marking days and keep me occupied, that's enough! i gonna do heymaths, if i feel like it. LOL!

i failed once again @ 10:02:00 pm

gonna get off the computer after blogging.
can't stand using the computer for so long.
anyway, this new blogskin is mostly made by me.
i just kop-ed the template from blogskins.

supposed to go to dentist this morning myself.
but i complained that it's boring.
so, my mother's bringing me next monday.
LOL! -.-
i gotta bear with it for 1 more week.

only really got the chance to touch my piglet this morning.
cos i dumped it in the bag after buying it.
then i left it all the way inside, until i woke up this morning.
and i started cutting here and there to suit myself.

i had another of those long sleeps again.
skipped dinner last night. and slept from 6.30pm all the way to 6am.
then 7.30am went back to sleep for another hour till 8.30am.
what a nice sleep! it's strange, cos i don't feel hungry.

i think i have an intense love for pigs.
any type of pig soft toys.
that's probably why i bought piglet despite the fact that i have a whole wardrobe full of soft toys.

anyway, i'm gonna be cooped up at home for those days we need not report to school.
i don't wanna be broke again. my father still owes me $30 this month.
the "rooftop" in school still owes me $39plus for god-knows-how-long.

about 5 more weeks of school before we're done with academic year 2006.
sounds great. just a pity we don't have ms liao and mrs loh for that 3 weeks.
i'm already used to them. irene may be okay, but i don't know about janet tay.

there's no nice songs for me to listen to.
i'm lazy to upload into the computer, and also lazy to download from websites.
cos i know the computer's gotta be reformatted like every so often.
now, all my documents are so messy. well, like i ever care?

shall go find something for lunch.
that glutton of my brother has finished up much food in the house.

i failed once again @ 2:36:00 pm

Monday, October 16, 2006

i'm so tired.
i'm having difficulties eating.

it's the 2nd time the filling has dropped out, for goodness sake.
and i don't know where to go for dental services now...
that's sufficient to freak me out.
for the time being, i shall rely on my left jaw to chew.
oh yes, it dropped out this morning when i was brushing my teeth.

end-of-year 2006 is finally over!
all the components are completed.
orals this morning wasn't too bad.
and i actually asked if i had to read that sentence too.
i also asked her to rephrase cos i couldn't hear.
anyway, it got by quite quickly and all was quite smooth.

oh yeah, received our timetable for the 3 weeks too.
firstly, there isn't economics. not sure whether to be happy or not.
second, margaret loh won't be around, so janet tay's replacing.
third, ms liao's not gonna be around, so irene's replacing.
fourth, the MT teachers doesn't have LL!
those are the things that matter to me most.
and lessons start at 8am, end at 12.30pm.

after orals today, it was kinda early.
so wasted some time first before going vivocity.
ain't much things there. just that it's big.
went Toys'R'us play with toys, think that's my interest.
the fire alarm was super irritating! and we couldn't even make out the announcement.
in the end, went to harbourfront's McD to eat first, while waiting for the shops to open.
walked around vivocity before going back to harbourfront again.
where i bought my piglet and the aries keychain! =]
and after that, finally went home.
i was dozing off on the bus trip.
haven't manage to locate any aries earrings yet! LOL.

2 days of marking days = 48 free hours for me.
yes, better enjoy before the pain comes.

i got my piglet!
(:

i failed once again @ 5:38:00 pm

Friday, October 13, 2006

while doing geography paper 1, i just realised it was friday the 13th.
but wait, 13 is definitely not an unlucky number.
'campfire', we were last group to present. and we also clinched top.
HAHA! don't be superstitious.

well, i changed my blogskin.
i'm so damn tired now.
been struggling to keep awake.
gonna sleep now.

what a lame post.
-.-

i think i'm getting crap-per as each day passes.
just wayyy too bored.

and i'm kinda glad.
at least i know that my mother ain't pressing hard on me for good results.
instead, she's more worried about my health.
HAHA! so funny. she suddenly touched my forehead just now and asked "examinations until your head burn ah?"
and yes, when i was sick the day before a maths, she was so concerned, bought medicine for me and still said "a maths don't need study de." so in the end, i did nothing for a maths and slept from 8pm all the way to 6am.
i hope things continue getting this way, the relations i mean.

(:

i failed once again @ 11:13:00 pm

NO! the written papers have finally ended.
and i'm so tired after the 3 weeks battle.
slept during CME today, until she dismissed us.

now i can do a post-mortem on the papers.

hardest paper this time round, i would say it's economics. but still, i think the SEQ wasn't as bad as the MCQ. whereas the SAQ was just as usual. i think the paper was 'totally expected'? i can't remember what i indicated. and, it was more like a test than an examination. the paper is kinda like so short. LOL! because i think i started SEQ way ahead of others. well, i skipped MCQ.

2nd in line would be physics. i don't have a brain for that subject. BUT... i completed the whole paper within 1 and a half hours, quite amazingly. AND... compared to mid-year, i didn't write formulas all around, i did try to apply. SO, i hope the results will be way better than mid-year. just that i was entertaining myself looking at people rushing to finish, struggling with the paper while i just finished it with whatever limited physics brainpower i had left.

the rest, i would say are pretty much the same.

well, i'm kinda surprised i actually managed to complete e maths paper 2 before time. but that was because i initially thought it was gonna end at 11:30am, so i rushed and rushed and was like waiting for qinweiwei to say '15 minutes left'. but then she didn't, and it was already 11:25am when i realised the paper was only gonna end at 11:45am. so of course, i did finish the whole paper. THEN, i realised my Q1b is wrong. i'm so like gonna kill myself if i make that mistake again. right after submitting, i realise it should be -y instead of over y. WHAT THE HECK! i hope i don't fail paper 2 this time round like during mid-year, which pulled down my overall.

a maths was pretty much okay too. all the 1st 2 pages stuff, i was able to do most. then, i started encountering problems every alternate questions. so, that started to turn into a disaster for me. and i also didn't do last question part b cos i just didn't know how to.

i've no comments about language papers. it's either you have the skills or not. it's just foundations and adding onto it. and anyway, there's still EL orals before it ends. i'm gonna be the 1st one and my examiner's mrs tan. heaven's kinda on my side, i suppose. =]

geography paper 1, i realise i already have some wrong. and that's pretty depressing. and then, my answer for the hydrograph for paper 2 is wrong! i only drew 1. nevermind, just learn! learn from mistakes. i actually drew a 'rural' and 'urban' for common test but i only drew 'deforested area' alone for end-of-year. WOW! i hate mapwork.. cos g was just practically rushing through it because he doesn't have a decent mapreading book, and after which, he started providing answers every lesson. so i didn't learn much, obviously!

combined humanities... i don't wanna talk about it.

chemistry was kinda okay only. MCQ was kinda tricky. i think it's sorta like 'gone case' for those who went memorising chemistry tys answers cos that setter was really evil. i suppose we all do know who was the setter for paper 1. paper 2 was still do-able. i don't know what the 'chemical test' was though... and the flow-chart was bad, i think so. and anyone who wanna test me chemistry, kindly test me on 'chemical bonding'. i'm especially weak in that topic. LOL! that's my weakness for chemistry.

after we have slogged our guts out for the paper, it's time the teachers experience that. they're gonna be vomitting blood marking our answers scripts. i bet the whatever OTAS machine's gonna get jammed up too. time for a change! STUDENTS to go relax, except for secondary 4s, HAHA, and TEACHERS, please go vomit blood and get stiff necks, muscle aches and headaches while marking our papers. of course, i do think there's gonna be some really amusing answers for them to laugh at too, so they don't get too stressed up.

time's passing so quickly.
next thursday, we'll start getting back papers 1 by 1.
next next thursday, we're gonna dread that day!

i failed once again @ 7:55:00 pm

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

before continuing, please note that i have 9 lives. =]
that's probably why i'm still here posting.

economics paper was simply a killer. and a very immediate one at it - i got stuck since MCQ 2nd question. but still, i feel enlightened because after struggling last night, i finally understand ALL those graphs. luckily i didn't study too hard, cos i think many people were killed too. can say it's one of the toughest paper of any subject that i've ever taken. but well, i love challenging papers!

somehow, the examination period this time round didn't seem too long. probably cos i DID sleep. and this time round, the revision was much better as compared to during mid-year, even though there's more topics now.

kinda surprising.. there's like only few more papers to go. e maths tomorrow, physics on thursday, and geography on friday. seems to be ending so fast. HAHA! and then, that'll be the time when we REALLY "die"... or just survive.

i failed once again @ 2:21:00 pm

Monday, October 09, 2006

what a nice afternoon for me in school.
yes, if i wasn't having a paper tomorrow, that's fine.
but well, there's still economics tomorrow and i spent my whole afternoon in school wasting time.
still, it was an enjoyable one!
imagine, in the midst of papers, you can be so crazy.

i think while i was in school for that 7 hours laughing, walking around and talking, many others were like mugging and surrendering their fates to books and notes, trying hard to memorise large chunks of information. so i don't think i lose out at all. HAHA! i somehow doesn't seem to be able to take economics seriously, probably cause that wasn't what i initially wanted.

and mrs yip thought i was a sec 4 student, she asked about my retest results. LOL! in the end, she pat me on my head [cos i'm guai]. anyway, some other teachers have also been tricked before... who says teachers are always smart?

oh yeah.. was like so late, then i saw ms liao and walked away. well, but she called me and i was kinda surprised, wondering what she would wanna call me for, like to say bye? anyway, she asked about today's paper. so i replied 'smooth'. she got the wrong idea, and started saying things like so can score ar, can get A1 etc.. then i said 'texture'. and she didn't get it still! until she said 'text..' then she diao-ed me and immediately said 'rubbish'. of course she specially asked about the MCQ, cos she set it. i wanted to tell her it's so damn tricky but well i said i don't know...

what a perfect number! tomorrow my seat number for the economics paper is like 100. i know what i'm thinking, but it's impossible to get 100% for the paper lah! but whatever it is, i just hope to do at least well enough to break my stupid 69 mark where i'm always stuck at, especially more frustrating when it's figures like 69.9! at least let me get 70.0 for year overall, HAHA! *visualise* maybe that helps...

yes, i think so that economics is important.
but still, no turning into bed later than 12mn anymore.

physics theory is gone...

i failed once again @ 9:46:00 pm

Sunday, October 08, 2006

i'm lazy, not bothered to get my IE to normal working conditions.
who cares so much about calling once every few weeks just to use IE?
there're just earning quick money.

on another note, it's chemistry paper tomorrow.
so i must secure an A1. it's my only best subject now.
hopefully, i don't fall back hard. history musn't repeat.
i underperformed in mid-years. this time, i must show it all!
and must be constantly reminded to report at 7.20am.
yet ms liao was still saying "you got a choice lah.."

still no idea how to go about starting revisions for economics.
what the heck. 15 MCQ only.
2 essays will take up weightage of half the paper.
sounds way better than geography... but there's only 1 compulsory and 1 that we can choose.
furthermore, it's all semester 2's stuffs. just so dead.
graphs really drive me to desperation. i can't figure graphs.
be it whatever subjects - chemistry, geography, economics, mathematics, physics.
practically for every subject possible. i need special help from teachers before i can understand.

which ~~idiot~~ elite discovered graphs?
graphs are such a waste. you can't draw them as small as you can write words, therefore writing is still better... for those unwilling to keep up with technology advancements.

i failed once again @ 1:45:00 pm

Friday, October 06, 2006

finally back on the net after so long.
end-of-year examinations have started.
days are passing slowly... and my eyebags are getting darker... my health is deteriorating too.
what the heck! didn't even practise or revise for today's a maths paper.
think i've lost a source of A1 already... but it's still rather do-able.

i've learnt my lesson. i shouldn't forgo sleep for mugging anymore. i was just so damn desperate last night. after vomitting in school, i came back and my mother say i've got fever. then i couldn't study for a maths at all. to me, it's equal to losing an A! well... whatever. and this morning, i couldn't think properly. started at a really low pace. amazingly, i was stuck at the 1st question! cos i inserted the wrong values into calculator. and it made me go crazy... i think maths isn't my kinda stuff. calculations make me go mad, they're so damn boring. last time, i was sick during e maths common test. then had to skip a maths remedial after that. now, i couldn't prepare myself for a maths end-of-year.

chemistry end-of-year on monday. yes, gotta go learn air & water. must secure an A1. and must remember to report at 7.20am instead of the normal 8.15am.

been kinda suay lately. there's no reason why i should ever bump into my CM since it's examination period and he doesn't invigilate our paper. but well... it's just pure suay-ness.

can't really stand qinweiwei's english pronounciation, but i suppose it's better than my CM's. she was saying things like 'the teachers will be going round to collect your shit.' or today she said 'poke your graph paper with a pencil.' then there's also 'repork at seven-twanty am for your paper.' the list still goes on, unfortunately...

because i fell sick, my father gave me $20 this morning. then directly after, my mother gave me $10. what a source of major income earner! but then, the $20 was supposed to be part of my monthly allowance which has been delayed for a week.

no more late night muggings for me ever again.

i failed once again @ 7:11:00 pm