Sunday, October 22, 2006
post-exam days are just THAT boring, to a large extent. absolutely nothing that i can get my hands on. but the feeling of reading and finishing a book was awesome! well, that's because it's like the 1st book i've completed since sometime last year. i didn't even had the chance to finish 'The Pearl' last year. maybe that's why i failed literature, LOL! but anyway, that doesn't bother me. and that's also my 1st chinese book i've completed in years, or rather eons.
so many times i wanted to do some tys questions, even though examinations are over. but then, i went off to do something else instead. the feeling's right now, it's a nice time to practise now, we're all feeling so relaxed, no stress, no pressure, but i just can't bring myself to do them because it's like what the heck am i doing it for?
still no school tomorrow. i ought to be happy [and BORED!] but, i gotta go all the way to pioneer secondary for dental. all thanks to myself being so lazy, should have gone on my own during the marking days but i didn't and my very resourceful mother made an appointment with the school dental service for me. WTH! anyway, it's going to be a tiny bit better cos we'll be going jurong point after that.
the house is still as empty as ever. i hate this kinda feeling. last night, we should have went out for dinner together at some restaurant. we've even called for reservations 1 day in advance. but then, my relatives snatched my parents away for the weekend to go for a shopping spree in malaysia. and my brother checked in to camp this morning again. no appetite for any meals, nothing seems edible to me. just hoping my parents can come back home ASAP today.
beginning to think i'm such a computer freak. maybe it's my laziness, maybe it's the computer. i'm just so sick of reformatting the computer every few months and losing all programs, softwares and files in it. now, the computer doesn't look normal. like how many programs are there? how much disk space is used? and i can't play MSN games cos i'm just lazy to install those programs. the word 'computer' is starting to sound alien to me.
tomorrow's the ultimate day. our fates will be decided by our dear teachers. not sure whether i'm able to pass english overall, but at least i can pass 5 other subjects. need to put in that extra bit of effort for english. people have been telling me 'READ MORE, WRITE MORE!' i think i should seriously do that. no more procrastinating. i don't see why my L1R5 should be pulled down by my english anymore. and, maybe i'm not gonna drop physics YET. we shall see how things go next year.
school migration on 27 nov. wonder what's the new building like? gotta adapt to yet another new environment and a hectic lifestyle next year. i think that's life? think the art co-ordinator is shifting there too, with her all-time favourite artpieces. WTH! but i shouldn't think too much, maybe she's not going there. and next year, i shall start waking up early and rely on public transport again, after 3 years of not doing so.
still 1 week to enjoy before the cycle starts again.
i failed once again @ 11:00:00 am
