Monday, December 04, 2006
DAMN! im so bored of everything.
there's nothing to keep me occupied with at all.
i can't believe i sat down & completed 80 vocabulary MCQ today.
chemistry common test next year & im so gonna die cos i dont understand speed of reaction.
with that new phone, im just gonna waste more electricity. the whole day i was either charging phones, using computer, or using the speaker. listening to radio for like hours and playing sudoku because i had nothing better to do.
watched the asian games at doha, the badminton match. it's so not exciting at all. since im so damn bored, i think im gonna stay up till 1130pm to watch the today @ doha show & then at 130am to see the games in action.
im so uber sian-ified because tomorrow's plans are all thwarted. another day of staying home & doing more english, or if not physics. haix.. i think i wanna stop sms-ing her already. it's so bad of me disturbing her everytime, we should keep some distance. im tired of sms-ing her. im just wasting both our time. im taking it all for granted. she shouldn't even have given me her number or replied to my sms-es. i just suddenly wanna stop sms-ing her. our plans on the 28th also thwarted, maybe i think i should not go out with you people. you all just go out with them? i dont think i can make it. even so, i feel weird.
had fastfood for lunch today again. im sick tired of it.
i still dont know how im gonna get to the school next year. 1 thing is that i wont be able to squeeze up 176. but then, i dont know where the other bus-stop is, and im just lazy to go find out.
leading my monotonous life;
procrastinating as much as i ever can.
there's nothing that interests me anymore, not even chemistry. like why should i even care about it? the only reason why i even liked it in the first place was because of that class test after march holidays which i improved tremendously compared to the common test 1. now, there's like nothing, no meaning. there's no such thing called challenging chemistry questions now for me to do or use my brain, and im so bored to death.
everyone's going on holidays ever since start of holidays. 1 came back, then the other leave, then come back and another one leave, its becoming a cycle.
im suddenly showing a lack of interest, sorry.
i failed once again @ 9:35:00 pm
