Saturday, December 09, 2006
GOSH! this is my 700th post.
since 2 years ago, i started this blog.
that's like so much memories... worth remembering!
yes, all the good & bad times. they're just part of life.
eh.. haha! i think im a curious person. or whatever.
somehow, i like to ask weird questions.
but maybe, some makes no sense? LOL! i dont know.
but as long as it satisfies me. =]
just went blog-hopping & i dug out some primary school mates' links.
its like ages since we last met lah.
im jealous of those people who have primary school class gatherings.
actually i miss them... HAHA! but not all lah.
so far, been in same class with jasmine for 6 years, going on 7th year.
hm.. secondary 3 life is over.
this year has been a roller-coaster, haha!
anyway, im so glad with everything, or most things. initially, i was the slacker type. copying homework, not taking down notes, sleeping during lessons etc. it all showed in the results lah, which wasnt pleasant for me at all. then, i started doing homework on my own, at the expense of not listening during lessons. i started taking down notes, but i practised selective notes-taking. i dont sleep as often but i still continue dreaming. results out, i failed overall because of english. my physics was super bad too. after that 2 wake-up calls, and the real battle began for me. started struggling cos that was when i finally learnt my lesson. i did proper notes. i do homework! i revise for some tests. i was no longer satisfied with just pass grades. turned out, results were still satisfactory. continued struggling, especially with economics. no longer dream during lessons. well, i pay attention during lessons except G's cos of his monotonous voice which can just lull us to sleep. so in order to keep awake, started making laughing at him and playing bingo. results out, it wasn't those type of 100% satisfied feeling. but then, as i've gone thru the process, i was really really delighted. well, then the time of separation came... which i really detest.
that's like a summary of secondary 3 life. i realised, this year is a wonderful year. hmmm.. initially, i liked 3/2 alot, i mean it seriously. later on, because of something before mid-year, i kinda hated the class. after that, i came to accept the class again. now, it's like neutral feelings. i wouldn't say i like the class as a whole, frankly. anyway, i changed my perspective of life. during secondary 2, i was fighting for triple science. by semester 2, i saw that things werent the same as before, i knew i had to give up that hope. and so, i kinda like gave up altogether and ended up getting atrocious results, given my standards. POOF! and i landed in this class. i was intrigued by economics, and i had a change of my wishlist. i had always wanted to go to a poly, but then now, i am aiming for acjc. and i had a passion for chemistry. i also realised that there was much more to life than mere studying. besides slogging for examinations, there was something else i ought to be doing too.. to be qualified as a normal human being. i sorta found out how i can study better. and also, im not overly worried about examinations because i know whatever results i've got, i truly deserve it. even if i fail anything, i know i've done my best.. there's no use regretting, what i can do is just to work harder for the next one. and that's kinda what keeps me going on...
well, having lianglu as a CM last year, i hated him to the core for suan-ing me and everything he had done. then this year, he's not too bad to us. just that i have the bad luck of bumping into him very often, which btw, he says is 'fate'. and he wasnt exactly pleased with my performance this year so we had a so-called 'chat' before the end-of-year examinations. he said loads of crap like he have faith in me and whatever.. then the next day, i behaved really well during his lesson, for like the 1st time in the year. i listened to him and read that chinese book and whatever. at the end of the lesson, he said that was a kinda improvement and hoped to see me carry on like that. BLAH! and everything went on till the day before results were released, he said i did quite okay.
secondary 4 life is gonna start next year. i dont know what to expect. whatever challenges that come my way, im sure i'll give it my 100%. yes, to my fullest potential for whatever that is expected or unexpected. however, i should still always bear in mind the lesson i've learnt. no more late night muggings. it's still better to be always prepared for a test or examination beforehand. i learnt my lesson.. luckily, my a maths results was still okay.. given that i was sick. if not, i would have well... actually i wouldnt do much even if i got something else. frankly speaking, im actually looking forward to the Os.. yes, as much as im not prepared for it yet. because it will spell the end of secondary education! LOL!
speaking so much of secondary 3... yes, it was truly a memorable year. not exactly with the class but it's just memorable on the whole. thinking of all the past events & things. all the funny moments. all the failures.. yes, just the year on the whole. it all sums up to a really really great year 2006, i have not much regrets saying bye to the year and to carry on with the next year 2007.
memories are really worth remembering.. primary school days. HAHA! how different i was back then. i can't remember everything that has happened but primary school days were the worst of my life with the teachers. almost every teacher meant trouble for me. i still remember going 'toilet' during art lessons for the entire lesson every week. i still remember going to the principal office like 5 times, only once was to help out, the other times were because of unacceptable behaviour. i remember always being maligned for all the pranks which werent done by me! i remember disrupting lessons. i remember movies session after PSLE. i remember the time we sprayed water on the floor and used the broom to spread the water so that it can evaporate faster but ended up making the floor black. haha! all the wonderful memories... of course, there were much more. but i just cant remember them at once. how i wish i can see them once again... play with them. primary school days would only rock because back then, we were all still innocent.
but now... things have changed.. we've grown. there's backstabbing and liars and everything. and when we start working, there'll be office politics. haha!
oh yes.. off to complete my geography assignment!
aha.. hoping to go out with lfc soon, i mean soon. boredom has gotten to me already!
possible? not possible? 50-50 chance? i'll wait.................
still waiting...
waiting...
yes i am..
nevermind........
i will continue waiting...
-.-
[evidence of boredom]
i failed once again @ 9:45:00 pm
