Thursday, January 04, 2007
yes.. xmas is over, 2007 is here, and im going through the starting of secondary 4 life. maybe im the emotional type, i've been holding back my tears during a few lessons already for different reasons.
been going on with really few food for yesterday & today. havent tried out the school canteen food yet. barely time for me to eat anyway. and i seriously dont have appetite. i ended up biting straws and chopsticks -.-
computer was down previously. and what the heck! i lost all my files once again. GREAT! it's just that irritating. my slides, research, photos, videos & many other stuffs. its CRAP!
late for ms lim's lesson today. well, im just really really damn busy okay. lesson time is just paying attention. recess & lunch time & after school hours are all sacrificed to get ready for open house. but i know its not a valid excuse to be late for lessons, so just let her scold. i have to be responsible.
not gonna say about genting trip. im seriously not free!
when saturday comes, everything's gonna be over & i'll hopefully have peace then.
i havent completed my holiday homework yet. and im gonna like spend my entire weekend doing & marking the assessments for english. Damn! i caused this for myself. & i havent done my resource bank. and there's still some more articles to be done.
and it's really like what the heck! mrs loh came in & told us we'll be the last batch under the first 3 months thing, & G came in and told us we're not under that batch. like if we dont know whatever's going on, how do we even know what we should be doing? sheer CRAP! the system's really really messy & i hate it!
really really gotta thank all the teachers that helped us to get that stuff done. been going home with body aching all around and the urge to sleep cos im really really tired! all the stuffs she made us do.
nothing much happened. school's been kinda weird.
ms liao's not teaching us anymore... frankly speaking, i was kinda sad when i first knew it that i wanted to cry. maybe it sounds stupid but its just me. i was sad for the entire day but then ms liao was actually the one who made my day like wayyy better for everything she done! she seriously rocks! and i must really really get the A1 for chemistry... i cant go on getting A2 for examinations because its below my standard.
wont be coming online really often. cos of the internet connection & every other thing. and because all my files are gone again!
kinda hating this building. our projector screen is slanted, so probably we'll have tilted heads so as to stand out from the rest of the school population. then our classes dont have the bell & teachers are dragging lessons. the classroom is kinda big and i cant really hear the teachers speaking. there's a 'clapping' class next block which is clapping & clapping for all i know.
and oh yes.. im like so so so in a dilemma. its like every or at least most english teachers keep advising us to do narrative & descriptive essays as general guideline. i really dont know what to do. its like those are not what im better at. during secondary 2, G commented that i should do argumentative & expository essays. and the first time i attempted an expository essay, i got marks that i were really satisfied with. whereas EOY i attempted narrative, i screwed it up & failed badly. i really dont know who to listen to... its kinda hard in this kinda situation. i should listen to myself...
and i think what it meant already! so yes.. im gonna improve on that.
it all concludes this post. this computer is kinda dysfunctional without all the programs & im lazy to install them again.. so whatever..
i failed once again @ 8:52:00 pm
