Sunday, January 28, 2007
thanks xcouz & peifang for cheering me up yesterday! i couldnt have imagined another day of crying myself to sleep...
went to downtown east at like 9am yesterday, that was kinda crazy cos it was so early. but its for some SPD thing, so its fine. when she said downtown east, i was like so damn shocked. oh whatever... then mrs teo drove us to white sands shopping mall after that. only got home after 10pm yesterday after going to the library and dinner at JE.
when i got home, my parents were painting the house green. painted till 2am last night, and they got up early this morning to continue again until around 7pm then was it completed. but my room isnt painted yet. havent even choose the colour yet -.- im choosing orange, but im not very certain though.
the whole of today, i was doing productive things. like ironing my uniform, organizing my notes etc. and digging out some worksheets. wrote lots and lots of notes for hours continuously and my right hand is so damn tired now.
havent study for the test tomorrow. im just planning to look thru the skills later on, after i have finished my english vocabulary. need a few moments of rest before i get on with the work.
yay! tomorrow dont need report early for amaths lesson. HAHA.
ohwell, whatever... many people saw me with her on friday already. there it goes... even mslim saw. maybe its my fault. mslim said 'give me a chance to teach', but did anyone give the other one the chance to teach? people take advantage of her because she's not exactly fierce. people take 15minutes to move from the artroom to the class for her 30min lessons. but to mslim? its another type of attitude we give her. despite having 1 lesser period of chemistry and wasting 15 minutes each week, we didnt really lag behind for chemistry last year. but at the start this year, we are already lagging FAR behind. anyway, i think both of them can teach equally well, just that im already used to msliao. and there's a saying in chinese called 'yinshuisiyuan'. back then, if msliao didnt teach us chemistry, can we understand what the heck mslim is teaching now? the fact that we can understand what mslim is teaching now is because we have the foundation there. the fact that people fail tests is only because they dont study. if people thinks she's BIAS, tell her. imagine 10 years down the road, you work as a toilet cleaner. your colleagues are all 60plus already. then people complain to your company and have you fired because being young means being inexperienced even though you clean your own house toilets every week since years ago. if people dont give chances, how do others earn their experiences?
we should all appreciate & treasure everything around us.
we must yinshuisiyuan.
i failed once again @ 10:48:00 pm
