Tuesday, February 20, 2007
finally a break from all the celebrating!
there's only left with 2 more celebrations; phew.
case of mistaken identity.
someone thought i was older than my 5 year older brother.
i always have this kinda problem that people cant judge my age properly.
thanks alot! =.=
another case of mistaken identity yesterday too.
not bothered blogging about it cos it didnt happen with me.
but its quite funny actually.
i think this happens when we're all not too familar.
at grandma's house is the worst, me, my brother & my mother kept asking each other who so-and-so is.
putting aside all the CNY stuffs...
i think now, its really time to get serious on schoolwork already.
i still dont feel any stress coming in, because im really taking it slowly.
HA! during CNY celebrations, everyone was already wishing good luck for Os.
and my aunt went to add in "see who the smartest". GRR!
but well, 80% of the fun have got to pause now...
during the school holidays & the starting of secondary 4 life, i've enjoyed myself alot. going out every saturday with friends and going home late, some weekdays too... going out after school. now that there's no more occassions to interfere with school, i really gotta concentrate. no more writing 'how metals produce sounds'. no more dreaming during G's lessons. no more laughing at ms lim throughout the whole lesson for no apparent reason. no more slacking in lianglu's classes. im dictating my life. i have decided what i want for myself, and now, i have to work my way there. no more distractions. no more dreaming. no more laziness.
there's barely 8 months to the actual 'O' levels written examinations, and barely 6 more months to our prelims. which means i have less than 1 month to prepare each subject. 3 more months to mother tongue paper.
i'll put the past behind me. whatever failure or success i've got, is only experience. experience to make myself face the reality and not escape. i wont give up that easily like when i was in secondary 2. the group of dedicated teachers have been helping all of us, but they cant help us for everything in life. there's a limit to what they can help us with, some things are beyond their reach to help.
even though i have no specific targets in mind, i'll still do to my best so that i'll have as much doors open up for me. right now, i really have no idea to go poly or jc. both sounds equally good. we're in the era where poly is attracting the top students already. some may say its stupid to go poly when you can go to a top jc, but i beg to differ unless you wanna be a teacher or tutor or a jack of all trades but master of none. well, jc is just so-called the 'safer route to university' lah. hmm.. but if you're clear of your future, then you wouldnt have to waste the 2 years studying in jc. you can just go poly and get a diploma, and if possible, go university to get degree. but if not, then can just start work what... HA! shall see about these stuffs after my O levels. study first! dont talk too much yet.
this year very no CNY mood, so boring.
its not fun at all.
play mahjong till sian, watch tv till eye pain.
sit till butt pain and leg numb.
i failed once again @ 11:18:00 am
